I cant express how I feel

"I am not sad, I am just tired". Can't even count how many times I have said this to my friends and family.

Talk to therapist ❌ express feeling through music ✅

i can't do this no more🔥🔥🗣🗣

1:09 that chord change fucking kills me everytime

Most people here saying they are depressed, but I feel so much better. I feel so warm and happy, it took me long to realize I can't be stuck in that dark hole forever, I love waking up everyday, and I love being alive :)

I can no longer cry, I just stare at my ceiling trying to find out what went wrong. Update: it's getting better :)

Real (this is a cry for help)

Duster songs give me comfort

If Duster has a million fans, then I am one of them. If Duster has ten fans, then I am one of them. If Duster has only one fan then that is me. If Duster has no fans, then that means I am no longer on earth. If the world is against Duster, then I am against the world.

This feels like that one time as a kid. What would happen if I disappeared? Would they care? Would they miss me? Would they even search for me? I wanted to enjoy all the sorrow from their reactions once they found out I'm not in their house anymore after a rough argument between us.

My state of mind is this field. Blank with nothing but gloom and sorrow. But at the same time, a place of solitude where I can bury myself in a void of thoughts and anger. That’s all it is. An open gloomy field filled with dread and uneasy fog.

i’ve shed too many tears. now all i can do is sit and think about it all

"now i have neither happiness nor unhappiness. everything passes." i doubt anyone's reading this but this song is my alarm and now i'm starting to think i'm not even giving myself a chance to be happy in life anymore because i simply do not care about myself. i pick at my skin until it turns red and looks like how i feel. i don't study. i forget to do my homework, wash my face or brush my teeth once, and then i'll fall into this cycle of forgetting about everything. i get good grades anyway. hell, i have some of the best grades in my year level. i have nice friends who care about me and i love them. i have a relatively loving family. i'm not particularly ugly. i'm steady in my faith, i see signs of God everywhere. i have everything someone could want, a comfortable life, a home, i just can't bring myself to love myself. how am i meant to change my life? where do i begin to love myself? how do i stop blaming myself for all the shitty people who've hurt me? i'll change my alarm later. maybe that's a start? i hope you're doing alright. stay safe and stay soft, friend.

I love this song!!! (i am on the verge of ending my life)

lyrics: Reoccurring Constellations Put it to rest Terror again Horror in town No sleep 'til then Turn down the lights Don't fuck around No ins and outs

Favorite song on stratosphere along with Inside Out

I listen to this because it’s good, not because of depression 😮

I feel as if I can just talk to this invisible man that will just feel how I feel and see the real meaning of each word as they slip out my mouth because of the sorrow and self pitty I put on my self and can just listen as I speel on and on about my self.

OMG IMAGINE BEING LOVED 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

You know, I don’t find this song particularly sad, but more so as a soothing solace, cathartic in a way. I’m doing well so far, a loyal and dedicated friend group, a potential partner in my life, a job, most things etc etc etc. It does work out eventually, you just need to tough it out from time to time, this song is very reminiscent of a distant past that I have long abandoned, and now in this moment I feel more complete than I ever have before, it’s a beautiful thing this song. It truly is.

Just cried a bunch. This now feels like a lullaby. It is soothing me and making me sleepy. Thank yoy

This is my whole life tbh I just sit In bed staring at the ceiling.

The voices came back, they are my only constant

Real

not a night goes by where i dont think about ending it all 🤣🤣🤣

This music takes me back to my second day of preschool, where a jumble of emotions filled me as I stepped into school for the second time in my young life. That school year flew by in the blink of an eye. Now, in high school, I reflect on the many friends I made in preschool, yet I struggle to connect with those old friends today. It's astonishing how much has changed since then, and it feels incredibly emotional.

Please, keep going, you'll make it. I promise.

commenting bc more people need to see this. so peaceful.

I feel happy, sad, good, I feel many things with this, the alignment of sounds is the best thing that happened to me today

Two sides of me The side that tries to love and smile because of the memories I once had And the side who thinks it’s over and that I’ve failed and ran out of time and can’t stop overthinking

i feel so hollow, disconnected and soulles as of recently this song really emphasizes it and it stuck to me ive shed my tears for a solid hour with this playing as i lie in an emotional void

this song makes me feel bad about the bad shit i did but then it makes me remeber that was all in the past and im not even happy about what i did at all but this song honestly makes me feel so nice

I want this played at my funeral

Imagine you are at a farm. Youre just sitting on a chair and looking at the wheat moving with the wind, peacefull morning, birds are chirping, flowers are blooming

No way this only has 459 views??

These songs give me feelings of… nothingness, just making me feel _____ and nothing else. It’s like creating a masterpiece on a white canvas with white paint, like a cut but it doesn’t hurt, just… blank 😶

Maybe if i listened to it earlier like 2 years ago, i probably would say something like "damn why is this song so sad" and tune up some 80's rock or electronic pop. Now after what has happened to me after 2 years, i realised that this is the only music i've been listening to

Been listening to duster for about three years now, i am honestly so glad i have discovered their wonderful melodies. To everyone having a bad time right now, just know that you're doing great, and that somewhere, closer then you might even think, someone loves you, cares for you and appreciates you. Have a lovely life :)

Accepting who we are, how we are, where we are and be kind to oneself, forgiving oneself- could be the first step in loving oneself.

"I am sure that I'm totally fine." I don't know how many times I said this to everyone that asked about my feelings.

Reaching out is like a door that needs a key from both sides to unlock; Both sides need to be willing to connect in order for it to happen.

If you're reading this, please know that I am here for you.

I guess you know you're deep in when you start playing Duster...

This song is a warm hug. I wish I could be okay.

it feels like i’ve lost everything this year

it reminds me of simple times and seeing the field I feel like I’ve been there in a dream like deja vu

I find so many kindred souls in the comments of this video, and I can tell you, I’ve been there Even to this day, I’ve lived long enough to write this comment not because I find value in my own life, but because there are things I must do and people who care about me I do not, and have never lived for myself, which is a deeply unhealthy sentiment but one I cannot shake off But nonetheless, I’ve been worse, really right now I’m doing quite well. To anyone out there, take these words before you scroll away: Life might not get magically better, but with time you can give it meaning and substance that will keep you going even through hardship And perhaps, even reason to care about yourself. Because there are good people out there, communities like this full of people who know what this hell feels like, and those who’ve crawled out and escaped from it too And there are things, activities which can give you meaning too. Pick up a hobby, go to the gym, find something that fills you with, if not joy, something better than abject sadness Or maybe just read Berserk

This song tickles my brain in a weird way, every time i listen to this i just remember some repressed memory in the back of my brain.

This song reminds me of being a kid and just snuggled up in bed and just crying to a lullaby, until i fall asleep.

The beginning of this song reminds me of an old cooking game I used to play on my sister’s 2Ds

Beautiful

man this shit good as hell (I have a 9mm pointed straight to my mouth)

its really calm, i like it (i cant do this anymore)

i miss her

thanks

“Hey ronald, it’s been a while”

This is literally my mood on a Friday morning and afternoon

I am so devoid of emotion at this point

I cant cry I cant stop crying

Duster fans when the most soul crushing melody comes on

i don't know joke to do anymore this song just express how i feel suck today

lovely

I love this song with all my being

one of my favorite songs

Dawg I miss her so much yet she’s been gone for years 😔

this is my therapy.

I have ASPD/Sociopathy, and I'm not very good at hiding it. It's extremely hard trying to fit into groups of people or make friends. I'm usually aggressive and rude subconsciously, and the isolation often leads to me having depressive episodes where my rage then continues to build up. Where I eventually end up taking it out on someone that's undeserving of being hurt. It's definitely not fun and can be incredibly lonely. If I were to have one wish, it would be to empathize with others.

All of your songs give me a sense of dread and sadness but if feels good.

i genuinely wanna disappear but i dont wanna worry others so i live for their sake, but at some point i feel like it wouldnt affect their lives if i were gone 😂😂😂

Every time I have a downfall, I always go back to this song

this is such a 'seepy cozy' type of song. Makes me want to visit my parents or lie down with my cat.

Bro this song is so nice❤

This made me feel things i didn't know i could feel

the quality of the song is sending me into depression

i love duster. I really really do.

Saw my crush holding somebody’s hand today while walking home. Felt nothing as if I had already gone through this. I just don’t know what to do anymore. It’s as if I’ve pushed everyone away and now I’m just alone. Maybe I’m better off alone.

i love duster

I don’t want him to leave me and I don’t know why I worry about it cuz he likes me alot and we love eachother.

I love you guys

If people were kinder I would’ve definitely made it

I cant handle change

sometimes i listen to this on a chill morning or night

2:01 This pitch change always gets me off guard

1:09 chord change tore me down and built me back up with missing pieces.

This song good asf

esto es hermoso

...i love dusters songs...

my comfort song :)

Real too real

real.

Life is funny I’ll tell ya. Never experienced this before, yet it feels so familiar. I thought it’d be you and I till the end, turns out it was just a trend. Looking back at it was I just wasting time? Two different states but share the same state of mind. Now she no longer mines, short fuses matching temper of midgets, we blowing up like mines. I miss you, but more importantly I miss myself. Till the one you want no longer want you, you ain’t been through hell. We was studying tryna get into Yale, now she moving Ivy League and all we ever do is yell. Anyways I miss you, but you’ll never know that. Coz like a car with no reverse we can never go back. -Me

Sometimes I don’t want to do it anymore, but at least I have you, Duster. ❤

Fui parar pra poder ouvir as músicas do Duster não tão famosas , e conheci essa obra de arte. Que música perfeita meudeus. (Se tornou umas das minhas favoritas)

I love you duster

why do i feel like this. why can’t i let anyone into my life without fear of abandonment. why am i scared of everyone and everything. at least this song won’t leave ❤

Nice

realest

i am so confused i can’t explain how i feel, its as if i am empty inside but i’m not yk. i just can’t put a finger on it

pain.