"The teenagers who cry themselves to sleep every night were once children with peace and hope in their hearts"

slowed songs always have a different vibe

"If I „love you“ was a promise would you break, it if you’re honest ?" This hurt so bad

POV: that one *"funny"* kid just got home and puts this on

I know billie has been changed her theme, but this era still on my playlist. I miss this era, so much!

i loveeeeeeeeeee LOVEEEEEEE this

Ive got my own version, so here gos: If teardrops could be bottled Ther'd be swimming pools filled by models, who wasted their lives away. Tsunami waves would be made by bad days and mistakes, to drown out any last surviving survivors. As I crash to the floor, idontwannabeyouanymore.

POV: the kid that always smiles at everyone even though they get made fun of, Finally let’s it all out. To this song.

i feel like the " i dont wanna be you anymore " part has 2 meaning to me. !!trigger warning!! i feel like one of them is me talking to myself and saying i dont want to put up a mask anymore. i want to be myself and i dont want to be a different person to meet society's expectations. i wish i could just be myself and wear what i want to wear without being called a wh0r3. another meaning is me not wanting to be who my parents want me to be. or just not wanting to grow into my parents bad habits.. if you read that whole thing then thank you and i l0v3 you. :)

1:24 THIS PART IS SO GOOD☹️

THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR 100 SUBSCRIBERS I LOVE YOU ALL 🥺💕💕

POV: you are happy in school you don`t want to leave, you know what happens at home. you get home and your mum starts shouting at you and your sister and you go to your room and cry and listen to this!!!!!!!!

"if teardrops could be bottled, there'd be swimming pools filled by models" been listening since 2018/2019 and just realized the deepness of that line..

Billie’s songs have always been the most relatable.

i always listen to slowed songs when i am writing sad stuff, it inspires me so much

1:22 it doesnt matter what mood im in, i always shed a tear at this part.

Feelin' almost in heaven .

I'm tired of crying I'm tired of yelling I'm tired of being sad I'm tired of pretending I'm tired of being alone I'm tired of being angry I'm tired of feeling crazy I'm tired of feeling stuck I'm tired of needing help I'm tired of remembering I'm tired of missing things I'm tired of being different I'm tired of missing people I'm tired of feeling worthless I'm tired of feeling empty inside I'm tired of not being able to just let go I'm tired of wishing I could just start over I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have But most of all I'm tired of just being tired.

You know it’s bad again when you go back to listening to this 💀

"Hands getting cold , Losing feeling is getting old " that's so touched

"I don't wanna be you anymore" just that part describes my relationship with my mom. I'm so tired of people telling me I'm like her. I promise, I'm not. I would never abuse my kid the way she did! I'm not my dad either... I didn't abuse my child and then leave when they said they liked the same gender as themself. Sorry for ranting

This is so aesthetically pleasing and this is one of my favorite songs from Billie it’s a chef kiss

so you’re just gonna not put this masterpiece on Spotify??😩😭

why slowed musics made everything with the vibe more intense? the sad = depressive a lot the dangerous = the most dangerous of your mind the chill = relaxing in the level that you wanna just die of so calm you are

this channel deserves 1M subscribers

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH WTF IM SUBSCRIBING-

this song hits dif when the lyrics apply to u

Yep, I’m definitely adding this to my playlist. The beat drop was everything.

"If -i love you- was a promise, would you break it if your honest?" 💕💕

Don't be that way Fall apart twice a day I just wish you could feel what you say Show, never tell But I know you too well Got a mood that you wish you could sell If teardrops could be bottled There'd be swimming pools filled by models Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore" If "I love you" was a promise Would you break it, if you're honest? Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before I don't wanna be you, anymore Hand, hands getting cold Losing feeling is getting old Was I made from a broken mold? Hurt, I can't shake We've made every mistake Only you know the way that I break If teardrops could be bottled There'd be swimming pools filled by models Told "a tight dress is what makes you a whore" If "I love you" was a promise Would you break it, if you're honest? Tell the mirror what you know she's heard before I-I don't wanna be you I don't wanna be you I don't wanna be you, anymore

Lately i feel like i have 3 personalities. One for my family members to see, one for my school and friends to see, and my true self. At school, I act al happy, funny, and just living the best life. For my family members, i act like I’m happy, doing fine, maybe just most of the time tired. M true self, crying about my insecurities, my face, my weight, my grades, and not ever stop breaking myself down. I always feel like i need to do better, be better, just honestly be someone else. I feel like i always have to please other people to be accepted, and im scared that i will be left alone by my friends if i dont do what they want to do, or say something they want me to say. Sometimes i even have to do things behind their backs so i can do what i actually want to do. I sometimes even feel so insecure about my friends, not even sure if their real friends. Do they actually like me? Do they actually like spending time with me? Or am i just a burden ad annoyance to their daily life? I don’t know. I will never know. Sometimes music is jsut my only thing to go to to comfort myself. I don’t even feel comfortable venting to my family, friends or anyone. Music, bts, anime, is my only form of comfort. I always try to look for these playlists because i feel like its the only place where i can relate to. Sometimes i laugh at things, or act ways i wouldn’t if i was alone, or with my closer family. At these days, it jsut comes naturally. I didn’t even force myself to do it. Now these days, i act tired, i act done, because I am. I always was. It’s just i was even too tired to act like i care today, that im actually happy, and that i actually want to be here.

Have u guys notice that a line can shake our feelings 💔

I’m so bubbly and happy but I when I come home I’m cold and harsh.

listening to this on a cold night in my room while it’s raining

This was me before now I hv changed myself made my self tough and I don't show feelings but inside I have a heart which is dull and sad and these songs help me cope with em thx alot :)

I feel like this is my heart and mind speaking to me.

THIS IS MAD GOOD…IM SHAKING BECAUSE THIS IS A BANGER AFTER ALL THIS FREAKIN YEARS….ya ya ahhhhhhhh❤💓💗💗💖❣️💖💖

I don't wanna hide my sadness anymore

1:23 pras pessoas do ttk KK

this is my new favorite song omg

2022 and this is the best song i've ever met-

IM OBSESSED WITH THIS YOU GOT A NEW SUB

okay but this is now my favorite thing ever

This is so sad that it reminds me of those days when he was with me and I lost him because I am a fucking selfish, if only I had kept talking to him, we would be so good right now so fast that 3 years passed. .. If I had not neglected or neglected you or perhaps to pay attention ... I really miss him so much he was my best friend since I was born you do not know how much I miss you and how not to forget when I was going to bathe and you got into My tub there I was 2 years old and you 4 years old or when you ate my food, even our moms put us in the same school hahahaha because it affected us to be so long away and we studied like 3 years later they took you out of school and me too but there came the worst who would say that a simple school would end a friendship from babies to 10 years old ..... between school and my parents demanded so much that I stop talking to all my friends but YOU affected me now you are 15 years old and I just 13 and I don't know how to talk to you again since you are and will always be my best friend so you don't consider me your best friend, I do. I love you and I miss you I will never stop blaming myself for this.

literally the best slowed song ever.

The ppl who once used to speak the most are now quite but wanna be heard too

POV: you feel at fault for everything to ever go wrong in your life\\

omg i love this

it feels calmin 🙇🏻‍♀💻

one of her best songs

This is so Perfect for crying in the evening😋

This hit hard.

I LOVE THIS OMG

I LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVEEEEEEEEEEE THIS

This is slowed down to absolute perfection.

I love this song💖😫

How come does this video get leasstt viewssss it's amazing😭❤️

It's so good

Wow I love her songs 🤩

I Love this 🤧😩

The moment you realize what everyone sees you as. That’s not the image you were trying so hard to make them see. So now you hate who you are and you can’t change how they see you and it sucks..

notice how she said "BY models" and not "with models" this hurts, knowing they have a hard time keeping up with beauty standards that change daily. You are beautiful, and don't let anyone (not even you) change that. You deserve the world. Sending virtual hugs :) I hope you feel amazing, because you are.

To those who's listening to this prefers to be alone and having a hard time accepting things, they deserve better affection.

I feel like we all used to be happy during every situation but now… we’re all just sad teens and our parents don’t understand but I love slowed music on UKposts cause no one can judge you they care and relate to you and that’s why some strangers are so kind (doesn’t mean talk to strangers) but be safe I love you… 💕 And hey if you wanna talk I’m always here 🥹 I know how it feels wanting everything to stop and crying to sleep every night 🥲

1:03

You always show emotions up until you really feel them, until they actually matter. They say “Sadness is not a weakness” and you know it isn’t. A hypocrite, you say it too. Giving others advice when you know you can’t even take it yourself. So yeah Sadness isn’t a weakness. But it feels like one. A weakness that swallows you whole til you can’t escape it. Crying helps but hurts, the pain isn’t for you to escape. You are allowed to feel this way. No one can tell you you aren't and this includes yourself. Pain is apart of life. But still, when the time comes for you to take that pain, you always find a way to bury the pain. But hey at least you can put on that brave face and say you're happy.

Yaaaaaas I love this💙🦋

man this so painful😔🖤

Eu só quero dormir e nunca mais...😭

very under rated

“I just wish you could feel what you say” :(

such a vibe

1:24 that line killed me .

'' tell the mirror what yenno she heard before'' hits dif

It makes me feel high

THIS IS SO GOOD + IM UR "580" SUBSCRIBER HEHE

"If 'i love you' was a promise, would you break it, if you're honest?"

*adds to breakup playlist* **Listens to it even though I didn’t go through a breakup**

This song has so many meaning s in life

a bit of an oldie but still a goodie

좋은 음악

POV:the happy friend highkey relates to this

“ don’t laugh, don’t cry, don’t smile, no emotion. then I will like you “

"I just wish you could feel what you said..." Hits different.

POV: ur the class clown and quiet at home because of this.

Why this touching my heart's?

I have listened to a 100 times

Hits different when u heard it slowed

Imádom ezt a dalt.

Love this song i miss my grandfather,😭

This song really suits me in many ways...

If your here u have good tastes in music❤

pov: the *nice* kid comes home from school.

I would paint the canvas with bright colours glimpsed within the surface of known earth. I would wake up excitement of shivers to complete a master piece that would up stage me beyond society. The water tingling and paints smashed on a palette lead me to visions of the future i thought i grasped. The way my back sat straight and my hand stroked with bristles of absorbent colour. Gosh... What a beautiful lie i was living... Such a beautiful... Beautiful lie, I laid deep within. treasures of gold i created became slavery. What woke me up daily became chains weighing heavy on the hand i once used to paint the masters within my mind. The mistake i made was sharing a piece of me with a person i was suppose to call my mother. For someone who was suppose to support my passion turned it into a sin. What was suppose to be painted for myself turned into a privilege to paint... If it wasn't for her... I wouldn't have the skill to paint. Every brush i stroked belonged to her. Once they were masters of my mind... Now they are pieces of my pain she has every right to keep out of my hands. I would paint the canvases ... Now., all are left blank. For something so beautiful... Turned into a sad twisted punishment... I don't want to be what you want me to be anymore i wrote this piece while listening to this song trying to get my anger out. I have a mentally abusive and controlling mother... for everything i have completed belonged to her.. slowly.. i became bare... with nothing to do... slowly... i just sit staring at a wall... will she take this away from me too? this is the very first time i have shared a piece of my writing... i'm scared to share this... i don't want my mother to take it away again.... writing... it's the last thing that belongs to me

Love it

Amo esta rola

emotional moment:(

i was an alcoholic in a cold winter to this. made it out tho 🫶🏼

1:03 THE BEST PART AAAAAAAWAWAWAWAWWA

"I don't wanna be you anymore" hits me so hard. I hate my body, and I feel like a fraud.