I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is all fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it,I hope y'all are okay and thankful

I still can't believe strangers understand me more then my own family and friends.

During the day your laughing and smiling with the people you love, at night it hits you hard like a tital wave.

“It’s gets harder when you grow up” I don’t know how much harder I can take.

Its 12 36am on the 25th of December 2023. Ive cried the whole night, sitting up listening to this playlist. I dont want to die, i dont want to live like this. Im 20, im just 20. Im terrified of the future, i hate my present, i miss the past when i was young innocent and impressionable. When the world was just a big place to explore and not a ferris wheel cycle of weird experiences. 2024 is around the corner, I just want fate to be kind to me. This year i had to find myself from the ruins of 2022. I pray 2024 will be the year i fly. There are two options, you make life worth something or you suffer. Refuse to suffer.

Surrounded by people, and yet completely alone..

Your not alone bro.. every like on this comment has your back. We love you and care for you so stay for just a little longer. 🫶🏼

Writing this comment so whenever someone likes it i will rememeber this video ❤

To whoever is reading this, I want you to know that you’re incredible, seriously you are. If you’re going through anything right now I’ll be by your side the whole way even if we haven’t met in real life because I care about you. You can’t go through shit on your own love, it slowly kills you and I don’t want to lose such a talented, beautiful, kind, and amazing person. I don’t want you to lose yourself because of a few words that someone has said to you because I’ve been there and you feel absolutely hopeless but love, try your hardest to escape this darkness and look for the light. It’s okay to cry, it’s okay to be upset but it’s never okay to suffer in silence. Talk to someone love, talk to me, I’m right here. Ending things is not worth it babes I’m so proud of how far you’ve come and how you’ve stayed so strong through everything that’s happened to you. You deserve to feel loved and cared for. This is a safe place angel, I love you more than words can describe. You honestly deserve the world gorgeous you’re more than enough I promise. Don’t beat yourself up over your regrets and past mistakes because everyday is a new day. Don’t let your intrusive thoughts get to you, you are worthy, you are NOT useless, you are NOT ugly, you are NOT fat or too skinny, you are NOT unwanted, you are NOT a problem, you are NOT annoying, you are NOT dumb, I’m so glad that YOU exist and that you are here on the faces of this earth. Don’t give up on life just because you think it is for the best, it’s not trust me. Don’t spend your life wishing you were someone else because YOU, YES YOU are one in a million, you are worth more than any type of currency in this world. I need you to keep going in life and don’t give up, for me, please promise me :). I wish I could hug you right now and tell you that it is going to be okay, I would much rather have you ranting to me for hours than losing you, you’re the most precious person in the world, I need you to believe me. Your feelings, opinions, and thoughts are all valid my angel. Don’t be afraid to use your voice and stand up for yourself. You know you have some great music taste, right? Music helps you get through anything, am I right? You relate to those lyrics, don’t you? That’s okay beautiful, you will always be worth it. Your smile brightens my day instantly love, I hope you know that. You are not a burden, I love you forever. I’m so sorry that no one has noticed that you cry yourself to sleep each night, I’m so sorry that no one hears you, I’m so sorry that you’ve lost yourself because of everyone around you. I hate to see you so hurt and broken, I wish I could take that pain away from you. Take a deep breath, you're doing so well. Drink some water and eat my angel, take care of yourself and your mental health.

0:00 the night we met - Lord Huron 3:59 apocalypse 8:14 roslyn 14:45 je te laisserai des mots 17:57 when the party’s over 22:04 lovely 26:28 where’s my love 29:57 the night we met (again ?)

i’m just so tired

Tired from everything, i failed in my student, i'm sick, i don't have the person who make me feel better and say to me everything is gonna be okay don't worry i'm with u, i'am 16 and i really learnt from that world this life is very hard and need someone who be strong 💔

It's crazy how these songs aren't actually sad but in context it's heartbreaking.

I said, “I need to hear one song to close the day” and yap here I’m. but I realized that the day have passed rn lol.

No matter how hard I try to stay positive, I always end up in this very dark place at the end of the night. I’m in college and I like it a lot, and before I used to be so depressed, almost failing classes. Now in the beginning of college, I wasn’t facing any depression. But for the past few weeks, I’ve been struggling so much. I’m not doing any work in classes. I just feel physically exhausted and I feel so alone and I want to talk to someone about it but I feel like it’s never going to go away. I just want to be understood. I can’t control my anxiety. I can’t control my emotions any longer. I know God is telling me to get up and have faith in yourself but it’s so hard. I can barely eat, drink, sleep. I can barely do the hobbies that I once enjoyed. I feel numb, empty, alone.

I feel like people never understand how bad it can get sometimes. "Why don't you shower?" "I can't" "Why can't you just talk to me?" "I can't" "Why didn't you tell us it got that bad?" "I can't" It's all "mental health matters!" until you see the scars, and the ugly side of it. When you can't do the simple things. You don't have the will to eat, sleep, shower, keep your room clean. It's not always "Im sad" its a bone chilling, health destroying void that takes root in your body and soul till you feel like you can't go on anymore. How do you function when the void takes place in your body and soul? I can always feel it in the back of my mind, itching, scratching, clawing its way to the forefront of everything. There is no way to avoid it, Somehow it will always find a way to swallow you whole. You see, the void is not a forgiving thing, and neither is your mind. They both work in tandem to try and destroy you, and you must work with all your might to fight your way out. There comes a point where the itching scratching, and clawing is too much, and that is where loved ones come in. But what if they are too late? What if the void has brought you too far down to be retrieved, what if you don’t think you are worth saving? Sometimes I sit here and I think about everything that has led me to today. Not everything that I have experienced is happy or fun. I wish I could sit here and say that I love everything, and I have no hate at all. But that would be a lie, and this is not something I want to lie about. Everyday, the thoughts in my head drive me to madness with how much I think. I am an over thinker, it’s literally what I do. These thoughts are not light and fun like the person I strive to be, but everyday I try and do better. People don't understand how bad it can get for one person, people don't understand how hard it is to just try.

hearing this so I can go to sleep cause it’s 2 am now and I’m lost in my thoughts, these kind of playlists just give me an inner peace and it helps me escape reality. I hope we all heal from the things we don’t talk about..love you

it’s 1:24 in the morning. my entire family is asleep. i’m awake. listening and crying to this. my parents think i’m fine :) and i can’t tell them or anyone that i’m not :(

I’m low key loosing my mind and always crying but this playlist hits different thank you

One day you’re laughing until it hurts, thinking, or hoping it will last forever. Then, one day, you’re thinking back, wishing you’d appreciated it more. Time flies, and so much changes.

Dinner ✅ Happiness ❌ Friends❌ Crying ✅ Sleeping❌

I got saved by a friend online that I didn’t even know in real life. My legs were shaking and eyes twitching I couldn’t feel any of my limbs just type to him. I still twitch and feel limbless which is due to my sleep deprivation I get from my insomnia. It’s 12:00 on a school day I wanted to listen to calming music and saw this video and read the comments. Made me feel better and more value’d than I really am. To those that are reading don’t give up cause someone said something or someone did something. Your value’d by more people than you can imagine. Me on the other hand am fine…But you might be different. Don’t suffer in silence reach out to someone. It helps a lot. Strangers reading this you should know that you mean something❤

I am so tired from my life it’s just I should have been born . Everyone compared me to other people .no matter how much efforts I put to complete a task but I never get appreciation . It feels like I wasted a life by being born

In the day you fake smile en in the night's you cry on this song for hours

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love your insecurities i love your accomplishments i love your failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on your sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you move i love the way you act i love you when you cry i love you when you're kind i love you when you're mean i love you when you're alone i love you when you can't feel i love you when you feel too much i love you when you can't take life anymore i love you when you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you when you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you when you don't believe in yourself i love you when you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love your problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you when you're in pain i love you when you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love your hand gestures i love your stories i love your wounds i love your scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you when you lie i love you when you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you when you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you when you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you when you have a headache i love you when you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you need help i love you when you're mature i love you when you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you when life is meh i love you when you're responsible i love you when you're irresponsible i love you when you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love you at your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. from the stranger on the internet who loves you :)

i've lost a person who i love the most recently...

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

Small little vent I just want to get it off my chest :) I lost my dad last year and I haven't been the same, he was the boy version on me he made me the person I am today I'm still fairly young the grief is making a huge impact on my schooling and I don't know what to do. I just want to him to hold me in he's arms and stroke my hair and to tell me things are gonna be alright the hardest things are that he isn't gonna walk me down the aisle and my brothers aren't gonna have an amazing father to look up to. Everything just hurts man I just want my dad back.We had so many plans together and it never happened I know I'm never gonna see him in this lifetime again and I just can't bring myself to it. 2 week before he's death we were on holiday for he's birthday he kept the pain that he had inside because he didn't want to make us feel worried for him when we got back my mom had to rush him into the emergency and he spent a few days there including on my birthday he sent my a voice mail of him singing happy birthday to me and I can just hear him struggling to keep in the tears. I miss him so much I don't wanna brag but he wasn't just my dad he was my bestfriend he always made me laugh without even trying he just got me perfectly played video games with me and taught me so much stuff. In all lifetimes I'll look for you dad I love you so much and I'll forever be your little princess

My dad is dying, he is currently in the ICU fighting his battle against ALS. i feel lost, sad, and tired. I’m terrified of thinking about my life without him. I’m an absolute wreck, and he’s not even gone yet. This just gets me to thinking, how am i going to be when he’s actually gone? I’m not ready.

I recently became a mom of the most beautiful baby in the world.. I’m currently dealing with the postpartum healing and it has been so hard to handle, I’m currently grieving the old me which will never come back because now I’m a mom. I have been crying and suffering in silence because I don’t want to feel a burden to my partner or his family that is currently helping us. I want to show off that I’m strong but in reality I’m not. My body is so sore and painful.. but it has to be strong to take care of my baby. Oh to be a mom… my journey is just starting and how hard it feels already. Now I’m just crying listening to this and hoping to feel better and stronger..

Tears running from my eyes rn while listening an reading yall comments😢😢 It's okay not to be okay 😢

As a teenager diagnosed with depression this playlist is how I feel on a daily basis.

The fact that the day you are smiley and laughing but at night sadness hits you like a truck

Why is being a teenager so hard, now I want to go back to how I was before, a child who didn't know anything about the world, someone who was free and cheerful Who agrees with me?? 😢

I've been stuck up the first song for an hour. I can't stop crying. I feel so understood.

As a 14 year old life has gotten weirder and harder for me. I am not sure if that's how I am supposed to feel but I do. Listening to this song makes me sad but happy in a kind of way. I love life at times but gosh sometimes it could be a pain.

Life,what did I do wrong?

Just know, you are worth the entire world. There is nothing I have for you but love. You are an amazing person, and I am so proud of the person you have become.

It's freshly until 2024 and im just not ready for it. It hasn't started great and I hope it doesn't get worse or that my depression won't get worse I just want to feel free for once. For all that feel that your alone. Your never alone❤

All I’ve ever wanted in life was a good job and a handshake from my dad and a hug and the words I’m proud of you from my mother but have I ever gotten that,no no I did not… just a constant reminder that I was an accident and completely un wanted and I hope that when I’m gone those words haunt them more then they do now

My body is always hurting but I hate telling people because they never believe me

I woke up one day tired as a teenager. The kind of tiredness that sleep doesn't help. The kind of tiredness that makes life so bleak and unhappy. I'm 22 and nothing has changed. I want to close my eyes and drift away for an eternity. Maybe then I'll be better.

We might already living in the uncertain future of life, but our Spirit to live the life is more stronger than ever. ❤

for anyone reading this. I am sooooo proud of you even though you are here crying you made it this far, if you are thinking about ending it think about how your younger self would feel people who care about you would feel even if you think nobody cares I do! Me and my bsf for over 5 years aren't friends anymore I am here crying to. BUTTTTT you are gorgeoues/handsome, if you are crying bc you don't like what you look like think about how God feels you were created in gods own creation he made you how he wanted you to be. No you aren't perfect but you are enough!! If you feel like venting I am here to talk!!!

Everyone thinks that I'm happy just because I'm smiling, I'm always there for people when they need me but as soon as I need help no one is willing to help me. I'm laughing during the day but I cry myself to sleep every night.

I just cried so hard that my stomach started hurting. No, not the anxious hurting. The kind where you felt like you physically hurt yourself, like someone just punched you in the stomach. And boy, does it hurt.

I am just tired , all my friends know that I have depression , I am so tired of faking my mood and now its so transparent even when I try to hide it , I am so exhausted of feeling this way I will never be enough to anyone just know people isn't what you think they are , I used to be this happy positive caring boy that I would give everything to my people but now I can't even do this anymore I don't want to be a burden to anyone but now I kinda am I don't want to disappoint my family or the people I love but I can't pretend anymore

I wish life was fair…so I can see my friends alive and happy

I listen this at gym to remember all the memories and knowing that pain build us not destroying us😊

I'm crying because my band teacher's baby has cancer. He's a great man and he doesn't deserve this, and neither does his baby. And this world is so hard to live in. I'm an empath, so I feel everyone around me's pain, especially people I care about. I feel and see their suffering but I can't do anything to save them or help them. There's so much suffering in the world, and I can't do anything to help them. I feel so dry, burnt out, drained, cracked, tired, and about to break. I would just like to go numb for a bit, to stop the feeling and the thinking. The constant feeling. The deep, passionate constant feeling. It's so hard. It's so so hard

Currently 8:32 pm. A Wednesday night. I'm bawling my eyes thinking about how much I've screwed up in life. My mother is my reason why I wanna end it. But there's people that I just can't leave in this shitty place we call our world. I'm expected to be perfect, to be great, this and that. But why can't I just be left alone. For one fucking day I just wanna be able to actually enjoy my day. My time.. But I just can't do this anymore. I can't fucking do it anymore, I'm tired and I'm fucking done. I'm done trying, I'm done caring. I just want it to stop. All the pain, the suffering, suffocating feeling I have everyday. Why won't it just stop. Please. Just let it end.

It's currently 2 am i was sad during the day but i just kep smiling with my family everything was good but now i'm by myself and i just realised that i will never escape those negative feelings.....

To everyone: your feelings are valid. Not matter why you are feeling that way or if you don’t even have a reason to feel that way. We all feel things. So if you need to, cry because it’s worse to hold it in.

It's my senior year in highschool I've been an athlete for most of my life now, i do almost every sport and this year I worked my ass off to meet my goals, I wanted to make state for powerlifting and this was the year, yet I recently injured myself during a basketball game and I tore my acl and meniscus, so I'll need surgery. I felt like I really hit rock bottom, and it's been hard to see the positive lately. I have to depend on others a lot, and it's hard to even do simple things on my own, I feel so empty and useless, like a burden to my parents. Music is such a beautiful way to express how everything feels, and this playlist comforts me so much in this vulnerable moment.

95' bb over here..life doesn't get harder...the choices YOU make are the steps the path to your future.

We all think we're alone but when U look at the comments all you see if people that feel the same way you do Ur not alone your loved and I know life gets hard I'm only 14 and I've been through more then you may think but I'm not the only one who goes through all of this I'm here for you all ml♥️

If you're feeling frustrated and disappointed with the way things are unfolding in your life. It's understandable to feel that way, especially when you feel like you've put in a lot of effort and haven't seen the results you were hoping for. It's important to remember that sometimes life doesn't go exactly as planned, and setbacks are a natural part of the journey. It's okay to feel disappointed and to acknowledge those feelings. It's also important to be gentle with yourself and practice self-compassion during this time. Remember that you are not defined by your successes or failures, and that you are still worthy and deserving of love and happiness. If you're feeling overwhelmed, it might be helpful to talk to a therapist or counselor who can provide additional support and guidance. Remember, you are not alone, and there are always people who care about you and want to help you through this difficult time.

Im so tired,i need to rest forever i wanna rest no one can stop me

It's so sad that 11/12 YEAR OLD KIDS have to go through all this

I’ve thought abt how much of a nuisance I am and always thought abt how annoying I could be so I started to keep quiet to myself and never let nobody know I rly felt abt myself or life, and I’ve thought abt running away and leaving everything behind or even offing myself but now I don’t even know what to do in life anymore, and I’m tired of living repeating the same things everyday

Im really sad, and it's very comforting tò pray and listen to sad music because u feel like no one misses u until you're really gone, and i like somone that likes me, but its been 7 months already, been waiting all summer, this abt to be my last summer trying, but ill always love them the same i cross my heart but thay somone makes me cry somtimes because of jealously and i pretend im sick just to cry

I used to be a 15 year old sobbing ag night due to hating myself from internalized homophobia amongst other things…but i held onto hope that i would grow out of it. While i did grow out of the internal homophobia, the depression that stemmed from it lingered and here I am, 8 years later, 23 years old, struggling to think what i am supposed to do. I just have no direction in life, and when I make steps in a good direction, something or someone hurts it. And I tumble down. And I just hate myself. I just want to have a stable and enjoyable life, but i guess that’s too much to ask life/the universe/god/whoever the fuck 💔😔 if anyone sees this, i hope someday you can make it out of the cycle of depression and anxiety. You deserve it ❤️

it’s always my fault. I’m so tired. Tired of life. I don’t wanna life anymore, but I’m scared of death.

its my bithday..... who cares..... i should have left a long time ago, but i stuck through, i dont know why i stayed, but i did 🥲

I hope it gets better for all of us I hope one day we look into the past and be happy for not Giving up remember everyone you matter even if you dont see it you matter to the world and I hope you k ow it I hope it gets better for all of us going through something ❤

April 4th is my mother's birthday...but I can't give her any gifts at the moment, I just ask God to give my mother a long life...and health.

Loving someone who doesnt view you the way you want them to is hard. Because their eyes is a reflexion of your existence and what you put out in the world... so looking at my ugliness hurt me. I wish i could overcome what ive become. The worst part is when they trust you with your thoughts. Thinking you're the best version of yourself, when really you just wanna be closer to them to become more like them and feel their comfort. Then you pause and think, think about the comfort you feel when ever you're around them. Think of your chemistry and how you manage to communicate perfectly without the use of words, genually feel confident in public just by their presence, and think about how good they feel in intimacy and you realize, maybe they are more than just a friend ? Seing them be physical with others hurts. And as i hurt silently I become that darkness. The part of me that truly is ugly. The thing that only me sees in the reflection of his eyes. A world of mirrors, where i can only see others as who i could of been, not being able to find my uniqueness. For fuck sake, im tired of viewing my self in envy. Why cant i just be the one for them? why am I not enough ? Do you even see me with envy when ever you sleep with me or is it just out of pitty? Deep in my heart i know the answer to that question... So asking it is just an act. The result is still the same. I'm the only shattered mirror in the room. Fuck..

I'm really tired rn, I miss my old self seeing me smile but now my happiness is gone. My depression and thoughts keeps on getting worse I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have someone to let out my feelings, I always feel like if I let it out to other people I feel like I'm bothering them. Now here I am listening to this playlist and helping me letting my feelings out.

It's 12:10 am now. I'm listening to this playlist. I'm hungry 😅 I just wrote a letter to God complaining about my hopelessness in my life. . . Stay strong guys . We'll be happy someday and tell ourselves I did it.

The world is too big and it stresses me out knowing I’ll die without it

I'm moving houses for the 5th time I truly cant anymore especially with the lat one which I have gone thru so good things that I never wanna forget

Idk but all I want is to make my parents proud but I just can't make it this is the playlist I was searching for thanks for this thing

its 4am and currently crying, just sd to think that i thought i did my best but always ended up in disappointment. Why am i so weak, i wish i wasnt, i wish i have confidence, i wish i could go back in those times that my happiness is geniune and real, i feel like im just faking it these days. I miss home, i miss my family, im in college away from them, i feel like im gonna fail, since i dont attend my class due to anxiety, i feel like people were gonna judge me, i overthink suffs. it was my dream to be in the city to change and heal but i feel like its harder than i thought it would be. i miss my mom's comfort. I wish i could go home.

Since 2020 till now im struggling so much with my emotions because i care too much to people that doesnt deserve my kindness... I get betrayed left and right... Get treated like i was not someone they know before... Im depress and i dont know if i can help myself again.

I am absolutely so far in depression and even a bit suicidal... but also being able to recognize the 3rd song from the twighlight series...when she is watching the seasons go by, absolutely depressed, skipping meals, just falling deeper

Reading this comsec makes me rlly sad at this point:< i hope u heal guys, idk y’all but i pray for your healings

"We accept the love we think we deserve" i don't think i deserved that.

This is the part wear we re think our entire lives and cry

My cat got hit by a car today and he wasnt even half a year old. I had to bury him alone bc my family was on a camping trip. To make it all better, i got my period, and then had people telling me i shouldnt have called in to work. This was all found out 2 hours before my shift, and my lil man meant the world to me. My other cat doed just like, not even 2 full months ago.

Idk… I hate what I’ve done to myself, the person I’ve become. I wish so bad I could do it all over again and fix even a few things, now I’m 20 with nothing to look forward to of my own. All the joy in my life comes from a select few around me (who will put up with me). I have nothing in MY future that excites me. I don’t have single person who cares deeply so I’m stuck typing to a damn UKposts comment section. I just wish I was someone better, someone happier.

i just want to be happy again, im acting like im fine half the time but tbh, I always feel like everything’s my fault & I constantly overthink about the choices I’ve made in the past & it’s exhausting drowning in it every single day. I miss them more and more everyday even though I know it was wrong the way they treated me. I want to go back to me when I felt normal which was before covid. ive felt lost ever since. im searching for the old me every single day. ill find her again one day.

Hate how i know I’m the one who causes my own problems

we are just children

here I am, sitting outside at 2am wishing everything would get better knowing damn well it won't, it's tiring trying to pull myself together living in a household like mine.

i miss the day when im a small kid..when were innocent and..hapi with ur parents.i miss the day i never met him at all

The only time I am happy is when I listen to sad songs . Since they truly are the only person who understand me. When others don't even try to

i need the spotify playlist this is honestly the best playlist on UKposts ever made💖!

I picture unaliving myself more than I do living. I don’t see peace on earth anymore. I know my time is soon. No one should have to feel that way and I hope none of you do. Wishing everyone healing

I can talk to myself everything but when it comes to the moment I need or want to tell it someone I can’t…

Hii to anyone reading this! God loves you and he will return soon! I love you too! Have a good day or night! :)

If you are reading this, hey love. I just wanted to say I’m glad you’re around. I am so proud of you. From one stranger to another, hang in there. And keep your chin up. You got this, I believe in you. Always remember, go eat, drink water, shower and sleep. You got this! You are doing a fantastic job. You are enough, you have joy around you, I am SO proud of you for getting up when you fall, eating a meal, drinking water- EVERYTHING. You are wonderful and I’m so glad you exist. Again, you got this! Keep pushing, ok? I got to go. IM SO PROUD OF YOU! Buh-bye loves❤❤

I can’t take it anymore.

if I'm going to go in going listening to this, goodnight everyone, Hope you all live bright lives ♡

So we are all broken hearted here on Jan 1 2024

its sad when parents tell us too do better but thats all we can give bc were all so tired (remember kiddos yall are worth anything

sokaay hidup ni ad naik trun dia.. mungkin hrini kita dibwh. tp jgn ptus asa oke dgn hidup sendiri? i know you can do it 💪🏻

I listen to all your playlists and they are all amazing great for just a chill day or even a sad one❤

The funny part is not to be tired, just resignate to the fact that nothing is going to change at least in a meaningfull way, things will keep sucking and its not even surprising anymore

Angels are beside you god is above you guardians are infront and behind you the devil is locked up far far away from you

Listening at 4:24am and cried everything out...