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‘No one wants to see an old man crying’. Wrong! We respect that! How uplifting to see that we share the pain and beauty of life together!

43yr old man.. I've listened to this song about a hundred times..watched every single reaction video...i feel it in my soul.. I cry everytime

Ren was signed to a major label. A week later he got super sick and was diagnosed with an autoimmune disease and was treated for it. The treatment was torture for TEN YEARS.. it made his sicker and with that pain, the psychosis set in.. more meds... A cycle that would only be stopped when he was referred to another doctor and was told he had late stage lyme disease and the previous diagnosis was not right. Ren is healing and his ten year torture only served to make him strong and through his pain and suffering has written many great songs. He is totally independent now and wants to stay that way. This video cost him a grand to make.

14 years of not crying. My parents would beat me so much that I lost that special human ability to cry. When I was adopted, I blocked out all of that and forgot it all like it never happened. After being shown this song at work, a flip of a switch inside my head opened up all those memories. I was so scared I hid in the corner crying, and my boss and friends tried getting me out. An ambulance took me to the hospital. I'm stuck with these memories of being dragged out of bed at night to be beaten because they were bored. Having a knife on my neck because they were high or drunk. Being hit with a bat on my back. Putting my head underwater in the bathtub for a laugh while I fight for air. Having one of their friends do stuff to me for drugs. Having a dog growl at me trying to bite. Being forced to do drugs and drink alcohol. Being forced to hold my pee so they can laugh when i wet my pants. Pushed against the walls and ground for amusement. And so much more. What I would do was hide in a corner holding in my tears and holding my hands against my mouth so I wouldn't make any noise and get caught. A memory was when I was taken from the house the cop carrying me was crying and in the ambulance the emt started crying I went to sleep after or i guess passed out. The scars my adopted parents told me they were from accidents from riding my bike and falling off trees when i was a kid. I truly believed they were my actual parents when i was a kid and believed it all, and to me, they are my parents. I start work again in a week. I'm so glad they are so supportive. Listening to this song again from other perspectives shines a light on who I am now. My friends and family who loves me just makes me happy cry, and I'm just so happy. Those memories might be with me, but this song just makes me happy,sad, and full of hope. I love my family and friends. Without their support I would've totally lost it and those memories would've been the end of me. This is a powerful song.

Ren has given this 60 year old bloke faith in something id given up on. A new artist who actually gives chills, excitement, naturally talented, emotionally open, just raw catchy art. Wishing Ren all the best while he's in hospital.

What I love about the reactions are that many of them come from men and women, like me, in our later years. I also have the added deep pleasure and pride in being Ren's dad. Thanks guys, lovely work and authenticity

Ren was diagnosed at 17 as bipolar and after 5 years they realised that he was suffering the effects of Lyme Disease, they'd misdiagnosed him and needlessly medicated him (watch "sick boi") ... 5 years later hes had Stem replacement therapy and is currently in Canada recieving further treatments and minor surgeries which his fans helped fundraise for... Hes over there for 3 to 6 months...

The lights flicker (are unsteady) when the dark side of REN is talking. The lights are steady when the light side is talking. Lots of symbolism here. Phenomenal.

You’ve got to kill you if you want to kill me. 😢 that line cuts to the bone. Such a clever, beautifully dark and light. Stunning I’m speechless.

Brian do NOT be ashamed for crying! Shows you’re human. Makes viewers connect and love what you and Cedric do! 🖤💪🏽🤙🏽

43 year old with several auto immune diseases. This kid is truly a voice for some seriously broken and complicated souls! He’s an amazing human!

This is how powerful music should be. One vocal, one acoustic guitar and something to say. This puts to shame 99.9% of the crud that is released nowadays. Get well soon Ren.

" Self doubt comes in a whisper" write that down you killed it.

Don't hide the tears. I've heard this song a few hundred times now, and I still can't make it through without choking up. This song is a release. A powerful release.

Overnight, it's become obvious to me that Ren is one of the most vital voices in contemporary art. This is a watershed moment.

Ren worked a miracle: in a time of widespread division, he made countless people of different backgrounds and worldviews discover that they have something in common with everyone else. Ren will be talked about for a long time. And heaven only knows how many lives he will have saved with his music. (And Brad, there's no shame in having shed a tear listening to this. Most of us did.)

You say “no one wants to see an old man cry” but remember the people come for raw reactions. Have no shame in your emotions

48, male, southern US. Happened across it by accident when it premiered and it just shook me. I bawled like a baby. I was an instant fan. His whole body of work is stunning. I've watched every reaction video to his songs and watched them repeatedly on his channel. There's beauty here. And hope. The live version of Chalk Outlines w/ Chinchilla ought to be a massive hit. But he's sure to blow up like he deserves now.

I’m a 23 year old artist who manages complex ptsd, major depressive disorder, borderline, and several autoimmune diseases. Hi Ren didn’t just hit close to home for me. He summed up my purpose here on earth, which is the same as his. Beautiful soul. So grateful for his art. And this reaction! It’s lovely to see so many people of different ages and backgrounds be so positively affected. Much love! 😌

As I lay in my own hospital room just as I came back from yet another procedure also in a foreign country , this hit me so hard, but at the same time, it gave me some peace. Peace and joy to all.

Welcome to the Ren rabbit hole. You have a hell of a journey ahead of you. Enjoy! PS It was live and one take.

I'm 66 years old and have spent most of my life in creative pursuits while trying to work and raise a family. I stumbled on Hi Ren and, like many others, was stunned by the performance, presentation, and the depth of the whole piece. This is high ART in every sense. I take great joy in watching all the reactions of folks seeing it for the first time. It gives me a renewed hope for humanity, and God, I sure need it.

If this song doesn't hit you right in the feels, you have no soul. What an amazing gift!

He’s the wisest spiritual musician in the world at this time he is so NEEDED as he has my own path & purpose!

No shame in crying, it’s a extraordinary emotional song. I must have listened to this song a hundred times and I cry every time! When he sings “I was made by his hand, its all part of the plan that I stand on my own two feet.” And then he stands up! ❤😢❤

Most of Ren's music is live. It's a bit like musical theater and needs to be fully experienced. He is a master storyteller, different storylines with their own characters sounds and feels. His music will take you down a deep but wonderful Rabbit Hole.

He is playing live...a brilliant composer musician singer and remarkable kind human being xxx Ren is in Calgary Canada right now having hopefully found treatment for Lyme Disease and needs donations to help pay for that. His music is glorious and he is worthy of all love and support. He has a channel to update on his progress.

Mental health and physical health are kinda tied together.anyone who suffers from chronic pain usually suffer mentally.and anyone who has mental issues can suffer physically,this song hit home and it hit home hard.everything about this song is genius

Suffering for 10 years of agony - physically and emotionally - and Ren is currently in Calgary receiving treatment for Lyme disease (which was only recently diagnosed correctly) by the top specialists there! ❤

That is more than a song, more than storytelling, more than the music. It's theatre, art and so powerful that I am in awe!

As someone who has worked in a Psychiatric Hospital for the last 15 yrs, this really speaks to me. It has given me a deeper insight into the inner struggle that pts with psychosis must deal with. I can relate and I don't have audible inner voices, so I can only imagine how much turmoil not trusting your own mind must feel. Thank you Ren and thank you Cedric and Brian.

I've watched his video like 20 or more times now, and I cry every time. It's an emotional ride. Never be ashamed to cry.

Thank you for the reaction video. Ren is in Canada now seeing a new specialist. He also suffers from lyme disease. It's nasty. I got sick in 2014 and have not been OK since. But I'm older. It sucks but I had a life. Breaks my heart when I hear of young people suffering from this misdiagnosed and poorly understood disease. Thank you for supporting @RenMakesMusic ❤

Every single one of us has had the conversation Ren is having right here, but I would never have the courage to openly talk about it the way he is. I'm too much of a coward and I know it. We all have self-doubt. We all have that paralyzing fear of failure. I especially love the part near the end where he stands up. GREAT reaction guys and thanks to Ren for starting a conversation we all need to have. 🎶💖🙏🏼😎🤗🤗

Homeboy tells an entire hero’s journey in a song. He’s incredible.

I personally LOVE to see an old man cry, especially when it is over something as beautiful and authentic as this song. Thanks for the reaction! Looking forward to more Ren reactions!

I heard this walking to work on Venice Blvd and had to pause it afraid some stranger would see how much it moved me. It’s seems at every moment that he is so abundant, so spontaneous, so daring in his passion, so full of surprise, that his work will never be in need of defense. He writes from life itself, not above it, and that’s why we’ll give him our love.

On September 4 2023 I was looking for a diy video on UKposts and your thumbnail for your reaction to Hi Ren popped up on my feed. I had never heard of Ren or you guys but your thumbnail intrigued me so I pushed play. I have been down the Ren rabbit hole ever since. I wanted to come back now to thank you for your reaction to that video and for introducing me to Ren. You unknowingly opened a whole new world to me. Hi Ren impacted me in a way that I don’t have the words to convey. I’m not sure I would’ve ever heard of Ren if it wasn’t for you two. I just wanted to let you know how very thankful I am for that. 💜🖤💜

it hits us all that way Brian. especially when he stands up..on his own two feet.. we all fall in love at that moment. welcome to the club guy...

I have lived with severe mental illness my whole life. This song resonates with me on a level it is hard to express. I too am an artist, but I have never been able to shut down that psychotic part of me. I had to learn how to live in my own darkness or die in the light. I wish Ren the best.

Good morning Cedric and Brian. I'm with you, Brian. I'm sitting here crying. If we don't fight it and learn from each lesson, we move on to the next lesson. If we don't, we repeat it over and over. Great video. Have a great week.

I'm 61 years old and I've watched over 200 reactions to this song.... I cry every time.... Prayers up guys ❤️🙏

When I first started watching this young man I thought: This is weird.....but as it went on, I went into a trance....This young man is in a category of his own. An artistic, genius...I am so happy I got to experience him!

Longtime Ren Stan, and I am more than delighted to see him finally get the love he deserves. 🥰 The world has been sleeping on this man for loooong enough. Thanks for the upload 👌

Made me cry the 1st time I heard this song too ... truely emotional and a true performer

This will never age. REN etched in this moment in time, forever. Thank you REN

You don't have to be ashamed of crying. Even if you're a big tough man. I cry every time I hear this song. That's what Ren wants to tell us. We are human and that includes feelings. So next time without glasses ;) Greetings from Austria

I cry each time i see this…I am 51 year old male. Let your tears show, we got you.

The Ren 'rabbit hole' is so worth the journey. The 'Trilogy' mentioned by others is a must, Money Game pt1&2, colabs with Sam Tompkins (Blind Eyed live), Chinchilla (Chalk Outlines), Eden Nash (Humble) or when he played with The Big Push (Lonely Boy, War Pigs)

So glad you guys reacted to this! I just found Ren (with this song) I cried throughout then entire video. He is so incredibly talented!

I consider myself fairly affluent musically, and this masterpiece gentlemen is one of greatest pieces of art that I've ever been lucky enough to see, hear, and feel.

nobody should feel ashamed to cry at that; if there's anything a human should be moved by, it's this kind of profoundly honest display of beauty. i'm a big, bearded, 46yo myself, and this song wrecked me. LOVE

I'm so glad this brought tears to your eyes, I have watched this over and over and over and STILL reduces me to tears every time.

I have not heard this before. (Nor, him) We all fight our inner demons, telling us we're not good enough, that there is nothing left out there for us, but like this song, we rise. This was Epic. Big hugs, Brian. I feel your emotion to this piece. His last words, "We should not be so hard on ourselves." No truer words. Great reaction. Loved this.

Thank you Ren...this is the first time I have thought that maybe there's a chance to find the other side of this physical pain...and maybe there are answers. You have no idea how much I needed to hear that someone had love for someone like me. You are a blessing. You are appreciated and loved. Again, Thank you, Ren.

"Nobody wants to see an old man crying" - cry away man, emotion doesnt need to be hidden. We aren't going to judge. If music makes you cry, its because it's raw and beautiful. Cry away, we all did the same x

As always, geat reaction. "Hi Ren" is the song that put Ren on everyone's radar over the past month; it went viral and garnered more than 2 million views in a couple of weeks, but he has been creating great music for more than 10 years. His latest release, "Sick Boi," is almost another chapter to "Hi Ren." I am 57 y/o, and I only recently learned about Ren and have gone down this rabbit hole ever since. Many of the subjects, experiences, and emotions expressed in his songs touch me on a very personal level because I can relate to and identify with many of his struggles. A little more background on Ren that I gathered from the internet. Ren pursued a career in music from an early age. In 2009, while studying music performance at Bath Spa University, he began to experience health issues and was struggling to attend his lectures. In 2010, he was signed by Sony Records and was working on an album when his health deteriorated to the point where he was unable to continue. His illness often kept him in bed for up to 23 hours a day. Ren was initially diagnosed with depression, bipolar disorder, and chronic fatigue syndrome. It would take seven years before he was finally correctly diagnosed with autoimmunity, Lyme disease, and brain damage. Ren eventually underwent stem cell therapy in the United States, which improved his health, but it has not been a cure. He is currently in Canada for more treatments. Ren is an incredible and unique artist; he plays multiple instruments, has great vocal ability, is an excellent storyteller, and is quite the philosopher and poet. From what I read, his videos are generally shot live, all in one take by his friend. I recommend you check out some of his other work. The trilogy "The Tale of Jenny/Screech/Violet" is haunting and has an unexpected ending; WATCH THEM IN THE STATED ORDER, as this is the flow of the storyline or just watch “The Tale of Jenny & Screech (Full)” which includes “Violet’s Tale at the end. It is another example of Ren’s genius and a master’s class in storytelling. Ren’s collaborations with Chinchilla (“Chalk Outlines,” “How to Be Me”) are beautiful and showcase his singing voice while addressing mental health. I would watch the official live music video. "Chalk Outlines" is one of my favorite songs right now. Ren's personal reflections are threaded through many of his songs; "Insomnia," "Depression," “Diazepam," “Penitence,” “Dear God,” “Heretic,” “Dominos,” his "Freckled Angels" album, just to name a few, all deserve a listen. His song "Money Game" (Part I & II) is another recommendation. As a solo act, Ren performs a range of genres, much of it hip-hop/rap influenced, as well as guitar-based ballads. His performances with Sam Tompkins (“Blind Eyed,” “Earned it /Mans World / Falling”), Eden Nash (“Humble,” “Ocean”), Bibi (“Crutch,” “Ahiahiaoha”), Molly McKinna (“Penitence”), his former bandmate, Romain Axisa (“French Song”) and any of his performances as a member of the band "The Big Push" (which unfortunately broke up) are awesome and well worth checking out, both the busking (street performances) and their live recordings. Ren has impressive vocal and instrumental skills. He is one-of-a-kind and appears mature beyond his years. Ren just released his latest single, “Sick Boi.” In anticipation of his stay in Canada for more treatments, Ren prepared some music ahead of time to be released over the next 3-6 months that he expects to be gone. "Sick Boi" is almost another chapter to "Hi Ren."

It's okay I call anyone younger than me kid too. Tears and gooseflesh is how I know when it's real ❤️

Great reaction guys! I was diagnosed with my first autoimmune immune disease before I entered Kindergarten. I’m 61 now and know the dance of chronic pain well. This song brings it ALL to life for me. I see the pig mask and come away with this - the disease was the monster that put him in that room, but it was his mind that kept him there.

Dude! You are my spirit animal. I cried for an hour after hearing this for the first time. Music affects me in all kinds of ways - goosebumps, crying, joy, dancing, the whole lot!

Ren is a magically talented artist. This is the struggle we go through when faced with a debilitating disease. He was bit by a tick and got Lyme disease. And had been battling for at least a decade. He turned to music as a way of healing. Ren plays multiple instruments, raps, sings, composes and has appeared on other artists projects. He was actually signed to a label and like Nova was dropped. Thank God for the label dropping him as he can now make hits like this one to tell his story. More songs to check out: The Tale of Jenny, Screech and Violet. It's a trilogy all done in one video. Sick Boy Chalk Outlines (featuring Chinchilla, bring sunglasses Brian) Humble Money game pt 2 Great reaction guys.

The duality of the self...Ren is a true artist and this is a work of art...

I'm right there with ya bro! I have never been touched by a song before. 48 years old and when hope began I was ready to weep. Now I have had to watch his entire catalog and everybody's reaction. Good job guys.

Dear Brian, t' is a true man who sheds tears when he needs to. It's alright bruv, we all suffer from ocular incontinence sometimes, just goes to show you're a human being with a heart and soul. First, we are human, everything else comes after that fact.

The guy's a genius! Interesting fact... this video, like most of his videos, was shot live in a single take

The first time I watch this artist video I actually just stumbled upon the real video and I was so shaken up with The duality dialogue and the good vs evil complex... I always enjoy these reaction videos but one thing I have noticed no one mentioned (noticed in this reaction vid 😊) is the flickering lights almost as if happening when the evil side surfaces. Awesome job REN

That fact that this one song in particular has been able to reach such a wide range of ages and let them in and understand or resonate and help others

This is such a beautiful song. From beginning to end it just hits different than anything that’s ever been released

That dead ass silence after he spoke his message That reaction says that this Kid is right on. Pray for me gentlemen as I will you

Trilogy Jenny's, Screech, Violets tale (complete) takes story telling to another level.

I only discovered Ren Today about an hour ago and I have to say, Hes a Modern Storytelling street Bard. This song gave me chills and inspiration at the same time.

It is emotional, no shame! He is a lyrical genius and he has so much pure talent, you can't help being touched listening to him. He is extraordinary!

As he mentions himself in the performance, others have done this. This, however, just rises above all previous versions.

Thanks for doing Ren guys! I’ve been a fan of him for a couple years and now checking out all his reactions. I’m so pleased for Ren. Respect from 🇬🇧 I’ve subscribed to you as loved your reaction 👌

How brave for any artist to put their work out there and hope someone appreciates it and gets it. Artists know this song. Thanks guys❤❤❤

This was Ren's genius ability to portray his life struggles in his performance !!

Try Ren - Sick Boi, The Tale of Jenny and Screech (full) it's a trilogy best watched as one piece. After that be prepared to jump down the Ren rabbit hole. This young man is so relatable, honest. He's been around for a while. He does covers, busking vids with Sam Tomkinson and The Big Push.

Song of the year...Pure art!!!!

don't feel bad guys- i've seen this video at least a dozen times and i weep EVERY time

Don’t worry about crying this kid poured his heart into this song. It forces you to see this in yourself. If this doesn’t make you emotional something wrong

Loved your reaction, right there with you brothers. Truth and Genius. Ren is a bard a modern minstrel and this masterpiece of his resonates with all of us and deserves to be heard by all especially in this day and age. Respect to you both and Ren from down under Australia.

'Sunglasses - you said 'no one wants to see a grown man cry.' WRONG. If Ren teaches us anything, it is that our human vulnerability and the truth of our feelings are the things that bring us together. Help crack open the dam that holds us back. x Much love from an old English lady.

I've seen dozens of reactions to this song and I have barely seen anyone who got through without tears. You don't need to be ashamed that real art makes you feel things. You won't be less of a man because of this, just more of a human

I follow ren (and his band the big push) for a few years now. i once told people that ren is one of these dudes, that will be a superstar one day, and everybody will tell you that they knew him before he was big. it amazes me how he just literally breaks every single reactor on youtube with this beautiful masterpiece... that was an awesome reaction and i appreciate it very much!

This is a battle of the mind. Anyone with depression that keeps them from trying to succeed because of their shadow side understands this--The voice inside that pops up in order to keep you down. Brilliant btw. History in the making

I have been watching Ren for years. He is amazing artist. And has a full history in music. Can’t wait to see y’all see the rest.

I've listened to this song every day since it was put on YT and the algorithm decided to send it to me at 130am. Can't get enough, so glad to watch each new reaction channel watch this masterpiece :) big up to you both

Lost count of how many times I have watched Reactions to Ren .I sincerely believe he is musical Genius.

i was happy to see that you have "please share" in the description. I am trying to watch every reaction to this, supporting his message and passing respect wherever I can. We all have demons and angels in our heads. Thank you for sharing.

I’m crying too. I have not been so touched by music in years. Thank you for analyzing REN😢❤

I'm 45 and have struggled with that inner voice for most of my life, as well. Ren does such a good job at shining a light on that for others to see and relate to. Every time I see it, it moves me like it did for Brian. Thank you for this. And Brian? I think the world needs to see more grown men crying. Keep those sunglasses off! There's power in vulnerability.

14:51 - I broke down and had so much pain washed away by the flood of beauty at this moment too. I feel you, brother.

I think we all feel the same watching Ren. Great job gentlemen.

Thank you for your great reaction. This gives me chills and tears. Brilliant piece of art.

I love how towards the end he acknowledges Lucifer as the serpent, and the "entity" he's been talking to.

Long time fan of Ren & this review is my favorite so far! Your understanding & empathy touched me heart, you guys rock!

Was just about to go to bed (Aussie here) and saw that you had reacted to this, so just had to watch, because I love your authenticity, and the thoughtful way you discuss topics that can be really sensitive. Keep up the awesome work! And we all know you're married!🤣 But seriously, so much love for you both 💜

Don't hide your tears man. Emotions are beautiful and make us what we are. No shame. It's an amazing gift to be able to resonate with something that it evokes an emotional response. Not everybody is open enough for that. Be proud of it.

I so related to both of your reactions. thank you for highlighting REN and his incredible work. this transcends music, it will be medicine for many, many people. myself included.