The best remix of this song. The original is too slow, the common dubstep is odd, but this one is amazing

I prefer this remix over the DotEXE one honestly

10 yr old me grooving to the beat- 💃🏻💃🏻 21 yr old me realizing the lyrics- 👁👁

i miss the old days when the edgy kids listened to this

The song is based off of a short story that was written by Meg and Dia, but also based on the book East of Eden by John Steinbeck. ( And this whole thing I found in a lyric video description of the original song.) [MONSTER] The couch. Always behind the couch. Under the table. The closet under the stairs. Three places to run. Three places to hide. Every time their voices would rise I would run to the closest sanctuary and thank God I was small enough to fit. Those voices that ran across each corner of the room seemed to reverberate off my very skin. Dad. He told me to call him Sir. Never Dad. Mom. She told me to call her Hannah. She was so pretty when she slept. She was so pretty when she was happy. Now, her body of twenty years was old. Tired from no sleep, breaking from fingertips pressed into her sides, and boiling with too hard of liquor for her fragile, porcelain outline. After every uproar, every tear by her, and every empty bottle by him they would come looking. Her, happy to see him turn his malice towards me. Him, happy to turn his malice away from himself. I was the six year old pathetic coward. Sir, I would say. My eyes would wander to Hannah with frightened curiosity. What had I done? I called him sir. I called her Hannah. They called me Henry at school. They called me Henry at church. They called me Monster at home. After black, they would confine me to my room. A tiny room with one window, where their words said minutes earlier would form long sentences and wrap around in a circle above my head like those music boxes loving mothers would clip to the sides of their infants cribs. I hated my room. I hated the dark. They knew it, too, and took pleasure in locking me in. Locking me in where they could get me. Dear Reader: Please note, if you ever were a six year old child, remember what it was like to lay in bed and imagine that loud heartbeat pulsing thick from underneath your mattress. Remember that hand that hovered over your face once you closed your eyes. Remember that loud breathing that resided around your open window. The creatures. That white little girl that crawled towards you in the night, hair hanging around the neck, fingers outstretched. To a child it is horrid. To an adult, it is a memory that most barely ever remember. Twenty years later. I didn't understand love. I didn't understand human connection. I only understood the weather: constantly changing. I understood change. I didn't understand safety, or any emotion, be it love, or hate, that could be unconditional. I was at my second year of college. I was striving to be a writer. I didn't trust the crowds. I would go to my apartment, sit at my small desk I had gotten at a garage sale, and stay there for hours with my books, my papers, and a bottle of brandy. Then the day would end, and I'd get ready for the next. I slept with the lights on. Always. I didn't want many things, but every once in a while, I hate to admit, I would want to feel that popular emotion I had read about in so many books: love. I was scared to administer it myself. I was scared to feel for another person. So things happened. On the walk to my apartment I saw a girl in a red sweater. I pardoned her and asked her if she knew where Rebecca street was. She looked at me in a funny way, paused, and turned her back to me. My hands ran to her shoulders, my lips to her neck. Hard fingers, hard hands. Her soft hair, thin ankles. I ran off, leaving the crème skinned girl crying at her violette bruises left in patches under her sweater and skirt. I had been born of glass but now I only felt apathy. No regrets, but still, that hard human pain that is there when you know you have done a terrible trespass. I went back to my apartment. I turned all the lights on and opened the window. The night was calm and beautiful. The wind brought in glow flies by the dozen. They did not bother me like they did to most locals here. They brought light and company and I loved them with all my heart. I broke the lamps and poured the liquid into the bath tub. Small shards of porcelain glass managed to mix in with the water as well, that was now pouring from the faucet. I added the remaining kerosene I kept under my sink and by my desk which I had used as a denaturant for my alcohol. Maybe it would have the same effect on me.

this is definitely the best remix of that song. Someone needs to give you a medal.

Coming back 12 years later it's still a banger

This exact remix made me fall in love with this song. Brings me back to my middle school days in 2008/2009 😭😭😭

The while time I was just staring at the little dinosuar.

This song was used in flipnotes all the time.

its about a little boy who was abused as a child, his parents called him monster. he never knew love. he grows up but still can't understand love. he sees a beautiful girl. he cages her. hits her, commits various lustful acts resulting in her losing her virginity, hence the phrase "then he stole her" he then realizes his.dream of love is her nightmare of rape. he fills a bathtub with kerosene, lays down. and drops in a match.

I wish this version was on spotify

The original song was based off of a short story (from what I've heard). This child was raised in an abusive home. His parents always called him 'monster'. Hannah was his mother. He grew up, not knowing what love actually was. One day, he forced himself on a girl because that's what his perspective of love was. Later he realized that this was wrong. He bathed in gasoline and lit a match, killing himself.

I FINALLY FOUND IT!!! This is the remix I've been looking for for YEARS! TYSM 😭💕

Can we just enjoy the song. Stop arguing about how it fits to a fandom or the meaning behind the song. Let's just enjoy the song.

After all these years I still love this version more

FINALLy FOUND THIS EXACT REMIX AFTER HOURS OF SEARCHING FOR IT ITS STILL AS BEAUTIFUL AS I REMMEBER.

*clenches fist* my emo days

i’m literally gonna cry. i miss being that one “weird kid” that listens to this. dudeeee my life went by so fast

The dino, it's adorable!

2011 o.O 5years....

When you find out the true meaning of the song.

I listened to this song when I was 11, 12 years ago I'm glad I was able to find it cause idk wtf the dotexe version is...it's not the one I grew up with!. :) So thank you for actually having it!!!!

It was so hard to find this specific remix! The mainstream remix isn't the one I listened to as a kid!

Sheeesh…That Ed Edd and Eddy music video was popping when I was 6.

Why isn't this version on iTunes?

Between the era of trance and before the dubstep era. Perfect...😅

This song is even better with headphones!! :D

This Remix > Every Other Remix

this song in some way speaks to me like it has a deeper meaning to it but I just can't understand that meaning yet.....

THUMBS UP IF YOUR FAVE!!!

OMG! At last!! I found it!! Best monster remix!! thank you so much!! ♥ lol

this song goes well with loki when he found out what he was

@michelle Its not about rape i found what its about: They called a boy henry at school They called him henry at church They called him monster at home They locked him in his tiny room when it was black His room had 1 window and would hear creatures saying Long sentences in other words a creature a living thing Youre a creauture But they locked him in his room The part about hannas regrets Is because she hates him It makes his family happy to make him scared or tortured He would hide behind the couch or under the stairs Luckily he was tiny

I love how this video has 'XD' in it and' 'Rawr' in the description and it was uploaded in 2011

1:37 When you're on IXL at 77% and you miss and question and it sends you back to 70%

I don't get why people like the remix as more "upbeat" and "happy" when the song's about an abused child that when they grow up, are going out the metaphorical window.

I love this remix of this, it's better than the other remixes. I also like the regular version that meg and dia did

Am I the only one who thought of Alois Trancy? I mean its not perfect but it kind-of fits...

Minecraft, How should I feel? Creepers lie here, looking through the window. xD

i rlly want to know what remix this is. and have it on spotify 🙏

Finally, a good remix that has lyrics other than just the chorus. Awesome mix, man. 👍

I've seriously been trying to find this type of remix lyrics video for weeks THANK YOU XD

I listened to this song all the time when I was younger but I never thought of the meaning of the lyrics. Now I'm older, found the story behind it, and now I have mixed feelings.

This remix is perfect. The original was too slow and this has the energy

I don't like rape But the replay button deserved it

wow. this is the first time in four years that i’ve revisited this again... the memories are strong.

YESSSS Been looking forever for this version(20 minutes) Thank you~

now I understand what this song is about my child hood Is ruind.......

Why do people MOSTLY do the remix instead of the ral song

Omfg ive looked everywhere for this remix!! Ur a life saver!

26 years old now and this is still THE bop 🎉🎉🎉❤

I find it funny how most of these comments are fnaf role players whom have NO IDEA what this song is about! XD

Finally,anyone knows about what is the artist who made this amazing remix,besides dotexe???

This song is awesome. I like this version better then the original.

Ive been looking for this remix forever! Finally found it

my best friend showed me this haven't stopped watching this since

Anyone From 2020 likes to hear this song ?

YES!!! I spent so long looking for this!!

Yessss this is the remix I've been looking for

I love this version!!!!! (Also did anybody come from Feral Heart?)

71 people missed the like button

Hands down the best remix I’ve heard for this song!

There are many remixes to this song but this is by far the best in I have heard. I listen to this song in repeat. Lol

Ah yes, a favorite from my emo phase lol when you actually listen to and internalize the lyrics they’re so messed up and I love it lol

If your here in 2020 December, your a LEGEND

OMG! I wanted this forever. Finally found it.

i'm not even gonna lie i fucking loved this version.

Anyone else listen to the part "Creatures lie here looking through the window" and think of 5 Nights At Freddys? or is it just me XD

I LOVE the remix better than the original

Man, It's great to listen to this song song again after so many years

the face >8D killed me of laughter but this is a great lyric video lol :P

i cant stop myself from whatching

*Nostalgia day dreams kick in*

THIS IS THE REMIX I'VE BEEN LOOKING FOR :D

Love it!

The song that launched a thousand edgy AMVs

I was digging into the music, until the girl began explaining the monster abused the woman, I wish people stop seeing monsters as horrible creatures! They're like humans... (I have this strange addiction on monsters)

God please put this banger up on iTunes 😩😩😩 I haven’t stopped listening to it since 2013

Thanks I was just waiting for one

Its 2021 and I still haven't forgotten this song

2:31 SCARED THE CRAP OUT OF ME TWICE! AND IM NOT EVEN JOKING!!!!

It was 2023 and still this song was favorite

I love this song! Each time I listen to it, it reminds me of the game that I play: Final Fantasy.

This is the exact video i would play over and over via age 8

I believe the song depicts how an abusive childhood leads to a man becoming a literal monster, or a serial killer. There are a few hints towards this. The beginning verse, asking for love, show his lack of affection as a child. Then him 'battering his fists to feel' show the beginning of destructive tendencies, which the song clarifies began when he was young. His wondering about 'feeling' is both specifying his lack of affection and the beginning of his disassociation. Verse two goes into his first crime- or the first that turned to murder. He kidnaps a woman, binds her, and rapes her. As clarified when they say 'he stole her' after they already establish that he kidnapped her in 'he caged her'. He realizes at this point that he gets pleasure out of the suffering of others, which is sadistic but can spawn from childhood abuse. The lines 'I'm a glass child' and 'I am Hannah's regrets' seem to be linking both verses together. I'm a glass child referencing childhood and Hanna's regrets connecting to his current attack. Though we don't know who Hannah is; it could be his mother, who has planted these thoughts in his head, or his victim. In the final verse, having already used her all he wants, he finally suffocates her- 'murder ears with pillow lace'- and then disposes of the body by burning her remains- 'there's bath tubs full of glow flies, bathe in kerosene'. The next line 'their words tattooed in his veins' most likely works both as remnants of his childhood and the lingering pleasure he gets from remembering his murdered victims. TLDR: the song is most likely about a man using thrill killing to cope with his past abuse.

She said time will but it doesn't matter, Nice video! 👍🏻👑👑

Finally a remix that uses more of the song than the chorus

They should use this song for the Maximum Ride movie. Have you guys heard of that book? It's really awesome.

Childhood hits hard

I luv it !!!!! So much music thou

I still have no regrets for coming back to my childhood =)

I love this dinosour so cute!!!!!!!

i love this song thanks!!!

The only acceptable remix. 👌 It actually has the full song, unlike all the others with literally have one sentence in them.

This made me cry it has such a deep message to it

2021 still love this song years later 💞

it hurt my soul when i heard the original was about rape

I like it says blaah more music XD anyways its SOOOOOO EPIC,AWESOME.AND AND.....i dunno its just epic! :P

Finally i found the right song :D amazing