yeah lol, more so in the sense of how carefree it was to be young. when there was only a future of unknowns to look forward to, to be discovered. everything felt exciting and fresh, and there was no limit to what was possible. i miss that part of me.

@@hamiinthehoodie i wish there was a similar part in myself that i missed but i was just a very anxious kid

i get that as that’s how i am now. i used to be pretty extroverted, but now i find myself struggling to even hold a conversation. just get really nervous easily. but that’s what i like about life, that no one’s experience is the same. we all grow into the result of our situations and choices within them, and that makes us unique.

@@hamiinthehoodie indeed that's true and beautiful, concerning your current situation, I'll say embrace it, I'm not saying allow the negativity drag you down, im saying instead pf fixating on the past maybe it's better focus on just surviving right now, eventually thing's would fall back into place, do not blame yourself, soothe yourself, maybe this is your transition period, you heading to become a new you, a better you, one of the biggest mistakes we tend to make is that we fixate on the past, forgetting that the us of today needs the strength and support too