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I’m not depressed, I’m just a romantic&melancholic type of personality

I‘m depressed and tired of everything but we can do this okay? Everything will be alright sweethearts

I'm just imagining a story where as a child you used to see an old man at the school garden who waves at you whenever he sees you, he is always very nice to you, makes you feel happy when the teachers scold at you, helps you when you're having trouble in studies, he gives you life lessons and tells you not to make the mistakes he made in his life, and he tells you stories about his life, his kids and their kids. And now years later when you've grown into an adult, you visit your old school for some nostalgia and chill, and you see that same old man who you even forgot about is still there and he hasn't aged a day.

Some may say it's depression, but I've been through it and know that that's not what I'm experiencing now. Right now it's utter exhaustion that is defeating my burning desire to make changes in my life and be happy. I'm worn out and no longer want to lead a life of resistance. To the person reading this, you can succeed and get through this seemingly neverending period of time. I know you can.

Everything is so difficult to handle right now. I feel so lonely and so depressed. I feel like I can’t control my life anymore. Trying to heal my soul with this playlist.

when i was at college, i was depressed, anxious, and tired. I wanted nothing more than to end school, go home, and get a job. So I finished my associate degree last month and i'm home. i came home hoping to find myself and to figure out a major and to have fun with my family. instead, i got a terrible job that made my anxiety worse than it was when i was at school and i'm starting to degress. i'm losing all the progress i made with my mental health. i'm more confused about what i want in life than ever. i'm afraid i'll never want a job again because of the bad experiences i've had. i only started working less than 2 weeks ago but i'm so tired. tired of work and of life always letting me down. i never know if it's just me and my personality that are causing me to hate my life, or if it's the cards that have been handed to me. If it's the first one, i have no idea what to do i can't figure out how to change my mindset. now i just wish i could go back to school but i know it's only because i was getting used to it but i still hate it there. i just wish i could build a rose garden and live in it. i'd stare at the stars every night and then i'd dream of a better world, a world that treated me kindly. in the morning i'd wake to the golden sun turning the green leaves yellow and i'd finally, finally feel at peace.

a man has to do what he has to do, whether he likes it or not that's called discipline

Today I had a very difficult exam. I don’t know how I did it. But this exam is so important for my future, I cried a lot, because I scare a lot from what will happen. Maybe I will lose all my dreams. But I am sure, if one door closed, so many other doors will be opened. I trust God and he trusts me. Hope I get the Note I want😊

For all listeners: its Ok to feel sad or melancholy, but please do not let it control you or weigh you down. To breakthrough my sad times, I get more rest, eat better, read good books and pray. And I listen to music on UKposts. You can find a way thru the depression. It might take time, but be patient and keep working on it.

I suddenly realise that I'm alive and breathing, and human just like anybody else. Everyone makes someone suffer, whether willingly or not, because everyone is searching for themselves. There are people I love who think of me as a bad person, because of mistakes I have made. I will let them hate me. I would rather have them hate me than see them gone. There is more to live for.

I’m on the first song, I’m reading a philosophy book and looking at my old dog who I’ve had since I was 4. I’m turning 19 in 8 days and moving to another state and I won’t be around my good boy anymore. I feel like this is probably the last time I’ll get to see him and I want him to know I love him so much. He wasn’t ever that much of an affectionate dog, he was one of a kind in that way, but he had his moments with me. He was always sweet to my dad, but he would every once in a while act very sweet towards me. Sometimes I will lay my head on his paws and let him rest his head on my head. He makes little pleasure noises when I do this and pet his ears lol. He has always been in my life and moving into a new chapter of my life away from my parents and everything I’ve known, I’m just kind of sad to leave him. I’m excited for Jesus’s return, because it is prophesied that animals will be on the new earth, and so I’ll get to walk with my precious Rusty for eternity. I gotta go cry now, thanks for reading. Jesus loves you, when you feel sad and alone, just call on him and you’ll look back soon and think “I didn’t realize it but he really did help me out” And hopefully you’ll give your life to him.

Melancholy always resonates with me far more than any other feeling. I can't help but sympathize with hurting people. I can't help sinking into contemplation on a regular basis or sighing when I hear this kind of music.

If I'm feeling this way I might as well have some nice music to feel like a main character...

Lying here in bed, a cool breeze coming through my window causing the flame from my candle to flicker.. and this playing really sets the mood. Hauntingly beautiful 🖤🍂

I'm a nurse and I often listen to this play list whilst doing documentation. It's even helped me when we've lost someone. Thank you

I'm anxious about my future. I'm going to have an exam and It's my only chance. I have to believe in myself, I do but I just sometimes I forget who am I and with all that pressure (I caused some of them) I feel really bad., It's not me. I'm not that. I do things instead of speak of them.

listening to this in my room with a hot choco, while it's raining heavily outside is just *chef's kiss* can you make it into a spotify playlist?

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! To everyone who is struggling, you got this. I'm so proud of you for making it this far and I wanna see you make it further, so do it for me please, and if not for me at least do it for them. there is someone out there who obsesses over you, they might just be too shy to say it

00:00 A presence felt - Gavin Luke 03:04 And we walk after - Trevor Kowalski 05:52 Autumn Rose - Megan Wofford 08:17 Book of Maps - Franz Gordon 11:06 Contemplation - Magnus Ludvigsson 14:04 Dulcian - Anders Schill Paulsen 16:22 Elegance Becomes Her 19:46 Gekka - Sayuri Hayashi Egnell 22:59 Lost in Reminiscence - Christian Andersen 25:22 In a Bar in Buenos Aires - Franz Gordon Then, they repeat.

Right now I’m listening to this on my bed while reading a book with a few scented candles. It’s perfect ❤💋 love the mood, very cozy and peaceful, goes with every book/story..

It's 16:30 here right now. Cloudy and grey afternoon. Bit tired because I came home from work this morning after a 12 hour nightshift. Studying some Biology for Uni. This matches the whole melancholic tired vibe that I'm in and it feels so good with a cup of coffee and tea.

My baby is coming to life to us next springtime. I m happy and peaceful thanks a lot for the lovely music. There's love after all the pain. Respect for you all guys. God bless you.

This helps me to just dream about fantasy like lost places ghost stories its overwhelming..

I'm just really exhausted and depressed because of school. And honestly I actually like what I'm learning at school, but the constant stress and deadlines and pressure ruins it. But I do like to view the bad parts of my life through an artistic lens, and the dark academia subculture really helps with this.

This whole playlist is my entire mood and very existence. A very fitting musical soundtrack as I navigate through life neither happy nor sad, neither tired enough to sleep nor energised enough to achieve anything, neither happy enough to live nor sad enough to end it all. I am just existing.

To the person who reads this, I hope you have a beautiful day! ❤❤❤

*..life feels like it's repeating itself but everything is new yet so nostalgic...*

The title is pretty accurate, seeing as i'm studying for midterms at an old university and i'm feeling more than melancholic

Walking down the basement stairs today, "please let me fall and break my neck" resonated as I carried my clothes to be washed. It was powerful and loud. It wasn't scary. What is scary is that I was willing to accept that.

after sorting out all the stress in my life, i feel no more anxiety of depression. instead, i feel lonely. because ive been so preoccupied with other emotions that i neglected how lonely i had felt. now, when my mind has been cleared of all stress, im starting to realise how lonely i have felt all along. i long for a different kind of love than my parents and friends. i long to be touched and hugged for someone to ease my loneliness ...

All I want in life are close friends, a loving family of my own; a beautiful, carrying, and understanding wife, the greatest kids I could ever be blessed with, and a sense of peace and comfortability. I pray to God everyday for giving me at least hope. I’ll continue to try and have some. But it’s not easy. It’s never been easy. It’s my birthday in like two days, and I honestly don’t even care. I love my family and I’m grateful for the things I have in life, but there’s this deep empty hole that I feel. I want to do so many things and have so many dreams, but I just can’t seem to push. My body reacts negatively and I turn away from opportunities and people that I care about. I have tremendous regret, and I honestly don’t know if I ever will change. Continue to be useless.

This music makes me realize once again that there is a dark hole in my soul. And nothing can really fill it. There are days when I barely sense it, but in the end, it's there. I wasn't made of major tunes but of minor ones. I wish I was enthusiastic and happy like some people are. I'm not. There is nothing I strive for, nothing that seems desirable eventually. I'm sitting between all the chairs.

I feel deeply unhappy but I want to have hope. Thanks for this comforting music 💙

This playlist has been very calming and soothing while setting up a book/reading-journal, while it's cold outside but the sun is shining and I have a hot cup of tea. Thank you! ; 29yo, multiple complex trauma, chronically ill (can't work anymore), recently divorced (not because of illness, he's been great), very depressed and tired of everything.

This type of music feeds my soul, whether I am in quiet contemplation, studing, reading, lying in bed listening to the rain, having a soak in the tub after a long day, or just craving quiet solitude. I know I am living in the wrong century, but I am so glad I can embrace this wherever I am because of today's technology.

"For too long I've been parched of thirst and unable to quench it. Too long I've been starving to death and haven't died. I feel nothing. Not the wind on my face nor the spray of the sea. Nor the warmth of a woman's flesh." Hector Barbossa

I'm preparing for my exams and your music helps me a lot. I find it soothing and calming while I read my notes. Love from the Philippines!

I love this music

These tunes have just gone way too down in my nerves, it feels lovely listening to these tunes while reading novels ❤️❤️❤️

I am Siddharth Mondal. 21 years old, and a last-year college student. I have always felt like something is missing in me, Like something incomplete that I never knew. Trying to find out from the inside. Although, I never reached there. I was always alone inside my head but no one could ever know. Mostly I have preferred to be alone. This Isn’t like I didn’t have a friend or family, I had friends to call my own and a family of my own. Still, I was feeling empty the feeling that no one could understand. The feeling, that no one would understand me. Sometimes, I felt like I should run away somewhere where no one knew me. Just to have a peaceful mind to live at least once, but I don’t think that’s so easy. Isn’t it? So I never did That. I wasn’t good-looking and cute enough to have a girlfriend so I never had one, that was my mentality and in some way, that is the reality in today’s generation. I don’t know maybe I am wrong maybe some people see the inner beauty but to me, I wasn’t good enough and wasn’t that fortunate to acquire that person, nor do I have the inner beauty, I guess. And sometimes felt like that's all a myth cause your looks and personality always matter. maybe when one passes in everything then at last the thing that matters is called your inner beauty. I was always confused about what to do next. To be honest my life was boring and simple. According to me, "People live two Lives one in their head and one in the real world." Well, there was a day I was at home in my room lying down on the floor. Just like that, I turned to my right and quietly started looking under my bed. I kept looking like this for some time. There was a book lying in front of my eyes, I thought it must be my book, it must have gone by mistake, so I put my hand inside and took it out, however, it was not a book, it was a diary, it was not mine because I never had a diary. So I thought it must be my father's and looking at the diary it seemed that it had been lying there for years. It was dirty and very old and when I thought carefully, I remembered that I had never seen my father with the diary, so I did not think much of it and started looking inside. I was flipping through the pages without reading anything. Seeing all that, it seemed that the diary was someone's personal, and from that, I clearly understood that the diary did not belong to anyone in my family. And I did not understand anything, how did that diary come here and whose did it belong to? I silently sat down on the bed, I was curious so I started reading. It was the story of someone, let me tell you the written thing. 12 March 2012 the day I found him on his bed lying down, he was gazing at the stars through his window I immediately knew he was him the one I had been trying to find for a very long time. I was truly happy and the smile on my face was funny. I could not tell how happy I was, that time he was 17 and it was around 11 pm when I saw him for the first time. This is a 1st part of "the mysterious love" on wattpad .... By @curiositypriority (wattpad) If you are interested please come and check I'm new to wattpad it will help me a lot (the mysterious love... @curiositypriority ) And at the end it's a peaceful music currently listening while lying on my bed in the dark.

This is the best playlist for studying ever. I have listened to full of it almost 50 times.

i write my poetry for hours on end to playlists like that :)

Finally snapped and started sobbing uncontrollably on the car ride home. My mom told me that I haven’t slept in a while and should get some sleep. How am I supposed to tell her that I can’t because I have an essay due tonight…

thank you so much for this playlist, you've brighten my day.

my whole personality changes depending on the music i listen to its lowkeyy crazyy

It's such a vibe when you're in a library listening to this.

good vibes.. it's strangely what i was feeling in my music class at school or during Undertale walkthrough drew sorrow at me

Thank you so much for your whole account!! These playlists are a lifesaver!

It's great how the same Playlist makes people feel different feelings. It makes some happy and some hopeless... I love it.

La melancolía y nostalgia se apoderó de mi después de la pandemia 😪 pensando en lo que hacíamos antes y lo que no pudo ser...

your playlists always help me to write my fic. thank you💕

I PRAY TO GOD, MARY, ANGELS AND SAINTS TO BLESS EVERYBODY!!!

I live alone. I do not go to work or to the gym or out to cafes or classes. Days go by when I don't speak face to face with anyone. I prefer to ignore the manipulations of news media. It's just ME in my studio where I draw and paint. Pascal said that all of our miseries derive from our inability to sit quietly in a room. Wordsworth wrote "The world is too much with us.... Getting and spending, we lay waste our powers" Many great artists and thinkers have benefited from periods of isolation. Sometimes voluntary. Sometimes as a result of illness or imprisonment. We waste our powers with distractions

Kinda perfect. Had the worst argument last night with my partner of the 6 years we’ve been together. But I still have 5 assignments due by the end of the week🥲 so here I am

I'm tired crying silently at night, hoping just to be calm in a piece with candles at a rainy silent night and thinking without pain of the one my heart choose to be in his arms , just feeling i can breathe again.. just feeling my heart can beating strong but slowly again.. not feeling is lost like it does everyday...

these beautiful melody helps me focus on my work, thx, you did a amazing job!

I like to imagine that in the next world there is a place just like this. Always dark, always sad and bitter. True love just around the corner.

oh I so would study in such a school its beautiful and I'm really starting to fall in love with the dark academia aesthetic and lofi hip hop music

美しい音楽には陰影もあれば重さもある。だから惹かれるのですね。ありがとうございます。🇯🇵

Beautiful! Thank you. ♡

Just found you and subbed♥ Great stuff. Thanks for all the hard work you do to bring this channel to us.

why r u so underated? ur slaying rn?

HOPE THEY RESTORE THIS BUILDING,GREAT MUSIC.

I'm not depressed, I'm just a dark person and I'm the happiest when I listen to this type of music, that's the life of a Scorpio 🦂...😮😮😮😊😊😊😂😂😂❤❤❤

*read the title* EXACTLY ! Thank you, dear

It's beautiful music! I keep imagining dramatic scenes of love and with music, I want to cry from my own imaginary scenes hehe 🌱

Such beautiful music and scenery.

I spent months this year at various hospitals while a family member recovered from being hit by a drunk driver. This playlist was our "nap time" music, training both me and that family member to relax and sleep no matter what time of day, because our bodies needed the rest for many reasons. Thank you.

I love this music 😭😭❄🌌

はじめて聞いた曲なのにこの音の中で溺れてしまいたいくらい涙が出た。ありがとう。浄化してくれました。

I am really dont wanna study now ..but I haven't choice for now ..I hope that this playlist will help me

perfect playlist for me ! love it, it puts me in a kind of trans when I'm reading tarot, so comforting and i can finally focus, tysm!! 🍂

If you interested of the picture its an old abandoned hospital of Knights of Malta in Mokrzeszów, Poland

I absolutely love this!

Literally the theme of my day today. 😂

It really helps me get up every time I fall 'nd be stronger .. love your playlist ❤

Gosto de escutar essa playlist logo quando acordo, e tô tomando meu café 🍂

Love the mood here

In this Capitalist dominated society we are constantly being pressured to want what we don't need. It's just a fact. Advertising is all around us constantly. In the media, online, in print, along the street where we walk. There is an underlying fear that we might not be living as good a life as others. Advertisers persuade us that using or owning their products will make our lives rich. This season is a good time to re-assess our values.

The song that starts at 11:07 is beautiful

The music and the picture, create a beautiful atmosphere, thx ♤

The thumbnail is so beautiful

So beautiful and gentle music! Excellent for coll autumnal walking. Thank you.

こんな綺麗な場所で勉強してみたいぃつも以上に捗りそう❤❤

amazing playlist thank you

this is so beautiful, and sadly very resonating with my current feelings. Love this!

I hate how people bite back at me I love the music and I love the Autumn Time

For some reason this playlist makes me think of the walking dead. I could see this playing as they're walking through the town, seeing how everything has been destroyed, or after the arrival of Negan.

lintening to the audio while reading Dead POet Society qoete made my skin clearer

" I don't wanna die but want to start my life again "🖤🖤🖤

Love how they say to not repost this and yet don’t provide any credit or listings for the music and picture 😂

Great. A playlist labeled for "study" that's chill enough for studying. Thank you.

the fact that the comment section is a healing place is such a wonder and rare thing to see in here, thank you

Perfect playlist for studying your Latin while dying of the consumption.

i really like it, thanks for sharing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Das Bild ist sehr lebendig, der Ton ist sehr gut 🤩🤩

Literally on my way to the school now.

Love the titles of your playlists. You really get the "dark" vibe. (and I'm really enjoying the music too.)

i'm feeling melancholic but have 3 days to finish an academic paper.............. these are keeping me company!