And we love villains.

I doubt you're older than 13

We relate to them for sure. Heroes just shadow the bad parts of life. While vilains. Show it. And heroes just erase it. Make the vilain's conditions worse.

Am I the only child who understood a villain

@@Army-km6kz 😂

Yes :(

Yes:"((

True

@Happying yes🥲

Yes:((((

@k4tzj0y4 Aww... Now I want to hug you so badly! 😢❤

I understand as well because I always have a tendency to ignore others when they say something or tell me to do something. I can relate to almost all the signs except for the last one. Most of the time I actually feel pretty useless to other people. I don't want to make people uncomfortable so I just leave them alone for awhile. I mostly stay up during night contemplating whether I should say something to my peers or my family, but I don't want to be mean to them or have them get the wrong idea. I also think that if I was to talk to others about a certain topic they might get mad at me and leave me alone forever. I also feel retarded and stupid whenever I raise my hand in class for everyone to hear so I just keep everything to myself and bottle up my feelings to hide from the rest or the world afraid that others will judge me. I also always contemplate whether or not my friends except me for who I am. So in conclusion, I hide myself from the world.

Same. Sending hugs to you

I think sadly everyone has at least 1 emotional wound

you're not alone, don't worry

same!! i am afraid to open up and get close with anyone because i've always had to change schools growing up. thank you, and you too!! sending a virtual hug your way

Im still numb

​@@alinaroxanadecu6514I pray you get well

Nah, I just prefer to not socialise. The quiet is relaxing for the mind. Obviously I don’t have social anxiety or anything like that, and I’m willing to respond to requests or general statements from the public. (In college rn)

atleast you moved but i have to remain till finished high school enduring everything was a challenge for me , my mom still tells me that its a good school that i am good at certain things , that i am impatient , aggressive it would have been same everywhere

Yeah. Me too. :/

Meh stop feeling... 😅

We'll get through it ya'll ❤

Once I had an panic attack that was almost like a seizure and I felt something break inside. It took months before I was able to feel strong emotions again.

@@FRODOGOOFBALL aww i hope ur ok now

Respect

This is literally me =D

Describes me perfectly.

8.) You want revenge

@@BlackestEyes709 YES!!

Honestly after reading your comment, I feel the same way. I'm not diagnosed that I have anxiety but I feel I have all these signs. I want to tell my parents about this but they might think I'm being somewhat paranoid? They might think I'm too young? Idk if I should have this kind of conversation with them because for so long I never thought of it as anxiety but just being a crybaby and really emotional but all the signs are kinda pointing to it. I'm scared.

Why does this sound like me? ..

Hell yeah

Nice

Yes.

Yes I like it

I love all your animation styles because they’re light years better than mine

Hmm...

When you realize you fit 6/7 D:

I’m so sorry to hear this 🥺 I hope this is a start to your healing process

Apathy is death.

Same…I don’t give a shit about life anymore, it’s just…boring

Thank u Much needed

That's a daily activity bro. The only emotions I can sense is anger and sadness. Most of my time at school, I wait. Like from 12h to 14h I don't do anything i don't react to anything people look at me and ask me if everything is okay and I say yes just so they go away because talking about it is not easy. Talking about it is the only thing that makes me cry. A year ago, there was someone in my school that bullyed me for the whole year I think that's why I don't react to anything anymore. I had deppresion for a long time. After he was gone, I started to not feel anything. Now I realize, but going at school is (for me) useless because I don't learn anything I already knew everything that we learned. But I kept going... And now I stay in bed in weekends. Thank you to have read this comment I hope you are not like me. Seriously, you do not want to be like me. Anyways I am going to continue my life even tho it is not interesting anymore. At least I have friends. And I can trust in you all. Hope you're doing well!

WHO LIKED MY COMMENT? Sorry what? I don't know how to react. How to feel? What's that? Is that love? Thank you.

@@migueldossantos9987 same here but the only difference is I didn't get bullied just simply isolated and talked behind after getting used... even the best treatment was that I was treated as a classmate who is good in studies. no real friends i just coped up through and just trying to go on even though i have earned some friends but they barely understand me. It's enough that they talk to me share their problems and I'm their listener in a way

@@Harharmahadev-nb3uq Okay. Do you still feel emotions ? I think what broke my emotions is THE BULLY.

Also, Nunber 5-6 is my literral definition. I keep thinking about that bully and what he did. I am in my 2nd year of school after primary and he went to another school this year. I keep on thinking of THE BIG FIGHT that happned june 26 i think. My whole neck was red and it hurted so much. I just hope I don't feel that again. In front of every teatcher he lied. I was the one taking all. So unfair. Il also have 136 IQ and I really felt how unfair his advantage was. Good Luck with your life!

"It was fun while it lasted" would be a funny tombstone inscription.

It is what it is...

So very sorry

I'm really sorry I'm really sorry I'm really sorry I'm really sorry I'm really sorry

me to 🖤

i am a 21 year old....... i too had a shitty childhood. but i is fucking up my relationships in the present... how can i deal with it...

As a kid I get emotional wounds a lot eveday

Hang in there Jenny you will beat this.

I'm so sorry , if he left you that means he clearly didn't deserve you. Just know thta better days are comjng and God loves you ❤️

Jesus Christ heals and forgives, come before him, invite him into your life, repent and beliebe in him.

I feel the same. Would never take my own life but I’m just waiting to die. It’s not over an ex-husband, but it’s another extremely traumatizing event. I used to be so strong and resilient. Why not now? Weird how I can never find my car keys but ask me any tiny detail of my emotional heartbreak of several years ago. I’m on it like Blue Bonnett. Im guilty of all mentioned but the worst is “over sharing.” I can stay in my house and no one knows if I’m crying and lethargic but…all you do is annoy people when you over share. Ughh. I won’t lie and tell you it’s always easy to recall, but there’s only two things that help me…1. We are all unique and perfectly made in God’s eyes. …and 2. It’s All part of God’s plan. I know you’ve wondered a hundred times what is wrong with you because he left, but see 1 and 2. There’s always a reason. Love and prayers for you.

@@emmbieemmbie2131 Hello Embie. Can you imagine that it saddens God to see you in this disfigurement? He doesn't want us to live like this, He wants us to be happy and grateful to leave the old behind and forgive all who have hurt us, bringing all bitterness and pride and our broken hearts before God then we can we experience liberation . You say you believe in God, but the Bible says whoever accepts Jesus as their Savior bears fruit, they change for the better, so my first question is: have you ever really got on your knees, with all your heart, humbly inviting Jesus Christ into your life, asking him to forgive you all your sins? but first you have to recognize from your heart that you are a sinner, because many believe in God, but never had true knowledge of sin, but without this knowledge, you do not understand in your heart how much you need Jesus' blood that was shed for you. If you haven't really had this knowledge yet, then ask Jesus today to show you your sins, only when we recognize all this burden of sin do we really understand why we need Jesus so much, it is important that we humble ourselves before God, because God gives no mercy to the proud, but he gives mercy to the humble. Then when you ask Jesus from your heart to wash you clean and trust Him as your Savior and believe that He is the Son of God, He will come into your life saving you from eternal disruption and you will get the Holy Spirit in your heart, you will become a new creation be born again according to the Gospel of John 3:3 . Then of course, read the Word of God a lot, start with the Gospels, studies have shown that depression and anxiety disorders went way down after 2 weeks of regular Bible reading. Because Men don’t just live from bread, but of every living Word of God. Ask God for wisdom to know what is keeping you trapped in this state and how to get out, in Case he didn’t already has liberated you from that when you gave your Life to Christ, but God also wants to see that we put some effort into it and want it , so he will help us. Pray a lot, seek God, ask him to show himself to you more and that you can recognize and accept his love for you. Get to know him, and learn to love him more, the more you look upon the glory of Jesus, all darkness within you will depart. But if you don't change anything in your life, if you don't seek Jesus from your heart or if you haven't already given your life to him, how do you expect your situation to change? He is truth personified, he also said “you will know the truth and it will set you free”. In any case, it is lies that keep us in the bondage of sin, for by believing Satan's lie, Adam and Eve committed themselves into sin. What the serpent conveyed to them was, "God is holding you back, God isn't really good at all, and you're not really loved." All people believe this lie, they think they are inferior and not loved, and they believe that they can be God themselves, and can somehow redeem themselves and help themselves, believe me I have tried this for years, have had many coaching sessions bought for thousands of dollars, did many practices from Buddhism and Hinduism, was in the occult, in New Age spirituality, did rituals, meditated a lot, but I could never redeem myself. Until one day Jesus found me and I realized that without him I'm nothing and I need him. Feel free to make the decision for the Redeemer Jesus Christ with all your heart and let him transform you. It's only his mercy, there's nothing you can do, put your hope in his mercy, and come home today. Jesus said that whoever believes in me rivers of living water will flow out of him; he invited all to come to him, all who are weary and heavy laden, to give them rest. God loves you so much Do not give up.

I'm sorry you feel that way. I'm a 10-year-old kid with depression. It's been hard for me, because my parents don't know. But I hope your family is there for you the rest of your life. ❤

@@hazelpopp2843 you're so sweet♡︎ but my heart now aches for you.. you're so young to let all of the depression's burden on your soulders! I didn't really take my problems with uncontrollable negative feelings seriously so when I was overwhelmed with them I would talk about it with family - mind also, they didn't take it seriously too since I get sensitive because of any harsh word thrown at my way - but it actually helped! Getting what's bothering you out of your system and talking about your depression lessens the pain. When I was younger I kinda held everything in and was so closed off but after growing up I became more vocal about my struggles. I wish I seeked help from parents earlier though, now I'm twenty years old and still trying to cope. Please, don't let the same thing happen to you. I'm sure your parents will try to understand💜 sorry for writing this long:(

You don't want some of the family I have

Thanks you really makes my day well

Lol

@@vecoolgaming I'm glad I made you happy, but I'll take your "Lol" as "Let's offer Love". Happy gaming to you.

Laughing out loud is love too, from you to me. Don't take love as an insult, social construct are confusing these days... 😂 there no shame in make people happy!

stay safe

💖

"Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28, KJV).

@@davidlafleche1142 what do you want him to do with that? Your encouraging su!cide right there in this context buddy. Keep going man, for it is just not your time yet. Keep going. Best of luck to ya!

Thinking of you in Italy

Sending love to you!

Reality carries so much--too much--to the point, where it's unbearable. 💔 What we feel, express, manage, even break from, plays a significant role for the next page. If we choose to do smth about these matters we face, we can definitely overcome the stress, we just need to be emotionally available to ourselves. 🤲❤️‍🩹✨ I know others have had it far worse than I have, yet I hope you will be able to slowly allow yourself develop courage, self-love, hope, and determination towards your endeavors. 🙏😔

What business are you running?

yk when you're so aware but you feel like maybe you're lying to yourself and everyone for attention except for a fraction of a while when you actually connect with yourself and you're aware for a fleeting moment but even then you can never really commit to healing or even ask for explicit and continuous help? yeah.

Let's heal :)

@@Psych2go I try to do that by venting through fiction. See "The Master of Perception" and "Catch a Falling Star" (homepage/about).

Thank you

I'm just in shock- My best friend's name is Alice! I just found this comment, and I've been friends with her for over a year!

I'm the "Alice" here. I also have a bestie who relates to me in every way! We've been friends for 6 years! And, we relate to each other's feelings.

that's really a warm person, go glad you had them by your side during those tough days.

Life is all a Daily Grind (see homepage/about).

@@notbriish4726 who doesn't?

@@insearchoflight2444 In life there are only 2 problems--mind and the body. Once you take charge of these life is stress free. To feel better reduce negative thoughts. Be careful what you feed your mind. Avoid comparing yourself with others, reduce negative social media and avoid constipation as it affects the mind. Your breathing is closely related to the brain [mind] and gives relief from stress-anxiety. For a relaxed mind observe the sensations of your incoming--outgoing breath at the entrance of the nostrils for 10-15-20 minutes or more. You can sit or lie down, neck straight and eyes closed. Never meditate with expectations but with awareness. Don’t fight your thoughts. With practice the mind will relax. Keep a reminder to observe your breath sensations throughout the day and night --before sleep, when reading, at work, when sitting in the park etc. Like me, make this a lifetime habit to have a better life. Best wishes--Counsellor.

@@shyaaammeneen63 thanks

​@@insearchoflight2444 Only if there are multiple symptoms a visit to your family physician is needed. Since many years I have made it a habit to observe my breath sensations even during my normal activities and I am feeling relaxed. Anywhere-anytime it can be done. The best part is nobody comes to know that you are doing the breath observing practice as there is no deep breathing or sound. Reduce watching negative social media and avoid constipation as it affects the mind. Read my msg and do the practice regularly. Best wishes. Sr. Counsellor

Heh more or less the same for me s It mostly happens to me when I have nothing to do and it's silent gazing of then it just hits me and makes my whole week miserable

Ive been feeling just that for these psdt months snd i cant get rid of it

Jesus Christ heals and forgives, come before him, invite him into your life, repent and beliebe in him.

Hello dear. Can you imagine that it saddens God to see you in this disfigurement? He doesn't want us to live like this, He wants us to be happy and grateful to leave the old behind and forgive all who have hurt us, bringing all bitterness and pride and our broken hearts before God then we can we experience liberation . Maybe you already believe in God, but the Bible says whoever accepts Jesus as their Savior bears fruit, they change for the better, so my first question is: have you ever really got on your knees, with all your heart, humbly inviting Jesus Christ into your life, asking him to forgive you all your sins? but first you have to recognize from your heart that you are a sinner, because many believe in God, but never had true knowledge of sin, but without this knowledge, you do not understand in your heart how much you need Jesus' blood that was shed for you. If you haven't really had this knowledge yet, then ask Jesus today to show you your sins, only when we recognize all this burden of sin do we really understand why we need Jesus so much, it is important that we humble ourselves before God, because God gives no mercy to the proud, but he gives mercy to the humble. Then when you ask Jesus from your heart to wash you clean and trust Him as your Savior and believe that He is the Son of God, He will come into your life saving you from eternal disruption and you will get the Holy Spirit in your heart, you will become a new creation be born again according to the Gospel of John 3:3 . Then of course, read the Word of God a lot, start with the Gospels, studies have shown that depression and anxiety disorders went way down after 2 weeks of regular Bible reading. Because Men don’t just live from bread, but of every living Word of God. Ask God for wisdom to know what is keeping you trapped in this state and how to get out, in Case he didn’t already has liberated you from that when you gave your Life to Christ, but God also wants to see that we put some effort into it and want it , so he will help us. Pray a lot, seek God, ask him to show himself to you more and that you can recognize and accept his love for you. Get to know him, and learn to love him more, the more you look upon the glory of Jesus, all darkness within you will depart. But if you don't change anything in your life, if you don't seek Jesus from your heart or if you haven't already given your life to him, how do you expect your situation to change? He is truth personified, he also said “you will know the truth and it will set you free”. In any case, it is lies that keep us in the bondage of sin, for by believing Satan's lie, Adam and Eve committed themselves into sin. What the serpent conveyed to them was, "God is holding you back, God isn't really good at all, and you're not really loved." All people believe this lie, they think they are inferior and not loved, and they believe that they can be God themselves, and can somehow redeem themselves and help themselves, believe me I have tried this for years, have had many coaching sessions bought for thousands of dollars, did many practices from Buddhism and Hinduism, was in the occult, in New Age spirituality, did rituals, meditated a lot, but I could never redeem myself. Until one day Jesus found me and I realized that without him I'm nothing and I need him. Feel free to make the decision for the Redeemer Jesus Christ with all your heart and let him transform you. It's only his mercy, there's nothing you can do, put your hope in his mercy, and come home today. Jesus said that whoever believes in me rivers of living water will flow out of him; he invited all to come to him, all who are weary and heavy laden, to give them rest. God loves you so much. DO NOT GIVE UP. ❤️✝️🙏🏻

I used to be able to feel emotions now it's just depression..

Sending love to you!

@@Psych2go appreciate it 😊

Relatable...

Jesus Christ heals and forgives, come before him, invite him into your life, repent and beliebe in him.

I can understand that, only difference is I want people to not abandon me even if I tell them to leave me alone..

You are very fortunate to have people who care enough about you to listen and believe what you are saying.

Trust me you are lucky to have such parents who understands you. My dad just told me to stop doing these dramas and focus on my studies

Oh wow. That is the least helpful advice your dad could say to you. I hope you have a friend or someone you can trust to listen to you and maybe help you with whatever you’re going through!

I am an introvert. Seek no social contact. Prefer to be alone. Have no friends and do not want any. Am usually sleepy.

is it alright if I relate to all of em?

1 and 5, not 4

Same, a few described me and I sorta think I know why.

Same

But what if I don't know how to get healed or who to talk to? What if I don't want others to know that I need a therapist? What if I don't know how to take of the fake smile?

Same...

Same

i almost suffer through that to your not alone

Not alone bro...

These videos are pseudo science redditors spoon feed on

Hey can u tell me the name of bgm?

i understand what you are saying.

@@fardeater I understand how you guys feel too. Im probably ) depressed (not diagnosed, because no one cares and literally is like "you dont need help just get it over with" the same as my parents so they didnt got me to an psychologist or anything like that) and everyone said that im just being dramatic and I should act more like a man and not be a crybaby So these videos help me a lot I literally realized things about me, me myself didnt even know about

People with BPD are crazy I stay away from ppl like that

@@Loveispainj

I’m sorry I hope things get better for you :(

you got this lil homie

How are you today?

How are you now?

Noo! I hope ur okayy

Dont loose hope, I know you have a better future, well me suffer all of them & more also I suffer from my Punishment from my past self sin.

@@reevebryllielawas7834 hope is an illusion. hope can be build when he starts doing what he says but he can only do that if he is living somewhere where that can be done freely without disturbance. inner and outer physical dimensions have to have the right conditions to align.

Hello dear. Can you imagine that it saddens God to see you in this disfigurement? He doesn't want us to live like this, He wants us to be happy and grateful to leave the old behind and forgive all who have hurt us, bringing all bitterness and pride and our broken hearts before God then we can we experience liberation . Maybe you already believe in God, but the Bible says whoever accepts Jesus as their Savior bears fruit, they change for the better, so my first question is: have you ever really got on your knees, with all your heart, humbly inviting Jesus Christ into your life, asking him to forgive you all your sins? but first you have to recognize from your heart that you are a sinner, because many believe in God, but never had true knowledge of sin, but without this knowledge, you do not understand in your heart how much you need Jesus' blood that was shed for you. If you haven't really had this knowledge yet, then ask Jesus today to show you your sins, only when we recognize all this burden of sin do we really understand why we need Jesus so much, it is important that we humble ourselves before God, because God gives no mercy to the proud, but he gives mercy to the humble. Then when you ask Jesus from your heart to wash you clean and trust Him as your Savior and believe that He is the Son of God, He will come into your life saving you from eternal disruption and you will get the Holy Spirit in your heart, you will become a new creation be born again according to the Gospel of John 3:3 . Then of course, read the Word of God a lot, start with the Gospels, studies have shown that depression and anxiety disorders went way down after 2 weeks of regular Bible reading. Because Men don’t just live from bread, but of every living Word of God. Ask God for wisdom to know what is keeping you trapped in this state and how to get out, in Case he didn’t already has liberated you from that when you gave your Life to Christ, but God also wants to see that we put some effort into it and want it , so he will help us. Pray a lot, seek God, ask him to show himself to you more and that you can recognize and accept his love for you. Get to know him, and learn to love him more, the more you look upon the glory of Jesus, all darkness within you will depart. But if you don't change anything in your life, if you don't seek Jesus from your heart or if you haven't already given your life to him, how do you expect your situation to change? He is truth personified, he also said “you will know the truth and it will set you free”. In any case, it is lies that keep us in the bondage of sin, for by believing Satan's lie, Adam and Eve committed themselves into sin. What the serpent conveyed to them was, "God is holding you back, God isn't really good at all, and you're not really loved." All people believe this lie, they think they are inferior and not loved, and they believe that they can be God themselves, and can somehow redeem themselves and help themselves, believe me I have tried this for years, have had many coaching sessions bought for thousands of dollars, did many practices from Buddhism and Hinduism, was in the occult, in New Age spirituality, did rituals, meditated a lot, but I could never redeem myself. Until one day Jesus found me and I realized that without him I'm nothing and I need him. Feel free to make the decision for the Redeemer Jesus Christ with all your heart and let him transform you. It's only his mercy, there's nothing you can do, put your hope in his mercy, and come home today. Jesus said that whoever believes in me rivers of living water will flow out of him; he invited all to come to him, all who are weary and heavy laden, to give them rest. God loves you so much. DO NOT GIVE UP. ❤️✝️🙏🏻

Sometimes it's not up to you... can't move on and imagining living your life like this is too painful and probably that's one of the reasons people kill themselves...

I deal with the same thing ,for me its more of self hate

Uhhhh you don’t have to put “insults” in quote marks. They WERE insults. It doesn’t matter if they were intended as humor. Not everyone is okay with that - especially from an authority figure.

Off topic but I have 1 though 7

I had a teacher like that as well, I dreaded his classes and I know a few others did as well. He also told us that we were too young to be depressed.

I have 6/7 signs I can relate to everything but crying I used to cry a lot until i was 10 Now, i don't cry at all on anything Not on emotional movies,loss of friends,funerals Nothing Is it bad ?

@@theteenagedragon1 not crying at anything, not even funerals, could be bad. Some people may think that you're being disrespectful to the person who passed away, or they think you don't care about them. It's okay to cry at events like funerals, just if you're bottling the sadness up, try to let it out sometimes.

Sounds like you don't have testicles

I feel the same from some time... Earlier I was the one in my family who was made to cry even at funerals.. but now I just can't control myself

I have the same symptoms but with uncontrollable happiness and laughing, I feel happy and cheerful all the time that I just try to be negative, usually always cheerful that it feels like I am messed up in the head, got a kind of trauma of being too cheerful. Only have one solution that is to hide it and try to be gloomy and edgy. (I'm finally in my teens so there's nothing wrong with edgy for now)

I wrote stories a lot too, until I got replaced by a man I loved to death. I haven't written anything in months...

@@europeanghst why don’t you both try to write a story together? Creating a background, the characters and their relationships, even if it’s short or something easy it could help you both to revive your passion. Or something like role-playing, maybe? (Sorry my main language is spanish) but this also happens to me when I lose all the motivation in drawing, I take an exercise book or something easy to follow and try enjoying it and learning something new.

I’m sorry you lost you’re dog ❤I just prayed God helps you heal. It’s difficult to lose a best friend. I know you’re dog can never be replaced but maybe in time, you might be ready to perhaps help out a rescue dog from the shelter. It’s very gratifying to save a pup from a bad situation and as you know they reward you with unconditional love 💕. God bless 🙏🏽

UKposts comments aren’t therapy.

@@_..-Honeybee-.._ maybe you're right. But it's a natural habit to want to comment your life experience in a place where it somewhat matters.

Your look sad

@@BharatSingh-qf9ip Yea, it sucks...I don't feel hate, just sadness. But I've mostly moved on. You will too :) It just comes back to me from time to time.

I haven't moved on from it not yet to be honest in fact i think it's getting even worse i don't feel that happiness and positivity in things that i used to. now the only thing that makes me happy is music

I know what you mean. I felt exactly that same way after it happened to me. Just stay positive and try to work on yourself. I know its hard, but you can do it.

Yeah I'm trying bro i just need some time. if you wanna be friends then i would love to ☺️ . we can share our different countries culture, traditions languages. it kinda feel interesting to know about that stuff to me

@@BharatSingh-qf9ip I don't have Instagram, but I do have discord. I gotta go right now, but will reply later with it :) Wouldn't mind talking.

Same too I have dyslexia, ADHD and emotional wounds...

I'm emotionally healthy 😌

@@pnhusnibintidin5855 same..i hope youre okay✨

@@Twankler1001 yeah you too

Thank you for important information 🌺

The worst part is when you can't cry anymore

Yayayayayawuwu

The worst thing for you to do is to self sabotage. instead of finding your way to heal, you prevent yourself from healing because you yourself is now actively and passively participate to depreciate your value by negative self talk, low self esteem and ITS NEVER YOUR FAULT because its is the result of your trauma, wounds. its never too late to heal. healing starts when you acknowledge your wounds then you can encourage yourself to try baby steps.

If you need to talk, I'm open.

I was in tears while watching this video

It is fine, just do small steps and be proud of your self for not giving up

I'm sorry but I'm the 69th like- Look I believe you can climb your way out this dark hole try to be kind to yourself :]

I felt like this after I moved out from my parents, struggling with things my family went through, job pressure, emotional pain and physical pain, loneliness, religious conflict, everything. It felt like the world was crashing down on me. I felt empty. I would spend time with my family at gatherings and I would act happy while inside I kept asking myself "I should be happy right now but why do I feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down in tears?" And I hated myself and felt ashamed for feeling this way. Sometimes I would get home at night and lean against my vehicle and just cry. I didn't know why I was sad or felt so empty. After a while I stopped feeling anything. Each day seemed like I was a zombie dragging myself toward what I perceived would be my next happy moment hoping that it would make me feel better only for it to leave me feeling empty in the end. I never went to therapy, but I probably should have. My own stress was eating me alive and created even more problems for me as well. I am still not completely healed from this but I am feeling much better and when I do start to feel this way I have learned how to handle it better. What helped the most for me was writing how I felt in a journal. Writing my thoughts helped me rationalize how I was feeling in a more clear and concise way because if I tried just thinking about problems in my head I was way less nice to myself because I already felt terrible. I even created two Instagram accounts and talked back and forth with the accounts as if it was two different people. I would view each message as if it was a friend I cared very deeply about and wanted to help them. My own responses to my problems were a lot more clear and helpful then they ever were when I just thought about them. Turns out we tend to hate ourselves a lot more in the moment then if we take time to rationalize why we feel things certain ways and for what reasons. Looking to external reasons for solutions never helped because my problems were rooted inside of me and in the way I perceived external problems I had. A friend once told me that it was a shame that I had all of these negative emotions against myself because I was one of the nicest, most caring people he had ever met. He told me to use the same compassion I extend to others and try to view myself with that same compassion. It was really hard to find a good way of doing that but the journaling and messages to myself really helped me a lot. Sometimes we need to look inward to ourselves and learn how to become our own best friend, because someone who hates themself will never be able to find lasting happiness. I hope this can help you in some way and you can find a way to push through the numbness you are feeling and live happy again. You got this❤

@maple_istrue1023 I read it bro, I got your back as well and don't downplay any of your own problems either. Any issues you are going through deserve to be respected and taken as seriously as anyone else. I hope that the therapy has been helping 👍 Don't worry about me though I'm doing alright. Thanks for responding it means a lot!

​@H2D Fives I did the same thing writing my thoughts and feelings in a notebook to figure out what to do next it really helped me a lot in the end I found someone 4 me and she fixed my whole lonely world and helped me realize I was worth more than I knew

I am 19, in the same stage, I feel you, people say we are too Young to experience this, but its pretty common and noone does anything about it. They will say you shouldnt go trough that, but thats all they will do.

Quick update: I was diagnosed with bipolar depression and schizophrenia. I'm on meds but it's really messing with my head. Recently my eye has been twitching uncontrollably and my memory is worse. Doctor said both are side effects. Not sure what to do rn if I'm being honest...

How does depression feel like

@Pyroplasmata it feels like a heavy nothing. There's anxiety in mine so sometimes it's terrifying.

@@user-rf8xy8yj9k hmm… is it a big problem having depression? Should I go to a doctor?

@@cat_XO only you can answer that question.

thank you👍 I guess I don‘t go to doctor because I guess sometimes it maybe helped me having depression although yi‘m not sure having them.

You drew me

I cry over the smallest things like sad song baby animal videos & more but the same way but I feel the bad things replaying in my mind a loop but I feel numb

I'm scared afraid I'm on autopilot when im on protective mode

Hello dear. Can you imagine that it saddens God to see you in this disfigurement? He doesn't want us to live like this, He wants us to be happy and grateful to leave the old behind and forgive all who have hurt us, bringing all bitterness and pride and our broken hearts before God then we can we experience liberation . Maybe you already believe in God, but the Bible says whoever accepts Jesus as their Savior bears fruit, they change for the better, so my first question is: have you ever really got on your knees, with all your heart, humbly inviting Jesus Christ into your life, asking him to forgive you all your sins? but first you have to recognize from your heart that you are a sinner, because many believe in God, but never had true knowledge of sin, but without this knowledge, you do not understand in your heart how much you need Jesus' blood that was shed for you. If you haven't really had this knowledge yet, then ask Jesus today to show you your sins, only when we recognize all this burden of sin do we really understand why we need Jesus so much, it is important that we humble ourselves before God, because God gives no mercy to the proud, but he gives mercy to the humble. Then when you ask Jesus from your heart to wash you clean and trust Him as your Savior and believe that He is the Son of God, He will come into your life saving you from eternal disruption and you will get the Holy Spirit in your heart, you will become a new creation be born again according to the Gospel of John 3:3 . Then of course, read the Word of God a lot, start with the Gospels, studies have shown that depression and anxiety disorders went way down after 2 weeks of regular Bible reading. Because Men don’t just live from bread, but of every living Word of God. Ask God for wisdom to know what is keeping you trapped in this state and how to get out, in Case he didn’t already has liberated you from that when you gave your Life to Christ, but God also wants to see that we put some effort into it and want it , so he will help us. Pray a lot, seek God, ask him to show himself to you more and that you can recognize and accept his love for you. Get to know him, and learn to love him more, the more you look upon the glory of Jesus, all darkness within you will depart. But if you don't change anything in your life, if you don't seek Jesus from your heart or if you haven't already given your life to him, how do you expect your situation to change? He is truth personified, he also said “you will know the truth and it will set you free”. In any case, it is lies that keep us in the bondage of sin, for by believing Satan's lie, Adam and Eve committed themselves into sin. What the serpent conveyed to them was, "God is holding you back, God isn't really good at all, and you're not really loved." All people believe this lie, they think they are inferior and not loved, and they believe that they can be God themselves, and can somehow redeem themselves and help themselves, believe me I have tried this for years, have had many coaching sessions bought for thousands of dollars, did many practices from Buddhism and Hinduism, was in the occult, in New Age spirituality, did rituals, meditated a lot, but I could never redeem myself. Until one day Jesus found me and I realized that without him I'm nothing and I need him. Feel free to make the decision for the Redeemer Jesus Christ with all your heart and let him transform you. It's only his mercy, there's nothing you can do, put your hope in his mercy, and come home today. Jesus said that whoever believes in me rivers of living water will flow out of him; he invited all to come to him, all who are weary and heavy laden, to give them rest. God loves you so much. DO NOT GIVE UP. ❤️✝️🙏🏻

Don't worry dear 😃😃 Someone is in your life who love you and understand you better than anything 💕 Find that person in your life hmm..Be happy Be strong 💕💕

Same

Same. What’s even sadder is that I’m not even a teen yet

Can i be friends with you? I'd love to have someone in my life who is actually like me and at least wouldn't shout or get annoyed at me just becuz I'm feeling emotional... 🙂

@@soumita7988 Are u talking about me?

Me too , I'm not pretending I also have trauma since 9 , and now I dont have friends to came up with

I relate and I'm ten yet I feel just as much pain maybe even more

@@melindasmith2068 are u just ten years old. I hope u r okay... this is so disturbing I hope u aren't going through to much to take...

Hey, I’m going through the same exact thing. Is it okay if we can vent to each other? It’s eating me alive how angry I get and how much worse I’m becoming the more I realize my childhood trauma. All that trauma has been an influence on every decision I’ve made in my life, making everything more unbearable… 🥺

@@GenesisSpeaks you can vent whatever u r going through... i'll listen to whatever u have to say...

@@Harharmahadev-nb3uq made me tear, reading this. When you feel alone all the time and misunderstood, it makes me shut everyone and everything else even more. I grateful for people like you.

Samee

Life sucks

Wishing you the best. Thank you for sharing 💛

Sending love to you!

Sending you love and hugs, friend.❤

Maybe so, but you'll appreciate good when you receive it.

Thank YOU for all this mental growth :)

Yeah me too, i didn't underatand my feelings when i was a little kid, neither did anyone around me, i was really confused about everything, until i went to a place where people treated me nicely, i still had to figure things out by myself tho, atleast im not depresed anymore, but i still strugle with changing things in my life

Hello dear. Can you imagine that it saddens God to see you in this disfigurement? He doesn't want us to live like this, He wants us to be happy and grateful to leave the old behind and forgive all who have hurt us, bringing all bitterness and pride and our broken hearts before God then we can we experience liberation . Maybe you already believe in God, but the Bible says whoever accepts Jesus as their Savior bears fruit, they change for the better, so my first question is: have you ever really got on your knees, with all your heart, humbly inviting Jesus Christ into your life, asking him to forgive you all your sins? but first you have to recognize from your heart that you are a sinner, because many believe in God, but never had true knowledge of sin, but without this knowledge, you do not understand in your heart how much you need Jesus' blood that was shed for you. If you haven't really had this knowledge yet, then ask Jesus today to show you your sins, only when we recognize all this burden of sin do we really understand why we need Jesus so much, it is important that we humble ourselves before God, because God gives no mercy to the proud, but he gives mercy to the humble. Then when you ask Jesus from your heart to wash you clean and trust Him as your Savior and believe that He is the Son of God, He will come into your life saving you from eternal disruption and you will get the Holy Spirit in your heart, you will become a new creation be born again according to the Gospel of John 3:3 . Then of course, read the Word of God a lot, start with the Gospels, studies have shown that depression and anxiety disorders went way down after 2 weeks of regular Bible reading. Because Men don’t just live from bread, but of every living Word of God. Ask God for wisdom to know what is keeping you trapped in this state and how to get out, in Case he didn’t already has liberated you from that when you gave your Life to Christ, but God also wants to see that we put some effort into it and want it , so he will help us. Pray a lot, seek God, ask him to show himself to you more and that you can recognize and accept his love for you. Get to know him, and learn to love him more, the more you look upon the glory of Jesus, all darkness within you will depart. But if you don't change anything in your life, if you don't seek Jesus from your heart or if you haven't already given your life to him, how do you expect your situation to change? He is truth personified, he also said “you will know the truth and it will set you free”. In any case, it is lies that keep us in the bondage of sin, for by believing Satan's lie, Adam and Eve committed themselves into sin. What the serpent conveyed to them was, "God is holding you back, God isn't really good at all, and you're not really loved." All people believe this lie, they think they are inferior and not loved, and they believe that they can be God themselves, and can somehow redeem themselves and help themselves, believe me I have tried this for years, have had many coaching sessions bought for thousands of dollars, did many practices from Buddhism and Hinduism, was in the occult, in New Age spirituality, did rituals, meditated a lot, but I could never redeem myself. Until one day Jesus found me and I realized that without him I'm nothing and I need him. Feel free to make the decision for the Redeemer Jesus Christ with all your heart and let him transform you. It's only his mercy, there's nothing you can do, put your hope in his mercy, and come home today. Jesus said that whoever believes in me rivers of living water will flow out of him; he invited all to come to him, all who are weary and heavy laden, to give them rest. God loves you so much. DO NOT GIVE UP. ❤️✝️🙏🏻

@@Psych2go hey what is the music, it's pretty good

Hello dear. Can you imagine that it saddens God to see you in this disfigurement? He doesn't want us to live like this, He wants us to be happy and grateful to leave the old behind and forgive all who have hurt us, bringing all bitterness and pride and our broken hearts before God then we can we experience liberation . Maybe you already believe in God, but the Bible says whoever accepts Jesus as their Savior bears fruit, they change for the better, so my first question is: have you ever really got on your knees, with all your heart, humbly inviting Jesus Christ into your life, asking him to forgive you all your sins? but first you have to recognize from your heart that you are a sinner, because many believe in God, but never had true knowledge of sin, but without this knowledge, you do not understand in your heart how much you need Jesus' blood that was shed for you. If you haven't really had this knowledge yet, then ask Jesus today to show you your sins, only when we recognize all this burden of sin do we really understand why we need Jesus so much, it is important that we humble ourselves before God, because God gives no mercy to the proud, but he gives mercy to the humble. Then when you ask Jesus from your heart to wash you clean and trust Him as your Savior and believe that He is the Son of God, He will come into your life saving you from eternal disruption and you will get the Holy Spirit in your heart, you will become a new creation be born again according to the Gospel of John 3:3 . Then of course, read the Word of God a lot, start with the Gospels, studies have shown that depression and anxiety disorders went way down after 2 weeks of regular Bible reading. Because Men don’t just live from bread, but of every living Word of God. Ask God for wisdom to know what is keeping you trapped in this state and how to get out, in Case he didn’t already has liberated you from that when you gave your Life to Christ, but God also wants to see that we put some effort into it and want it , so he will help us. Pray a lot, seek God, ask him to show himself to you more and that you can recognize and accept his love for you. Get to know him, and learn to love him more, the more you look upon the glory of Jesus, all darkness within you will depart. But if you don't change anything in your life, if you don't seek Jesus from your heart or if you haven't already given your life to him, how do you expect your situation to change? He is truth personified, he also said “you will know the truth and it will set you free”. In any case, it is lies that keep us in the bondage of sin, for by believing Satan's lie, Adam and Eve committed themselves into sin. What the serpent conveyed to them was, "God is holding you back, God isn't really good at all, and you're not really loved." All people believe this lie, they think they are inferior and not loved, and they believe that they can be God themselves, and can somehow redeem themselves and help themselves, believe me I have tried this for years, have had many coaching sessions bought for thousands of dollars, did many practices from Buddhism and Hinduism, was in the occult, in New Age spirituality, did rituals, meditated a lot, but I could never redeem myself. Until one day Jesus found me and I realized that without him I'm nothing and I need him. Feel free to make the decision for the Redeemer Jesus Christ with all your heart and let him transform you. It's only his mercy, there's nothing you can do, put your hope in his mercy, and come home today. Jesus said that whoever believes in me rivers of living water will flow out of him; he invited all to come to him, all who are weary and heavy laden, to give them rest. God loves you so much. DO NOT GIVE UP. ❤️✝️🙏🏻

Same . But I’ve lost my sense of happiness.. when good things happen I just accept it and move on I don’t fully enjoy the moment due to my numbness😅

@@Ashley-cr4tf yeah it’s like, “oh yay! thxs I guess..”

I hoped on the apathy train and can’t make friends, the ones I do have say I need to express myself but when I do people hate me for it.

@@cholesterolhuman208 I love you

Hey kid, take care of yourself and know just because others think your weird doesn't mean you are and just know that someone will always be there for you, don't let go of yourself and know you are worth everything. ✨

dude, i can relate so much! i know im not in the place to say this but it doesnt actually matter what others think of you. i hope you feel better soon

Man ngl I can't feel alot no more it just lasts for a minute or two and blank 🙁

What's wrong with the kids these days I mean GO and FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES bruh

@@idonthaveanyideafrmyusername 😐bro doesnt get it

Me2

I feel similar after my mother died 5 years ago. She was an important person in my life and losing someone important to you can leave a big emotional wound. But before she passed away she told my family and me to live our lifes and even if I get sad when I remember her I try to also think about the happy moments we had and there are still people here who are also hurt and we support each other when we have problems. What I´m trying to say is that even if we lost someone we should also remember who ist still there for us.

I’ve realised I have all these signs since my first kitten died well my new kitten definitely has made me feel better about my first kitty’s death he can never replace him I hope my dead kittens knows that he’s loved And I want to offer my condolences to those who have lost loved ones

I wish you best

And get every single funeral I've been to, which has been many. I have never shed a single tear. I do not cry in public, ever.

He was the one who helped me in restoring back my ex partner three days ago without delay

Everything is gonna be fine.Im proud of u for being so strong.🥰

@@aparachakrabarty6507 Thank you for your kind words. I actually opened up to 2 of my family members about it about it yesterday in fact and I do feel better than I was. I know it's not going to be easy, but eventually I'll be able to live in true happiness without the burden of the past holding me back from living. Thank you again.

@Taiye Opeyemi That's good to hear. I'm happy for you.

Thank you for sharing this. You are brave and wonderful;.

My step dad, when he yells, he doesn't realize how loud his voice is, so it scares me,my heart physically hurts, and its not fun