she has bpd and struggles a lot with her mental health so "bully in my head" is her self- doubt and self- hatred, she's her own biggest "hater". she has a song about this called 'talk to myself'.

When she says.. Hope someday I'll find nirvana I'll be looking down below I'll be dead at twenty-seven Only nine more years to go She is talking about Nirvanas lead singer dying at 27. A lot of influential musicians have died at 27 and it’s referred to as the “27 Club”. Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplin, Jim Morrison, Amy Winehouse, etc.

omg can you react to tired of california by nessa:)

i love nessa I recommend you listen to her album young forever 😊

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