You got this!!!! I went to rehab 5 times almost died twice only thing that made me wake up was see my dad dying in the hospital I made a promise to him I would get clean and stay clean. 6 years sober now. Everyday is a struggle but I look back and think damn today's a little bit easier. You are young im 37 with two kids. If I can do it you can! Just think of the amazing life you are going to have. 💙💛❤💚💜

You got this keep your head up I was addicted to coke for 2 years

Don’t listen to the chad idiot. You got this keep working through it. I used herion an coke for 8 years 5 of those years where Iv use. Set yourself a big goal an a few little goals on the way to the big one! Keep on keeping on

@@chad4823 Are you stupid or something? Oh no im sure your just one of them snobs that think your perfect. Good luck with that. 👍

Stay strong Emily 💔 how are you today? You can always message me on Facebook.

Amazing John, congrats and much love ..!!!

3:26 ❤

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❤️🙏🏽 much love

@@Colicchieiuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu Ll J The R

Facts!! Sending hugs to you & anyone else out there who truly understands this🤗

Im doing what it takes so my daughter would never see me hi is something I regret every single day of my life. Now here i am again homeless and my kids in a different state cuz I knew that was best for them still it kills me everyday I can't be with them until I get my head right and find a place to live for us to live together as a family❤ i dont usually even write on these comment thing cuz who really reads them but in case anyone does and would like to help even 1 dollar would help. $dleeds329 and please don't think im just out here on these types of songs and stuff commenting and asking for help cuz this is the 1st time and last time but ty for this song it's really amazing.

🤍Igetit!!

Truly amazing, and thank you Dawn, much love

thanks its not easy 7 years off heroin

Your support and trying to understand is awesome. Prayers for your daughter. Its possible!!

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for one my name was never mary colwell she was post to live hear be for carrol baker chris

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It's good to know you have 💛❤💙💜💖💗💛

This one has ❤

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🙏❤️ Pray we all find a way for our broken selfs 😭

My condolences Shelly, and thank you so much ❤️💔🙏🏽 much love

i totally agree those who feels it, knows ir........not a bachelor's degree reading text books and taking tests and passing. now they a casac smdh

Cant say more my friend.. clean for nearly 4 1/2 years. Ive finally found my soul mate & i seem to take ALL my demons out on the one most beautiful person ive ever met. Why do we do that? Try destroy what love wer shown? X❤

RIP to all the homies some ppl go to young

❤yes l no to alwys

Keep up the good work. Just wanted to share mine as I feel like there is hope in staying clean. 21 years of herion. 6 year of meth and 4 year cocain

@@dalehartnell6199 amazing Dale 🙏🙏🙏

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Only God above is why you still here hun.

God bless you..I feel you.. believe it.

Sincerely, much love and respect ❤️🙏🏽

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u no it

God love you sweetie. I'll always love everyone of you.

Congratulations 🎉 I'm only 21... And well I have been in this Fentanyl addiction for almost 4 years now. Sadly I lost my Son's father, I was only 16 and he was only 19... He got murdered up the street from his own place.... And I was with him the night he passed away... Our birthdays were coming up in May, Him and I would always celebrate our bdays together since they were 2 weeks apart exactly. He was soon to be my fiance since he planned out asking me for our 3rd year anniversary 😢 Sadly someone took his life before he could get the chance to ask, he got murdered in 2019 the 15th of March... Just 2 months before our birthdays in May and 4 months before it would've been our 3 years.... Been dealing with the Fentanyl, Crystal Meth, & Crack addiction for quite some time now, I've finally gotten the courage to call a treatment place to get clean!!! I've already had 2 overdoses and both were just last year in October... I came to the conclusion that I NEED/WANT this in order to get my son back and be able to do the things I use to love doing and be able to do them with my son.

8 years is incredible. Truly.. stay strong Stephanie ❤️🙏🏽

First of all, please respect your people no matter where they are on this journey

You're inspiring, I was clean again after 30 or so tries, fell again, while talking about all the drug related deaths in my city, I'm getting back up again. Thanks

Wow I have 65 days clean

Great song, I came across this in my feed. Because I was listening to a new artist about drugs also. Similar song. Type in “Cold Reality” “My Drugs”. Deep song for real.

I appreciate it. Sincerely. Stay strong

Truly amazing, proud of you, how are you holding up?

wen u lose everything 10 times over it finally clicked... 16 years using. clean from using last July.. it wasnt easy as u know.

Congratulations to you Suzanne... Im 7 years clean now and already years older than I'd thought id get...

suzanne rouze amazing

That’s awesome!!!

God love ya!! U done it, I’m surgling, but I’m gona get there, I’m not repeating genurasion!! Bless x

Congrats

Kris Davis, Still going??

Still sober

Kris Davis, Hell yeah!! I’m so proud to hear that…

Thank you. I appreciate that. 10 months on the 22nd

Kris Davis, Keep going!! You should be very proud of yourself. Do you do meetings? Church?? I quit smoking cigarettes January 5. Not even a puff!

Much love Joshua and congratulations..!!

Yes sir we all can recover 13 months clean

Stay strong Anthony, we got this ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

what changed for you what can I do to help my family member who is addicted he has hit rock bottom and says he just can't stop still how can some stop and he can't

Never say never

I’m glad I out it down, I was on H for 5 - 6 years put it down and built a life for myself.. made a little too much money and celebrated with coke.. next thing I know we are doing fent and my fiancé is being taken in an ambulance.. This shit is no joke and for those who have yet to try.. my best advice is, dont

Fair play to you man

Appreciate it brother

Truly amazing. Keep it up. Merry Christmas. How are you?

Merry Christmas to you bro, you played a huge part in me getting clean you gave me hope that I could change my life and be a good father forever grateful 🙏❤ life is good. You doing good?

Keep staying strong I'll pray for you

I had been on 120 mg methadone for 5 years and I got sick and tired of the clinic keeping a rope around my neck and I quit going and even though it bought killed me,I came off it and never looked back, it's hard but take it 1 day at a time and then when you hit a week, take it a week at a time and then a month and then you will shock yourself at how far you have come.

You (CAN and WILL) Do it! Using a friend's phone ! Suboxone. But I'm 12 years clean. MUCH Love. Remember Demand greatness. your worth it! Kristy Rubin 2023 Ps. Best song Ever! #1

What’s going on Shane, I really pray since you’ve written this comment that your life has improved so much, I know how difficult it is in the beginning, but it’s worth it..!! Stay strong.

Keep going brother! Life will be so much better when you’re clean!

Been on the shit for 10yrs now,I'm 42 an feel 50..Don't feel like I'll ever have the strength to kick it.Peolpe say its months of withdraw...That's a scary thought,it's all a fckn trick

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Praying for healing and restoration in your life right now in Jesus name ty for your comment reading it rn when I did was by no accident god is using you forsure even if you don't realize your doing kingdom work so thank you so very much.sending you all my love sincerely, Your brother in Christ🫶✝️

Amen 💞 I Appreciate You Family 🙏💌🥰

Hey your comment really hit me in my feelings cause now I know at least someone else out there truly cares about my struggle….Thank you!!!🙏🙏

Amen 🙏💕

Much love Jennifer, I know the feeling, they can always reach out to me on Facebook

My dad's a addict it's not nice seeing him like it but I try to help I'm off it he's 50 now I'm 32 I got him listening to you now he's realising things

I'm sending you my love and support. I know the life you're living watching the one you love slip away is so hard. But please don't give up on them. They can't win this war alone

i hope your spouse is doing better

@@makka1550 just being there may not be enough, let's be honest here. But you are there, that *does* matter. So many go without even a kind word. You know this feeling, and your experiences have helped shape you. Well done, please keep it going. When it gets tough, that is when you push harder.

Much love, thank you so much..!! Sincerely

im still in the fight however i always listening for ways out, spmetimes its a song that lets me kno theres someone out there like me and did it. and there music is talking aloud to me as if i wrote it. hats off to Colicchie

@@Colicchie no thank you. It's so real raw and beautiful. Thank u for putting yourself out there like tha

Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it ..!!

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Clean and free Seattle 2021

Thank you

This song deserves all the views but god damn its scary how many people this resonated with. Myself being one of them this shit is a problem

God bless ya ..all i am saying is i am fucked up but if i can stop just one kid going the way i went ,10 2 15 of my pals are dead .not nice..

Truly amazing..!!

So he lied on the military application? Lol dont let anyone know about that shit. He can get kicked out for lying about his past

How did he get into the navy? After 10 years of using, pretty sure there’s a age cap on top of his history of choices

Facts nice bro

Some of our most authentic and dedicated Servicemen have stories like these! It’s because of their past that they are so dedicated to the future! I welcome a rebirth and am here to serve alongside!

Thank you so much, I genuinely appreciate it. Truly

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Much love Savanna, glad you made it out. We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

😅😅😮😅 ok😅😅😅 of😅😅😅😅😮​@@Colicchie

How did you do it I've been on fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick and tired of being sick and tired literally wanna get clean but im scared of the detox what do I do??????

Truly incredible, keep it going ..!! We can do this 💪🏽🙏🏽

@Marlianna Miner kudos on 4 years clean and sober! Nobody will ever understand except another addict just how much willpower you have to put into not using and getting clean/sober and then how hard you have to work at at it to keeping it going 💪❤️

@@1janeyjewel omg thank you for your kind words. Thank you for reading what I commented. This means so much to me. God bless you! 💚

@@marliannaminer8303 you're welcome. I'm 10 years clean from heroin and crack. Well I had a 2 month blip about 4 years back when some bad sh*t happened and I just couldn't cope at the time. Got my head together again and jumped back on the wagon. Done great again ever since. On some meds still but hey I'm clean. Anyway take care and carry on the good work xx

So amazing..!! Congratulations ❤️💪🏽💪🏽 I just released my new video “ Brielle Jane “ please check it out when you get a chance ❤️🙏🏽

@@Colicchie That's my daughter's name. 🥰 She is the reason. I'll check it out. Congrats and keep inspiring, the community thanks you. 👏🏻

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❤️❤️❤️ stay strong Christine

You can do this mam you gotta want it. After 30 years of using I just got out of rehab I have 32 days clean today. I feel awesome better than I have in years. Fight man hit me back brother

You can do this .I keep failing but keep trying one time will work. Hope your ok and doing well

You got it stay strong

Keep going Christine💯👍🏽 I've been clean of H since 2007, clean off methadone since 2019. Yea, it's dam hard, but if u want to get clean, keep going forward & have faith. There is light at the end of the tunnel. 👏🏽

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The first time I heard it that's exactly what happened.

I mean like fr I have been here already I have been able to beat it. And I'm glad I did

My father showed me the song and I listen to it every day

For sure!

Much love, thank you so much 🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️

Much love and respect ..!! Sincerely

Wicked mate. Love this..❤

Absolutely ❤️🙏🏽

I know I'm late to your post but I really hope you're still clean. I just lost my son Cody to an overdose and I know you're struggle is so hard. Just know I truly am praying for you bc you matter your life matters and I DONT ever want your parents or loved ones to feel this heartbreak that I'm feeling right now! Please stay strong and know that even though I don't know u I love you and you matter and my prayers are with you!! ❤️❤️🙏🙏🙏

I pray for you to stay clean god watch over you........🙏

Totally agree. It's so hard when I still live in a small town, small town mentality does NOT help🤔😥

staying clean is definitely the hardest part. i’ve been “sober” since 2013. and i’m one bad day away from throwing everything away and going back on the run. I think about getting thrashed every day. sure, it’s easier to stay sober the more time I get under my belt. but I still don’t feel “normal” and I don’t even know if I can even legitimately be happy. but hey, at least i’m taking care of the shit I need to, eh?

Absolutely

We got this all of us

Feel ya' just don't forget that place ya' heard!

Man I got 2 years clean , 4 months and a few days took me 10 years looking everything to get here , still don't feel , as I did. Glad I'm off but man takes years to get straight just hold on.

Hey

I’m so sorry to hear that, my condolences 💔💔

Much love Amanda, truly. How are you holding up this weekend?

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That has to be the best statement out of everybody's comments

So true

U CAN FIX BROKEN THINGS

I'm sorry I'm happy....I feel for the ones still on the floor.

Truly amazing ❤️🙏🏽

Day 5 bro and honestly would rather feel better day by day then how those pills used to make me feel.

Fabulous going!!!! 🤗

Respect friend! 6 yrs myself from phetynal...

@@gramleaffirsttimegrowers2935 It’s almost a month for me now, clean from fentanyl brotha. You are truly a blessing for me to know I am not alone in this man.

Much love and respect, truly. Thank you so much

Truly amazing, keep it up.. how are you tonight?

How did you get off the h

@Warren Johnson if you quit alcohol you can quit anything. Your not alone Warren hang in there man.

@Warren Johnson yo I’m right there with you except i still have to drink, you’ve got some special will power or something I can’t get out of the hole again either I know it sounds corny but you’re not alone bro, I’m headin for rock bottom again I hope everything works out for you. I’m tryin really hard this time cuz I just found out I have another child on the way and my four year old son has had to bring me back from the brink of death

@Warren Johnson I honestly know the feeling brova. But we never know what life's gonna throw at us buddy. .Please just hang in thare pal. Things are gonna get Better mate.

Truly amazing..!!! Stay strong 💪🏽 we got this..!!

Well done, life is for living. Just go forwards with your life.

Me too, been to the bottom. Now I have a amazing woman in my life who understands and is so supporting. Now I'm living life not letting it pass me by. Stay strong my friend.

You will nevet move forward, if your constantly looking back

@@Colicchie hello colicchie man, it’s been so long since I’ve spoken to you, been lost a bit relapsing on weed and Valium but im back at NA just recently and I’m listening to your old tracks here now and it’s just fired my spirit up again, one thing you said is you always had faith and that’s the reason I’m still fighting with God carrying me when I’m weak. Anyway man I hope your well I’ve been seeing your posts of you and your family, A child is a gift, i have two girls. There the reason I never quit! God bless you all brother….#respect

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Thank you so much, truly

Thank you so much ❤️

@@Colicchie ive been starting to follow/learn your story as i wish to finally break free from these chains and come out on top as well. Your truly an inspiration and give me hope that i can finally do this and be able to look in my daughters eyes and not feel so much guilt along with many other things. Im so close to making that jump so maybe you will be the little nudge that i need to begin the journey finally and stop making excuses. Damn i hope so, ive never wanted it more than i do now. Thank you, thank you very much.

MAY GOD BLESS YOU AND YOURS

I sent this to my family to explain my feelings too this song is spot on. 👌

@@Colicchie Your song is saving my life

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It's takes one day at a time. Each year it will get better after a while you won't think about it no more. Later I have been dreaming about going down to the Bronx and coping heroin. But what happens in my dream when get down there is no real heroin it's all fentanyl and I end up going back home still drug free.

Keep it up I’m proud of you

Struggling trying I make it through the days it's night time trying to sleep so hard been going 20 years now off and on but more on

Truly amazing..!! Stay strong

Amazing, stay strong ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽 congrats

Truly amazing, let’s keep it up..!!! How are you today?

Amazing, honestly. How are you today?

ukposts.info/have/v-deo/aWOpm4GoiqCZ2as.html Motivation for u my good dude. Hope u get something out of it . Congrats on 6 months

Wow rite on how are you today

Much love and respect .. truly ❤️🙏🏽

Truly amazing Melissa, much love

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No1 u collinchi

Started doing opiates at 25 cleaned up to get my kids back but then my mother nearly died ..told my kids were her only money source so after 5 years clean I went down another course smoked crCk every day and selling on the streets.. first my ass and then Crack and the opiates...complete me... learned to live as a functional drug addiction work two jobs and did three hours In the gym,but still society judged me for the mess that I was in Always saw my kids let them know the truth about me loved with all my heart but they still had to live without me ..for the most part any way but my daughter had a baby just the other day she's a month old ànd I haven't seen her yetbutmy na.ed her after me and said I finally get it .the drugs aren't who u are their just something that u did ..u taught me not judge and love with no conditions I couldn't have a better mother than I do and now my baby grandaughter has my name too

That’s one of my favorite lines of the song! Aunts, uncles, mothers, fathers, hell even grandmothers and grandfathers suffer from this disease. Addiction does not discriminate.

Exactly, people need to stop judging

Good job!! You got this! Keep up the amazing work on your sobriety!🎉

@@delorisjohnson4251 Thank you, 💙🙏

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hope you're still doing alright man! keep it up. it's worth it! i'm now 15 months clean, and things are starting to look up!

Thank you so much..!! I genuinely appreciate it Roy ..!!! Sincerely

Much respect Tony, we can do this 🙏🏽❤️

Amazing Jade, proud of you ❤️ we can do this, regardless of how difficult it gets..!!!

Love this song. I've been a meth addict for 25 years been clean for one year. It's a every day battle but your song's help

It's hard but as soon you believe in yourself it's not hard so much

Respect 😘

Congratulations

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That is awesome! Proud of you guys, sincerely

7 years here and I go thru the same. Instant chills but im reminded of what i dont want anymore. I believe as addicts, no matter how many years clean, we'll always have cravings and see triggers that we've gotta fight. Everyday. Whether it be our addiction, or words from people belittling us for something we have no control over at the time. But that's what makes addicts strong. Like he said, god is our judge. And that's who makes the ultimate decision in the end. Congrats on your sobriety!!!

Kd Speece Thank you so much and congratulations on your sobriety as well! Addiction is a horrible disease and unfortunately so many people think addicts are the lowest people but I’ve seen many addicts be better and more caring to others than others that aren’t addicted. I wish people would become more educated on addiction so that maybe their loved ones that are struggling would be more willing to get help if they had the proper support! Thank you again for commenting and I wish you nothing but the best as you continue with your sobriety!❤️❤️

Itll never be completely understood by those who haven't lived it. I had a group I had to attend that was lead by two (lesbian) overeaters..( Haha stg no pun intended 🤣) and I km now addiction comes in many forms, but I personally didn't feel like they should of been even kinda comparing our withdrawals as heroin addicts, or anything, to craving fucking bacon and a fry milkshake. That, and i never got used to letting strangers hear about my embarrassing ins and outs of drugs for them to tell the rest the of the city. Lol Stay blessed. Stay fresh. Stay 6 ft away from me :D

Very true

Kd Speece haha intentional or not, that pun was amazing 🤣! Yes I completely hear you with the comparison being non comparable!! I understand that addiction affects the same part of the brain no matter what you’re addicted to but DRUG addiction affects every aspect of a person’s life in the worst way possible and comes with physical withdrawal! It’s funny that you don’t feel comfortable sharing your story with strangers because I’m the opposite..I can talk about my addiction to strangers all day long but if someone that knows me were to ask me about it then forget it cause I’m not telling them shit! I’d much rather be judged by someone that doesn’t actually know me than be judged by someone that knows who I really am!

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Amen.

Amen

Amen

❤❤❤ much love to you and your dad! ❤❤❤ you might have a full circle moment in life where your dads struggles might be a lesson to you as a father , a brother , a son , a friend! ❤❤❤

❤️🙏🏽 you can do this .!!

Congratulations, that’s so incredible. Proud of you..!! ❤️🙏🏽🙏🏽

Truly amazing, let’s keep it going. How are you today?

I listen to this song at least once a week ☺️ sometimes every day because I can't forget we're this drug took me too.

Nice I'm sober for 17 years. cold turkeyed it at 23ish. Never looked back. Worst 7 day detox of hell ever!

I hope you're good 💯

I hope you're good 💯

Amazing Breanna, much love and respect. Congrats ❤️🙏🏽

How did you get clean I've been u using fentanyl and meth for 4 years and sick of it wanna get clean but scared of the detox

You pussy😂I'm clean for 2 weeks@Melissa-kh8sn

Im sitting on the couch and on fentanyl withdrawaling bad ... And I'm proud u sober now .. I am here but mentally lost ...

@@Melissa-kh8snsublicade

Much love, truly

Amazing Barbara, and stay strong. I know how difficult life can get 🙏🏽

Son is safe, and is well cared for.

Congratulations to you 4 getting clean. Drug's destroyed my life and I lost my precious youngest son to the damned government. But I am so glad to know that he's been in foster care with 2 Brilliant people. Both ambulance paramedics!!! My son is VERY LUCKY

We watched on the same day hope u keep it up

@@paultait6653 try methadone clinic it helps some people if you need to talk I've been on shit for 17 years

Much love my friend, we can do this..!! Stay strong

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Keep it up man

This has been the hardest year of my life. I'm coming out of a suicidal mind frame. But I'm still here. Good luck to all of yall. God bless

Stay 💪 strong

I genuinely appreciate it and you.!! I’ll be in Timmins, Ontario next month ❤️🙏🏽 thank you

Thank you..!!! And congratulations

keep ur head up and stay on the right path it will be hard but fight and bite trought the tough days u will get where you need to be 💪🏻👌🏻

People need to talk about their own addictions it help. to cop with their own lives ..so they grow from the past ....if you stay stuck what are u gonna do..everyomes sickness and sadness it is there own and not the same as yours

Keep it going, I used for 10 years, never missed a day, the longest I went without using was maybe 20 hours but now I'm almost 3 years clean. Methadone saved me. Just know it can be done if you are ready.

Half the songs out there are about drugs or their downsides or even getting clean but they beat around the bush. I relate but it all sounds very much like painting over the cracks to make them prettier or romatisise the struggle. Colicchie speaks about the raw truth of the life and the emotions involved with recovery and loving addicts too. I find it hurts enough to heal, to be confronted with it outside of that upside down world that, you can not speak about if you havent lived it.

Michael Burseth amen ...

Dudley Boynton Im fighting with you brother stay strong.

Michael Burseth i second that bro...nobody can know that life until they've lived it....nor judge one...cuz we al)lllllll have fucking vices

I'll speak on any topic I want to, thanks

Michael Burseth 💯 brotha

So amazing.! Congrats, let’s keep it going 🙏🏽❤️

I’m trying 💔💔🙏🏽

Thank you Brielle, I genuinely appreciate it. Stay strong, we can do this. Love your name also..!!

@@Colicchie thank you!! Still going strong💪 ❤

You got this! The fight is worth it by I promise!!! #wedorecover keep on fighting the good fight!! Congratulations!!🥰

@@briellejohnson9078 yasssss!! If nobody has told you I want you to know I’m proud of you 😊

Just got home myself from rehab today if this song sends you the message like it does for me to always remember that miserable time with withdrawal then keep listening god bless you I hope you are staying clean I know it's hard I am just a few month's behind you

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Deep enough to hit me in the core of my chest! But still struggle! Why?

@@trentkasemeier8208 Coz ur human,an addict. Watever works for that addict. I think I hav to get clean for myself, then I can focus on being a better parent etc etc. As long as it keeps any1,sum1 clean and straight, they got to keep at it. Good Luck to u. Good Luck to u all.xox

Same here. My daughters 8…..and she still has ent seen me high. I ran amuck my whole life and lived this song. Thank you Colicchie.

I got chills every time I heard and say I'm doing it so my daughter will never see me high

Much love ❤️ how are you today? If someone you love suffers from addiction you can always message on Facebook, I’ll do what I can to help

@@Colicchie this is master

@@Colicchie how are you today man I need some help

Hello I'm a addict who hurt his n she always thought she could of done more but trust me sweetheart there's nothing u can do apart from being there we don't do it on purpose or think f,,,k am it's hard to explain when I was scoring I did think of my loved one each n every time which hurt me I took more to stop the hurt I caused round n round x 10days clean today n colliche gave me hope plus it's nice to know he had been there lived it x hope ur child wins their battle x

@@rickyhall6179 me too

Truly amazing, keep it going 🙏🏽💪🏽🙌🏼

Much love and congrats, that’s so incredible .!!

Truly amazing, how are you today?

U good ? Still?

Congrats! That's a hell of an accomplishment!! 25 years..That's inspirational to me. I've been on methadone for 18 years. I'm 39 years old and became addicted to pain pills when I was 13 years old and went into methadone maintenance when I was a kid. You think there's hope for someone like me? Someone that's been on opiates for more of their life than they've been sober?? It seems impossible when I have tried to detox. It seems like the depression will never end...

@@michaeljohnston6290 I am much younger than you and have a lot less wisdom and understanding about drug addiction, however I am in rehab right now at 20 years old after a 2 year addiction to fentanyl pressed pills and I can tell you there is hope for ANYONE who has enough will power to leave it in the past. I’ve met people here at rehab who are in their 60’s and higher who are just now coming off of opiates after a life long addiction and you just have to want it enough. As for the depression, I understand how hard that makes it when quitting. All I can say is that it will get better the longer you’ve been clean. Stop isolating, engage in your community or with other people who understand what you are going through. Let yourself be vulnerable to others and tell them how you are really feeling. Get it off your chest and try to understand the root cause of your problems. Best of luck to you, I love you.

@@jayzayproductions5454 Thank you so much for taking the time to type that. This comment made my day! I Love You too, My Friend! :-) And congrats to you on your recovery!! It think you are very smart, strong willed, and you have a good heart. I see good things in your future! Go get em!!

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Every single word designates with me in one way or another. It's crazy to me to hear someone sing about this and be so spot on about addiction

every word is true if ya been down are path .brings out in goose pimples what ya mans on about..thank God 1 of my kids is back in my life... LIFE saver for me any way..God bless all we are not bad people just fucked up..

Right?! Ain't no song on this planet that describes what addiction is really like. It's so amazing how he articulates it. a true artist.

Amen brother 🙌🙏💯💪

How incredible, seriously.!!! Glad you’re doing well. That genuinely just made me smile

@Colicchie we love you here in the land..there is a group of us that got and stayed sober around that time..we all listen to you..all of us just respect the journey of recovery you are on..thanks for the reply

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Much love and respect, and you’re right. Thank you.!! We can do this ❤️🙏🏽

@Colicchie I hope you tour in Canada (Toronto to be specific) I'd love to see you live! ❤️

Stay strong Pamela ❤️🙏🏽

You will do it bro there’s a light at evy tunnel keep listen to this song and his other one go get help and that’s you starting ther that’s your first steps hope your good bro

Glad you can finally admit that

My soul was demolished . Then ran into the wrong homie. It was the perfect storm. I tried to only do 10cents a day to kill the pain. In 2 months I was up to 150 a day again. This last run sucked ever single day. The shame guilt and pain really messed me up. My wife n I have been best friends since elementary. She's one of those very religious chics grew up in church. So I never tried to date her cause she was that one person I could call that I felt safe being what I thought was me. Ya know. I've always used drugs since as long as I remember. I lost a wife to cancer and lost first to heroin od. I don't get what she sees in my but I think feel and believe God blessed me with her to save my life. I never saw it like that. I do know. I have a new outlook on life and I hope n pray I can make this the last time I have to fight that shit. I'm in serious struggle don't get me wrong. But after all I've live through I feel I have a better purpose than just being an outlaw and a junkie. I used to be pissed I was still alive. Truly every bday I was really pissed. I never had plans to make past 18 21 and definitely not 30 40 and now 50. All I have to say is as long as I fall 100 times and get back up 101 time I feel I can do this . Sorry so long. This song jacked me up

I know I'm late to the party but I stumbled on this song. I'm 50 and been at fukin war with heroin for years. I have a beautiful family 3 daughter 3 boys 1 grandude 1 grangirly. My wife n kids gave me one of those interventions like that freakin show. That was 1 year and a half ago. I stayed clean for a year . Then the worst happened to one of my daughters that a father or a mother could ever imagine. I could not do shit about it. I couldn't go blow that piece of shits head off and do the world a favor. Only because he's in the millitary. After getting this news I couldn't think straight I didn't sleep for like 3 to 4 days at a time. I did not reach out to talk or use tools I learned In treatment. Then after 3 weeks of this my brain my heart

Truly amazing, keep it up ❤️ how are you today?

Heroi n recoved me from alcohol ism. Have no desire none..however that needle still haunts me im sure it always will..sick sick shit we do to ourselves..u stay on top and clean..me too..everyone else who is recovering..Give thanks to God weather or not u asked for His help. If ur clean then somewhere God has provided a clean path for you..so dont get cocky or proud..YOU WILL FALL.!!!! no i want clean ppl to remain clean..and addicted ppl. To find a way to get clean..lots of pain .dedication. Courage. The ability to know where u came from is not whete to want to ever return to. My bros & sis' ..peace & love to all

good shit man thats something to be proud of unfortunately im still stuck in the addiction i need help but music like this and my son is the only reason im alive i got no one at all except my son and i dont want to die but this disease will kill , yall that are clean stay up please dont relapse i fucking hate my life you all know this life sucks stay clean STAY CLEAN STAY CLEAN GET CLEAN STAY FUCKING CLEAN cuz some people cant

@@Colicchie I am fantastic! Truly blessed to be clean! Working on repairing the relationships in my family. Breaks my heart how I alienated them. 💔 They are what has inspired me to stay strong, but now a couple of my kids that don't understand addiction I guess they are doing the tough love thing. All I can do is work on me and pray for them! Thanks for asking. Keep the tunes rolling! ❤❤

@@richardcoble9498 I am still haunted at times myself. I had a using dream the other night. Scared the shit outta me! I caught a meeting early that morning. One thing I am truly grateful for right now are these zoom meetings. I can find a meeting at anytime of day or night! The people in the rooms of NA will always be there for you! It amazes me to see the support I get from my friends in recovery when I post something on Facebook! Stay strong! Don't let Satan win the battle! ❤

5 days seems so far away for me. I pray you find your sobriety.

Keep going man, you got this!!!! It takes many times for many people.....keep on tying and learning..learn your triggers, love yourself first!! Dont worry about anyone else but YOU for now!! You are most important, without you, there is NOTHING!!!! Do what you loved at age 7!! xo Love from Vermont!! Outlaw802

Amazing, you can always message me on Facebook

If ya ever need I'm here bro

You got this!!! Trust me it took 2 weeks in a coma another month in hospital n losing some function on one of my legs to stop.... The feelings you get back are so worth it!!!

Thank you Sophie

Its the best 10th day off my life new look on everything ✨ 😌 😍 👌

The struggle is fuckin' real.. it gets old trying to explain it. (It's like pissing up a fuckin'rope.)

@@LJCountry88 I lost my cousin to a drug overdose

How incredible, and much love .. thank you so much

Good shit man, keep at it. It ain’t easy, but it’s worth it.

Incredible Susan, keep it up.. how are you doing today?

I am doing great. Feeling wonderful. 36 days clean now

@@Colicchie I loved those recovery songs.

Well done. I hope I can follow you to the clean world. I dont know u but I'm extremely proud. I know how difficult it is from experience. Keep it up. X

We can do this ❤️🙏🏽 hold on, stay strong