Kyle, I did this for my Mom. When the machines were going to be turned off, I pulled her up a bit enogh to wrapped my arms tightly under her and right before the nurse was going to shut the machine off, I started singing her song she had sung to all of us including her grandchildren (You are my Sunshine). She struggled a bit after the machine was off so I kept holding her, singing over & over until I felt it was ok that she was gone. I did this so she wasn’t afraid or felt alone. This may seem weird to some but I needed her to not go alone. She held me when I was born so I held her at her last breath. It was my gift to her❤️. I love you Jenny! Thank you for always being so beautiful! ❤️🙏🏼💐

The most touching words Jenny said were "He's allowed to be married, he's allowed to fall in love. I want him to be happy." She's the strongest person I've ever seen in my life.

I am dying too from cancer ,the hardest part for me is leaving my family knowing i can no longer be there to help them in their life see their children grow up and get married and to stay positive until my time is up ,this is probably the same story for many people out there!!

I can't imagine the anxiety and terror she must have felt. Dying is never easy. This was so unfair....my heart aches

"He's allowed to remarry, he's allowed to fall in love" That broke me. What an amazing gift to leave your husband. Your blessing for his future happiness. God bless you all. ♥️

Kyle, as you help Jenny through this final phase, remember, it will be your finest hour. Its been an honor to watch you care for her.

What a girl. Humour in her final days and such a beautiful loving couple.

My dear wife Vesna died of liver cancer on. January 30, 2023. I miss Vesna so very much.

I am an artist I would be honored to do any illustrations for a book Kyle and Jenny for free. My heart and prayers are with you.

Jenny and Kyle, I worked hospice as a nurse for 30+ years. I have been a silent observer but feel compelled to let the two of you know what an honor it has been to follow this journey about you and your family. There are teddy bears sold on Etsy(and maybe Amazon) that will hold a recording or heartbeat from Jenny. I watch the love between the 2 of you and it is something that cancer cannot EVER take away. God promises us that we will be united again, never forget that promise. Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. It HAS been an HONOR💕🙏😇. Trisha Thompson

I'm re watching this April 15th 2024. What a beautiful, wonderful, graceful lady. I remember seeing this for the first time-it has lost none of its impact. God bless you Kyle, Ellis & Winnie 💞🐞🌹

Such a selfless person. Thinking about everyone else before herself. Making sure her husband, kids and family are ok without her. I admire her bravery.

Jenny, as a nurse of 23 years including hospice, and my own personal experience with a near death event, there is more. I believe it. There is a calm that will shoulder you, and at that time, you will be released of all pain, worry, and sadness. This is your transition, not the end. Bless you in a peaceful journey to your final home.

Jenny, you’ve already written a book. It’s a video book and it’s been the most selfless and beautiful book I’ve ever read. Thank you ❤

It broke my heart to hear her say shes scared.

I still can't believe you found the courage to share so much of your story, both of you.

“I want Kyle to fall in love and remarry. I want Kyle to be happy” that is just pure love ❤️

Jenny, I think it is okay for me to say this for the vast majority of your extended family here on UKposts. Our love, prayers, and support will remain unwavering. While we may have never met in person, we have grown to love you, Kyle, Ellis, and Winnie so very much. I just finished watching this video. As a woman old enough to be your mom, I just wanted to say that I love you. My prayer is for God to send his angels of peace, comfort, serenity, and loving light to your bedside. To navigate the remainder of your journey from now throughout all of eternity. While your physical body has failed you, your soul never will. God bless you, sweet lady. Love you, Sarah Crain Vestavia Hills, Alabama

I’m sorry Kyle , I’m sorry Jenny ❤. I live with one lung and someday I’ll have to go through this too . I’m 44 years old I have one lung 🫁 doctors Removed my left lung two and a half years ago . Thymoma b1 cancer stage four . Dear lord be there for us when we cross over , please be there for us when we need you lord .

Sweet selfless Jenny. Rest in Painless Peace. I'm sure you. are smiling down at Kyle and the wonderful job he's doing with your babies, and sharing his videos with us.

“‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away.”” ‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21‬:‭4‬ ‭NIV‬‬ PeaceAndLove Lori

No body will ever hate Kyle! He has really been a rockstar through this! Jenny thank you for your strength sharing your journey with us!

Jenny was just the sweetest thing even as she was dying. I hate that she is gone, never forgotten, and certainly always loved.

GOD WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT SISTER,I LOVE YOU.KYLE YOU ARE A OUTSTANDING HUMAN. ❤

I am a terminal care nurse. My advice ( for what it is worth) is to remember that you are NOT DEAD YET! You are still alive and you are preparing for your next adventure. Birth is the start of a great adventure so is death. I have been with many people who have passed on. Enjoy all this love. Know that you are loved. I am sure that you have all your ducks in a row so please enjoy this time and reach out to the hospice staff to ensure that you are comfortable. Love you guys.

Jenny this channel is your book. You've done everything, you haven't forgotten anything. Rest now. Create a peaceful, quiet environment filled with light and love for yourself and those closest to you. Put the phone down and no more worries. We got you. We got all of you. We aren't going anywhere. Thank you a million times for sharing yourself, your family and your journey with all of us. What a gift its been. You are a bright, sparkly, glittery angel, you are the warm sunshine, you are the gentle breeze, you are the sweet scent, you are the melodic notes...Godspeed

Two absolutely wonderful and brave people. You have provided inspiration for all your viewers (friends). Rest in peace dear Jenny. We are with you Kyle. God bless you both.

One of the tragedies that comes with being human with an evolved cortex is also, sadly, the ability to comprehend our own death. Life itself is a double edged sword. Prayers to her, her family, and close ones. My heart goes out to you.

To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord. 💕 2 Corinthians 5:8 May the Lord bless your soul 💜

I’m a registered respiratory therapist. Rest to save your energy…remain on highflow oxygen, what you are on now. If you get intubated I hate to say it but you probably won’t come off… My heart breaks for you and your family at this time… you are all in my prayers. Enjoy your family time together and don’t worry about anything else. We love you.

This is the most emotional video yet! I cry every time I replay and hear Jenny say, “I’m dying!” Seeing Kyle cry breaks my heart! God loves you and is with you forever! Jenny will be free from pain and will feel glorious in the presence of our Lord!

🥺This was the most beautiful yet heart shattering moments between soul mates I've ever seen. I selfishly miss Jenny & come back often.😔 She had 1 week till she gained her wings.🕊Rest in heavenly peace sweet angel.🙏🏻

Dear Jenny, don’t be afraid. I heard something beautiful, “When you take your last breath on earth, your next breath will be in heaven.” We all love you and your family.

Kiss your family as much as you can, hold them and let them say their goodbyes. Tears are okay, and laughter is okay. You are loved. You're UKposts family loves you, and we will miss seeing your beautiful face. A book is a great idea. Thank you for allowing us to go on your journey. Kyle, our hearts are breaking for you.

My GOD what a limitlessly strong and wonderful woman she was. I think about her all the time. SO much love to you and your family Kyle.

😔 I'm deeply sorry for everyone's loss. I wish you all comfort and ease during this time.

Jenny is such a strong and courageous woman, facing death with her head up, and still cracking jokes. We will pray for you.

As a respiratory therapist I'm very sorry. The choice you're making to not go on the ventilator is the best one. Wrap yourself in family and love!! ❤

Not sure how I got here but you seem like an angel Jenny -and such a fighter! What a lovely smile and sense of humor. 💕🙏🏾 prayers for the family!

Miss you Jenny. Just wanted to tell you again that you made my life better in many ways. I won’t forget you.

Jenny, you have "written a book"...you've given us a 2023 version of sharing your journey with us. Sending loving energy to cover you and your family as you transition.

In Judaism when a person dies we say ‘May their memory be a blessing’. You have been a blessing to all who know and love you and those who don’t know you personally but love you still. Kyle and the kids are blessed to have you as their wife/mommy and in time the beautiful memories of you will shine brightly and hopefully lighten the grief. You shared this process with us in ways I have never seen or imagined and I thank you for showing your beautiful soul to this world. Your life has been a gift to so many. I wish you nothing but peace and love Jenny. Know your UKposts family will continue to send all our love to Kyle, the kids, your family and friends. You’ve been a living angel and you will be a heavenly angel.

I can still hear her voice. Prays to all of you. Jen is watching you and the kids. Have a blessed Christmas 🎄 ❤

God bless you Jenny 🙏 ❤️ 😊 I pray you never feel any pain 🙏 Your real strong 💪 Prayers from Florida Debbie 🌹

This hurt my entire heart. The fact that she is still smiling and making jokes in spite of this news, shows how beautiful of a human being Jenny is.

This is a true definition of how a man is to treat a woman, he’s loyal in by her side kind calm in positive, Jenny is so blessed to have such a wonderful supportive husband. Praying for Jenny.

I don’t know your whole story, only seeing this video, but I hope your transition was painless and as fearless as possible!! Amazing job Kyle!! Both of U will be in my prayers!! I’m terribly sorry that you’re both having to go through this!! I truly believe the best is yet to come for both of U!! I don’t believe death is the end of our story!’

Thank you for sharing these touching moments as well as your journey. Be at peace, Jenny.

Dear lord please hold jenny in your arms as she journeys home. I pray for her family and friends as they transition through this difficult time.

Goodbyes are only for those who see with the eyes... for those who see with the heart, there are no goodbyes. 🙏Fly high sweet girl. 💫🍀

I’m so sorry she passed. Such a beautiful soul. God and Jenny look after the rest of her family. For Kyle to be the best he can be to take care of those to precious children keep doing a great job Kyle sending love to everyone. May you all have peace and good health. 🙏🏾❤️💐

Im so heartbroken, Jenny you are so amazing and beautiful. Thank you for sharing your story and showing us how life ends. I know you are with God smiling on us! Praying for you beautiful kids and Kyle!

My husband saw and spoke with Angels. So many beautiful things happened. But he told the angels he needed 3 more days. He actually lived 3 more days. I know God is good. My husband was healed into Heaven. I am praying for you all.❤

I work in hospice and you should get her fingerprints or record her heartbeat and make a remembrance gift for those beautiful children. That’s what we do for our families, especially the ones with young children. She can also write a letter to each of them for them to open on special occasions like their graduation day and their wedding day. Prayers and love to all of you ❤ You’re such a beautiful person jenny from the inside out.

Seeing things like this make me, in my own turmoil with mental illness, be grateful for the time I have to turn things around. You never know what will happen in your life. Kyle seems like such an outstanding man. I am so sorry for your loss, Jenny seemed like an amazing person.

I am so sorry for your loss. I came across your video very recently. My heart aches for Kyle and the children and your other family members. Also how brave you guys are in making a video of this nature when you are all grieving on the inside. Rest in peace in the arms of Jesus Dearest Jenny. May God give comfort strength and courage to Kyle and all other family members.

Jenny you have written a book in vlog form. You did it. My thoughts are with you for a calm, peaceful and pain free transition. ❤

I love you Jenny,Kyle, and the babies. I am 76 years old Jen and you have taught me bravery courage, patience and Hope. You are tattooed on my heart and I will always remember you as having integrity Also you are the most wonderful mother and wife. You have made life fun for your husband and children. Love you love you. Nurse Pam in Michigan

Such beautiful hearts. Continued prayers for all who knew and still love her.

I so miss you and the strength you had sharing your journey ❤️

Sweet Jenny, It broke my heart when you said, "I'm afraid". It reminded me of the night I stood beside my Aunt's bed and she looked at me for help and said the same thing. I was young and was stopped from responding by another Aunt. The sadness of that moment has never left me. Hearing you say that same thing, makes me feel like I have been given a second chance. We all are frightened by the unknown but if we have accepted Jesus as our Savior (simply ask Him), we can claim His promises. Romans 10:9-10 "If you declare with your mouth, "Jesus is LORD," and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For it is with your heart that you believe and are justified, and it is with your mouth that you profess your faith and are saved." Isaiah 41:10a "So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. 41:13 For I am the LORD your God who takes hold of your right hand and says to you, Do not fear; I will help you." He has promised to never leave us or forsake us. As His child, Jenny, He will be with you when you cross over from this life to the next. Hold tightly to His hand. He loves you so much! I will keep you and your family in my prayers.♥️ Much love to you from this old granny.

Jenny, do not be afraid...the angels will be with you!! The Bible tells us "Being absent in body is to be present with the Lord!" My prayers are with you and your family. We will be here for Kyle!!

Much love and prayers to you and your families.❤ Also to any people in the comment section going thru anything like this. I love you all.❤

My heart goes out to you both.. prayers and hugs to you xx your a beautiful lady xx

Darling Jenny. I was an RN. There are worse things than dying. Nobody wants to die or see there loved ones to pass either. I have seen diseases that are so disturbing and debilitating. You are moving ahead in your journey and the rest of us will follow when our time comes. You will always be in our hearts and our souls will follow Kyle and your beautiful children. Love and big hugs that are gentle. Prayers for you lovely lady and your family

Hi Jenny and Kyle . Please don't be scared I am a nurse in England. I have watched many people die and not one appeared uncomfortable . They seem so peaceful and smile . I feel you will go into a long dream and dream of your beautiful family . No more pain . You are an inspiration to all and your legacy will be your book that Kylie will write when he is strong enough on your behalf and for your kids . You are beautiful Jenny and you are both a true love story . Sending love and strength to you all xxxxxxx

That sense of humour....man....love this woman xoxooxx

My heart goes out to you both. Kyle and Jenny, you are beautiful. ❤

Sweet Jenny. I am a hospice chaplain and I have been witness to the journey and the sacred moment when someone takes that step from this world to the next. There will be a time, probably, when you become very still and are no longer communicating with those who are waiting with you. You will have one foot here, and one in Heaven. I do believe, with all my heart, that this is the time when the Lord is communicating directly to you- Spirit to spirit and you will feel so loved and so at peace. Your ultimate healing will begin to occur as you straddle the line from this world to the next and you will speak peace and love to your loved ones without saying a word. What a gift you are giving Kyle and the children in your words, the video legacy, your courage, your fight to stay, and the expressed desire of your heart that they be happy. Put some music on that you love, enjoy the touch and voices of your family and closest friends or just sit in silence if that is what you prefer. If you have a small fan have it blowing over you(not on you).clise your eyes and think of gentle breezes. Ask someone to pray with you.Have your caregivers keep your lips and mouth moist. ❤You will be missed this side of Heaven and we will remember you. We love you all. 1:14

Listen love. You don't know me, but I'm a random dude saying how I feel. You have inspired us with your resilience, courage, and transparency. You are leaving an inspiring and beautiful legacy for many thousands of us. Everythíng is safe and secure in Kyle's hands. Quality of life is not measured in time, but in achievements and fulfillments. 🌠💫💖

May God Bless and Keep You Jenny! You are SO BEAUTIFUL!! MANY PRAYERS AND MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL!!❤❤❤

Kyle, have faith. I watched my mom die in front of my eyes. Jenny fly high with the angels 💓🙏💓🙏

We have been following you through this journey. We are so sorry. My wife said to record your heartbeat and message or song and put the recording in a build a bear for your children. When they squeeze the bear, they will hear you and feel your presence. She did this when her Dad passed and holds it very dear to her heart. Sending love and prayers to you and your family.

Jenny, You fought such a good fight. Damn cancer is just relentless. I wish you a peaceful and beautiful passage through God's gates. We love you forever.

Hello Kyle ,my heart goes out to you, ive watch your video's for over a year ,and i agree your family is out of this world with compasion, understanding and love ,through out all your trails and tribulations , be at peace and understand that you had the love of your life for a brief moment, one day you shall be reunited ❤️

I’m so sorry for your loss. It’s a reminder to all of us life’s so fragile. Even watching her here it doesn’t look like she’s dying. How’s it our medical system hasn’t progressed enough, so many young people are dying. May god bless your soul. I hope your family get through this.

How can she be so close to the end and STILL be so beautiful, selfless, compassionate, and funny ❤❤❤ You are an amazing soul Jenny Apple ❤❤❤

Kyle, man from one husband and father to another. You are a fucking super hero, I know it may not feel like it right now, but you have been 1000000000 times stronger than I could have ever wish to be if put in that terrible terrible situation. I will pray for you my man.

Jenny you are so brave. I don’t think I could have done this if i was in your shoes. I am so amazed that you can joke at a moment like this. God rest your beautiful soul. Love you Jenny. You were truly a special human being.

This was the sweetest video of Jenny ! She was so strong ❤❤❤

No more suffering Jenny. Be the angel you are...watch over your loving husband and kids. Fly girl...fly❤

I can't imagine having a husband that loved me this much. Jenny has been so brave and gracious to share her journey but without Kyle her journey would not have been as easy on her and her family. Thank you Kyle. You are a real man.

God bless you and your family Kyle. You walked Jenny home like no one else could have. Love to you all.

A lot of compassion!! I hope you will heal and recover!! There is always a kind of hope for us all !!

I just saw this and thought of you. Today someone asked about my fork tattoo (which most of the time I forget I have) but I’m glad they did. I needed the reminder of what it symbolized. I have a couple friends that are going through tough times right now. I hope they find peace in this message. For those who don’t know what it means, I’ll share the story below. “There was a young woman who had been diagnosed with a terminal illness and had been given three months to live. So as she was getting her things ‘in order,’ she contacted her Pastor and had him come to her house to discuss certain aspects of her final wishes. She told him which songs she wanted sung at the service, what scriptures she would like read, and what outfit she wanted to be buried in. Everything was in order and the Pastor was preparing to leave when the young woman suddenly remembered something very important to her. ‘There’s one more thing,’ she said excitedly. ‘What’s that?’ came the Pastor’s reply. ‘This is very important,’ the young woman continued. ‘I want to be buried with a fork in my right hand.’ The Pastor stood looking at the young woman, not knowing quite what to say. ‘That surprises you, doesn’t it?’ the young woman asked. ‘Well, to be honest, I’m puzzled by the request,’ said the Pastor. The young woman explained. ‘My grandmother once told me this story, and from that time on I have always tried to pass along its message to those I love and those who are in need of encouragement. In all my years of attending socials and dinners, I always remember that when the dishes of the main course were being cleared, someone would inevitably lean over and say, ‘Keep your fork.’ It was my favorite part because I knew that something better was coming, like velvety chocolate cake or deep-dish apple pie. Something wonderful, and with substance!’ ‘So, I just want people to see me there in that casket with a fork in my hand and I want them to wonder, ‘What’s with the fork?!’ Then I want you to tell them: ‘Keep your fork. The best is yet to come.’ The Pastor’s eyes welled up with tears of joy as he hugged the young woman goodbye. He knew this would be one of the last times he would see her before her death. But he also knew that the young woman had a better grasp of heaven than he did. She had a better grasp of what heaven would be like than many people twice her age, with twice as much experience and knowledge. She KNEW that something better was coming. At the funeral people were walking by the young woman’s casket and they saw the cloak she was wearing and the fork placed in her right hand. Over and over, the Pastor heard the question, ‘What’s with the fork?’ And over and over again he smiled. During his message, the Pastor told the people of the conversation he had with the young woman shortly before she died. He also told them about the fork and about what it symbolized to her. He told the people how he could not stop thinking about the fork and told them they probably would not be able to stop thinking about it either. He was right.” So the next time you reach down for your fork let it remind you, ever so gently, that the best is yet to come. Friends are a very rare jewel, indeed. They make you smile and encourage you to succeed. Cherish the time you have, and the memories you share. Being friends with someone is not an opportunity, but a sweet responsibility And just remember…keep your fork! The BEST is yet to come!”

This woman is beyond courageous. She has accepted what is happening and she knows she is going to a beautiful place. Amazing woman.

Her humor is so uplifting. This beautiful strong woman. ❤

Wow i could not even begin to imagine what you're going through. But seeing how strong you are and have exepted whats coming. I understand your scared darling,i would be to. The only thing you can do is have all your loved ones round you on your journey. Peaceful journey darling and you certainly will be an angel sparkling in the sky.🙏

Dear Sweet Jenny, as you take your last breath on earth, the next thing you will feel is to be in the arms of Jesus...He has promised that to all believers. My friend just died last week of lung cancer. He was smiling saying how vividly he could feel the Lord's presence. His family felt it too and everyone was blessed by that. There is nothing you need to do except rest and wait for the angels to carry you to Jesus. Your family already knows how much you love them. Of course they will miss you. God will give them the comfort only He can provide. It's been an honor to know you, Kyle and your children. Love from Diane in NC.

Kyle's been such an advocate for Jenny. We all know Jenny wanted to video and chronicle this for her children. She wanted them to be able to have this. And Kyle has made that happen for her. No "should have have been on hospice" or "Kyle should have done that" is helpful. Kyle has 100% done everything for Jenny. He has moved heaven and earth to keep her in good spirits, to keep her happy, to keep her comfortable. I don't believe even one ounce that he's not done every little thing he's capable of to help Jenny. I believe he did not feel it was time for hospice due to the improvement he saw last week. Her sister also agreed. This was a very drastic decline and no one could have seen this coming. Kyle, you've been an amazing husband and you have done everything to keep Jenny happy. She could not have asked for a better husband in this. ❤

Omg 💔 my heart literally breaks for you two beautiful souls sending lots of love and hugs ❤❤

Not a day goes by that I don't think of you. You have become that little sister or family member if you will. I have so much love and respect for you. It sure isn't the same without you. You sure made an impact on so many lives. You are a selfless angel. Your love for your family and friends speaks volumes. You will never be forgotten. Love and miss you girl 😢❤🙏

I am also a lung cancer patient. Your videos have been very helpful. Thank you so much. Prayers for your comfort and peace.

I’m a pretty cold hearted cynical person, but I have to say that you guys have awoken compassion and sympathy that I thought was dead. I wish you all the best. May Jenny’s journey be full of peace.

This breaks my heart.😢💔Sending love and prayers to all family and friends.🙏🏽❤️

This came back up on my phone. Jenny was amazing & kind right up to her last breath💔Jenny you were an angel on earth & an angel now❤❤❤

As your earthly eyes close, your heavenly eyes will be opened. Prayers for comfort and peace for both Jenny, Kyle and family. God Bless.. 🙏🙏✝✝🙏🙏

I don’t think I’ve ever witnessed such strength and courage. What an incredible person you are, Jenny Appleford.

May our beautiful angel 😇😇😇💕 RIP the memorial service 🙏 was beautiful and she touch so many hearts around the world 🌎 and we will never forget Jenny she taught us A lot. Thank you Kyle for everything ❤️❤️🙏 you are doing. And we look forward to you going on and continuing this journey. ❤ Prayers 🤲🤲🙏🙏 and love ❤️ sent

I also had the honor and pleasure of being with my sister as she passed . And my mother as well. It is such a gift for both. To be able to comfort someone it the most difficult time of life. You are a wonderful son, and caregiver.