i love you too, stranger

love ya too, strangers

Love you too super ❤

Thank u, love u too stranger

Right back at ya, stranger

It's not the fact you kissed him yesterday its the feeling of betrayal that i just cant seem to shake

💔

This hurt...

Find or discover a way to use this heartbreaking pain as fuel to become the best version of yourself. Be mindful of your self talk with yourself be kind and loving to yourself. Push yourself to over come, to grow! Self reflect on your progress whether good or bad progression, slow or fast, keep moving forward never backward.

Truly a tragedy

She probably was but you didn't believe you deserved her):

This about sums it up. I got another one tho "It started with nothing, and ended with nothing, yet somehow, i still lost everything." To me, both of these apply equally

Amen

Amen, Jesus Christ Loves us all. Return to Christ and be renewed by His Love. ✝️❤️♾️🙏🕊️

My family dosnt care about me and I have no friends

I didn't ask to be here I never wanted to be here even as a little kid well before I finally gave up and gave them what they wanted so badly my power my joy and its ok to hate god. Lucinda Williams look up joy song its funny. I have so many questions my mom tried to abort me n I just insisted on coming here to learn to get cozy and warm in a pile of shit my own shit at that. I can't say it gets better but I personally gotta at least jump off into totally unknown territory like sell my stuff take my youngest daughter (cause hurting three now adult kids wasn't enough I gotta have one at 40 hahaha I know ive chosen my life I have always had to make those big life choices in circumstances were I felt I had no other and that some god put some help in my path surely but it was just a trick. I can't see them acting I think I don't know how to act I thought I was at least gonna be graced someone who saw me wanted to see me but we don't get what we deserve its just conditioning reward punishment to keep us easy just know you didn't do anything to deserve this. I realized after hearing those words from strangers mouths "you get what you deserve" if your struggling it must be punishment but watching my child be intubated and not be sedated right till I fought and started transferring to different hospital being told all benzodiazepines work the same when I myself take meds n know meds n a child waking every 30 min with terror in her eyes unable to scream in talking she's been hur t and most definitely is the kindest gentlest human I know told me deserving has zero to do with anything. At least know your good shame hurts put on us by hurt people. No excuse though I am hurt I can't be mean I don't delight in hurting anything or one. Except myself. I could sink under and observe my body reflexes attempt to stop me and take a huge breath of water in it was stay for my kids but im sinking the boat me n my little one r on n she's got a better place to grow and thrive now ..my work here is done. Unless some crazy shit happens like I become rich enough to get the therapy that helps and the peace I long for and can help others in real ways like hire folks to start n run services that really serve I'm not here much longer my body my heart mind r used up. But ya lots of us can't use the old remember those who loveus line an no-one deserves the word is just pure conditioning

Your message make me feel better thankyou 🤍

Thank you ♡

Thanks

Спасибо)))

Thankyou so much🥺❤️‍🩹

Thankyou. I really need this :)

😢

Dont let it

nooooooooooooooo man, why did you have to put that in my mind

😢 yo ya lo estoy olvidando

I’m beginning to forget. The literal worst feeling ever.

Hey hey same. Been about 5, this year will make 6, years since we've talked face to face, maybe 4 since the last time we talked, period. Ive already forgotten her face, her voice, and most of the average days and memories i made with her the best thing i can remember is how i felt during those times, for now. Maybe the next hit of the bong will be the one that makes me forget about her entirely... ...if only i could be so lucky..

I still have the memory's of when we hangout all the times we laughed together talk everything I don't want to think about it anymore I still remember what her voice sounds like I don't want to anymore I don't want to think about her anymore she was my best friend but I don't want to think about it anymore I just want to hit a tree at 150 and just die and not think about it anymore I really don't

​@@Phoenix20077it goes away bro, hang in there, trust me i was in your condition 1 month ago, it does get better it will, i promise, just live for your family, live for the future love for something you haven't seen yet, sometimes some doors need to closed to make opening for the new ones, ik it will not make sense now, some day it will, trust the process, time took all the happy moments, but time is unbiased it takes away the sad moments too, that's life, "it could always get worse, but it will always get better" chin up kings we got this, you got this.

It’s on its way to you,and you may see it sooner than you expect

Jesus

It will, but Can t tell you when, sadly brother.

Dear stranger, I’m here to tell you that I’ve been at the lowest point of my life where I saw no way out but death and 3 years later I’m still here. There is so much beyond suffering, that pain that you feel is temporary even though it may not feel like it. Sometimes life is shitty and then you keep on living. God loves you and is waiting for you! 🤍

@@YazairaG That’s true man. I just got home from the hospital where I didn’t think I would make it through. But I did and I had to pull strength out of myself and fight so hard. We all have that strength within us. I thought I was weak but found I had strength I didn’t even know I had. We all have that in us so everyone just keep fighting and please don’t give up. We are all meant to do great things.

😢 felt

They didn’t deserve you.

im touched :(

@@jeremyweyant7360You see how much he apologized? He didnt deserve her.

It’s ok, it’s going to be ok I’m here for you keeping you in my prayers and in my book your prefect, your enough 🤍

omg it made me cry to read your story, you're so strong and brave to share your story and for choosing to say alive and on even though it's so hard. I'm so so proud of you

He’s at peace and he’ll be waiting for you, live a long life filled with joy and love, he wants that for you

Actually cried to this. It feels good to hear this from someone who isn't just family. Thank you stranger, I really needed this.

Thank you. Love you. See you somewhere, somehow

I cried to this, love you wherever you are ❤ thank you

Thank you ❤

Wait you actually mean this?

Thank you, same to you ❤

Same to u .

I will wish you all that, but I know I will not have that... and honestly i'd rather someone else have it and not me, because it'd be wasted on me. I don't deserve better, I'm a kind monster. I'm a smart Lazy guy who has no motivation or hope. Doing anything seems impossible sometimes because I know that anything I do will eventually fall through when I get bored of it. I don't know if it's a lack of self confidence, whether I'm missing a will to live for too long now. Maybe it's a mix of many things. But I learned through the years that... I don't deserve happiness, and though I'd never end it myself. My life to me is like a torture because I'm smart enough to be self aware of how horrible of a person I am. I hate myself, I deserve it. ... and of course here I am complaining to some stranger who can't do anything but say some words. Someone who probably sees this and goes, "Look at this drama, I don't need to see that, I got enough of my own". 😂😂😂.

very sorry for your loss❤️

I can relate heavily on this June this year would be a month I lost my brother to cancer, wish you well sorry for your loss

Mine has been gone for 2 years, 6 months and 9 days now. I would really want to tell you that it gets better or easier to deal with, but to be honest, each day I realise that there will never be another one like him. You make more peace with it as time goes by, but it doesn't make it any less painful, not at all. I'm sorry

The Story is not same but yeah I also miss her a lot

i feel you

@@ExtremelyDiscerning real

Just admit you got bored and wanted someone new. There's no need to lie straight to our faces, we can see right through it. The only one who believes your lies is you.

⁠@@Wolfenstein4Dwhat’s the point of saying this. Even if it’s true, it still hurts man.

I felt that, my best friend from elementary school who I got back in touch with over the summer before school started just all the sudden disappeared and still hasn't come back

Stupid woman the vessel has been made pure dont worry i told ya i always plan ahead didnt I 😂😂😂

@@bridgetgonzalez4146 forgive me for all the troubles you had to go through and I sure hope u forgive me too ✌️❤️😊

@@bridgetgonzalez4146 I don't have much money so either u send me an airplane ticket so I can come to u I'll reimburse the money work my ass or u come and get me either way I gotta live in Canada with ya to set things right 😂😂😂 that's what my heart and mind tells me give me some credit I shall repay u beloved QT 🥧

@@bridgetgonzalez4146 just give to the heavenly Father the heart which belongs to him and you're good to go . Forgive others who have wronged you and forgive yourself too and ask the heavenly Father Abba for forgiveness and repent he is a kind and merciful God.

Hope it will get better for you....

I lost my father in an accident too. Have faith you will get through this. You won't ever forget but you will get through it. ❤

у вас все получится! я верю в вас💌

It's one of the most painful things you can go through.Your grief is yours.The love will always be there for you.❤

My dad has canser and he is going to die. it's like you just spoiled my future...

real

You got this 💖💖

I'm so sorry ml, I'm praying for you 💜

I’m sorry for everything your going through, but remember everything will get better

@@swag_potato Tysm 💜

@@ThecCrazyPotato I will, thank you

It’s okay to ask for attention, don’t apologize for wanting to be heard or seen. I don’t know you and idk what’s going on with you but trust me it will all get better because that’s just how life is. Nothing lasts forever. Just like how our happy times don’t last forever, and so does our bad times. So whatever you’re feeling now, it will be gone and you WILL BE okay. 🤍

Sorry for ur loss

May your father R.I.P, words cannot describe how it feels to loose someone that close to you. May the Lord bring peace to your life 🤍

Dad is probably so proud of you, who You've become and how you manage life. It's not easy and he's with you to see you grow and to love you from the afterlife if something like this exists. But Dad's always watch us, maybe as a bird, as a cat,dog or a little leaf in the wind.

Sorry bro or sis i’m sorry for that i’m in my room and cry for you and my😢

I hope she's in god's arms rest in peace 🕊️ and sorry for yur lose dear hope yur doing alright

I feel the same... it's okay. We'll be okay some day. Take care ❤

Are you a German? Just asking, don’t think I’m rude or something it’s just out of interest. 🤔

@@Emmi.0902 nope

@@gottabesent k then sorry 😬

@@Emmi.0902 its totally fine:)

sis I’m sooooo sorry for you l know you are sooo cool person and you are beautiful kind and you find person who hug you and say i love you and everything go cool 😭😢🥺

And god 😘

@@lucifeer826 TYSMMM^^

@@Yeetfelixxxx ❤️‍🔥💋

@@Yeetfelixxxx what??

Just what I needed to hear today, thankyou ❤️

​@@aisha1049 I hope you're doing alright.

That’s deep

Please don't give up hope. Hold On Pain Ends HOPE. Praying for you, and sending positivity your way 🙏🏽

But there’s so much more to this life than you have known. Ask GOD and completely put your life in HIS hands and pray and ask HIM to command your life and say thank you in advance for everything.

You are loved❤

Neither I

Me too 😊 I’m over this too 😂

Please don't hurt yourself or give up hope on yourself ❤️

988

I'll pray for HIM... I PROMISE YOU.

Idk if helps you but let things flow as things go. Remember, one should never depend on a person, neither on their emotions nor on their presence. Being and learning to be alone is the first step to learning to love someone else. Take advantage of the time you have left with that person, before their trip. In my opinion, it is better that everything is calm for the moment, both for you and for the other person. You can take as proof of courage that that person will be far from you, knowing that you feel emotions for that person or that new ones arise, to continue your life despite the distance, since tomorrow, if you end up together and distance yourself again for the same issue, don't be an emotional battle.

I hope I'm not too late, but I say chase him. You don't want to wait 20 years to suddenly run into each other again at some cafe just to wonder, what if? If he doesn't feel the same way, at least you would know, and you could move on. But withholding yourself from something so incredibly beautiful just because you're scared is a tragedy. Think to yourself, will the pain of losing his friendship now beat the regret you'll have 20 years later in that cafe if you find out he liked you too? Good luck, and I wish you the best in life.

@@arnoldnguyen7630 you’re not, don’t worry. as of now, we update each other daily, he requested to keep in touch until we meet again. I wasn’t able to send him off at the airport during his flight so, I just sent a long farewell message and a short video to him. he cried. called me a “sweetheart” ☺️. but you are right… it’s better to know and have an answer than being left in the dark. I just don’t know when the perfect time is. what if i regret confessing and lose a valuable friendship. sure, I’ll have an answer but then not being friends with him would crush me 😞 so idk

​@arnoldnguyen7630 your words sound scary facts, but you are right

Keep holding on, give yourself a break but never give up on yourself

keep going ... never give up ,i promise you its hard but never give up ❤

Just keep going it’s probably not going to get easier but you will always have a friend

I hope it’s not to late but hey if the sun can keep rising so can you there’s always atleast a little light in the darkness of the night and just so you know I’m proud of you for bringing so strong

I’m so sorry ik how you feel I hope you get better ❤️‍🩹

❤ my heart goes out to you . . .

You are such a lovely person, she would be so proud of you, and Im sure she is. Live doesnt forgive, life goes straight making such big holes in our path. And now its time to face that void living the live she would wanted for you, lot of love from Spain mate🫶🏼

😢😢😢i know

my deepest condolences. stay strong you will meet her again in heaven trust me

@@SuperMotoRebelsi know it was probably a grammar mistake, but it's her not "him". don't make this a big deal please. (not saying you will, but plenty of people will go crazy if i were to say this.) thanks. And rest in peace to your grandmother zach.🕊️she's in a way better place right now watching over you.❤

Stuff like this makes me go on, to not leave her behind..

​@emilythestrange9792 what is wrong? please stay

@sunflower1220 how r you now?

Thank you

@@book_editz You're welcome, and I hope you are doing well.

@@RiChicago I’m doing ok. If you ever wanna talk about it, I’m here

❤ 😢 thank you for the message ❤❤😢😢😮

Sending love your way 💖

I hope you’re doing okay mate!

@@ellaphuddle1175 She just got out yesterday, and I’m feeling so much better tbh!

@@ellaphuddle1175 She’s forgotten who I am sadly, but atleast now I’m able to move on since she doesn’t know me anymore…Thank you though, reading this helped alot

❤ your story is ment to be told . . .😢❤ Keep you head up

😭

😢

Same bro

Жизнь такая штука

Тебя всегда будут любить, мой друг, я пытался печатать по-русски, как ты на английском, но я не уверен, насколько это хорошо, все, что я хочу сказать, это то, что я желаю тебе удачи и мира на всю оставшуюся жизнь

@@chrispelletier6254 спасибки большое 🙏 вы сделали мой день лучше

Tell him it’s never to late trust me

Hi, I don’t know if you told him but true love will always come back.

I’m so sorry. It’ll get better

@@book_editz i hope so, thank you

I couldn’t relate more to that because all I am left with is hoping for being put together in future with her, too. 4 years, gone. Our love was also not allowed. And I’m writing that just to let you know you’re not alone with that buddy. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you the best:) 🫂

😢❤

Everything will be great.. you just need some time) I believe in you, stranger)

@cheshire_cat_0_0 It's been two years, and nothing has improved. Last night, I had a mini panic attack and the urge to self-harm. I don't know how much longer I can truly last. It takes a toll on my body.

🙏

you gave your best bro dont blame urself

I too lost my aunt last year of August on the 25. A month and a day before her birthday. I still wake up everyday thinking and believing ill see her again but she's not physically here. When that realization hits I'm frozen in time. I've always cherished her as my own mom. It feels as though the sky lost its sun. I'm so sorry for your loss. 💔❤️‍🩹💔❤️‍🩹

Awe thanks and I’m sorry for your loss I know how hard it can be to lose someone who means everything to you… everyday is hard but I’m trying my best and I hope you’re doing better❤️and now it’s going to get better