00:00 - 2:38 JE TE LAISSERAI DES MOTS - PATRICK WATSON 2:38 - 6:39 WHERE IS MY LOVE - SYML (ACOUSTIC VERSION) 6:43 - 12:50 TO BUILD A HOME - THE CINEMATIC ORCHESTRA 12:50 - 16:02 COLOR ME BLUE - AKANE 16:02 - 20:41 FOURTH OF JULY- SUFJAN STEVENS 20:41 - 24:42 QUIET RESOURCE - EVELYN STEIN

School just started and I’m already behind. These grades are going to go to the future so I gave up on my dream, my future, myself. Schools so mentally draining it’s so scary. I wanna go back to riding my training bike down the road. I wanna go back so following my dog and going to the park. I wanna go back to seeing my brother come back from school. It feels like life is becoming a chore. I have such a responsibility now that I’m older and it’s so hard to carry that weight on my back. I’m so jealous of people who have motivation to get the simplest things done. I want to run away and start over. Everything’s falling apart. I barely show any affection to those I love and I hate it. I feel like I betrayed them. I feel so empty and useless. I feel like none of my friends actually like me. I want to go back to the days when I was happy. I don’t want to be sad. I don’t want to be stressed. I don’t want to be numb. I want to feel alive again. I want to be happy. I want everything to go back to normal. Everything is so stressful. Even the stupidest and littlest things that are easy to do are becoming so so hard to do. Sometimes it’s hard just to get out of bed. Sometimes I just want to sleep. Everything’s so hard, I just want to feel comfortable in my own body, loved, and happy.

realizing i won’t have the life i always dreamed of makes me want to run away and never look back, i just want to exist and not have to think about anything in particular ever again

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your Favorite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone like you. 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person 💕 Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶🏼

My Girlfriend showed me these songs when we'd work a small coffee shop together. Right before opening we'd play this song and dance, hold each other and just enjoy each others company. She moved away, now I listen to this to remind me of the good times.

Do you ever just wanna run away even if it’s just 30 minutes, run go as far as you can as fast as you can, and then take all the time in the world to get back.

I really love listening to this at car rides or laying down at my bed thinking about them

Слушая этот плейлист так хочется куда-то убежать..в укромное место,с любимым человеком..сидеть и наслаждаться друг другом..у меня всё, спасибо.

To who ever is listening to this rn Take a deep breath cuz it'll be alright... Im proud of you champ! And i love you kid.

to everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus to everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. to everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. when you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. to everyone who is creating, you got this. your art is amazing. remain in your flow and get stuff done! -not mine

I’m just a guy from Ukraine. You can probably know what’s going on here. This music helps me to keep myself in calm, until I hear an air warning alert. I hope anyone of you will never fell the same shit, what Ukrainians fell right now. Let’s enjoy every moment on your life, in your lifetime journey. From the moment, when its all started, I understood that problems with money and etc aren’t serious problems at all. Peace to everyone🇺🇦❤️

My cat died today , im playing this to calm myself down , rest in peace my little cat

Here's a little story time for anyone. This playlist used to accompany me in my darkest times, when I was on the edge I used to listen to this playlist praying for things to get better, now 2 years later I come back, but with joy, things have improved a lot and I am very grateful to the person who created this playlist. To all the people who are going through something difficult right now, don't let the fog in your mind get the better of you, take a deep breath, take time for you and remember that you are much stronger than you think and things DO get better, you are here for a reason, even if you don't know the reason. Still or you don't realize it, you have a purpose, you don't need to be the best, you just need yourself and to heal, it's a journey from you to you, and let me tell you that I am very proud that you are still here and of everything you have accomplished. 💕

This hits different when you've spent your entire childhood and teenage years daydreaming about people that don't even exist or things you'll never have or be. Now that I'm an adult, I find it very hard to seek happiness outside my daydreamed world. It's hard to move on, it's always there, right inside my head. It's like an addiction and my only source of comfort. I don't see a future for myself so I just hide away within myself. I should know better but I can't afford better haha. If you're in a similar situation, know that it doesn't make you useless or worthless. You're still a good person, capable of so many great things and you can still be happy.

"We will meet again.." he said. A tear ran down his face. He smiled. Because he knew that she is free now. Someday they will be free together. Someday everything will change. "We will meet again.." They did.

My ex girlfriend loved this playlist. When I miss her I listened it. I broke up with her, because she wanted to left her dreams for me and I felt bad. I told her terrible things and she hates me now. I just hope she reads that and she knows that I always loved her. I will always love her. She was my reason why I didn't kill myself and she is my reason why I continue at school and want to finish it. It was our promise. I will be alive and finish this school. Thank you for that playlist, it is part of my life.

I have been thinking about running away from home. I know it's not a smart thing to do but right now is my only way to ever have any type of freedom in my life. I should be thankful of having a place to sleep in but i'm in pain and i can't hold it in. I have told them them the truth about my depression and anxiety and now they are all just angry to me. It seems like it's all my fault that i am in pain, even tough they all did their own part to hurt me. I am going to runaway and be free one day and i know that day will be the day i can finally start to live

Que gana más grandes las de poder estar en medio de la nada , en un campo lleno de flores , el poder sentir el viento en tu rostro y por sobre todo sentir esa libertad , es libertad de salir corriendo hacia cualquier lugar , el poder liberar esas ganas de querer escapar para no volver . Que ganas de sentir ese sentimiento de poder gritar a los cuatro vientos y saber que eres libre , que nadie te mirara feo , nadie estará ahí para juzgarte o hacerte llorar. Sentir esa soledad que reconforta , que te hace pensar y te hace quererte , te hace desahogarte y sentir que renaces . No sabes lo feliz pero desesperanzado que se siente el escuchar esta playlist y querer cumplir ese deseo de escaparse , de correr , de ser libre , por más que sea por un rato para así luego poder volver y sentirse recuperado , sentirse mejor . Creo que coincido con más de uno al decir que estos días an sido catastróficos y que cada vez son más difíciles de sobre llevar. Que rabia da el sentirse tan vencido, sentirse tan roto y dañado , que angustiante se siente el tener que pensar que no hay a donde correr y que tú solo debes de poder impulsarte para salir a delante , no importa lo cansado que estes ,no importa si no tienes motivos para levantarte , solo sabes que debes hacerlo . Así me siento , desesperanzada , con ganas de llorar y votar todo este sentimiento de una vez , el querer dejar de sentirme tan quebrada. Que ganas de poder saber qué hay algo o alguien que te ayuda a impulsarte y así levantarte , pero no , no es así , solo eres tú el que debe de tomar iniciativa y querer levantarte , luchar por lo que quieres y luchar por conseguir esa libertad de poder salir corriendo y luego tener las ganas y la fuerza de volver y vivir.

I love coming here. Reading the comments and Iistening to this playlist it's like finding a whole group of people who totally get you.

I ran away this morning. I walked outside, draw on the park, had inner monologues while listening to the playlists I saved here in yt. When I got back home, it felt worth it to be able to see those, to hear everything, to be alive. Running away by myself, it feels comfortable and thrilling. But somehow, I feel like there's something missing. I feel like there's someone who's supposed to be by my side everytime I go outside.

Listening to this playlist and reading comments is my therapy now . I feel calm and relaxed...

Yes, the perfect playlist to listen to at 1 AM while I reminisce the richer moments when I was young and nothing to worry about. The feeling of running away from the chaotic life that goes as you transition to adulthood. I wanna run away from the negativities I accumulated through the years and spoil my inner child that has been neglected all these years.

My childhood is finally over. I'm in high school now and I'm having an existential crisis nearly every night. It's only the second day of school but I'm not ready to lose summer. I'm not ready to lose my childhood. I'm only a young teenager, why do I feel like this? Someone please help, I can't sleep, I can't smile, I don't know what to do

it’s late and today was a mentally rough day for me. i’m just scared that everyone will leave me. this music is really calming. thank you

Is it just me or does all these comments make you kinda forget about pain and realize that you aren't alone. For me personally after reading for like an hour and a half . I feel calm and safe a to know there are more then 1 person that knows my pain . Thank you for that . Made my day in some way or another :)

who ever is reading this no matter how hurt you are or how upset you are. do what you need to do to be happy. and if that’s not possible, find things that make you happy. reading this chat is so sad. it’s so sad to know that you guys are going through this. i’m so sorry and i hope you all find the happiness you deserve

This playlist found me when I was traveling somewhere with my parents. On this day, I passed my final exam from music school. That was a big deal for me. The weather was the same as in the picture. Oh god, it was a magical moment. The music gave me a feeling of Hope. ... Now I feel completely crushed. For many reasons. I don't see a way out. I'm tired. I can't do anything. Now I'm on the field. The weather is the same. ... Changed after 11 months: So much has changed this year. At this very moment as I write this, I can begin to live this life. I'm still healing, but now I can leave my old life and start a new one. Literally and figuratively. Friend, no matter how hard it is, sooner or later you will get better. I hope your life gets better. It's my wish. My mind is jumbled, I can't believe everything that's happening right now. Honestly, I didn't thought I'd make it. Now I can say that I don't worry anymore. Maybe even I'm happy. Thank you for this wonderful playlist. Good luck and thanks for everything.

Когда я слушаю этот плейлист, на душе становится так спокойно. Я забываюсь и падаю в глубокую пропасть своих мечт и желаний, я вспоминаю моменты или же обрывки моей простой и скучной жизни, будь они грустны или наполнены счастливых слёз моих, я всё равно надолго запомню их с улыбкой на устах. Иногда я просто плачу или грущу, бывает засмеюсь, эта музыка вдохновляет и как будто бы слушает меня. Ваша музыка просто обоготворяет меня каждый раз, при новом прослушивании проявляются всё новые яркие и необъяснимые эмоции. Спасибо вам, вы делаете меня счастливой))

Jan 1st, 2023. Sitting in my bed, just contemplating…everything. Contemplating if im truly happy, if i enjoy living, if I am ready for anything and the truth is…I dont know. Ive felt so numb for so long…i forget what it feels like to be truly happy, to ignore the world and truly live for myself and for God. To enjoy experiences and to savor food and spend time with friends and family. Today that changes.

I started crying because I remembered the feeling of being comforted by someone in the hardest time of my life so far, something I didn't expect to feel. It was... something.

- Distance doesn’t separate people. Silence does. 🖤

i used to go here every midnight and play this music while im thinking about nothing. everytime i close my eyes while listening in this music it seems like i am in another world, a place where problem doesnt exist. Where the nightsky is full of shining stars and galaxies, where the color of the sea reflects to perfect blue sky, where all birds singing as my lullaby which make me calm just like how the river flows through unendless trail

Esta playlist me envía a un escenario hermoso. Estar bajo el agua, hundiéndome poco a poco mientras escapo de todos mis problemas, esta depresión que me atormenta, los comentarios negativos, avergonzarme de mis cicatrizes, el sentimiento de soledad, el odio hacia mi misma, el no querer levantarme de la cama, siempre estar triste, sentir que nada importa... Flotar en el fondo del mar mientras la luz de la luna alumbra ligeramente la profundidad de este, no sentir que me falta aire, solo flotar sin pensar en todo lo que me hace daño. Cerrar los ojos para por fin, después de tanto tiempo, sentir paz. Cada vez estar mas profundo mientras mi vida se va sin darme cuenta, que lo único que pase por mi mente sean los momentos felices que viví, las personas que amo y lo que hizo que mi vida no fuera tan terrible. Dormirme poco a poco mientras sale una lagrima de mi ojo; para así, caer profundamente en un sueño del cual no despertaré.

i feel so lost. i’ve been getting so much better but i’m back to feeling terrible and lost. everything’s improved but the weight of knowing that i’m not doing anything that actually really makes me happy feels so terrible. i’m sitting here at school and i feel like i’m drowning in my thoughts because of how stuck i feel. stuck in “what if’s..” i wanna travel the world and make music and perform for people and tell stories that help create change. i wanna help people and help heal people. i wanna do so much in this world and i haven’t been doing any of it. and lately… it’s making me feel like i’m drowning. i’m scared to even begin but i know i need to. i know someday i’ll come across this comment and be so surprised with how stubborn i was to just beginning, and that someday will be tomorrow , because i’m starting today. it’s carrying an unbearable weight on me and i have to do something about it. i’m petrified. i’m scared because i know it’s gonna be really hard but… i have to do this. i used to want to make everyone proud, but right now… i want nothing more than to make myself proud. i fear not being deserving of my deserving.. not making the most of it and turning it into something beautiful, not using it to inspire others. update : i’m working on making a podcast or social media account for activism and i’m also volunteering to do in person activism !! i applied just now and i’m so excited to hear from them !! they sound like an awesome organization! i’m also joining theatre and i’m gonna save up money to attend vocal classes and get all the equipment i need to produce my own music !!! i’m so excited ! i haven’t felt this excited in a while ! i also am on my way to get a kitten right now 🥺🥺

This feeling won't go away, no matter how much I try, no matter how much I cut and hit myself, no matter how much continuously work out or try and starve myself, no matter how much I laugh at myself no matter what I do, it doesn't go away. it's so draining, I don't know what to do but sit here and watch my life crumble. All I want is for me to be happy for once in my life, that's all I want.

мы сейчас едем к нам домой, а я включила этот плейлист. так прониклась с первых секунд, он очень уставший а я сижу рядом и закрыв глаза, по моим щекам текут слезы. вспоминая все моменты которые мы прожили и создали вместе, на моем лице сверкает улыбка. я люблю его, только его и настолько сильно, что честно, душа хочет писать о нем стихи постоянно. дарить ему всю свою образованность в текстах, показывать в этих текстах свою любовь к нему. моё сердце настолько растаяло, что мне тяжело верить в происходящее. вспоминаю, как вовремя ссор он всегда старался сделать меня спокойнее и поговорить со мной, я начинаю действительно ценить все эти трудности и готовность к ним также становиться ещё выше. спасибо тебе за все, моя любовь. ты не представляешь как много ты для меня значишь и как много ты мне сделал. осчастливил меня в тот период времени, когда я уже сдалась и перестала видеть лучи солнца во всем.❤

this playlist makes me happy.... I'm lying on the bed with my dog and my brother, they're falling asleep... It's such a comfort

hey! if you are reading this, everything will be alright okay? i know things might be hard, that they might feel endless and draining. but soon everything will be over and you'll be okay. you're strong, no matter what anyone says and you are so brave too. you got this

i need this on spotify to cry for hours

Having a mental breakdown in the middle of exams isn't really nice...hope it gets better for all of us...the playlist is helping a bit♥

Please someone out there, anyone at all, just know that no you’re not a bad person. You’re not hard to love as the people around you make it out to be, most times people are working to protect their own interests. Especially when you’re the “sensitive “ one, please don’t let it get to you so deeply that it consumes you and you end up seeing yourself as no good. The right ones will come and love you right effortlessly. Sometimes the right one is “you”. ❤

Currently driving through the mountains and man this playlist is going to make me cry. I love it here. :)

No words can explain how much I love this video, i Screen recorded it all for when I’m on car trips and long trips:)) and I turn it on at night to clear my Thoughts. I listen to it when painting and drawing to help me clear my thoughts and focus on my Drawing. I love this playlist :))

Извините что отвлекаю вас если кто-то плачит просто хочу сказать ты солнышко просто подними голову выше и иди к своей мечте 😊🤗

It’s been 2 years now, time moves on fast doesn’t it? This playlist got me through so many things, this playlist is one of the few reasons I’m alive. And for that, I am grateful internally it always helped me de-realize and think of alternate dimensions where I can be happy and that’s my goal. Life comes through with many obstacles, it may seem quite literally impossible to get through some. But just know that no matter what if you’re willing to try, if you can reach out, just know there will always be people who’ll be there to have your back. I completely know that not a lot of people may revisit this video after a few more years but to those who do and come across this comment I hope you’re having a wonderful life. I’ll be more than happy to give advice and reach out, but that’s only if you’ll try

Me gusta mucho la imagen del fondo, puedo sentirla. Da ganas de estar ahí parado sintiendo la brisa sobre tu cara, el viento fuerte y fresco, el clima estando a punto de llover, pequeñas gotas de agua sobre tu cara, olvidándote todos tus problemas , el sentimiento de ser libre... y cuando por fin pase todo eso, ir corriendo a donde sea sin alguien, molestándote, gritándote, insultándote, juzgándote, mintiéndote, lastimándote, engañándote, manipulándote.....Solo tu... ahí corriendo de toda la dura realidad y crueldad que pasa día a día todos los días sin final....ahí...en el medio de la nada...escapando de la cárcel que sufres todos los días, escapando de ese pequeño lugar donde se acumulan tus problemas de estrés, enojo, tristeza, furia, crisis, y ansiedad, que te presionan y solo crean más problemas.....Aunque tu no lo creas, por más que digas que alguien te entienda perfectamente, la única persona que te entiende más que perfectamente en este mundo eres tú, tu eres el dueño de tu mente y emociones, tu las controlas, nadie más que tu, tu eres el que le puede poner final a tus problemas. Se que puede ser difícil, nada es fácil, todo tiene su tiempo, nada te saldrá al instante, tienes que ponerle esfuerzo, dedicación, predisposición y cariño, entiendo que estés cansado, pero si quieres salir de ahi, como lo harás si no haces el intento, y si la has hecho, pues sigue intentando, no pares, no dejes que tus problemas se adueñen de tu "Ser" de tus emociones, ganas y mente. Y sabes que? Mientras lo intentes, te equivocarás, muchas veces, demasiadas....eso...te hace una persona más fuerte emocionalmente y mentalmente.....

my boyfriend recently left me for my best friend and this playlist makes me feel a bit better thank you for always being there with these playlists

No. No one understand my feelings except you guys, so I’ll share this. I just wanna run away with someone I like for like, a day, I don’t care how short, long it is. I just wanna see the nights get dark, and the sunsets get darker, and feel the long grass touch my legs. Run far, far away. And enjoy the “best day” with your person. It dosent matter how far, close, long away you are from your home. You just wanna see the sky’s get grey, see the clouds cover the sky with its grey fluffy color. And wait, and wait. For it to rain. Smile and run as far as you can away from where you are and enjoy that day. Look at their smile, Watch them enjoy that day too, and smile, watching the rain droplets fall on you and the other persons chest. Watch the rain get harder, and lay in the felid, feeling the soft, long grass touch your back. Remembering that feeling, enjoying that feeling, and remembering their smile, as the rain gets harder, you see the sunset get darker, as you need to go home, you realize you don’t want to leave, don’t want to go back. You actually did care if it was long moment or short moment. You didn’t want to leave the soft grass. “No, I don’t wanna leave.” you say, “Me neither. We could stay here longer, maybe?” the other person says. “OMG, ofc!” You smile and your body fills with joy, having the great feeling of missing. You get on your phone to see the news, and their looking for you and the other person. “Look, we’re missing.” “oh, we are?” The other person

My boyfriend of 5 years just broke up with me, I absolutely love this video I've been listening to it for the past few hours over and over again and when I first heard it I started crying I and I still am but it's so beautiful, thank you so much for making this I wish be listening to it very often it calmes me and I need that now more than ever ❤

Summer is dying For we have, once again, neglected to believe in it. As the cold creeps nearer and nearer, the water droplets scattered by the spirits in the early morning are slowly frozen by the breath of Something crueler. We cast aside Summer like a childhood nickname, An old shirt that has been worn, bent out of shape, and then discarded. As the days grow imperceptibly shorter, We leave the streets at night, For there are monsters in the dark. But yet, we ignore the passing of Summer, Refuse to pay it the proper respects as it lies on its deathbed. Instead, we let the leaves fall from the trees, we let our eyes grow ever darker. We let the rivers freeze, And we welcome the death of Summer with fanfare and opulence and hunger As we shovel dirt into our mouths And call it gold. An old woman sits in her chair, Telling of a long forgotten love affair that she had When she was but a child Crashing headfirst into her future like a speeding car Destined for an auto wreck and Doomed to drown in the water of memory. She sighs and remembers a boy With eyes like glass bottles Shared on the banks of a mighty river That is no longer there. She closes her eyes and Dreams of ever spinning merry-go-rounds and Sticky ice creams and Forbidden feasts and The steam of a hot bath and Of a time when dragons stretched Still across an ever blue sky and Of a boy Stretching out a hand for her to hold as she fell, Of beasts and spirits And of scales floating away in the wind like sakura petals, The closest thing to true love that she has ever known. She sings her final swan song, Orpheus inverted. "I wish I had looked back," She says. "I wish I had looked back just once." Based on : Spirited away (:

Арт одно из самых замораживающих и прекрасных изображений что я видел в своей жизни. Очень красивый рисунок

I failed a few modules in university, and I'm writing finals tomorrow, but all I want to do is play in my garden and watch things grow, make tea from all my flowers and herbs I grow, and run around with my dog, I want to play in the rain and feel peace, I want to feel loved...I want to feel free

I am reading these comments and I am wondering, how much stories people have, how much memories connected with these songs, it is fantastic, I can’t breeze while I am reading comments 💔💔💔 To everyone who reading it One day, everything will be alright. Time will heal your broken heart, your broken soul. You will leave in the past all your pain and deeply breath. You are correctly doing everything. I believe in your soul, you will be better than you were before🤍

Well I'm losing everything, I don't know what to do, I just want to feel better ... but I can't. I miss myself, I miss myself so much, and now I don't know who I am.

To be human is difficult sometimes. To feel all those emotions without knowing how to control them. To be happy, to show love to people you love can be difficult sometimes. When you don't know who you are and what is actually happening here. Life seems to move so fast and get so much complicated that you don't have any time to stop and think about it. The numbness you feel sometimes from everything around you can't even seem to ignore your mind... it's our greatest enemy !. The irony in To be loved yet not feeling loved.

The girl I loved liked those songs. Now she’s not with me anymore, but listening this playlist I mentally go back to our beautiful time where we were together. I still love her. Cry

Escuchar esto me hace querer escapar tanto... es un anhelo que duele tanto no cumplirlo. La vida se ha vuelto tan jodidamente difícil estos últimos días, que no sé cuánto más pueda llevarlo..

To who ever may be reading this, you did your best today and I'm glad you're here with us. tomorrow is a new day, get some rest

I don't wanna do anything. Caz it feels like I was born to work till I die I just wanna walk with no one to stop me, I'll walk as long as I want to. I want to sleep forever. I want to have a dog to cuddle all through my life. I don't wanna go to schl and sense my toxic classmates. I don't wanna do anything anymore....

Its 20:42, 30/9/2021 I have accepted my desicion of switching schools to study art. I feel like so much pressure had been lifted. Finally im in control of my edjucation. No more parents telling me to study electronics, because theres money in it. My life's passion had been art and always will be. Love yall

its really heartbreaking when you really have something excited to tell someone that you're really close to. Then, they just act like they doenst even care about it and you feel so embarrassed about being excited about the something you wanted to tell about them. Mayb its my fault to tell them when they are in a very bad mood :(

песни подобраны нереально гармонично,я благодарен за этот плейлист.

this playlist is always been a fav of mine, it brings me back. And it's something that has helped me reflect on the past, it reminds me what I've gone through and how strong i am because of it and how proud i am of myself, i spent 2 or 3 years of my early teens in depression and spent another 2 getting back what i lost and changing my way of thinking, and this past year has shown me how much i have grown and gotten better, i know the path I'm on is only starting and i have a long way to go before i am completely healed but i hoped that it all works out in the end, not just for me but for everyone around and everyone that i used to know.

a cold morning in my balcony, listening to this, watching strangers starting their day, birds flying around .. inner peace really

it got better but idk now. its back to school and i feel worse than ever, lonely, fucking tired and disgusting. why cant everything just seem fine for longer than a week? why cant i ever fucking improve upon myself and take shit for motivation and work on myself? i hate it here lol :(

hi. I'm Russian. I'm always cheerful, but that doesn't mean I feel good. I'm just pretending, pretending that I'm fine. This music helps to rethink yourself. I get upset being real . The world does not consist of endless joy.. I like to be sad when no one sees. And no one will ask what's wrong with my face.))😪😌😪😌😪

i used to listen to this song when we were together, i used to cry thinking how lucky i was to have someone like him, he was my soulmate and i knew it...he left and listening to this makes me cry with tears of pain and with the heart ripping pain inside my chest...words are not enough to describe how much in love i am with him...he moved away to a different city...and left me with nothing but memories...those memories which are filled with happiness yet gives me immense pain thinking about all of them, now thag we aren't together...all i wish for is for him to be happy in life and with whoever he wants to be... I'll never fall out of love and i hope someday in future we'll meet if luck's on my side...just seeing him once will be enough and knowing that he's doing well in his life by himself or with someone else will make me happy because he deserves all the happiness which i failed to give him... if you're reading this, i love you and always will

Am I the only one that when is listeling to this type of playlist cry? It makes me feel safe and to imagine and remember scenarios that i wanna live (again sometimes) this makes me happy. :)

i think the most beautiful part is that i want to cry when listening to these songs, but somehow, I just don't.

everytime i hear this i can feel myself melt. if i was exited, before or angry it calms me down. if im sad and i play this playlist i just stay the same emotion, but the sadness lessens. i love this playlist sm

I’m sitting next to my little sister (I’m putting her to sleep because she had a nightmare) and as I’m stroking her hair I just noticed that I’m all she has and even tho we fight most of the time I still would die for her and give her everything I have even if I end up on the streets afterwards. I love her no matter what and I want to say that I think that all older siblings feel like that because in the end the oldest sibling is almost like a parent for all the others. And no matter which path my sister chooses I will support her no matter what.

Chorei tanto, mas tanto com essa playlist...sempre fui muito grudada com minha família e vivi momentos incríveis com eles, até que tive que seguir meu próprio caminho e me mudei pra SP, tô a um mês sem ver eles e essa playlist trouxe tudo e toda a saudade a tona...nunca senti uma saudade tão forte e só fico lembrando dos momentos incríveis em que a gente ia na praia ver o por do sol e deitava no quintal pra ver as estrelas e ficar todos abraçados e rindo...nossa tá doendo demais só quero ver eles logo😢😢😢❤️

the way i ran around a field with a friend while it was windy and about to rain, almost the exact same scenery as the picture in the thumbnail

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.

Maybe because I've been such a "good girl", that now my doings are wrong. Maybe because I've been such a people pleaser, that now my choices are bothering everyone. Sometimes, I wish I was never an academically "perfect" girl. Whenever someone used to address me as "topper", I felt pride. And now it feels like a burden to me. Not that i don't like being called one, but it puts me in an immense pressure. Sometimes, it's not motivating at all. I hate it when someone questions my choices. Why, why does it bother you so much? Why am I the bad person? Why? I feel so guilty. I'm disappointing everyone. Not everyone, atleast some don't question my choice, and don't make me question my worth. But those who do, are important for me too. I don't have a single idea how or what am I supposed to do, so that they don't question me! Work hard, yeah! That's something i can do. I don't, and that makes me more guilty. But even when I worked hard, and put in so many efforts, i couldn't fulfill their expectations. How am I not good enough now? If I let everyone make choices for me, then why am I living this life calling it mine. No reasons apparently. As I'm writing this, i feel guilty too. How can o think like this for someone who literally means everything to me. I'm here because of her, and I'll be who I'll be because of her. I just want to make her proud, nothing much. Just that, she's happy and proud, I'm ready to even die if that's what it'll take someday.

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

Imagine listening to this while ur running away ina field of grass :D it would be to e best thing ever !!!!! D: and pretend that ur happy but while running u start crying and u feel safe :D idk ….. tho …….

Сегодня похороны моего знакомого. Знаете, весь месяц было солнечно.. Эти чувства не описать и не передать словами.. За окном идет дождь, но лучи солнца пробиваются через эти тучи. Цените близких и старайтесь думать над словами и поступками.С добрым сердцем и чистой душой..🫂

This playlist just makes me feel something I can't even explain. It's so calming and everything, but it gives me sad emotions too. Like some feeling of nostalgia and calminess. Thank you for making this playlist💟. It's 05:55am and here am I listening to this:).

En ocasiones cierro mis ojos y me imagino en medio de un campo lleno de césped, siento la brisa, siento paz y alegría, siento que por fin estoy bien y mientras tanto siento el aire puro y limpio entrando y saliendo de mis pulmones mientras corro por el campo sin dirección alguna mientras mis lagrimas de tranquilidad corren por mis mejillas y me siento libre, me siento suficiente, me siento feliz como nunca e estado… luego vuelvo y abro mis ojos pero aquí me siento tan vacía como si algo me faltara, una cosa que no puedo encontrar y no quiere que la encuentren y siento mis lagrimas caer pero esta vez ya no son de paz ni de felicidad pero tampoco son de tristeza si no que son de soledad y se sienten frías y vacías y sin más motivos para estar aquí.

I'm 20 years old and I feel like I haven't done anything in my life, I feel stuck and I just want to fulfill the dream of running and not coming back, living wildly how I want and when I least expect it see that I finally had that happy ending that my heart desires so much ❤

Wenn es dir grade scheisse geht, denk dran: du bist nicht allein mit diesem Gefühl! Es gibt so viele Menschen auf der Welt...es ist unmöglich, dass du die einzige Person bist, der es grade so geht. Es wird besser. Ich glaub grade selbst nicht dran..aber ich versuche wenigstens anderen die Hoffnung und Kraft zum weitermachen zu schenken. ly❤‍🩹

Solo.. quiero olvidarme de todo. Quiero olvidarme de mis responsabilidades, del colegio, de la sociedad, de lo que piensa las personas piensan de mi y sentirme en paz conmigo misma pero aveces siento que la voz en mi cabeza no me permite. Cuando veo atras solo encuentro una vida monotona que no ha pasado muchas experiencias interesantes que cuando intenta expresarse no puede por un enorme sentimiento de insuficiencia e inseguridad que ni ya recuerda desde cuando me acompaña y me ahogo en ellas. Estas canciones me regalan un poco de la tranquilidad que no encuentro y espero encontrar. Muchas gracias por regalarme este sentimiento

Когда я слушаю это, сразу же вспоминаю о прошлом, как там мне было гладко, легко, прелестно. Детство для меня это что-то очень огромное, никогда не хотелось растить и спокойно жить, но так как я понимаю что это уже поздно, мне нужно сосредоточиться на своих проблемах. Всё таки очень хочется вернуться там, где мне хорошо, и проводить туда невероятные, лучшие дни.

I played soccer with my brothers after 8 years of not having the chance. I sprained my finger while playing, and it was the best moment of my life right there. Everything I had gone through, everything I had felt and struggled and worked hard to get through. It all lead up to that small moment and I do not regret it. It was the most childish, summery feeling I had had in 8 years. Depression and anxiety couldn't touch me in that moment. School, work, relationships, the passing of time. None of it mattered right there. I hope to play soccer again soon.

Two years ago I listened to this playlist with a terrible trauma in my soul, I was a nobody, and I roared to this melody. Now, having gotten out of that state, I’m really happy and grateful to you for two years this playlist.

The playlist makes me remember my bff, we were friends for 8 years till last year that she went to study abroad and we suddenly lost touch. A silent slow break up! but i still remember her as my bff. I feel like it was my fault but at the end of the day not everyone is permanent in our lives, i pray for her and wish her all the best 🖤

Saque las lagrimas en un segundo,ay veces cuando te sientes como una mierda algo pasa y este playlist es un sentimiento ni de como explicarlo᯾

i love reading comments here and feel deeply for everyone struggling. i've been thru the same and tho it gets better, there will be days that waves and waves of sadness will wash you off. i am with you all till we learn how to ride the waves :))

At the start of the pandemic, my family and i rescued 2 kittens stuck on the roof of my neighbors house. My siblings and i named them Boe and Poe. I raised them and helped them with communication and stuff, basic training you could call that. Poe has always been my favorite since he's the most clingly one, and the calm one. Boe was the opposite of Poe. Boe likes my other siblings more than me, so I'm not really used to her style. I remember going downstairs after my online classes and would play with Poe for hours on end. I would buy them the cat scratch pole thing and would take pictures of him enjoying it. In mid 2021, My cat Poe became sick, of course i became worried but my mother said that it's a normal occurrence and how it'll just go away, but for poe, it didn't. He became thinner, i tried everything, hand feeding him, bottle feeding, cleaning the snot on his nose. He tried to fight his sickness because i remember one time, he tries to eat something but he ended up vomiting it. I was starting to worry about him at that time. I don't have enough money to go to the vet back then. As time goes on, he became thinner and thinner. I would always stay by his side, not leaving him. I couldn't leave him. He never recovered from his sickness. On November 16, my mother and i were trying to feed him his usual medicine, but when i saw the bubbles on his mouth i panic and i immediately told my mother to just go to the vet, i gave them all of my savings. I told them to hurry since my cat was having a hard time breathing. But as i said that, i felt him stopped moving. I looked down at my hands and there he was, no longer breathing, i tried to pet his head in hopes of him waking up but nothing. I cried that day, my mother took him to the vet but he was already dead. They buried him in our backyard. I remember running upstairs, crying, I don't want to accept the fact that he was gone. My cat, my only friend. I stumbled onto this video and the songs here just instantly clicked to me. The picture too, i listened to this playlist because it reminds me of him. I remember sitting in the backyard next to where he was buried and just played this. Sorry for the long story, i just want to let it all out. Sorry for my grammar, english is not my first language. I just wanted to share this story.

I listen to this playlist every day, whether it's to study or cry. Each song makes you feel in different ways. Thanks for uploading it.

The music that comes out in this Playlist makes me feel alive... And when I close my eyes, I feel that I am on another side of the world, it is super relaxing, but it gives me feeling and I get sentimental, but it is because of my weight that I carry over, something that these musics relax, and make me feel good, and make me feel comfortable and safe, I usually listen to them when it is dawn, there listening to these musics life feels different... I love those moments where life feels different, I started to see the comments and they are sad, where adolescence is difficult, and if it is difficult, I have felt it too, all adolescents have suffered for something like that, it is a stage , to which we must fight to get out of it, and we will all achieve it

I’m listening to this playlist while someone is bursting fireworks and I can see it through my window. I feel happy~ 24th November, 2023. 10:15 pm

you know this playlist is going to be good when it starts off with Je te laisserai des mots 💕

Blasting this in my ears blocking out everything in the world. Keeping my head down hiding my tears. Pretending everything is okay when all you wanna do is run

Listened to this while jogging in the morning. It felt like I was really running away from home and It made me feel so safe, free, and happy. Being the top student isn't always so nice. Besides getting compliments and praises from Teachers or Students, everyone just throws their work at you and think it's all okay because you're smart and know how to solve every problem. Nobody ever checks up on you or your mental health because you're the top student and you're "perfect". :)

To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.🥰❤

I am in an important academic stage and I feel that I have lost my energy. I am tired of this path. I am tired of this path. I would like to break free, but it is very difficult. I am afraid of the future. I really do not work hard and I do not know why I want to move and get over everything. I just hope this stage passes safely. But overcoming difficulties alone is exhausting. Despite my mother’s support and love for me, there remains a part of me that misses the kindness of my brothers, my father. They only make it difficult for me with their hurtful words. Over time, I feel that I am trying for myself because I always deserve the best. 💙✨🦋🌙

i really don’t like my present life, i live from weekend to weekend, i don’t have any hobby and only bts makes me really happy, i hope i will find something i want to do in life someday, i’m just so confused, tired and sad rn :/ thanks for listening to me

Las frías lagrimas que fueron congeladas por tu corazón, hoy se rompen en las frías sabanas de mi habitación,frió como el abrazo que me diste, y el abrazo que necesitaba,que hoy en día la soledad me da, abrazando cada uno de los rincones de mi vida