grandson - Heather [Official Audio]
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Рік томуOfficial audio for the track 'Heather' - from the new album I Love You, I'm Trying - available everywhere now on Fueled By Ramen.
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LYRICS
2017
The First time you messaged me
First fan I ever had
Put me on when you were sad
Said you hated growing up
But You were sure that I’d blow up
Shared my songs with all your friends
I could barely pay the rent
Singing to an empty room
I knew what I meant to you
You Got the Xs tattooed
Reminding me I have you
Never got to thank you
So thank you
I wouldn’t be here without you
Without you
Without you believing
And now that I’m here without you
Without you
The words have no meaning
a promise was spoken
Your gone and I’m broken
Now I’m barely holding on
Holding on
I wouldn’t be here without you
Why am I here without you?
2021
Told me that you’ve come undone
Lost your job and lost your dad
Your biggest fan Hes all you had
X’s covered up with scars
On your arm from self harm
Message me I don’t reply
Wish I knew it was goodbye
Singing to a crowded room
Saved a seat I look for you
I made it to youre hometown
guess I’m on my own now
Wish I could have saved you
I wouldn’t be here without you
Without you
Without you believing
And now that I’m here without you
Without you
The words have no meaning
a promise was spoken
Your gone and I’m broken
Now I’m barely holding on
Holding on
I wouldn’t be here without you
Why am I here without you?
This is dedicated
If you put me on your playlist
If you showed up to the stages
If I never get to say this
I’m proud of you
For all the shit that’s drowning you
All the noise surrounding you
Hope you find what I found in you
I hope that you grow old with me
And we turn up til we’re seventy
And you play me at your wedding
And you never leave if you ever need
Anything and I don’t pick up well you still got a friend in me
Wish I said all that to heather
Now I just hope she rests in peace
#grandson #iloveyouimtrying #heather
@OsirisMalkovich Рік тому
This hurts so much to hear, but it's so beautiful. I wasn't prepared to feel this deeply about someone I've never met.
@UNDEADXBOX380 11 місяців тому
Couldn’t have said it better brother
@THEDANCINGCENTIPEDE 11 місяців тому
Same.
@Bigjar420 9 місяців тому
I just saw him do it live and I literally started crying
@monicafu6705 9 місяців тому
I can't even listen to this without crying. I was prepared to bawl like a baby at his concert and like a baby I did
@stocktonbydeathgrips Рік тому
This is the first song I cried about. May Heather rest in peace.
@MakesClouds Рік тому
So many can relate to the message
@inthedumps Рік тому
it's so touching😭😭😭 literally the only song I cried about... Grandson's attitude to his fans is so intimate. Wish I'll visit his concert one day
@wafia5670 Рік тому
I wish so😭
@boggybunny8338 Рік тому
Idk if you’ve heard « destroy me » or not but it’s similar!
@stressislazy Рік тому
@@boggybunny8338 yep that song is absolutely amazing, but I feel this one has a more emotional connection with fans which is the best part!
@caylareinhardt425 Рік тому
his concerts are so fun, i saw him at blue ridge rock fest and i had a great time! definitely worth going to see him
@dipset22554 10 місяців тому
Attitude to his fans? He’s literally talking about how he neglected this fan to the point she killed herself lmao
@NoName-dx1fv Рік тому
This song broke me. Painful but beautiful. For Heather 🫂
@mayhem5619 Рік тому
This song is one of the most beautiful things I’ve listened to; I’m in tears. I know all too well what it’s like to lose someone so near and dear to you. You are amazing, Grandson. I cannot wait to see you live in New Haven. Rest In Peace Heather. ❤
@boggybunny8338 Рік тому
Thé perspective and personalization is insane. Grandson has helped me through abusive parents, abusive friends, abusive partners, couch surfing, not knowing where I’m gonna sleep, a new and better life, everything. I can’t say I know him as much as a person as I want to but, « I wouldn’t be here without you »
@kaylapaul1286 Рік тому
That ending has me in tears. Can't believe the amount of love I have for a man I've never met. Your music has kept me going for a very long time, has something very special that no one else's has✖️✖️
@marsha4253 5 місяців тому
2:43, got me crying like crazy, feel like grandson cares so much about his fans. Also thank you for helping us through all the shit we're going through, love u man
@THEDANCINGCENTIPEDE 5 місяців тому
I know, right? He's amazing.
@Cr3ckE3ter Рік тому
This is actually one of the most heartbreaking songs I've ever heard...💔💔💔
@Cr3ckE3ter Рік тому
Omg and it hat clicked how emotional this will be if he sings it live on stage😭😭😭 i would break down if he did
@veretigovi6316 Рік тому
I lost someone very close and important recently, and I really wish I got the opportunity to thanks for all they did before they passed. I had so much more to say to them and so many more memories to make. The biggest regret when someone passes is the things you never said and opportunities that were missed. I’m still working through it and I hope you’ll get through it as well. Rest in peace Heather.
@monke7914 7 місяців тому
I've had to worry about whether or not my best friend would get through another day. She's like a sister to me. And I'm lucky enough to still have her with me now. You never get used to that fear that your friend might just suddenly disappear. I really can't put into words how this song makes me feel. To anyone who sees this, you matter. Your problems are valid. You deserve help. The only thing you don't deserve is the pain you put yourself through.
@THEDANCINGCENTIPEDE 5 місяців тому
I needed to hear this. I am having a bit of a tough year, so thank you. I hope others see this comment and yeah. Same to you.
@Antonio2oo2o Рік тому
absolute masterpiece man. Ididn't need to cry at 8 in the morning, but here we are
@morgue8968 11 місяців тому
8 in the morning? Try 3 am
@humaniguess821 11 місяців тому
@@morgue8968 it isnt a competition 💀
@whisper3856 Рік тому
This song destroyed me. I am not usually one to cry, but god damn, this song hit me hard. For all my potential Heathers out there, and I know you’ve heard this a million times, but it does get better. I’m living proof that it does get better. You must have hope. Much love. ❤️
@radioactive_2814 8 місяців тому
If I didn't find this song I would have been a potential Heather but this song brought me back and I'm glad I'm still alive
@tramz7681 Рік тому
Having just lost a really close friend who struggled with their mental health, this song brought me to tears. Been a fan of you since you got started, and this song is truly helping me process my own similar feelings. Rest in peace Heather ❤
@kismesiToku Рік тому
hope you're doing alright
@bekircitlak5750 Рік тому
this explaines everything. Why he was soo long inactive. rest in peace Heather
@terris9449 3 місяці тому
My sister, Heather, tried to kill herself in 2001. She hung herself in my bedroom because my legal father threw me out at 18. Every single time I hear this song it helps part of my heart. Hearing Granny preform this in Seattle is one of the most intense sensations I've ever felt in my 40 years on this planet. Grandson - I wouldn't be here without you, Missio, and K. Flay. I'm proud of you!
@anthonymeredith6943 Рік тому
Verse 1] 2017 The first time you messaged me First fan I ever had Put me on when you were sad Said you hated growin' up You were sure that I'd blow up Shared my song with all your friends I could barely pay the rent Singin' to an empty room But I knew what I meant to you You got the X's tattooed Remindin' me I have you Never got to thank you Chorus] I wouldn't be here without you, without you Without you believin' And now that I'm here without you, without you The words have no meanin' A promise was spoken, you'rе gone and I'm broken Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on I wouldn't bе here without you Why am I here without you? [Verse 2] 2021 Told me that you've come undone Lost your job and lost your dad Your biggest fan, he's all you had X's covered up with scars On your arm from self-harm Message me, I don't reply I wish I knew it was goodbye Singin' to a crowded room Saved a seat, I look for you I made it to your hometown Guess I'm on my own now I wish I got to save you [Chorus] I wouldn't be here without you, without you Without you believin' And now that I'm here without you, without you The words have no meanin' A promise was spoken, you're gone and I'm broken Now I'm barely holdin' on, holdin' on I wouldn't be here without you Why am I here without you? Bridge] (I wouldn't be here without you, without you) (I wouldn't be here without you) [Outro] This is dedicated If you put me on your playlist If you showed up to the stages If I never get to say this I'm proud of you For all the shit that's drownin' you And all the noise surroundin' you Hope you find what I found in you And I hope that you grow old with me And we turn up 'til we're seventy Play me at your wedding and you never leave If you ever need anything and I don't pick up Well, you still got a friend in me Wish I said all that to Heather Now I just hope she rests in peace
@NellieMaySanford Рік тому
thank you
@anthonymeredith6943 Рік тому
@@NellieMaySanford np
@ArcherGhost Рік тому
I've never cried so hard over a song. As someone who's relied on your music when I was at the height of battling anxiety, this really hits me different Thanks for everything Grandson
@sadpluslonely2775 Рік тому
For everyone who isn't ok, remember, there is someone who's life is better because you're apart of it. Take this from someone who has been on the edge of giving up more times then I can count. It is worth trying. As hard as it gets, as painful as it feels, as lonely as it might be, it does get better with time. You're strong enough to make it this far, you've worked hard, to get this far. Don't give up and let it be worthless.
@lotusflower2939 Рік тому
The grief is the price we pay to be able to know and to love some truly amazing humans and animals in our lives. Is it worth it? .. I think so. It’s still hard though.
@nesquick84 Рік тому
Very well said! 💔
@bowieohara9464 Рік тому
Actually the most beautiful song I've ever heard. This album has pulled me out of a really dark place in my life. Thank you so much for everything you do.
@alphavasson5387 11 місяців тому
Even if you feel like nothing else is, this remains a reason to be alive. Thank you 💛
@zixooo_9979 Рік тому
This song made me cry, but it's incredibly beautiful
@forthewolves Рік тому
I had to pull over last night and listen to this a few times. Jordan, your music found its way to me shortly before the pandemic and I had a chance to see you at okeechobeefest 2020 the same week they started shutting everything down. After your set you came down and shook a bunch of our hands. You have no idea how much that meant to all of us. Love you brother and rip Heather.
@squidthakraken8877 11 місяців тому
You've been my favorite artist since i first heard Best Friends in 2017. This song embodies so much of that and accurately depicts the emotions of 17 year old me listening to Things Change, Kiss Bang, etc. Please never stop 😭😌
@lisaaqme5101 8 місяців тому
I think this song needs a warning sign, i wasn't prepared to listen to it 😭 i think i don't have anymore water in my body right now, beautiful sad song 🙏
@user-hv6ve9vh3b 5 місяців тому
this is the sadest and the beautiful song i've ever heard , it almost make me cry
@batturing 11 місяців тому
rest in peace heather 💛 for anyone who needs to hear this, i promise you, it does get better. i wish i could have listened and had hope when people told me that, but for the longest time i couldn't. it took me years to feel ok again, and i still didn't feel like life was really worth living until very recently. but i'm so grateful i made it this far. i'm engaged now and i graduated college magna cum laude this year. blasted grandson to and from class almost every day, and got my fiance to listen too. now we're coming to your concert this summer, and i can't wait. thank you.
@nundetective2754 8 місяців тому
I've never cried to a song before, thank you
@kickerich9402 5 місяців тому
the last lane gave me goosebumps man. Such a well written, heartwrenching song.
@Anotherusernameistaken Рік тому
the chills at the end, my God
@Spyke3xtra Рік тому
This song broke me. I've never listened to a song that really hits me this hard emotionally. It's beautiful.
@amelyabuckley3027 Рік тому
Listening this song in class today for the first time and I was trying hard not to cry.
@RojoFuego308 Рік тому
this is the most beautiful song i've ever heard in my whole life.
@jellydonut4911 Рік тому
I didn't expect to cry to this song because I didn't know this person and I've never lost someone like this, but 10 seconds into the song and I started to choke up. I'm not sure what else to say. I'm proud of you, too.
@cynthiaolander5425 10 місяців тому
I hope her family had heard this song,. It would give so much peace
@ownedpked 10 місяців тому
I've been listening to you since 2017 as well and you've been putting out non stop quality bangers since. Not many artists can pull that off- respect man. Beautiful song, sorry for your loss.
@JimmyGrimes_yyc Рік тому
This is one powerful song. Tears, every time.
@jakeniemi7565 11 місяців тому
This song caught me off guard. I was distracted when it came on and I heard it for the first time today. And then all of a sudden I caught what it's about, looked up the lyrics. Immediately started balling and the world stopped. My heart goes out to you and Heather's family and anyone reading this or hearing this song who is hurting. It does get better. I've been to the bottom like you have. Listen to "For Annie" by Petra. Very similar type of message. Jesus saves, seriously. Keep holding on! Never give up!!
@carolinef4558 9 місяців тому
Have listened to this song so many times and can't get though it without choking up. The words, the melody, the memories of me being where Heather was. Glad I made it to the other side. Thanks for your amazing music. The whole album is absolutely incredible from beginning to end. Looking forward to seeing you in Guelph on Monday!
@heatherh6564 3 місяці тому
Bro what this got me crying 😭 my names Heather and i have so many similarities to the person in the song. I'm glad that i got help and survived my attempts. It does get better 😭
@psychopathicgaming3279 Рік тому
God damn this hit me really hard. May heather rest in peace and be in a better place
@bandanar1321 Рік тому
I'm in tears. To all Heathers, it does get better. Hold on I love you
@GameZedd01 Рік тому
Thanks grandson, because I totally wanted to cry today 😔 rip Heather I guess. ❤
@andreafliwer1977 8 місяців тому
Hearing him sing this live in concert was just as heart breaking
@ThatOneSuccubus Місяць тому
This has been my lifeline lately tbh
@aroaramonroe Місяць тому
Honestly, same
@ThatOneSuccubus 12 днів тому
@@aroaramonroe I hope things get better for both of us, then
@simplyakindasussamurai.11 4 місяці тому
Me and my best friend will definitely be listening to you until we grow old, till death do us part. Thank you for this🖤🖤✖✖
@justined880 11 місяців тому
i don't even know this singer, just discovered this music and now i'm crying
@Xand3rCha0s360 28 днів тому
I'm what you'd call emotionally numb and this song bro, it got me choked up, I love this song!!
@pk_ggs 9 місяців тому
the only thing that brings tears to me eyes these days… grandson u an artist on som fr shi… i hope u rmbr that dumbass screaming ur lyrics in the front row at ur vancouver show!! WE LOVE YOU GRANDSON!!!
@gayumber 9 місяців тому
hearing this in concert was insane, definitely my favourite. it hits harder every time i hear it again and it means so much more now. relate to it a ton rest in peace Heather ❤
@cubiccalico5019 11 місяців тому
This song hit me way harder than most of your music, because I almost became the other side of this story for someone. I almost put other people through the same emotions this song evokes. I cried listening to this, a lot honestly. And I can't get the song out of my head either.
@gracemcdaniel8538 11 місяців тому
My bestfriend of 13 years lost his battle against his addiction to heroin this past October. This song has been the first song to truly make me feel heard and close to him again. Thank you so much for making music.
@crazykhespar8487 7 місяців тому
This makes me cry. Im so sorry Heather. Im sorry you hurt so much you couldnt stand being alive. It gets better. I swear. Please hold on. Find a mast on this horrible ship tossing in the seas. Youll find a safe harbor.
@THEDANCINGCENTIPEDE 5 місяців тому
This is golden advise. I'll pass this on. So should you. Be well.
@peeta.fan342 11 місяців тому
Rest in peace, Heather
@alizaaa1761 Рік тому
Rest in peace Heather ✖️✖️
@zKyo7763s Рік тому
This is a really touching song. The melody and voice really did a good job conveying the emotion. Great job.
@HaydenLoreArt 10 місяців тому
You are loved by someone. Each one of you.
@Heelen_Bored-Eye 9 місяців тому
This is an amazing song and has such a deep meaning to it. I hope Heather’s family is okay. Rest In Peace Heather 🕊️
@justanoscar2526 11 місяців тому
This song means a lot to me and it got me through tough times and this is such a good song and I'm honestly speechless just didn't expect this. The song is the only song that made me cry thank you.
@runningtherealms8339 10 місяців тому
Saw you in Atlanta, and turned on my flashlight while rewatching this. And this song hits different. I don't normally cry, but this broke me, partially due to the timing of it coming out right when. I had to put down my 16-year old dog. I respect you, grandson. Rest in peace, Heather.
@agx_x Рік тому
I love this song, it's so beautiful. ✖✖
@AleGL2Animations Рік тому
Rest in peace Heather... Nunca me había golpeado tanto una canción como esta
@noirio_ 11 місяців тому
i still remember seeing you open for Hobo Johnson at the house of blues in new orleans. you were the main reason i went to that show that day, and i dont regret it. seeing you live was an experience i wont forget, and i cant wait to see you live again after growing so much since
@TripHaz4rd 11 місяців тому
Such an incredibly beautiful, touching and sad song. Hearing the story behind this live and hearing the song right after was tough. Took a lot not to cry during all of it. Thanks for this song, your music and everything you share with your fans. R.I.P Heather
@BallObtainer 10 місяців тому
this song made me so emotional but at the same time its one of the best songs I've ever listened to, proving time and time again you're the goat
@THEDANCINGCENTIPEDE 5 місяців тому
I feel the same way...
@TheMsRavenBlack 11 місяців тому
How beautiful, every moment we share.
@HaydenLoreArt 10 місяців тому
Thank you for sharing yourself with all of us.
@1dontkn0w71 8 місяців тому
2:45 I've rarely shed tears ever, wherever i was, whatever happened. Sure, i was a little sad, but not much more. I always had apathy torwards the current moment, but had pessimism for the future. So to have a ~1 - 2 hour long breakdown with song song on loop at early morning hours... It was almost unheard of except for 2 other times in my life. This moment specifically, dedicated to viewers, dedicated to a person most of us never met, yet how it made us care so much for them in barely 3 minutes. It's an emotion i'm too tired to describe currently. You are amazing. Whether you are Grandson or anonymous behind a screen, somewhere out there. Please, take care of yourself, of people you hold close to you ❤ Let's forget about this bullshit, forget the politics, the billionaires, the assholes out there, and the health-care. And, even if just for a moment, look at each other and say. "I'm proud of you, for all the shit that's drowning you, and all the noise surrounding you...." R.I.P Heather, ❤❤❤ «We wouldn't be here without you»
@THEDANCINGCENTIPEDE 5 місяців тому
Agreed. I'm glad I read this amazing comment.
@blixzero7426 11 місяців тому
This has quickly become one of my favorites on the album
@TweekMaQuellovero 6 місяців тому
Hearing this song live was so emotional
@user-ek3or9qd1d Місяць тому
This deserves like 100 million views, it’s very good
@angelsolbach3901 11 місяців тому
Seeing him live on the 22nd... I can't wait ❤
@vintageelf Рік тому
I'm crying...
@AnnaJoyce24 Рік тому
Such as sad but beautiful song. Looking forward to seeing you again in Portland!
@allisongorbenko3356 16 днів тому
Cried the first time I listened to this
@fan_di_undertale2738 6 місяців тому
We love you Jordan
@creepcreambuffcultleader7788 Рік тому
damn……. This song’s lyrics hits hard almost got me crying…. :(
@eclipse1353 10 місяців тому
there are so many people sending messages from beyond the grave and so many born at the wrong time or the wrong place to receive them. but when there´s somebody close to the dead or slamming their door in death´s face, it´s really important to listen to them and be like them. it gets better - after your highs, no matter if referencing depression or drugs. you CAN get out of it. there IS something for you. and someone WILL support you. if and when we discover time travel, the first thing I´m doing is being what heather needed when grandson couldn´t. for all like heather. I may live in the past, but the future will send back an army, inspired and taught by one or two soldiers. rest in peace... or party if you found somebody up there.
@greenbean4209 Рік тому
I don’t cry for a lot of things but omg😭🖤
@bizzquick2387 10 місяців тому
hearing this live was so unreal, so beautiful and touching. love u man ❤️
@jordanembry4945 Рік тому
Just... Incredible. You're incredible. ❤
@kevinbowler5377 Рік тому
Been listening since best friends dropped, followed every new song and album, I didn’t make it through the whole song before it brought some serious tears. Such a sad story put into words as best it can be.
@_______5345 Рік тому
So hyped to see you live in Portland!!!
@violetbarnes1587 Рік тому
This really means a lot, thank you for this song✖️✖️
@neverever24 Рік тому
Incredible song, thank you
@bryen6899 10 місяців тому
Never have I heard so much pain in such a beautiful song. It was amazing to share this moment with you in the crowd while you were on tour. Peace and love from Chicago
@benp.865 11 місяців тому
man I was just drawing listening to some music on autoplay in the background and now I'm stting here crying
@user-fr8cf5el1i Рік тому
I loved it from the intro
@Horrify666 Рік тому
I’m not that emotional but when it comes to this… dam😢 Rest In Peace Heather
@reeeed Рік тому
Man this is so damn emotional. I love it
@Enchan-Trix Рік тому
Tears....just...tears...
@nicod.5401 Рік тому
Simples lyrics that made my heart feel a bit lighter. I've been following your songs since the beginning and all I can say is that I am proud of sharing you with my friends ! Thx for everything Grandson, hope this stories will keep going on ❤✖️✖️
@trico. 11 місяців тому
This is the most meaningful song, I'm in love with it We all have one we think of when we hear this rip to all the fallen brothers an sisters ❤
@angelomenesestorres3317 Рік тому
the intro is beautiful 🎉❤
@hierx2329 Рік тому
this one really broke me thank you Heather, we all wouldn't be here without you RIP
@abyssgodde33 10 місяців тому
This song made me cry...
@sciencefreakdog 11 місяців тому
You have no ide how much I needed that.
@deleted4144 Рік тому
Wonderfully sad song
@sazo1st Рік тому
bro I was blind listening to the album for the first time and this song just hit me like freight train out of nowhere
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