Sorry this was all over the place. I was a little flustered, but I hope this helped even just one person out there. You are NOT ALONE! You have everything to live for, even if it doesnt seem like it at the time. I love and appreciate all of you. And lets make this comment section a welcoming and safe place

Strongest person i know

It's always the comedians. The people most sad are always the ones trying to make everyone laugh. Mental health sucks man. Thanks for being you

As a depressed person, caring for others gives me the best feelings

Recovering class clown here. Thank you for your vulnerability kris. You are believed, and you are worthy of being believed. You are accepted, and you are worthy of acceptance. You are seen, and you are worthy of being seen.

let’s appreciate how kris feels comfortable sharing this with all of us.

She was sexually assaulted, was depressed, and more. And she’s still this bright shining happy smiling 24/7 person. God bless her. She’s so strong.

Ive struggled wwith depression and had suicidal thoughts. The best quote I ever heard about why not to take your own life is that suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone you loved.

Kris, I know I'm late to this. But whatever happens in your life, you are not alone. People are here for you for whatever you need and you know that by 2023. You are upon one of the strongest people going through this and you are beautiful the way you are. I hope you are/soon to be recovered by now but nobody, even you should face things as awful as your experiences. You are spectacular.

Wow you are so amazing so much love to you

I know that there is almost 43 thousand comments and this probably wont reach anyone, but i am also trying to recover not really from an eating disorder, but my family friends and I just call it my 'food thing'. Its been difficult especially with my parents sometimes not understanding why im not just 'normal', but being able to just laugh at how fricken funny Kris is literally just helps me so much every day, and thank goodness for mental health problems being normalised at this point in time

This literally made me want to hug Kris and give her the whole world 😭I love her so much

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy. Because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that” - Robin Williams

Not all heroes wear capes. Some of them wear tiny hands❤

I got to about 50% through this vid and realised that i love you.

I'm in grade ten and I lost my mum in December amd it has been hard to deal with. I have had thoughts of ending it but I can't leave my family and friends like that, I'm so sorry for everything you have been through, and in tough times I alway quote Winston Churchill "When you're going through hell, keep going."

The most dystopian thing in the world is seeing an advertisement in the middle of someone recounting a sexual assault.

"People who suicide are not coward, they are just tired by staying strong for too long"

I know this video is from 2 years ago, but I just wanna tell you that I’m so glad you made this video, and I’m so proud of you for doing so. You’ve helped and supported many people by sharing this, me being one of them. Love you❤️

Damn, you're TOUGH. Not only have you lasted this long through all of this, but you're becoming so strong in the process of healing. That's powerful.

For all them Riley fans who struggle read this in rileys voice "I knoe yu may be stwuggin but pwease belive in uorslf you got dis OTAY"

“Sometimes the Ones Who Seem the Happiest Are Hurting the Most” THIS QUOTE IS SO PERFECT FOR HER.

You brought so much happiness and laugh to your followers! Thank you for making the world less scary with your art

I’m a shrink but also survivor of depression. Kris you have really helped me and some of my patients from your talks. I know for a fact you have done so much more than saved just one person. I have super respect for you and wish you and your family a happy new year.

We are with u kris in this stay strong and yep "otayyyy" Woahhhh

2 minutes in she had tears in her eyes and I realized I'm one of those insane fans who would do anything to see my role model smile. Who tf even disliked this video? Katrina needs names and addresses. 😒

You are beautiful. You are creative. You are very talented. You are brave. You are valuable. You matter. And you are so loved by your Filipino fans! Sending you virtual hugs from The Philippines! Stay strong and God bless! ❤❤❤

Runing away from your problems is not going to fix your problems, running toward and faceing that level ten boss that took you literally twelve years and finally killing the boss is breathtaking.

The funniest people always battle the biggest demons. Our hearts go out to you.

She already helps so many of us smile, she now helps us feel like we ain’t alone and acknowledges how hard it is. People like her give me hope for this world.

I got rid of all my social media. It's traumatic now. I'm so glad to see you, you're one of my favorite creators. I'm so sorry for your past. I've had it pretty rough too. I'm at my worst.

let’s all give a round of applause for her being so strong to tell us all about this (i’m so late with this comment i know 😭) but it’s always needed 👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏👏

“The only thing more exhausting than being depressed is pretending that you’re not.” You are strong, dont let anyone break you.

The moment Kris looked into the camera and said “cuz we’re a family” I started to cry because I’ve never been so touched...

Rewatching this video in late 2023, I realized I never actually left a comment expressing my insane gratitude to you, and expressing love for you and your braveness. ❤❤ here's that now. When I was 9, I lost someone really close to me. She was the most influential person in my life at the time (and for many years after) and tbh was more of a mother figure to me than my mom was. I had never experienced death in any degree before. I didnt have fish or hamsters or anything like that to prepare me. It was just one day I was an innocent kid and the next day my heart was shattered into a million pieces And I'm still picking pieces off the ground After that, I developed extreme depression, as well as my anxiety that had really always been there rising (my anxiety was left untreated and undiagnosed at this time because "i was doing so well in school" so how could I possibly be struggling?). I genuinely hid it from everyone. I was the happy kid. Even now, sharing my story with people, they are shocked because I always seemed perfect. As I was dealing with grief, my mother kept telling me horrible things. Like that i was being dramatic or "milking her death" for attention. This led me to spiral deeper and lose all trust in my parents for several years. When I was in fifth grade, covid hit. My school was shut down for over a year, and I was left alone with my thoughts and my family to keep me company. I lost both of my dogs during that time of lockdown, further spiraling me and leaving me with absolutely no one to confide in. My dogs were always just there for me no matter what happened, and now I was left with just my family. I fell down so incredibly deep. I started doing scary things. I measured the height of my roof to see how much damage I could do if I jumped off. I kept a knife under my pillow. I tried to guess the code to our gun safe. After lockdown, I felt so much more free but also scared. I spent over a year locked in my room, I had completely forgotten how to mask it. Eventually, I broke. After our school's slideshow presentations about mental health, I cracked and opened up to my best friend about everything. She helped me so much. (This is the end of 6th grade ish) Around that time, I started to realize how abusive one of my online friends was. She would threaten to kill or hurt herself if I didn't do things for her. She threatened me into 'dating' her so she wouldn't end it all. (Then she ended up ghosting me, she honestly might have killed herself after that I genuinely don't know). This broke my trust more. As seventh grade begun, I lost 2 close friends to suicide, as well as losing all my trust in my friends, teachers, and my family. I felt so low. I suffered through every day, pretending to be happy but crying underneath my mask (literally and figuratively, covid). In january of 2022 (7th grade) i broke and eventually ended up telling my mom everything. She did doubt me for a while, but eventually agreed to get me therapy. I also went on antidepressants (they were really crappy, my doctor did not do any form of research in prescribing my medication, and I honestly kind of blame him for the next year). At least 10 suicide plans (and partial attempts) later, school was out. I was again stuck with my family for summer. We did end up getting another dog, my sweet angel who really saved my life. On July 21, 2022, I had one of the biggest breakdowns I have ever had and probably ever will have. I crashed so hard, and I cut myself so many times. Me and my parents collectively decided that something drastic needed to be done, and fast. I ended up being enrolled in an RTC (residential treatment center, basically a place you go live on your own for a while with a bunch of counselors and stuff, usually for mental help and/or addiction) across the country. On July 29, 2022, I left everything I knew behind to try to find myself again. The facility I went to had so many ups and downs. It was the hardest thing I have ever been through. I would like to shout out 'Newport Academy' in Oakley, Utah for saving my life. It was so difficult but they genuinely saved me and so many other people. I am so grateful for everyone there. A little over a year since I got home (i was there for 2 months), I am doing so much better. I am still going to therapy, and I am on a much better medication. I still have highs and lows, and trust me, I get really low sometimes. But it changed my life. I am still in recovery. I want to say thank you to Kris, for being the internet comedian. I had something to look forward to. I had someone to make me laugh in my darkest times. I could come home, and zone out and watch Kris do some stupid shit and it honestly helped so much. Thank you. ❤ And thank you to anyone else reading this. I try to be such a huge advocate for mental health, and i am here for you if you need to reach out. Thank you, I hope this can help someone. -Gavin, (Me3TV) 10/24/2023

i feel how you feel, trust your NOT alone by any chance you will never be alone and i hope you are never SA again

Strongest fuckin’ person I know. Props to you, we’re in this together.

the fact that she had enough courage to do this AND post this says a lot. i love her sm and she makes me think i’m normal

Your literally my therapist ❤

Hi im 16 yo and i've been „not doing okay" for the last few years and this video encouraged me to share this with my friends and im planing to talk about it with my mom and dad. Thank you so much and stay strong to inspire all of us

I love how she did a little smile when she talked about her boyfriend

Kris listen to me you are not alone I'm 14 years old and this happened to me except I got raped two times. I was literally 11 years literally you are not alone right now I'm 14 years old and then I had to take literal two years off school because I was traumatised and then they forced me into therapy right now I have a psychologist and a psychiatrist every little detail your giving right now also happened to me so you are not alone ❤

8:29 I'm so sorry for all you have gone through, Kris. And, I'm so proud of all you have become. I love you so much ❤

Riley: Everything will be otay Sergei: Da. It will be ok Misha: Sergei speak facts

How are people gonna dislike when she only talked for a minute

i am so so late but i just felt i needed to say this. when you said “you deserve to be here” i just lost it, my body just reacted. i hadn’t had tears leave my eyes until you said that and now i’m bawling. thank you kris. you do so much for us too, complimenting us every video, being so kind, and really just being so accepting and loving to us all. you are such an amazing person. also, never apologize for crying, it’s a natural way to let out emotions, or for having a more serious video, they are just as important if not more thank you again and we love you too :)

You are such a strong well spoken woman. Thank you for sharing your story. I found your “shorts” on instagram and totally relate and am entertained by them. Take care of yourself.

"It's okay not to be okay" -KallmeKris That is beautiful

“You feel like there is no escape, but there is”- Kallmekris... favorite thing she has every said

Hey, Kris! You probably won't see this comment because this video was posted two years ago. I feel as I am speaking for your 60 million+ combined followers when saying that we all appreciate the fact that you have been able to share this with us as I understand it takes a LOT of courage and bravery, we are sorry for what you've gone through, it's okay to cry, and that we all love you and will forever support you. As always, keep up the excellent work!

I thank God you’re still here because you’re loved so much. I feel like I was watching myself because I’ve gone through those horrific, dark moments with my ED, depression and rape. I’ll tell you this…you’re so strong especially for sharing those dark moments with all of us. Thank you for being so vulnerable and honest! Truly, you deserve nothing but good things and happiness!! My pup has saved me many times too. Keep fighting! You’re loved!

Seeing her like this broke my heart.I’ve never seen this side. She’s helped me stay myself and i wish I could’ve helped

Who agrees, the world just needs one big crying session, where you can cry your heart out instead of letting it all bubble up inside you until you cant take it anymore.

Hey kris I’m also currently struggling with mental health stuff and all throughout this video I wished I could just give you a hug it’s ok to cry or yell or feel anything it’s a normal and we are all here for you so I’m glad you opened up to us. You helped me I watch your videos sometimes and they make me happy they make me feel good. And this video helped me learn about you and your story and see that there is a tomorrow and it will get better. And your not alone I’m not alone we are here to help you your here to help me and all of your fans and that’s what matters that your here and safe I’m responding to this 2 years after it was posted but look where you are now your awesome! Keep up the good work

i am so sorry for what has happened to you! I hope you can get to feeling better if its makes you feel better ive gone through a lot of the stuff you have

Sweet girl, I just want you to know I am a 73 year old woman with diagnosed PTSD. I love watching your videos, you always make me smile and I am sending you a huge hug right now and I hope you know how much people care for you. ❤

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. 😁🖤

I just discovered you and see so much of myself in you, particularly the intrusive thoughts. You are awesome beyond words! Don’t stop what you’re doing, you do it in such a subtle way, but our uplifting to so many people.

Thank you for sharing.🙏🏼 I’m currently feeling down and have suffered from depression for a lifetime. It was nice to see your open honesty about the darker days. I’ve tried to explain this to family and friends… I’m not sure they ever quite comprehend one’s dark space. Much like you, I have good days and hid the pain. It’s also the thought of my dog that has kept me from anything that may jeopardize his future. Thank you for your bravery.🙏🏼

When she apologized for “crying so much” I said in my head. “WHAT THE HECK DO YOU MEAN! AFTER ALL YOU’VE BEEN THROUGH? YOU HAVE A REASON TO CRY PLEASE DO NOT APOLOGIZE!” I was about to say “I’m so sorry for what you have been through” then I thought, sorry doesn’t seem right for this situation. But I want you to know, that I think you are amazing and I’m so glad you felt comfortable enough to opening up to us, and that your laughter and smiles are the best part of my day💖💖💖

I definitely think that parents need to understand that depression isn’t your child not trying to be happy it’s a child in a hole that they need help getting out of.

As a person who pretends to be happy in public this video hit me so so hard and i love making my friends happy and that made me to stop pretending and now a am still sad and i am way more happy now. (It was because of my seasonal depression)

Thank you so much for this. I've been battling mental health since about fourth grade but never spoke out about it until a little while after I saw this. You are so strong to stay through all of this. We love you Kris❤❤❤❤❤

The fact that she mentioned how Kevin, her dog, saved her so many times is SO relatable for me. I had a dog throughout a lot of my school time (I had her from 2006 (2nd ish grade) till 2019) and she saved my life more times than I can count. When I lost her I lost SO much motivation to do anything. My life just sat at a stand still as I auto piloted through it. In 2020 I got a new dog. She's imperfect, she still play bites despite being almost 2 years old, but she's my baby, and I love her more than anything.

“You helped save me” no no no, YOU saved us. Even through your struggles, you help make others laugh and smile. You didn’t give up. You kept going. You are strong and we all support you.

Thank you for being so vulnerable and sharing your story. Your story will speak to so many hearts, Kris.

I just watched this and I am soo sorry and yet so happy to see that you're so strong to be here and give us enjoyment. May we all be as strong as you. We all love you Kris.

The minute Kris started crying I felt her pain and the things she went through and I started crying 😢

She is the most brave person I’ve ever seen, her ability to be confident and still be the amazing person she is without revealing all the pain behind her happy smile is just amazing I have a friend who is like this and now I know how to help them because of this video thank you 😊😘😁

Kris, you are so brave and good. Thank you for sharing your experience-I’m going through stuff right now and finally decided to watch your video and you helped. I hope everything is even better now a couple years later!

Thank you for sharing! I am so sorry you had to go through all of this. You are truly fantastic for finding the strength and will to overcome this. I wish you to live and enjoy a life full of joy.

Kris: starts crying* Me: starts to cry* Also me: starts to cry alot because she's my favorite and I hate seeing people sad*

Wow, you are so strong. That is one of the bravest things I have ever seen. Your videos brighten my day each day and I am so happy you found your purpose and your tribe.

Thank you sharing. UKposts algorithm picked up that I was going through a rough patch and I really appreciate you taking the time to share and I’m grateful you shared your tears. It feels so real and comforting in your honesty.

My whole life, my mom said to me, “Why are you depressed? You haven’t gone through what I’ve gone through. Don’t I give you everything you need? You should be happy!” So I pretended. For YEARS. But in high school, it got SO bad. I tried so hard to get rid of myself because I couldn’t be the happy girl my mom wanted. I failed, but that desire has never gone away. I understand a lot of what you’ve gone through; those same feelings and those same urges. I just never got help until very recently. Thanks for sharing, Kris. I love you and your channel.

Thank you for putting this out here, Kris. Sending my love!

I am so sorry that you had to go through all that its always the people who everyone loves who have been hurt the most. We as your fans will always be here for you and even though you cant see us you can always open up to us so never fewl like your alone.

Thank you so so SO much for sharing this with us ❤. I´m so happy that you´re doing better this day, and are still with us. Love from Denmark

I can't believe how much stuff you've gone through. I mean, getting raped is the fu**ing worst. I haven't gotten raped but just hearing someone say they have and then they break down after it just says a lot. Don't worry kallmekris, we're all here for you. No matter what.

People who disliked clicked the wrong button because their eyes were too teary

I seriously love you. I just recently found your channel but I just love your content and the kind of person you are and how open and honest you were in this video. Thank you so much 💕

Im sorry u went through those hard situations but ur doing great now and helping out loads of people from all over Stay strong

Seeing the person who made you laugh in your worst times cry is depressing.

Can we just all appreciate that even though this was hard for her to talk about she had to watch it to edit and then she posted it knowing that the internet is not a great place.

You have helped me through soooo much hard things and this video opened my eyes to see that EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING MATTERS I love you so much thank you for everything ❤❤❤

Thank you so much for sharing what you went through! That means a lot. I have a friend who is struggling with some of the things that ou mentioned on this video, and I think that you sharing hw you felt through your times of pain, really helped me understand, at least a little bit of what my friend is going through. Thank you so much!❤❤

I can’t imagine a world without Kris. She brings a smile to my face every time I watch her! We love you Kris! ❤️❤️

"I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make other people happy. Because they know what it's like to feel absolutely worthless and they don't want anybody else to feel like that" - Robin Williams. A brilliant man gone before his time! Glad you're still with us Kris and I appreciate your vulnerability. It makes me search within myself ways for proactive ways to make my life better 🙏💜

I know it has been a couple of years now but I've just seen this for the first time and it is still valid. As someone who has struggled with depression for most of my 40 years, to see someone who always appears to be so vibrant and joyful display this level of true honesty and vulnerability is one of the greatest encouragements I've ever experienced. As a man in our messed up world it can be very difficult to allow myself to openly show signs of struggle. But for someone who's very livelihood is built upon a certain persona, even one that is a real part of you, to drop that and show the world the reality of the person behind that persona, the hurt, and the human battles is so beautiful and so brave. You are a wonderful person for speaking the truth of your struggles and giving encouragement and hope to the rest of us. Thank you so much for being so honest and so real in a world that is trying so hard to teach us all to be fake

Watching this after 2 years and this came up at the perfect time in my life. Thank you for sharing your story and how you’re dealing with the struggles of life. I’m incredibly proud of you and I’m so thankful you’re here with us.

This girl is sitting in front of a camera and spilling out all her feelings to the WORLD. I just can’t. It’s 3:00 am and I’m crying my ass off I just want to give her a hug and tell her it’s OK. This is so important and your so strong and I just can’t.

Everyone protect this lil' bean at any cost!

You are such an amazing UKpostsr and you helped me get through things after my dads passing. You are such an amazing UKpostsr and a person

I’m glad I found you! You (and celina) have become a source of comfort to me on the World Wide Web. Thank you for posting this. No one ever took me seriously w my ed. I was always heavier and so when I lost a bunch of weight I’d just get compliments constantly. One person was like “keep doing what you’re doing, you look great!” I was like if you say so lol. I go through my ups and downs. Kind of in a slump right now. Thank you for being so open and transparent about your mental health journey. I hope posting this helped to heal you more. It helped me. ❤ You have a beautiful soul.

Misha and serga would fight a bear for Riley just like the entire comment section fight for you

My favorite saying I’ve ever heard from anyone is, “I know today sucked, but there’s this party happening called “tomorrow “. I better see you there.” So, I better see you all tomorrow. Kris you helped me through a lot of shit you are one of the strongest people i know and I love you

I know how hard it is to talk about this, I commend you for your courage. Thank you for being so brave an so vulnerable. I have much empathy fr you, my friend

Hi Kris, I watched your video and realized that I’m not the only one struggling with depression, but it’s hard for me to go to the doctor, so I’m trying to live with it myself, you’re great, I hope that everything will be fine in your life and you can overcome all your problems ! sorry for my eng

My mom use to say *Every broken soul can be recovored they just need love and time* before she died of cancer

"people cry, not because they're weak. It is because they have been strong for too long" - Johnny Depp "nothing is more beautiful than a smile that has struggled through tears" - Demi Lovato