When he said “I’m 29 my anxieties eating me alive I’m fighting with myself and my sobriety every night...” I felt that in my soul...

Takes a really fucking brave man to release this as a song. Fucking legend.

My son loved MGK. He passed 8.24.22 at 16. I feel like this song is from him to me. I love you, Carson Neal Moppin #16Forever

My husband lost his battle a couple of days ago. We have 2 children under 3. I’m planning his funeral tomorrow and you were his absolute idol. This song will be played when I put my 31 year old husband to rest. Rest easy Bobby.

depression isnt always thinking no one loves you. its knowing they love you and not wanting them to so they dont get hurt by your actions

It breaks my heart to think he wrote this for his daughter. I hope his life starts getting better, this is how legends go, depression is the worst of monsters.

"Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you " Started crying when he sang that, my little girls seem too pure for this world. Going to be here to keep them safe.

My dad died 3 months ago and it's hard to live without him I'm only 13 and he loved mgk so we played this at his funeral. I've haven't felt like I've been home partly because I'm homeless right now but even anywhere I staying it feels like I'm lost because I'm not living with him. It will never feel the same without you dad I love you I wish you could have been here on earth longer but I know you needed to go so your battle with addition ends. I will never forget you dad I hope your not in pain and weren't when you died I miss you. You weren't old I promise 💕

Mgk is soo underrated, the switch of music genres makes him so diversified as a artist.

My mom always listened to mgk throughout her addiction and I actually lost her this past April so kinda ironic this came out this year. Rip mom I love you

My wife of 11 years (together for 13) loved MGK. She loved this song. Never felt this song much till she passed away last month (June 17 2022) at the age of 32. Now this song hits home so hard and it brings me to tears. And even while I cry I can hear her in my head saying its all right. I miss and love her so much. Waking and holding her lifeless body waiting for the coroner is all I see every time I close my eyes. I miss you so much Brandi. We will be together again, probably sooner then later.

My wife died a year ago. She’s up there with the legends. She died at 27. She still lives through our son but it’s not the same. I miss her every day. I feel like I’m losing my mind sometimes. I love you Rosina

For those that don't know, he wrote this for his daughter. God, I'm bawling

This song is a fucking masterpiece..

I want this song played at my funeral! ❤️ well written

imagine casie listen to this when he’s gone HEARTBREAKING :(

it's okay to cry. grown men can cry this and lonely was not expected, but beautiful none the less. Love you mgk, never leave us. please.

I'll always return to this song no matter how hated he may be in the future, it's no classic or anything it's just a simple down to earth song with raw and real emotions, emotions and feelings anybody can understand.

This song takes me back to my active addiction and how I thought my kids would be better off without me. I was soooo bad and my mom had guardianship of them for 5 years. I've been sober since November 17th 2018 and have full custody of my kids and have a job and a normal life again. It makes me so glad I didn't end it

mother fucking goosebumps dude

Before we lose mgk like we lost Mac, let us let him how much he is loved. Edit:Thanx for the likes guys, now that this is top comment, MGK will prolly see this and realise how much we love him

this song really hits different when your both mom and dad left so soon and i just want to know that they are okay on the other side "im 21 and my anxiety is eating me alive and im fighting myself and my sobriety everynight

I played this song on what I thought was gonna be the last day of my life.. I sent it to my mother, it’s now my motivation to never be back in that place..

For the people that didn't know he wrote this for his daughter which is a suicide note....... I'm legit bawling

He made this song for one specific persona but it manages to impact a lot more than just that one... Love You Kells

[Verse 1] I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Verse 2] I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Bridge] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you [Outro] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you

Rest easy Mama.. it's been rough 6 mths. I'm the last one.

Best song on the album!!!!! Who else shed a tear???

something about the "i'll miss you" part gets me every fucking time. literal tears every time. so simple and i can't get over it.

On October 19th of this year I died 3 times after suffering two major seizures resulting from an overdose, the final time being clinically dead for 4 minutes before I was defibrillated back, due to that I lost custody of my son, I remember listening to this song a year ago heavy into active fentanyl addiction, just wishing I would die so that my son would stand a chance in life, now I'm back listening to it thinking how badly he needs me to be clean and here for him, I never thought I'd be almost two weeks out from using any opiates at all without having to use methadone or suboxone, but here I am, I know my sobriety is still in its infancy but with each day that passes where I do the right thing I feel more proud of myself, and I haven't been able to feel proud of myself for anything in a very long time so it feels nice, and I want my boy to be proud of me too. If anyone reading this is struggling, you are not alone ❤️

Depression hitting hard today. Came here to hurt

i tried to take my life the day before this came out, when i heard it i cried for about an hour.. i thought of my little brother, hes the only reason i made it to 22. Im his protector, raised him more than my parents did, this song made me really think about how he would react if i lost my fight with my mental illnesses.. this song made me never want him to experience that, it kept me going. Mgk has saved my life more than a few times n i hope he never stops making music

I'd die for a father like this, sure he has some issues but who doesn't? he took time to write a song about his beautiful daughter, something most of our fathers would never do. that's the last thing that'll ever come to my father's head, writing a song

To think that all legends are going to go. Makes me feel so empty.

This hits different when you're broken

I’m a vet who is going to call the helpline instead. All because of this song. Thank you MGK

I've been playing his music so much lately XD

the emotions when he sang "I'll miss you" was just so painful and raw TwT

This song saved my life a few nights ago. It made me think of my daughter. I'd rather suffer with the thoughts in my head than have my daughter suffer with the fact her father killed himself. Thank you so much.

I have been battling depression, anxiety, ptsd, and not sure what else all going on, see the primary next month to see about a sleep study for insomnia, aswell as seeing about a neurologist appointment to have a brain scan done, I have been battling myself since I was a child and over the years of all the loss hardships and drug addictions things have gotten worse, I been battling my inner demons now for a while, this song hits me hard. I won’t take my own life but I am really just tired of all this battling. Thank you for this song mgk I want it played when I’m gone. Just so everyone knows I still love them all

this song made me cry even more dawg

if this is not gonna play at my funeral then im not dying

Part of me wishes all MGK would do is these kind of songs, lonely, why are you here and this are perfect imo

They hate him for rapping, for punk rock, for being poor, for being rich, for what he wears, for who he dates

it makes me so mad when people assume that people like kells are a “bad influence” just because they do drugs. it’s songs like this and many others that show that he really is a genuinely good-hearted person who wants the best for his family and his fans. i’ve seen people hate on not only kells, but also mac miller and a bunch of others for some of the same reasons. and it’s upsetting because these are some of the most real people i know of and they’ve helped countless people through hard times, on top of also being some of the greatest artists of our time.

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Truly one of the saddest songs ever, it never fails to make me tear up when I hear it. I always find myself defending MGK to other ppl only cuz many of his songs hv really helped me through some tough times. I wish his more meaningful songs would go viral on tiktok so ppl can see that he’s actually a great artist

Imagine being an Em Stan and hating on this guy for no real reason. Beautiful song and he's so talented. Keep pushing on Kells

My son just sent this to me he is fighting manic depression his anxiety is off the charts he had gotten covid-19 he is drowning in his depression and there's nothing I can do except pray 😭

Colson wrote this song for one person. This song has and will impact more than just that one person

Hey, I’m proud of you for being here. Being alive is more than enough my love please keep going and when you find your way back here look for me and I’ll be here to remind you how proud I am of you 🤍

I lost my mother in April 2023. I was 29 then. And my anxiety was eating me alive. And I fought with myself and my sobriety every night. Real music hits. And this is some real shit. Thank you MGK for this outlet. You’re loved. Don’t forget that.

I really like his voice in this song.

Been here more then once and hung my self in 2000 when i felt it was better for everyone. .. That moment that i kicked the chair away i changed my mind. Some how i woke up on the floor. It wasnt my time. Now its been 21 years and i got rid of the problem and raised my kids alone and was the best days of my life. .. Sometimes we have to hit bottom . its not easy but the hard work pays off.

Im 29 with kids. Man this hits hard. I'm crying. Gonna keep my hopes up and do everything I can to get back to being a father to my kids

I cried! Only the strong survive & with a daughter like you have got you'll be just fine!!! Best Father of the galaxy! At least who's well-known! And to see her stand tall & help her dad when he fell made me cry!! Thank you!

Noooo I’m not ready for the tears

This gon hit different when he gone FR

This hit me hard. My boyfriend took his life in 2020 he was 39.

I’m 29 and I lost my mom on may 16th, and my dad on September 23rd 2020... on top of that I never get to see my daughter and she turns 4 this year. This song rocks me to my core. Thank you MGK, I’m still here because of you. I feel like you’re the only one who understands. #MGK #ESTFORLIFE

4 months later and im still crying to this during every mental breakdown

this song honestly makes me cry

When I was heavy in my addiction and dedicated this song to my children.. I thought they were so much better without me I’ve been sober 20 mos and I’m I. The process of gettin them all home… recovery is possible ..

beautifullllllllllllllllllllll love you colson....you're saving me(literally)

the fact that we all could relate to this until we find out that this song came out of a suicide note written to his daughter. damn.

It's been such a fucked up few weeks for me - this song tipped me over and I'm sitting here like a fucking loser bawling my dam eyes out - - I don't think artists realize what they do for those who listen after - those barely hanging on- those trying to find hope - those losing faith- or those who keep everything in so nobody sees just how broken and fucked up they really are - - music is the biggest release for some people, music doesn't judge it just lets you let go and holds you until you're ready to stand up and keep going. . . Thank you kells & also thank you to all artists who share their art with others

This man had suffered from this shit (depression) but still he made these type of masterpeice just for saving all those lives who still suffered from this shits man heis blessedfrom god mannn so much fuckin love from india

So my daughter who's 23 today and I share the same UKposts. So I decided to listen to some of her music and this is the first one I picked. I never listen to a MGK song before until just now and I'm in tears. This song is straight from the heart. This song hit me so hard, because if it wasn't for my daughter I would've just said fuck life. Even with her, it has always been a constant battle between living or ending it. I totally relate to his words and it hit me hard. I feel his pain writing this song. How do you truly explain to your baby girl that you are tired of life and want to be at Peace knowing it will destroy her if you did. MKG keeps fighting for your fucking life man, because you wanna be there to watch your daughter grow up, taking your daughter to see her favorite musicians/concerts,(my daughters 1st was when she was 3 yrs old, favorites were Bone Thugs N Harmony, Nine Inch Nails, and had to wait til she was 16 to see Marilyn Manson lol) now we have a new goal to see you in concert, her favorite movies, hold her during her heartbreaks, graduate, be the one to give her away when she finds the person of her dreams, ect... I can honestly say they were some of the happiest and proudest days of my life. You wanna be there through all of it!!!! Much love💝

Hes the definition of underrated..

This song is too damn beautiful, especially when knowing that he gifted it to Casie 🥺

“Everything about me was you” my dad said something similar. Think I’ll go cry and panic some more now

Some Real shit

Lyricsss [Verse 1] I'm writing you this message just so I can say that I love you I had to let you know that everything about me was you, yeah I think it's time for me to leave, but I'll never leave you I just looked at your pictures, so the last thing I did was see you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, my anxiety's eating me alive I'm fightin' with myself and my sobriety every night And last time I couldn't barely open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Verse 2] I hope you get to go to all the places that I showed you When I was on the road and couldn't be home to hold you Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to know you So just try and keep in mind everything that I told you [Pre-Chorus] I'm twenty-nine, and society's eating me alive I'm fighting what comes with this notoriety every night This is the last time I'll ever open up my eyes, I apologize [Chorus] I'm not gonna lie and tell you it's alright, it's alright You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright I wrote you this song to keep when I'm gone If you ever feel alone You're gonna cry and baby, that's alright, it's alright [Bridge] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you (I'll miss you) I'll miss you (I'll miss you), I'll miss you [Outro] And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, yeah And I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you, I'll miss you

I lost my dad when I was 11. Your music always helps me through the toughest shit. Thank you so much your truly an artist something special.

Lost my uncle to depression and addiction, almost lost my mom to addiction, recently lost my grandmother to cancer this is one of the songs keepin me goin through everything rn.

Bro why the fuck do you have to make me cry? Please keep doing you, been listening since I was 15, currently 26. Keep on keeping on mgk

i just hope he's ok bc sometimes his songs rlly worry me😭❤

you can tell how much he loves his daughter, this song and the whole album is always on repeat😍

My younger brother committed suicide last weekend by overdosing on something. He was found with headphones on, presumably listening to something. This is his youtube account. He made a playlist containing 6 songs that was edited the day he passed. This is one of the 6 songs. With the method he used, he was dead after about 30 minutes, probably unconscious around 12 minutes. I like to think that it was peaceful for him with his music on. I love you Myles, I'll miss you everyday for the rest of my life...

I know you won't see this Colson but thank you for this song single father here definitely hits home thanks again

"Im 29 and my anxiety is eating me alive" im only 23 and can hear and feel the pain in his voice when I hear that line.. My anxiety eats me up more and more. everyday

Dear Colson, Part of me doesn't want this cruel world to make you feel this way. A big big part of me, to be honest. Not because you shouldn't feel sad or cause you're too good to live with those feelings. Not because of your daughter or your fans, no. It's cause you deserve happiness. You truly deserve to feel loved, cared for, important, special. You deserve

Extremely deep track and it hits home so well.... this track is so on point it's scary.... I miss you.

This will mark the 9 year anniversary of my dad being gone. When he says, "your going to cry and baby it's alright" I sobbed so hard when he said that

As someone who lost her father young this song makes me breakdown crying every time. My dad was also a musician and I miss hearing his music so much. Colson, please stick around for your daughter. Stay alive. She shouldn't have to feel this pain I feel all the time. It would hurt for the rest of her life, she's too young for that.

He wrote this song for his daughter, but got an impact for everybody too. MGK got my entire respect.

Colson baker... Machine gun kelly... Can you imagine, in how many different songs you saved my life and changed my mind? You take care of me in every little emotion, I hope you know, that you and your music are a good way to take life much more easier, I thank you for being there and I hope you can take me with you in your songs! Sorry for my English, maybe I am drunk

I think this song was for his child and that makes me cry even more because I relate to it so much and I have a kid

the fact he posted this shows how strong he is. we love you dont leave us please. ♡

Some people call him fake rapper.....so sad that they couldn't realize the pain he has gone through.

This was the last song my brother played before he took his life I want to let you know how much your music means to me Listen to this song and 27 like everyday he loved both of those songs and glass house I never new how powerful ur lyrics were until I looked and read word for word thank you mgk .

I'm crying so hard now ... damn this world.

Just randomly searched this guy and he posted this 5 mins ago

This is a masterpiece

My love sent me this song 2 years ago. Said it reminded him of how he felt for me. He passed away from addiction Dec 11,2023 and this song came on randomly right before his service today. I know your with me, I love you so much Luis 💜 it’s not goodbye it’s see you later 💚

Lost my sister in law four days ago.39 Years young .Im listening to this now crying and heart is breaking for my brother x rip Becky Leys we will never forget your amazing spirit

Goddamnit. This makes me cry because my dad would never do anything like this for me....

I cry every time I hear this beautifully heartbreaking song 💔

This Song Makes Me Cry Every Single Time I Listen To It. In 2017, Lost My Dad When He Was 29. I'm 16 Now But I Still Miss Him So Much. Rest In Peace Thorne.

I just lost my mom on 9/30 and fuck this song makes me wanna go home to her..