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okay this is me screaming in to the void but i want to get this out of my chest. I know that this is very cringe and weeb thing to say but anime (especially Your name and Silent voice) really helped me to learn how to cry and show emotion. This began earlier this year when I rewatched Silent voice. I had a powerful cry that I haven't had before. The weird thing was that my body had a strong physical reaction to it. It felt like my body tried to suppress the crying with all it's might. I felt like as a man, crying is seen as a weakness and you shouldn't do it. After I talked about it to my best friend, whom I've known all my life, he was really supportive and I felt like a big rock was lifted from my chest. This was the first time I cried in front of somebody. This led to me being more open about myself but still something was wrong. I have always been super introverted and an outcast. I'm not lonely, I have couple of good friends to whom I can talk about everything. After high school and my military service I started working life. I do my work and spend most of my time alone, so this probably also contributes to why I have quite poor communication skills. Even though I may have a lot to say, I just can't really put them into words. This makes meeting new people quite difficult, also it's so hard to express my love to people who I really do love. So on to why I'm writing this comment; ever since my first real relationship in high school ended in a very bad heartbrake, I became really stunted emotionally. I couldn't or rather wouldn't show any strong emotions or become attached to anyone in a romantic way. I realized this last night. I stayed up the whole night and just thought about myself and my feelings whilst listening to kensuke ushio's music. I haven't done that in a long time. I realized that after the breakup I locked my vulnerable side away in my mind because I didn't want to be hurt like that ever again. So I cried a lot but it was like a cleansing cry. All this time I thought I was fine but I really wasn't. I never really questioned why I didn't feel romantic feelings toward anyone. I was busy with life and with my health, so I just thought this is how I am. I know these things take time to change but I'll try my very best to learn how to love again. The catalyst for all of this is a girl I've been hanging out with recently. We started to hangout last year after multiple years of being apart ( she is a old high school friend) and I think we have really connected. I'm not sure if I like her in a romantic way but maybe now I can find out. I just fear if I end up liking her and the feelings aren't mutual, I might lose our friendship and her (like it happened in the past). So to all you fellas out there it is okay to have a good cry every now and then. It doesn't make you any lesser of a man, on the contrary it shows that you are not scared to be vulnerable. Talk about your feelings with your mates. Don't let your feelings just dwell in your mind and be left unresolved. I just needed to write this out so thanks if you read this :)

wow i listen to the first one every day since it came out for studying, its become a part of my life. cant believe there's a sequel now

I watched A Silent Voice shortly after listening to this playlist, and it was my best move. Thank you so much for revealing this masterpiece to me!

At last, he returned, in times of darkness

I really just want peace for 30 minutes (preferably more than 30 minutes though 😅) Just finished studying for tomorrow's exam, thank you soooooooo much ❤❤ I really needed this now❤️❤️

I love how my recommendeds is showing A Silent Voice and it looks all happy and upbeat with Shouko & Shouya standing like they're just going about their day.

I had no idea you made a part 2 including the ost's from bokuyaba and CSM. This is perfect

Thank you so muchh

Wow, what a pleasant surprise to see a sequel to the first one. I have been listening to the first one so many times during my study sessions and they just create such a beautiful mood that help me to keep going. Thank you Marukudeibu for creating these playlists, God bless!

ANOTHER ONE?! thank you for making such good playlists, I love to see that Kensuke Ushio is still relevant!

I'm so happy that you made a part two! I had no idea until youtube recommended me this, and I gotta say I didnt expect it since it has been already a year from the first one but I will admit that the first playlist was definitely very important to me. Kensuke Ushio's songs have been an big part of my life since A Silent Voice and I can't thank you enough for bringing me more from him. I discovered new songs that are now also very important to me as I tend to resonate with the melodies that bring me peace even when life is though. I see that, even a year after, there are still pieces that I have not listened to, but will for sure do more times. And people should too! Thank you Marukudeibu.

Yaay another 30 minutes of peace playlist! ❤

Your playlists are always such a nice treat, thank you for putting them together~

ty for this, was in love with the first one

again a beautiful playlist!

Two playlist in a row, we eating good!

I've been hearing the other playlist that you made before, i really love it. It makes me feel calm whenever i get anxious or i can't sleep.

This is indeed the definition of peaceful

You have no idea how much I appreciate this video! I listen to part 1 all the time.

yeah i really need it this for doing my homework, thx a lot maru!! keep it going champ!!! uwu

wow i love your playlist ❤❤❤❤ it gives me energy🔥🔥🔥🔥

Thank you so much, this songs relax me while I study in the library ❤

Thanks i really like Kensuke Ushio music

Listening to this while going for a walk really sets my mind at ease

KENSUKE USHIO MARU YOUR THE GOAT❤❤🔥🔥

Perfect for someone i know. ありがとうございます❤️

I hope your videos will get more views and subscribers as time passes by, you deserve many more! Crazy but there are only a few kensuke ushio playlists on youtube 0-0 Thanks for collecting his music together in these playlists.

thank you so much for your playlists... they have helped me so much. Sleeping, relaxing, meditating. These are truly beautiful and genuine. Thank you again for this opportunity!

Yes !

As one of the many exam season listeners, it's class to see a part 2 releasing. This has been the soundtrack to some of the stretches of my hardest work. I remember a few nights in a row staying up to the early hours of each morning working on my coursework and really enjoying it because there was no rush, I knew I'd get it done, and each of those nights I could just enjoy working on it one step at a time. It was peaceful.

YESS

Number 13 is so good bro

Hermoso...

gud playlsit very relaxing

i need a #3 😭😭😭

I know this is a bit late but I found the first playlist and it carried me a lot last year It was my senior year of highschool and I lost and pushed away a lot of friends, I also struggled a lot with work and stress, I ended up graduating feeling just dread over a lot of things, so I listened to the playlists in order to help me calm down. Summer then rolled around which just made me feel horrible about college which then eventually happened faster than I could imagine, and believe it or not, it was also horrible. I couldnt make any friends and just felt overwhelmed by everything whether it was work or just the college routine, but listening to the osts just helped me try to forget about everything even for a moment. I know im just venting my heart out here but I just want to say that I felt absolutely at my lowest last year but both playlists have genuinely helped me keep going Im not sure if i have hope for this semester but I know that I'll keep listening to this video so thank you

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Ehhh Naaaab

for those who want more, kensuke has a band : agraph

what's the name of anime in the 3^ track?

@mMarukudeibu Could you make a list of the animes you used in this video?

Does anyone know what the anime is on snuggling up? Thank you!

The clip at 3:36. What is the name of the anime?

What is that other movie that is shown in this video. I recognise A Silent Voice, but what's the other one?

WHY'D you put Shouya in the... ah frick it's playing bits of the movie. I just got the box set.. frickafrack man.

part 2 aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

name of the anime?

Thank you very much! I've never imagined a second part, every time I listened to the first playlist I always imagined how cool could it have been if these soundtracks were added, specially the ones from chainsaw man. Now you made it possible, it was a great surprise 🥲. thank you again!