I want to dedicate this video to the real stars of my life - my friends. The ones who always remind me that I’m always right where I need to be.
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Director: Jeremie Brivet
Produced by: Alpha Bravo Studios
Lyrics
Verse:
I’ve been thinking ‘bout skipping this town,
Because I’m someone you don’t need around,
And I know it feels like love right now
But eventually I’ll just let you down
Trouble follows me down every lane
Self-sabotage is my middle name
I’m a bonafide shit hurricane
And I’m terrified that I’ll never change
Pre-Chorus:
When the truth is I’m scared
You’re all I wanted
Chorus:
I’ve lost so many people in my life it’s fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You’re the one thing in my life
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
Verse:
I’ve crossed the line about 100 times
I sober up then apologise
But these Demons here they’re here for life
You’re too beautiful don’t waste your time
Pre-Chorus:
Because the truth is I’m scared
You’re all I wanted
Chorus:
I’ve lost so many people in my life it’s fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You’re the one thing in my life
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
Bridge:
Step one I was freaking out
Step two feeling better now
Step three if you stick around
I promise I’ll never let you down
Step one I was freaking out
Step two feeling better now
Step three if you stick around
I promise I’ll never let you down
Chorus:
I’ve lost so many people in my life it’s fucked with my head
I go and start a fight so I can lose it again
Oh why oh why am I so terrified of letting you in?
You’re the one thing in my life
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
I don’t want to ruin
Outro:
Step one I was freaking out
Step two feeling better now
Step three if you stick around
I promise I’ll never let you down