Timestamps (｡´-д-)。。 0:00 / 0:01 - space song 5:21 - drift away (cover) 8:31 - goodbye, my danish sweetheart 10:50 - nobody 14:04 - my r (english cover) 17:38 - I can't handle change 20:58 - ykwim? 24:34 - your sister was right 27:05 - all I want is you 29:39 - I bet on losing dogs 32:27 - I deserve this 34:13 - Christmas kids 36:30 - teen idle -: ✧ :-゜・． Edit: I can't respond to everyone's comments unfortunately but I do hope all of you feel better soon !! I care for every single one of you /gen take care

"The worst feeling isn't being alone, its being forgotten by someone you could never forget"

No longer being able to hold a conversation with the people you used to talk to for hours on end.

Seeing them laughing, having more fun then they every did with you, them ignoring your text, avoiding you, never wants to hangout with you, hurts like no other

it hurts when you see your best friend having more fun with some else more than they ever do with you

We used to play games till 2 am, we used to laugh, we used to talk everyday, but now we are strangers. We were never what I thought we were.

Its hard to see people that u talked to all day doing ok on their own and finally realizing that u really weren't needed

“I won't leave you!” I've got no idea how many times I've heard this, and the sad part was, it was never true. And as a person who's been abandoned multiple times, it's hard waking up every day to just do basic things like eating, brushing my teeth, writing, reading, schoolwork, and just living tbh. And friends? dont make me laugh, at my current school i dont have any, my old ones are not even in touch and when we make plans they all cancel, and my one childhood friend lives over 22 hours away, So I can't see them, hug them, or talk to them unless it's a call or a text. I honestly dont know whats wrong with me, I'm too scared to talk to people in fear that they'll leave me, when I see people I just laugh, Why am I so different? Why do I have to be like this? What is wrong with me? I suppose these questions are what keep me isolated, but I can't find the answer. So instead I cover myself with the puzzle pieces I call a “personality”, show people what they want to see, Say what they want to hear, Act how they want you to act, Thats how I make it through the day! Sorry for this random vent dump i just gotta get some things off my chest lmao 💀

It’s so funny how the person you love can change in a blink of an eye, as if they never loved you…….

Its hard seeing someone you loved to mess around and laugh with, replacing you with people who hurt you.

Why is it that the comments on sad youtube playlists are always the most supportive place on Earth? Damn, y’all are beautiful people.

Its extremely hard losing someone you trusted your whole life like me, it makes me cry every night.

Yes, a stranger on the internet understands you but your relatives don't

It’s good to see my best friend have more fun with other people but it hurts to get ignored by the person I have always trusted. I feel so distant

It’s so painful remembering how you could talk to someone for hours on end, but all of a sudden you struggle to speak to them, to hold a conversation, & you know that it’s all your fault.

"Some people aren't meant to be in your life forever, and that's ok"

I'm going through something like this right now, Me and my friends used to hang out everyday....we used to hang out on the bus stop every day and joke about random stuff, we looked at memes together, I can't even walk past the places we used to hang out because it brings back so much pain...it reminds me that my friends no longer need me in their lives, I find it funny how they can say that we're still friends...when all they do is avoid me now, after 2 years of highschool they left and suddenly i find myself alone, I desperately hold onto memories hoping that this is all a nightmare...hoping that one day it'll go back to normal..but every single day it hurts to much because I can never replace these friends...because no matter how hard i try...they'll never be them, If I could relive a single memory it would be when me and my friends first met..., I'm going through a loss in the family and they left me when i needed their support....i don't see how a friend could do that...

She, today, officially said our friendship is over... It hurts, i just want to cry.

losing a best friend is the worst pain anyone could ever go through, especially when there is no reasoning behind the end of the friendship, if it ends without a proper goodbye that is even worse. A bond that no one ever thought would be broken ends up destroyed. People start to ask you about your "best friend" and you have to try and play it off when deep down inside you are breaking. It is hard going from best friends to strangers with memories. Thne worst part is you may be hurting inside but when you see them they are as happy as ever, as if they never cared for your friendship at all.

Being Best friends to become just strangers with memories..

I always thought soulmates meant lovers... But, you made me believe they existed as what we call "best friends." -Small hands, big heart

It’s hard to see how someone who kept you going could leave you so easily

pov you’re listening to this playlist while looking through old texts, seeing how much has changed and it won’t go back.

it's hard to see a very close person going away even not saying goodbye

she was my best friend, my everything, but she left me for people who hate me.

I'm crying while listening to this. I have trust issues and abandonment issues. I've been abandoned and 'betrayed' so many times by people i really trusted. It seems like every time i try to trust someone, that person goes there and leaves me. I'm feeling so tired and now i know that i'm really alone.

you know that feeling when youve bottled up your emotions all day hiding them and when someone asks you that one question they all come out at once? .. are you okay?

I was friends with her for 5. Years and she left. No reasoning besides “I don’t like you any more.” I still pains me to this day. The exact date is forever imprinted in my mind. October 22, 2023 is the day we broke it off. She was my everything. I don’t know why she left me. She was my closest friend, my light, my reason to live and she left without a care in the world. Now she is friends with the people I hate most. Thank you for listening to my vent. I may not know you but I know you are loved. Just keep going.

Now I’m starting to miss the bond we had when we first met. Now we barely talk, but after all it is my fault.

"So I don't blame you, if you want to bury me in your memories. I'm not the girl I ought to be, but maybe when you tell your friends, you can tell that, what you saw in me, and not how I turned to be" These words just say everything about my life.

"no more happiness, no more hugging, no more hanging out together, no more trust.. only pain,punishment and hate is between me and other ppl"

"Life's not unfair, it's just bad how some people treat it"

Important things to remember: You are loved. You are cared about. You are somebody. Dont kill yourself. Its not worth it. I love you!! ❤️ I care about you!! ❤️ Stay safe!! ❤️

I'm at the point where i can relate to this so much. Me and this friend used to be best friends but we drifted away and never talked again. Its so hard to fight my urges and ask him why we drifted away. We used to talk daily for hours and hours but now i dont think he even considers me as a friend.

I’m proud of you for waking up. I’m proud of you for brushing your hair. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for breathing. I’m proud of you for making your bed. I’m proud of you for eating. I’m proud of you for TRYING to eat. I’m proud of you for drinking water. I’m proud of you for being here. I’m proud of you for being you. I’m proud of you for smiling. I’m proud of you for continuing on even when things are difficult for you. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for blinking. I’m proud of you for getting out of bed after spending the whole day in bed. I’m proud of you for brushing your teeth. I’m proud of you for standing up. I’m proud of you for sitting down. I’m proud of you for defending yourself. I’m proud of you for believing in yourself. I’m proud of you for simply trying. I’m proud of you for being alive. IM PROUD OF YOU. ♥ Go ahead and copy and past this and put it somewhere like a vent tiktok's or sad audio someone will need it! Credit: Ella Jones ♥

She was the first friend where i can be myself without being afraid and i miss her a lot but i also think we are better on our own, i hope she's doing fine, i love her so much and still think about her everyday.

I was reading some old conversations. It all began out as a joke and a chance to giggle a little, but when I got to one about an online friend I had in 2017, who I had completely forgotten about but who I later realized had meant a lot to me, I became really emotional and I now really want to reconnect with her. But a lot of time has passed, and we are now very different people. I really miss them.

There's nothing wrong with your eyes. There's nothing wrong with your nose There's nothing wrong with your height There's nothing wrong with your skin There's nothing wrong with your mouth There's nothing wrong with your hair There's nothing wrong with your face There's nothing wrong with your body There's nothing wrong with your hands There's nothing wrong with your fingers There's nothing wrong with your teeth There's nothing wrong with YOU you are perfect. I am so proud of you:) You made it to this far. You are amazing:) Don't give up. NEVER GIVE UP you're pretty You're precious Don't need to be insecure abt your face. You are so beautiful

I was the one who screwed everything up. They were the world to me and I destroyed everything over one bad phase. They've moved on and are happy but even though I've still got great friends who care for me I still miss them. Its almost like we are complete strangers now no matter how hard I try. I feel for you guys.

The bonds of friendship are tested not by those who leave our side, but by the weight of our own actions that unwittingly push them away.

To everybody here who has struggled with this, remember you’re loved ❤️

To whoever is reading this, you are amazing. If you and your best friend have drifted away, just know that you have at least one person looking out for you and want you to be happy. You can ask them why you drifted away, just please stay happy and healthy.

Hey, take a break kiddo be confident, and never let someone bully you. Don't die everyone loves you no matter what, Social meta is fake go turn off your phone you need a break. Take a rest go read book I love you no matter what and be friendly you may never see me bye love take care :)

"it hurts when they leave. It just hurts worse just to remember."

To everyone venting in the comments I hope you try not to overthink a lot like me and make sure you are living ur life to the fullest and I love that your still alive I love everything about you and I mean it❤️ Now if it’s night try to sleep (from a stranger that decided to right this at night) Love you whoever is reading this❤️❤️❤️ Make sure you try to have an amazing life you guys❤️❤️❤️

[vent] I spend my nights thinking about her. I dont know how many more nights this will last, but there will come a time when i will forget her. But i will never forget how she made me feel. She will remain a memory, but she will not be forgotten. Watching a friendship fade away, which you thought would last forever is so hard to go through. The problem is, she never cared.

I cant be the only one who agrees when I say most online people relate to us then real life

This is a short vent, basically just to talk since, out of the 2000 comments, it's unlikely this will be seen. I've known her in the middle of 7th grade, she would help me run in PE, keep up during the mile, chat at the end of school, sometimes at lunch, great friendship to be honest. We made it to 8th grade, then halfway through that, today, she left this day. Today a year ago. She gave me a friendship bracelet, and of course I always wore it. Looking back, I should have gotten her number, should've asked to hang out, stupid me, being shy and always doing crap I shouldn't be. Now I'm in 9th grade. Weird how time flys, huh? I miss you Kaylee, hope your new school is better than the crap one we went to together.

0:00 - 5:13 space song 5:22 - 8:27 drift away 8:30 - 10:47 goodbye, my danish sweetheart 10:47 - 14:01 nobody 14:04 - 17:36 My R 17:36 - 20:58 i cant handle change 20:59 - 24:32 ykwim? 24:33 - 27:03 your sister was right 26:56 - 29:38 all i want is you now(i love rebzyyx🫶🏼) 29:39 - 32:25 i bet on losing dogs 32:29 - 34:12 i deserve this 34:11 - 36:28 christmas kids 36:30 - 40:35 teen Idle

I’ve had so many best friends over the years, and every single time they turn on me and/or ghost me after a year or two. I know really know what I’m doing wrong. I’m trying so hard to be a likeable person and hear others out, but nobody seems to want to stick around. The amount of times this playlist has hit close to home is honestly too many. I almost feel like a backup for those who have no other options, and as soon as they find someone better than me I get left behind. I don’t know what it is about me that people just think I’m worse than everyone else? Sorry for the confusing vent.

Nothing hurts me more then the thought of losing them. I need them. They 2 are my happiness. The only reasons I'm still alive.

When you relize you lost the person that made you feel special

Seeing so many people share that they feel so distant with the people they trusted.. I’m going through it, I don’t know what to do I feel so alone and I don’t know who to talk to anymore.. cause even when I tried talking to someone else I laugh with and feel safe and better with they basically neglect it, I know they don’t mean to neglect my worries and fears but the next day it’s as if we never spoken. Reading these comments makes me feel not so alone anymore. It’s comforting💕

This is happening to me right now, i am so happy to find a playlist like this. I remember me and my best friend hanging out all the time..We would run around the school in circles due to her teasing me everytime, and i would tease her back. We both enjoyed it, and even recently we got closer but oh god so I wish that this continued with such a happy story line. I cry everyday to sleep just because I keep thinking about the good times and how she just seems uninterested in our friendship now, uninterested to the point where it seems like she hates me. I cant just not feel sad now when I see her happy with some other friends, without me. She even used to show the most interest to me, she used to always invite me everywhere, she used to at least pay attention to how im doing. All of that, just a memory i wish i never had. I just want somebody to stab me in the neck now so i dont have to continue feeling like this. i feel bad for everyone who feels abandoned or felt abandoned, literally the worst feeling ever Edit: Me and my friend have talked about it and we are once again all good. Thank you all for comforting me and letting me know that i wasnt alone in the reply section, i hope all of you are blessed and that whoever is/was going through the same will sort it all out soon.

I’m so glad this playlist exists because I can relate to this. It pains me to see them. At this point I’m trying to move on but I can’t. They were my everything but I was nothing to them. The sad part is that they didn’t regret their decision. This made me cry for a while. More then a half of the year because they were my only friend. Thank you for this playlist

The worst feeling is when you're replaced by people who've never hurt you. you cant be angry with anyone other than yourself and it just weighs on you

Just lost my best friend since elementary school. It’s crazy how fast somebody can change. I’ve been trying my best to move on, but we were so close, and she’s in almost all of my childhood photos. It just seems like I’ll never have a friend like her again, and it just hurts so badly. Why I can’t I just be okay?

I listened to this yesterday. And I've come here to say that after 9 years, as of yesterday. It's over. And I still don't know why. 9 years for nothing...

to everybody reading this.. ( written by me.

"Why was it the new kid I mean I defended her from the bullies but she still left me I even was the only friend she had in class when everybody hated her?" From my head each time I remember her

I just want to cry man.. I've slowly been watching the people I love drift away from me in the past few months.. they've made group chats, some of them started dating, they're still hanging out together.. sometimes in the same places I used to go. The places we used to go... I didn't want this to end and I still talk to some of them at school every day but I feel so.. distant... I feel like nothing I do makes them feel any closer... I just wanted to be friends again...

We use to be Best friends for 5 years and then all of sudden she faded away and met new people, how is that possible? What did I do to deserve this

i wanted to ask if im not the only one who feels this way Have you ever just heard these sentences "i love you and i don't care what anyone says about you" "i will always love you" "You'll always be my number one" "I'd never trade you for anyone or betray you" "It's a promise" and it just went from most trustful sentences to just some sentences without a meaning. It's not like I hate it but it doesn't have a meaning to me and it annoys me when they ask me why im not reacting to their "ur my #1" like im not even able to express my feelings anymore or talk without making everything i say a joke. Have you ever felt positive about posting, writing or talking something but then you reread everything and think of what people will think about it. Mybe they'll make fun of it or say "did i ask you??". Like it scares me so i end up not talking or posting anything. Have you ever wanted to express your feelings but you just dont know how bc a lot is going on and what if i say too much or they say "same" "duhh" "loll" "ur good at jokes" "so?" "and?" and then i aint tellin you anything from that day like no just forget everything and i wish i could just rip myself at that point. Have you ever wanted to eat at least 1/3 a day and your dad just being in the kitchen is enough to make you go 0/3 bc i dont know why but im scared of what they might say for example "what kind of food is that?!" "you wont fit into your clothes soon" "arent you eating too much these days?" like im not even eating when im at home or at school until someone says "here you should eat more because soon you'll be nothing but just some bones" and mostly its just my mom and nobody else. Have you ever felt like a comlete shit because you said something you wish you didnt. Have you ever heard your dad telling your sibling to not become like you because you are selfish, dumb, attention seeker (and more) even tho he doesnt even know how you are doing. Have you ever thought you were finaly making friends but realizing they were making fun of you? (sorry if there were any bad spelling)

''Crying doesn't mean that you're weak, it means that you've been strong for too long... Everyone needs a break sometimes.''

I used to talk to one of my old childhood friends and then a few years later she found a new boyfriend and that’s when she just stopped talking to me and hanging out with me and it hurts more when I realize she told me that I was the only one she needed in her life Seeing her with new people and friends made me always happy but inside I was super upset that I just wasn’t needed in her life anymore

litterally just want to hug my friends and cry in his arm... i just want to leave but i can't...

the fact that I used to be the one forgotten and taken for granted but now I've overcome and can't believe how much happier I am is just so refreshing. to those who are in similar situations where their friends did not care and chose to take them for granted as well, there are better people :) don't get caught up with those who don't care. do not feel bad for the pain they put you through. when you get a taste of true friendship again, it will be worth it.

Storytime: I had this best friend in grade 5 and lots of times we would talk and laugh together, but suddenly she just kept ignoring me near the end of the school year. Then I found out she blocked me on every social media, later on her friend told me "Can you stop trying to talk to her she doesn't want to be friends with you anymore so just stop." Once I saw that message I immediately broke down in tears now knowing my best friend now hates me for some reason. That message made my whole summer sad.

Moving states really showed me which friends were actually forever, and which ones were fun while they lasted. I hold no resentment to those who lost contact and wish them nothing but the best, but it's hard thinking of them somedays. They were real while they were there, and I appreciate the memories. That's all I can do. Love the ones who stayed, love the memories of the ones who didn't. ❤️

TW: Mentions of Suicide and SH She was my best friend. We did everything together. Now whenever I watch her tiktoks it hurts so much. Because I realize she's so much happier without me. Not to mention when she went through sh, suicidal thoughts, and mommy issues I was there. I helped her. And she got better because of ME. But when I was going through some of the worst mental states I've ever had. She left. Because of how my mental illness was taking over. It's not fair. I just want her to be there for me. I have her number. I might text her. Just to say "I'm sorry".

We used to be best friends, told eachother everything. Now we're so distant and even if we do talk, it's nothing but arguments. I'll always love you, even when you don't love me back

After 11 years, so much we had gone through. We grew up together, we played tag on the playground and learned to draw together. We were the trio, everyone in our grade knew that. Eleven years later, and everything is not the same. We aren’t screaming on the playground, having choir concerts, laughing together, being there for each-other, or even drawing together. Our trio is now a duo. Four years of being ignored by someone in our trio, thought of others before us, made us her backup friends. It’s scary to know this is a new chapter. To know that it’ll just be a duo from now on. To confront her about why she forgot us for two months. But it’s the right choice, the good choice, the hard choice. No more playing games in the group chat, no more laughter together, no more birthday trio hangouts. It’s the end of an era, and though I’m sad, I know that we will feel better that she’s gone. No more being left out, no more feeling like we don’t fit in, no more feeling like we can’t trust her, no more days of being left out of Snapchat appreciation story posts. It’ll be okay.

The worst feeling in the word is being hated/forgotten by someone you love/never forget. - a wise woman

from talking to each other for hours, telling each other stories about our day. crying, laughing, falling so helplessly in love. only to inevitably having to one conversation a day, to five messages a day, to nothing, to blocked.

My bestie, my lover, my comfort person.. I didn't realize how much i actually loved her until now when she passed away. 28th April is her birthday. We haven't even met irl we were online friends. I live in Denmark she lived in England. We used to call when i took walks with my dog and she loved this one place.. 28th April I wanna get some red and black flowers bc flower was her nickname and her favorite colors were red and black, I wanna go to her favorite place and just sit there listening to this playlist while holding the flowers and looking at our old pictures and chats. Rest in peace Flower. I love you.

Today 9-7-23 my bestfriend texted me that she doesn’t want to be friends anymore. I tried to support it but I can’t stop thinking about all the times we were there for eachother, laughed until we couldn’t breath, countless sleepovers, going through so many friend groups but making it out alive together, we went through so much and the whole time we were by each others side. After I read her paragraph and the last sentence saying “I hope you understand.” I couldn’t help but ball my eyes out for over a hour, I’ve never cried that long and hard in my life. She was my everything, but I was her nothing.

My best friend, we had a special connection, we did many things together, laughed together, she got me gifts, then one day, she stopped talking to me... it's over.

PLEASE DONT SCROLL!! I dont know who needs to hear this... But you are PERFECT. No matter what anyone says about you, what names your parents call you, Your grades in school, The music and fashion your into, Everything about you. Your perfect! If you happen to be scrolling through this comment section for whatever reason... Please keep it, dont end it here. Work hard, think scary, whatever can keep you going! I love you for who you are.. everyone reading. I love you. Your body? Your grades? Your looks? Your personality??? I LOVE IT! The future will get better for fighters! just remember, its your life... Not your parent's life, Your friend's life, your sibling's life, nobody controls you except you. you can make your own life decisions

that moment when the friend you knew for 4 years suddenly stops talking to you for 4 months without explanation but is clearly still online :) ironic, i suppose

I'm trying to move on from this friendship I used to have with her - we were both extremely close, we were like inseparable twins who both had family problems and social issues. We connected to eachother like a dot until we started fighting and arguing. It was mainly my fault because I was relentless back then and i won't deny I was an asshole back then which I cannot also defend, but we always managed to find a way to come back go eachother and become best friends again until we had a huge fight and we never talked for months until school started and we both saw eachother in person once again but we never talked. I made new friends, but I never really fit in because they never exactly matched my energy like how it was with her. She also was in contact with her old friends but we were both never doing okay when we always just steal glances at eachother during classes, absolutely terrified to talk to eachother. One day, I decided to stand up and bought some chocolates to give to her as a form of apology, her closest friend was helping me but when we bumped into her, she immediately took the chocolate and gave it to her and she told her it was my apology. I was an absolute embarrassed mess because it wasn't how I wanted it to go, but in the end we managed to forgive one another again. I also bought her a small teddy bear and I was planning to buy more gifts for her. We were taking slow steps and becoming friends again, it was akward at first until we were always excited to see eachother and give eachother big, tight, hugs. I always loved how warm it felt when hugging your best friends. Until one day, she ignored me. I was trying to understand what I did wrong this time. I begged one of her friends to tell me what was going on because they knew, but they said after the finals she'll talk to me. After taking our final tests in class, I went home and checked my phone to see a message from her apologizing to me about how she never wants to talk to me anymore and that she wants to focus on her academics. I knew she had a strict mom and that I was probably distracting her because I liked dragging her around to have fun which probably affected her grades. I wanted to reply until I realized I was blocked. When class resumed again a week after, she and I maintained our distance until my relationship with my other friends started to fade away, where I felt like I was alone again which made me akward and stiffen in my seat because I had nobody to talk to that time. One lunch time, we were talking as a group and one of her friends told me she was actually mad at me for another reason she did not tell me in text: "She's actually mad at you because you changed." My heart shattered to pieces when I heard her say that. I was trying to hold back tears until she said another thing: "She didn't like how your attitude started to change" and that's when I snapped. Well, atleast mentally. I was mad. So so mad at all of them because of how casually they said that to me thinking it wouldn't affect me. I ran away from the group and found a private place to let out my emotions. I cried until the bell rang and then I realized nobody bothered to come get me or atleast comfort me. I was changing because of influence, my environment, and the people around me. If nobody liked how I act, someone could have atleast told me so I could have done some possible things to CHANGE myself back so we could fix it. But nothing. I was left with nothing but no more words. We were just healing and recovering our friendship again and then it cracked midway through the process and it frustrated me so much I cried for the entire week's nights. I'm still friends with her friends, but I still feel resent. I was immature back then too and I've hurt her but I was literally so young and stupid. Now I'm just hoping I never see any of them anymore when school starts again. I'm planning to move on and never turn my back like how I did before.

My story here > These songs remind me of my old friend who betrayed my trust. I still get emotional thinking about what she did to me. She caused me to develop a much bigger sense of anxiety and I think I'm starting to become depressed. She made me feel like I had to make her smile and then she made me feel bad about myself and I realized that she was a toxic friend. I had multiple friends in this group and they all thought I was crazy. One friend sided with me but left shortly after adding to my rage. I ended up taking it out on the toxic girl and I got In trouble making me feel really bad about everything. I’m a goodie two shoes and doing something like this is never my intention or in my nature. I surprised myself. I now have an overwhelming anxiety and I haven’t know where it came from until now. I have forgiven myself in my head but I think part of me still hates myself. And I believe I am right about the anxiety but my not 100% sure… I am just doing my best right now. One thing I notice I do that could add to my anxiety is counting my items over and over and over and over and over again like probably 40 times a day, or I count on my fingers or tap or fidget. Thanks for hearing my story, have a great day guys ❤❤❤

⚠️WARNING⚠️ VENT!! I used to have a best friend, he was the best thing that had ever happened to me. He was kind, funny, and he always managed to bring a smile to my face. We hung out everyday starting from kindergarten all the way up till 5th. In 5th grade, he went virtual. No one knows why, not even me. Besides from being virtual, we would call everyday once I got home. The call would last for hours, yet it always felt like minutes. Both of us could talk for hours and hours. But what happened? At the end of 6th grade, he made a new friend. That new friend was a male, unlike me. They were just like each other, for they had so much in common. Slowly, my friend starting to become very distant from me. He would tell me that he's busy even though he would be at home doing nothing. It broke my heart. Now in the present, I see him at his happiest with his new friends. Yes, it hurts. A lot actually. Everytime I go home, I can't help but cry and the fact that I've lost him. This playlist was exactly what I needed, thank you. I hope everyone that is currently going through this sane thing gets better ❤

When I left was when it hit me. I had been attached to them so much that I didn't even know. Sometimes I just want to be next to her hugging feeling that comfortable position we would always get on and tell her how much I regret every little mistake I made with her and how many memories we had or would've made in the future. I wanted to tell her how much she meant to me, but I guess we were never meant to be and now I don't even know where she is or what she's doing but she will always have a space in my heart

You don't talk to me like you used to, you don't look at me like before and now you're slowly walking away. please don't leave me alone

"The hardest words she tells her friends in fights is 'I don't want to talk to you rn' or 'I dont want to have this conversation' as they cry desperately trying to figure out what the did wrong. Thats her toxic trait."

My best friend would call us a match made in heaven. We would talk about anything, and we wouldn’t judge each other’s opinions and interest, which were pretty similar too. It’s like a shelter we built that we can enter whenever we’re by each other’s side- a shelter of things only we understand, a shelter of comfort and friendship. But soon was torn apart. So many things happened.. It includes my other friends though, it was like a community. So many arguments.. Right, I should move on, but she was the one person who I could open up to anything.. I just can’t let go. Now I feel like there’s nobody I can talk to freely, who will give me the same comfort that she gave me. And it was my fault. Right now it’s awkward for when we meet. And now she’s talking to other people on discord. As a jealous person- It sickens me when she speaks to that one other girl. Childish of me, I know. But can’t help it.

sometimes I'm always jealous cause of my friend having another friend, which makes me even jealous is that they chose them over me. but I don't even mind them cause I'm too boring, I always change my personality beacause of them. I'm always annoying and boring and I always vent to everyone, I'm always lonely and a nobody. I needed to change my looks, myself, my attitude, and others just beacause of my friends. but it's not they're fault cause I don't want to lose them. "haha look at her! she's so lonely~" yes. yes I'm.. I'm just no one standing, while everyone has loving and caring family members and friends just makes me so depressed and stressed, but I need to get more friends... but it's always the same day, I always lock myself in my room cause I didn't want anyone around me, I'm always so dramatic and whatev. I always get low grades in school and I just sit there and sleep. I sometimes even body shame myself, I'm sometimes fat and skinny. I really wanna die but I'm too sensitive too, I confessed to a friend but they said no... In a nice way ofc, but I was still upset. then they showed up with a gf and said "were just dating, but we don't have romantic things to do." or whatever that was called I forgot, then I was always so jealous of people but I didn't find a way how to find my true person, no one. till I found her.

that negative guy isn't even my best friend, we just used to be close, we could laugh and talk happily together. his presence always makes me feel at ease. it's been a long time since we last sat next to each other as friends. "still miss him even if it was a toxic friendship"

It's just so freaking depressing when I realize that I barely remember what happened last year even my birthday but the casual way she said "you are not my bestfriend anymore."

She was honestly my everything. I would've given her the world had she asked. But she didnt ask, she didn't want me or care about me. no matter how hard i tried, after years and years of being best friends she replaced me. ignored me. i miss her. I wish she had tried, i really loved her. but its her birthday today and we didnt talk and im not doing so well.

We all just walk past each other, there's no more bitterness left, because we've completely forgotten 🤷‍♀️ its alright though, because we have moved on and live happy lives

We didn’t exactly abandon each other. Yet, one day, he said he was grounded and said “do not bother me anymore”. I still refuse to believe that was him actually talking. It’s been 3 weeks

I can't tell which of us started fading away from the others life first. But I know he's forgetting about me slowly but surely all whilst I remember more and more about him each day.

I met my best friend in 4th grade and I absolutely fell in love with them. They thought of me as their best friend and I thought of them as mine. As we entered middle school, they met other people obviously but started to replace me with other people. This girl I knew from soccer became really close with my best friend and that's who my best friend replaced me with. I still think of them as my best friend but I don't think they do anymore. I'd never tell them that I feel a little betrayed and not to mention I feel like an annoying human for still clinging to them. I feel like I should tell them but at the same time I don't want to ruin the relationship we have.

my heart breaks from the day she arrived and ruined our friendship, we were the best until you changed me...

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around guys

The one feeling of someone you always remember is left forgotten and don't remember the person you ever always remember.

I can relate to this... My best friend said, if i won't stop hurting my self, she will end our friend ship... And she did... Like a week ago, after 5 years of being my bestie... But for me she's still my best friend, and she will forever. :)

quick vent!! tw for sh suicide and ed I was going through alot at the time and I decided to talk about it to my friends, they joked around calling me emo and weird just because i self harmed and attemped to kms multiple times. i felt dissapointed in them but at the same time i didnt want to leave them. they were my only friends after all, I realized how shitty they were and left them. Once i did i felt so relieved and happy I know im a stranger on the internet but if you're going through something similar to this please realize their actions. They arent good enough for you!! your amazing and deserve much more. :)

i’ve grown used to not being able to feel much with relationships anymore, but it hurts damn well after seeing your ex-best friend replace you with someone you are jealous of but undoubtedly know is better than you.