Daniel I am going to give you some friendly advice. Don’t bear yourself up over this. Everyone goes through this. Just because you had a little hiccup in life doesn’t mean you stop doing the good things you are doing to help others. Your mom will always love you!

I’ve been clean for ten years after ten years of relapses. I’m here if you need to talk! Being a man and admitting you were wrong shows a lot. You have been here before and you will get through this!!❤

Talking about it and being honest was the first step. You’ll get through this. I’ve messed up pretty bad recently too and i said the same thing to myself i gotta pay up for what i did. I made a pretty big mistake myself. The mistake itself almost made me want to pick up out of regret and sadness but im not. I know it got me in this boat. Do not give up. I commend you coming here and being so darn honest.

Bro life is all about messing up. There’s too much to unpack. Kudos for posting this and having to courage to trust us with your story. You need to lean on the people around you like your bro who have your best interest at heart. Sometimes a step back is all you need to remind you how far you’ve come and all your reasons for staying the distance.

Relapse is such a BIG part of my story. It keeps me on my toes & reminds me things are still the same out on the streets. So my friends ask, why do you keep going back then?? Well, I’m an addict & I have to work on it everyday. One thing leads to another. One small hit takes me back to full blown homelessness. I have to be reminded every once in a while. Keep up the good work !! Hindsight is the best teacher

The one thing I didn’t hear was any worry for the withdrawal your mom might be facing not having her pills. Hope ya’ll can get through this and move on. Stay strong brother, and it happen to most of us addicts.

We all mess up ! It happens I believe you will get back on track and I support you and it doesn't make you less of a person I love and appreciate your honesty ! I'm proud of you for saying something and taking accountability you're going to be okay ❤ sending love blessings and Prayer your way for healing and getting back on track again ❤😇 and also relapse is apart of recovery for alot of people , you're gonna make a change for the better I just know you will

MANNNN. You know what imma long time sub.. and watching your videos seeing how happy and upbeat you were used to actually do the opposite of what prob happens with most ppl cuz it'd really make me look hard within myself and realize how bad im f'n up right now cuz after 2 years of sobriety on subs I relapsed on blues about a year ago and to this day I HAVEN'T QUITE PUT A LID ON IT.... I've had stretches where I take subs only then id give in once my money got up and tell myself the same thing you did..." That I got it under control this time.. I'll only do it on the weekends" .. needless to say that hasn't been the case ALWAYS. AND CURRENTLY IM in the midst of relapse/MAT RECOVERY trial cuz after relapsing so many times on subs I tried methadone for the first time and tho it's helped tremendously I'm still not all the way sober I plan on it .. I'm almost there it's a goal and as long as I'm being realistic and admit that I'm helpless to it and that I do need to get all the way off and stay in methadone only i feel like AT LEAST IM STILL ON THE PATH. So hearing this just shows me that like you like me like ALL OF US. We're all flawed and none of us are perfect well have hiccups but you know what NO MATTER WHAT SO LONG AS GOD GRANTS US LIFE .. We always have tomorrow.. don't loose sight of the goal bud. You will eventually walk the path again...and have had learned a valuable lesson .... HOPEFULLY YOUR DOCTOR WILL GET YOU SOME COMFORT MEDS.. maybe try kratom if you can handle it We're rooting for you MAN. 🙏🏼

And Daniel. You slipped. You didn’t start skipping from child payments. You nipped it in the butt. You’re growing. Looking at James Hetfield (Metallica) 18 years, slip up. Steven Tyler. 10 years. Slip. You didn’t go in a run. You don’t go deep. The ability to pull yourself is amazing. You’re f*cking getting your power back

The whole child support thing sounds like hell. Is there any way of reducing your payments? Like getting more custody?

I've been guilty of doing the same exact thing. I strated my channel to speak about things that hopefully others can relate to. I hope things turn out well for you. It will be alright. Keep your head up brother.

You have a great brother by your side. He's supportive wise and mature especially for being the younger brother. It'd be productive if he acts as the messenger and maybe go get some food with her so he can get her out of that house and discuss how everyone is doing in the midst of this (temporary) situation. Having minor benzo withdrawals makes facing this so much worse; the 'bright' side to it though is that it's causing you to believe you've messed up more than you actually have. In reality this situation really isn't that bad. Think of the stress you're going through right now as an apology to your mom.

Relapse is unfortunately a part of this disease. Luckily, like you said, it wasn't that bad. I mean your already prescribed Klonopin anyway. Obviously the big problem is breaking the trust with your mom. In a small way, I feel like she could have done better too. I mean, it's a little irresponsible to have that anywhere near you, even if it was hidden. You are a different person now Daniel. The education you have gotten from what you have been through has forever changed you and your perspective. You are not in active addiction right now. You just had a little bump in the road. Just keep asking your mom for forgiveness and don't beat yourself up over this. I really appreciate your honesty man. My respect for you is immense. *Also, don't stop making videos. Just because you slipped doesn't mean you can't still make recovery content or tell stories. We are here because you're a smart, funny dude with great stories and information. Not because you are this perfect being that can't make mistakes. You probably just did more good by being honest about this because it shows how hard and easily we can all fall off.

So much respect to you brother, the most natural thing to do when you relapse is to hide away due to the shame and all the other crap feelings that come with it. Keep your head above water, we are all imperfect humans and we all make many mistakes. It's a marathon not a sprint, and we all fall over many times. Love and respect to you, brighter days are yet to come ❤

We all go through this brother and it’s ok! It’s ok Dude! Love you man! I’m always here if you need me!

Withdrawing off bars/benzos is the worst bro, u just gotta hang in there and if u can slowly wean off them by reducing ur dose every 3 days if u have enough and are disciplined. Like ur bro said ur beating ur self up too hard it’s most likely just the xan withdrawal playing a big part in that.

I knew something was a little off when watching your videos the past 2-3 months. We all have slips up & need help, as well as be honest with yourself. But, honestly people have anxiety especially after coming off opiates/opioids. It’s hard & thankfully I’m off that stuff & I do get prescribed Xanax. When you take it to just be normal like without anxiety is good for you. It’s just the will power of people being addicted to that substance. But, thankfully I only use it for my anxiety & it helps me a lot. I don’t over abuse it either. I always end up with some even when I’m suppose to take the dose my doctor gave it to me for. Some days I skip taking it to just help. Love that anxiety medication gave me my life back & I don’t get those cravings for the opioids/opiates. Like I said above, I feel for the people who are opioid/opiates recovery & Xanax is too sensitive for people to not abuse it. I’m just glad I’m not addicted to Xanax like that. Just some people have there substance abuse on multiple drugs and/or have addictive personalities. I’m glad that this anxiety medication helps those urge or my daily anxiety. Stay strong 💪 & brave, you got this! 💯

Take care ❤ you have don’t this before so you can do it again! The streak resets and forward from here! Your mom loves you and will come back with time, and if not then she don’t understand she’s missing out! May you be well ❤

Friendly common sense advice here… 95% of your sobriety will come from your surrounding company

Don't worry dude relapse recovery is all part of recovery dude. Keep trudging forward I released on 1mg zans myself and went used but I'm 3rd day back into my taper. It's that obsession that out wits every other thought. It sucks. Thanks for ya honesty

Thanks for the story. A lot of people are not strong enough or honest enough to say what really happens in their lives. A lot of people put on this image that recovery is easy years and years go by and their lives are great. I will keep watching your channel for sure. Today is a new day please keep going

Wishing you all the best Daniel! Stay strong, you've done this before and beat it. You have the expereince and your brother. We all have faith in you mate!

Relapse is a major part of recovery. You are human. Cut yourself some slack. I've just started watching your videos. You are truly helping people. Please don't stop!

We all fall short sometimes, keep your head up! You've got this!

We all do man, it’s a cycle, been through it many many times, I still slip, gotta keep fighting, just can’t give up, appreciate the honesty, we’re addicts it’s going to be a life long battle till the day we die, don’t beat yourself up to bad, I respect you a lot more

I OD n almost lost my life 330 days ago . We have to put our recovery first . Wish u nun but the best . U being honest is the first step n you know that . There’s a difference between a relapse and a lapse . I pray you get the help you need buddy .

Mixing suboxone with Xanax is fatal bro i had an aunt who took some bars while on suboxone and it cost her life

Thank you for being honest. Detox is a Battle. Recovery is a War! Do what you gotta do to stay strong. Lots of Love and Respect Daniel. Take good care of you.💞👍

Daniel - you’re gunna be ok. Keep going. Let it go and get through that withdrawal and you’ll be back. I’m so glad you told us. Many of us are living your experience. Shout out to little bro for sticking by. Forgive yourself, give mom some space, and when you’re good again thank her for everything and tell her you love her. You caught this early. We’re with you dude. Keep moving. ✌️

Happens to the best of us brother , I was in the same spot for years with benzos , and tbh you and Luke videos helped me extremely , if I were you I’d end the benzo script asap before it gets worse like you said. Stay strong cuz, there only 🏈 s you’ll be feeling better in no time

I ignorantly took a girlfriend in recovery to the pharmacy to pick up a prescription, and she was totally triggered by the same thing. She couldn't stand the sound the pharmacist was making with the bottles as he filled the prescriptions. She ended up running out of the store and totally broke down. You are totally worth the best life you can achieve for yourself. Doing this gives me so much hope that you won't give up on you, and we won't either❤.

Nothing new here. We always appreciate your effort in sharing your journey. We trust your words and understand your intentions are good. However, it’s not surprising when things like this are revealed. It’s how it often goes for many of us: temptation is always there, and sometimes we give in. Remember, your sobriety should always come first! Keep producing your content, stay clean, stay strong, hopefully, your mom will also forgive you again. But regardless of this period of relapse, the most important principle is still the same: sobriety ALWAYS comes first!!

It’s important and brave to be open and vulnerable proud to see it in you , love ya my boy and if you ever need to talk I am here for you ( as well as many others )

Dude i hope your okay....sorry your struggling... had a feeling something has been off lately. Don't dwell on the fall Daniel concentrate on the getting back up: what's done is done. Your brother seems like a really good guy...so keep leaning on that. Benzo's SUCK mate.. and as you probably know the sadness and anxiety will be amplified for a bit - the quicker you stop the easier it will be. I relapsed literally hundreds of times over 24 years, over and over again - some of us just take a little longer to get it right, but its nothing to be ashamed of. A liar takes a lot less time! Make sure you eat!

Hay d my name is Shaun I'm 53 I don't know how I made it this far in life shot dope for 32 years now I'm on methadone I'm an attic for life and so are you the best thing you did you owned your shit you stay safe I will be waiting for the next vid

Nothing is worst than guilt. We know the pain. Keep strong 💪

Important thing is you came clean about it and are doing something about it now. That’s what matters, if you let this go longer and longer then the worse it would become and you’d be back at square one again. Just take care of yourself and do the right thing. You got a good brother also who has your back no matter what. And I know it’s expensive but therapy for one thing has helped me with a ton and can help you. Helps you get out all of your shit and doubts about life and the past and lay them out there and learn to address and deal with them. It’s helped me with day to day life and how I approach a lot of situations now compared to how I did a few years ago. Praying for you dude, you got this

Daniel - Just remember... You have your flesh and blood little brother sitting right next to you. He DOES NOT want to lose his big brother. Your Mom loves you, too. As little brother says, she'll forgive you but she wont forget. Let's not forget little kitty running around in the background who needs your love and care. Lastly, there are over 10 THOUSAND PEOPLE here on the tube that care about you. PLEASE, I know it isn't easy. Stay on the path and DO NOT GIVE UP!

Thank you for being honest ❤. I'm so sorry you are going through this, it's not like you were out searching for something to get high. You can get through this, you are so strong for sharing this and I respect you even more now 💗. You got this!

We love you brother. Secrets keep us sick, and it's hard exposing our pride and secrets to others. I appreciate you for not letting it get so bad again. I have been going through some really tough times myself, and I completely understand. You're a honest dude and I believe in you as an individual. So what, you fucked up. Relapse is a part of understanding how addiction works and how potent it really is. I used to do it all too, the benzos, the heroin, the 5th of liquor, just blocking everything out as much as I could. I just wanted to let you know that you have my support always. You are helping others whether you know it or not. You helped me the other day and I related to you deeply on your videos. I'm on Suboxone myself and they haven't been working like they we're before. I know the hell of benzo withdrawal and what they do. I'm right with you brother ◑

Relapse is a huge part of what we go through, being honest with our recovery is key bro your alright bro you'll bounce back

Relapse is part of recovery. Your desire is there. For every single minute and every single hour and every single day of being clean is something no one can take from you. So amazing your brother is with you. God bless and take special care of you. People,places and things....the 12 steps and your 'Just for Today' will help you everyday and everyday that reading will play out in your day..GUARANTEED😊 ❤

Honesty is always the first step in getting clean and admitting you have a problem. Thanks for telling us, I know that wasn't easy but honestly, it's for the better your mom found out for your own sake and she totally has a right to be mad about that. Try not to beat yourself too much though about the relapse. Dwelling will only make you feel more guilt/shame and from my experience has always led to using again. You got this bro. You said it was 3 months. You can change the path you've been on in short order just have trust in the process and start the steps that you know will lead to a better future (Which is what you've done by going off). Keep us updated and I'm always hear for you if you ever need. P.S. Just finished the video. I know you said you have a plug for the blues. Try not to fall into that temptation as good as they might sound right now.. It's too easy when we're already down and have messed-up to go down that path further, but you and I already know where that leads to. Take care Daniel and do keep us updated please no matter what you do. 💪♥️🙏

1000$ a month for child support? 1 child? Oh hun you need to get that dropped down. 150$ a month is what I get a month for one child. Thats not even right. 😢

Its all good Daniel, same shit happend to me this week (relapse on xanax). Shit happens and it always suck. Try to get clean agan and i will be here waiting for you videos man.

We all go through it bud. Hang in there. Addiction is a slippery road, we fall off at times. We just gotta get back up and keep it moving.

I've been watching your videos for a while and honestly man, it's not us who you need to explain yourself situation to, it's yourself and your family. It's hard to stay off of the stuff because life is shit sometimes and can be difficult. I used to have my own issues and after a while. I finally got over my demons and it's been about two years since I've done anything. I have people in my life that I feel I need to care for, and they would be upset. The last time I was on my own demons, I made my girlfriend cry almost every other day. She is still with me after all these years, and I wouldn't do that to her again. Every time you're on something, I can usually tell to be honest with you because I grew up people and because of myself as well. I'm not judging you and still want to say you got this, I believe in you.

Very strong of you to come on here and admit this rather than try to sweep it under the rug and keep it secret. It's in your best interest to ween off your own script too. Alprazolam is not meant to be taken long-term, as you know. Depending on exactly how much you were using, maybe your doc can switch you to one with a longer half-life (diazepam or lorazepam) for a quick taper, then clonidine and gabapentin, so you can still be functional enough to work. I've been through the same mistakes you have, and overdid things to the point I was hospitalized trying to quit cold turkey (after a couple other times when I definitely should have gone to the hospital). Drink tons of water/gatorade/powerade, eat what you can get down, and stay strong man. You got this. 💪

I hear you bro stay strong.. I have my own issues with morphine.. it ain't easy. Stay safe. Stay strong..🙏🙏

Lil bro seems mature. Thats who should be your motivation to keep going and stay strong.

Proud of you brotha for being real about this dude. The HARDEST part in my opinion and experience is owning up to what you’ve done.

I so get it. The temptation is so real. Im on subs from pain killers for 4 years and if my mom had a bottle of oxy i can not be trusted. Its important to apologize to mom.

One thing I’m really thankful for is that i can not relapse on anything other than heroin, all the other drugs i don’t even care about, might take them once in a very long while and after that move on without any uncomfortable situations, may be because i had every benzo/sleeping/pain medications available at home since i was a kid, that it just doesn’t do anything for me but heroine dude, one time i’m done after going to get 15g at once and using it up, and other times i at least feel the need to go back at least 3 more times until i’m ready to move on, the thing is that your brain just gets taken over for a bit until you have the shit in your hands, and up to that point, even as much as you don’t want to get high, your brain just mutes all sense and only focuses on getting the dope

Ive been watching you for a few months now… i just hit my 4 weeks “sober” on subs. Ive watched a few of Leah’s vids and Luke’s death is a reminder to myself of what im NOT going to do to my family. You being clean for so long and the temptation is reminder for me to not be tempted 🙏 So your experiences are helping others-- like me Keep yo head up. And “Say no to drugs” 😜

yooo broo 10k good job bro but its all good just keep your head up everybody relapses its a shit situation but you gonna get through it bro dont worry gods got youu

Thanks for your honesty. I’m rooting for you. I know the feeling.

Addiction is a lifelong disease. I have been an addict since I was 18….a long time ago. A relapse doesn’t have to be with your drug of choice. Any drug will do. But it gets easier the longer you are clean.

Sometimes it feels like an endless marathon. And sometimes you’d kill just for a break. That’s what happened. This is why I think counting days is dumb. You have so much sobriety and knowledge and you screw up and it’s for nothing. Nope. The fact you told on yourself is enough. You’re growing. It’s impossible to bat 1000 when you first start.

You’ll get through this. Stay vigilant. I had a problem with alcohol that ate up a good part of my life. Can’t let slip ups get you down.

Thanks for the honesty. Move forward by doing the next right thing. Keep your chin up. Mistakes happen. You are smart & can learn from this.✌️❤️

I wanna get sober so bad !!!!!!!!!!! But I don’t have 5-7 days where I can detox. I have kids to care for !!! N I need to keep it a secret. What can I do?!?!

Bro hang in there fr don’t worry about it ur not gonna get addicted. Your mindset is everything and you got this bro every one needs a little something here and there to take the edge off we live in a shit world ! Weed is great ! 🍄🍄 is better not sayin that u do that but just do natural stuff ! But everything is a choice bro and I can tell u got this , just a small step back and ! And all you can do is say sorry to your mom ! Your bond is too strong I hope everything is well !

You just gotta get through the wds man. Its cliche, but relapse is part of recovery. Im 9 months clean but i fantasze about using every hour, about 20 mins out of every hour. Sometimes i cry, sometimes im happy. Especially shooting dope. It's sucks man.

You can get through this and you are already doing the right thing by being honest and open. From my past experiences I can relate to your situation right now completely and how you must feel and you are not alone.

I have done it 1000 times. It is going to happen. Just stay strong and learn from it. Benzo withdrawals are the fucking worst.

Don't worry dude, I was clean for a couple years then my dad died from covid and I've been getting loaded every day for the past 3 years, life's too short to not to what you want. I promised myself I'd never get clean for the rest of my life, I'd rather do what I want because life can be over any day, just do what you want

Bro that fact that ur coming clean is the reason I follow you. I want to hear the real. And recovery isn’t just black and white it’s a whole cluster fxck with peeks & valleys . Just get back on that horse my boi ✊

Id recommend getting a prescription for benzos if u need em. Thats what i did. N i have my mom hold em n lock em up so i dont take more than prescribed. Just a suggestion from a recovering addict to another.

Energy flows where attention goes. Put your attention to working more and doing jobs you enjoy doing. Meditation with music always brings me back to center.

Make the choice and final decision to never do it again. Both my brother and I were heavy heroin/fentanyl users and I lost my brother, I saw him die in front of me and now I have to raise his son too. What it did to my mother and our family, cannot happen again. Decide to LIVE my friend there is nothing good at the end of the road for a user, so there are people who love you and need you to stay. I have been on Suboxone MAT for 3 years now and although relapse is always a possibility, In my heart, soul, and mind... Never again, I like the feeling of being free from the slavery of use instead subject to it.

Bro it happens, as long as you realise you did wrong and correct it you are good. Deffo do not ever take the next few days after though as that is how addiction starts, if you do mess up etc.

Was it only the xan bro? Every time I've relapsed on anything it always brought me back to my main drug of choice. Either way won't judge just genuinely curious if it brought you back to the harder stuff?

Feelings are TEMPORARY! I believe in you my dude! You are worthy. I’ll be praying for peace and courage for you during this time. A mothers love for her child is indescribable. There is a reason for everything, even if we don’t understand it in the moment! You two will be reunited.

Bro I had the same exact thing happen to me, when I was living with my mom for a few months I would go take some of her Ambien pills. I don't have trouble sleeping, and would take them to try to get fucked up. This continued until I blacked out and embarrassed myself. It's awful but you got this shit.

You got this bro Ik lifes been hard lately but with god you can do this god bless you bro and stay strong💯🙏

It’s been over 2 years since I been getting high this time and I honestly gave up. I’m done I’ll die before I get clean and I’m just trying to accept that. Not sure I will but then again who really would ?

He's more than a good man. You're brother is a awesome good guy. Thanks for being honest, you've gone through a lot lately. I wish you the best, Daniel ❤

You are loved, and respected, and you deserve to be both of those things. These mistakes do not define us, and you did a very courageous thing by talking to us about this mistake. I believe in you Daniel. Just like you helped me to believe in me. And I know what your going through right now will pass within time. I know you will find peace brother 🙏 you have a very understanding community of folks who know this life and it’s inconsistent nature.

Relapsing is a part of life and the part of the journey. You're not allowed to use but it's well understood that relapses happen and that it's better to think about why it happened and figure out how to prevent it. It's more effective to figure out how to forgive rather than beating yourself up yourself up.

Dude i totally understand. They help take the edge off when you have anxiety so its so easy to get addicted. Ive been clean off them since the beggening of 2022. Keep pushing. You have support. Family issues always happen with this shit.. jyself included. Stay up brotha

We all have up,s and downs,you did good by being honest,,a little for us,,but mostly for you Am saying prayers for you❤

respect man. Coming clean to the audience is proof of your channel's purpose. Yeh you did kinda keep it under wraps for a couple months but coming clean on that says more in my opinion massive respect i hope you stay strong and hope you can get your support system around you.

your not alone bro I've messed up too but just need to get back up and stay strong

I would go see a doctor and figure a taper plan with the benzos...don't do it ct!!!

It's human to slip up once in a while, you will get threw it your telling the truth which is probably the hardest part , it's a bumpy old , keep up the good work you will get threw it bro.

I'm gonna text ya. ❤ I'm proud of you for being HONEST! Honesty is so important!!!!! You can't heal if you are living a lie. ❤

Hey Daniel don't beat yourself up. We're addicts and always will be, try to chill I did the same with xanax and those apple 225s (tapentadol and carisopidol) we fuck up occasionally. Just pick yourself up brush yourself down and stand tall brother. I'm with you on this buddy. DONT keep beating yourself up. What's done is done. It can't be changed just build yourself up and apologise to your mumand keep moving forward. Take care my friend

being honest is the best thing you can do and you’re doing that. it will be hard but lock in and push through

But if you’re already prescribed, then what’s the issue? Did the pills belong to mom? Or was it just abusing it?

Dude relapse is part of recovery.

Sorry about this Daniel. That's tough man. But I admire your openness and honesty. Shows real accountability. Remember that addition is a disease that you do battle with everyday. The temptation was brought into your home. Unfortunately people who don't battle with this disease sometimes don't understand why you couldn't just choose not to lose the battle that day. At a certain point it's not your choice. You choose to stay away from certain substances, not go near them, not have them in your home, etc. These are boundaries you've put in place and within those boundaries it's your choice. However the Xanax was brought into your home and you were bound to find it. At that point the boundary has been crossed, the Xanax is in front of you, it's no longer a choice. The chances of you not relapsing is miniscule. I'm not blaming your mom. She most likely doesn't understand this because it's very difficult for people to understand addiction if they don't battle addiction. I had to learn this the hard way with my brother while being his support through his battle with alcohol. Keep your head up mate. You lost one battle but you will win the war.

Learn from it... And try to just move on. Your mom can take pills bc she's not an addict. We're all different. You're being honest and it's OK ❤ your mom just wants the best for you. Just move on.

Rooting for you friend 🎉 Trust in God, He has a bigger plan for you

Dude it’s okay. We all mess up bro.. the courage you had to make this video means so much more than anything. #Recovery

Please don't be yourself up! A lot of us that follow you have been in the same spot. Can't change the past but we can definitely learn from it. Your mom will come around

I have been watching your videos for a long time now, and I respect you and mostly understand what you’ve been through. I myself am an addict. It’s ok man, just try to get back with it. Maybe your mom shouldn’t have had that type of medication in your house knowing your past!! I’m not blaming it all on your mom, but am I right, or wrong???? People know a real addict can’t be around any of that stuff!!🤷🏻‍♂️

I love you man. You know my number and you know where I live. I don’t have your number I got a new phone and lost everything. So reach out big guy. We all go through our own bullshit man. Life’s a garden dig it brother. No man steps in the same river twice because he’s not the same man and it’s not the same river. Keep pushing. Be the change you want to see.

We all slip up, homie. I've been there, too. I remember rummaging through my mom's medicine cabinet and just taking random pills I had no idea what they did. Same with my grandma's. It's a scumbag thing to do... No doubt. But don't beat yourself up. At least you're acknowledging that it was wrong. That means you can become better from the experience. Our identities are not the stories of our past. Each moment is an opportunity to be the person you want to be.

Bro your a really good guy and your videos are interesting for the subs be better we all want to see you healthy and happy best of luck if you read this

Why would she not hide better her drugs when she living with a recovering addict ?