I dont really know what to say, Ive been lost in the void cause my thoughts keep on picking me apart im sorry but i think im going insane, I keep searching for a purpose in this life but cannot find a love or anyone to help me well fuck im needing to change, Devil calling i cant answer cause im making deals with baphomet im tired of this blasphemous im fucking full of rage, Whats the point for my service if no ones gonna call or text when making musics the only reason i have a phone, She said i wouldnt find another bitch if she would leave well guess what bitch you’re fucking right well fuck im still sleeping alone, Maybe i should quit im losing all my energy im tired of these memories i cant forget its like a show, Its so vivid in my head its like i see a hologram in front of me and relive all the shit that helps my pain grow, I got the tree of life tattooed on me, Whats the point its never been clear for me to see, Only bottles with a letter stuffed in and honestly fuck friends im kicking it with my beast, Remember they would suspend im building up the suspense im cooking my own substance the pain in my melody, Ive been waiting to decend im sorry bitch i cant defend and my life it only depends on finding love that’ll bring me peace, Bitch i was born with all these illnesses im sicker than fuck, Tired of searching for a woman cause y’all dont want no love, It took a cunt to take my kid to realize there aint no one, Or fucking anything to do to prove its true or enough, I know i hurt you but you hurt me worse by taking my son, I’ll never see him again and that makes me wanna give up, He looks just like me as a jit when i was playing and young, A snotty nose lil bastard son i love you bubba good luck, Its fucking weird how life can go, From sleeping with you to hold, To being so fucking broken my heart is bleeding and froze, I got issues you can’t understand and i cannot control, The tears and putting out the blunt when i just wanna fucking smoke, Im so tired of this life shit why is it so hard to live, Love is fucking easy but you feeble hoes only fuck pigs, Get disgusted with real love i swear this shit dont make no sense, They only want you if you’re giving dick provide or paying rent, Na damn and im cool on that, Lost soul lead the way I’m hoping you dont relate i made the biggest mistake by taking the bitch back, I should of left back then and kept it as just friends now this shit wont end you’re the reason why i spaz, I got a vision in my brain livid im bout to aim melee decapitate im skinning for a new mask, Crack the seal cause ive been stressing weed aint helping anymore i only smoke to look normal when i fucking wanna cry, Since im a warrior i have to fight im fucking tired i cant lie im begging for a answer that still wouldnt fucking change my mind, Look me in my fucking eyes bitch im feeling paralyzed my inner me is screaming kill this bitch before i lose my life, PTSD from my own screams killing me traumatizing and curruptions my only purpose alive, I remember as a kid when i was playing PS2, Mortal Kombat now im reaping souls feeling like Shang Tsung, Immortalized from all the weak i feel like Ermac I need food, 6 is Havik let me feast upon your flesh bitch i want you, Need a bitch that wants my blood like Nitara cause I’m a Vamp, Titties jiggly Li Mei bitch let me fuck give me a chance, You aint feeling me ok Quan Chi i put her in a trance, Accidentally killed the hoe i stuffed my Meat between her cans, Im so lost i live in memories to try to fill the need, Of needing someone by my side to help fulfill my prophecy, I wanna die but what if real love could save me from me, I cant trust im fucked up its hard for me to sleep, Im bout done i feel numb its getting hard to breathe, I feel dumb cause this cunt took everything you see, Id rather die then try to live theres no more time wasted for peace, I cant suffice for anyone the worlds better with me deceased,