【timestamps + notes】 ◈ [00:01] 1: 初见 (郝一钢) ◈ [04:12] 2: 醉玲珑 (木子) ◈ [09:57] 3: 青石桥畔 (冯石叶) ◈ [13:28] 4: 犹记多情 (骆集益 & 周志华) ◈ [15:38] 5: 云淡风轻 (浩旭) ◈ [19:02] 6: 高山流水 (骆集益) ◈ [21:07] 7: 青衣 (九鸢Music & 在下河伯) ◈ [23:37] 8: 忧伤 (秦万民) ◈ [25:09] 9: 小枫的忧伤 (冯达) ◈ [27:19] 10: 眷眷柔情 (王备) ◈ [30:17] 11: 风歌梦远 (王晓) ◈ [32:55] 12: 望月之城 (卢小旭) ◈ [35:35] 13: 泣别 (林海) ◈ [38:29] 14: 高山流水 (水玥儿) ◈ [40:29] 15: 淮古遗殇 (变奏的梦想) ◈ [44:10] 16: 漫漫千里行 (蒋婷 & 磯村由紀子) ◈ [49:11] 17: 簌雪夜 (月下散落出世) i wanted to make the title "you're a heartbroken empress that has lost everything" but that was a bit too long D: anyways, this playlist is really a throwback to the start of my youtube channel ahah, the whole reason i started making playlists was b/c i wanted aesthetic chinese playlists, and there were none that were in the specific niche i was looking for. since many of my other kinds of playlists were taking off, i couldn't really do these anymore. but i've been hearing yall say that you actually want more chinese playlists, so i here i am!! thank you for the encouragement

Please keep making these chinese themed playlists! As someone who has not returned to my motherland for 2 decades, this brings me home again to my roots

This cloth of silk bright red bears no shade to the blood you bled This crown I wear not heavier than your lifeless figure, cold, dead The power I wield cannot bring you back to life You left me alone suffering, in agony, despair and strife Why my love? Was this your plan, to leave me and be in peace? My influence is vast yet it cannot even reach deaths domain A chance to sacrifice all of my entirety I shall offer without a doubt If it means to release you from deaths grasp My emperor, my god, my love Why did you abandon me? I could sacrifice thousands for you Yet you chose death and dishonor rather than have me stained with sin Sinner of sinners I could be as long as we're together But my dear, you chose to sacrifice it all for me But now, it all meaningless without you I sit here above yet I cannot reach you any further Your presence still embraces my lonely shell I am not blind yet now I cannot see what I wanted to have Rest easy my love, soon we shall be reunited This life isn't worth living if you're not with me I shall enter with confidence and a smile on deaths door In the afterlife we shall be together again, forevermore

She had fought many warriors in her youth. She watched the rising and fallings of her kingdom from her humble throne, unable to do a single thing as an immortal. She was a pillar of hope in her nation, a beauty, a one of a kind and so much more. Beloved by all, men and women, children and old. In her first 17 years of living, she was a warrior in her kingdom's army. Valiant and kind but ruthless on the battle field. And on that said battlefield, she met her. A powerful, hostile, and very beautiful female general of the opposing kingdom. The two clashed constantly, their forces evenly matched. Neither one could ever fully push the other close to death without they themselves being on the brink as well. For many, many years they fought, and throughout those years, they found love in eachother. The two wanted nothing more than to run away from this life and live a peaceful one. Her love decided enough was enough, and committed treason against her own kind to live beside her. But the curse of immortality would mean that she would be forced to watch the love of her life and her people fall to the hands of others. And now she was the empress of a beautiful and peaceful kingdom, That no longer exists.

It's so beautiful and sad. I think all chinese music sounds like a tragic story. Please, if you like the chinese aesthetic, then make playlists with it more often. I love every playlist of yours, sometimes i just don't have the words to comment on how beautiful it is 😭💞

She is beautiful. She is powerful. Her heart is guarded, and it has been wounded once again. She stands at the edge of a precipice, but her people need her. She wants to let go of everything, but she cannot. She has to go on. The pain is tearing her soul apart, but the people count on her. She is a nationnal treasure, she is a precious gem, shining with a red glow. Determined and brave she is... How can she keep standing strong? She is the queen. She just does. She has to.

I love Chinese instruments; there's so much soul in each note, with no need of lyrics to tell a rich and consuming story. Frankly, I just wish I'd had this when I was binge-reading Yona of the Dawn; it would have suited that perfectly.

Ah, I'm early. I enjoy being introduced to other cultures' music so much! I've quite liked the other chinese instrumental playlists, and the arabian nights playlist was lovely too.

The songs you chose reminded me of the Chinese dramas "Legend of Mi Yue" and "Ruyi's Royal Love in the Palace" >w< two of my favorites lol

Timestamps with main points for myself for a storyyy: ------ 0:00 - 0:36 Story's Intro 0:37 Setting The Play: Two prominent pieces on the board; a humble empire nestled in the lush and sun grey, misty ranges of a mountain bowl, and another placed far to the East, land of sun and summer wind. 4:11 The Palace, Her Majesty, and the Land of the East: A grand palace that basks in sun, blanketed in stars by night. Each soul holds the other in the heart, joining hands and pushing as the splashes of a stream, to pass spirit on. 9:57 The Empress: Such beauty there was in the land that the dark could not plant itself. It fled to the corners of the most obscure places, afflicting her majesty's heart. Still, all her chambers remained filled with wood chamber song. Aspirations and sweet tuning kept the life alight of the days soothing. 13:26 Arrival of The Hour: The slow, dreadful rising of life's reminiscence- and rue. Lord's adversary had arrived in no haste, with sword, and neat plating, with scars, and little else in saying. All her moments meld and mesh, an amalgamation of bittersweet turmoil, no words to speak what was felt or what went. Only a sea of juxtaposition, feeling and numbing, and the prolonged, watchful silence. 15:56 The Emperor: His wooden flute, their orchestra, and a granted finality. In a state of utter dire, a melody sings into the night as the group of strangers permit a last encore of a moving dream. 19:03 The Empress: Her revelation and a final wish come true. A moment of eternity in true freedom before death. Petals from above fall, and this world slows as the mind wanders away, forgetting her penalty. 21:07 A Return: The moment flitters away, only lasting for so long. But the newfound beauty is strong despite the scene, imprinting on her heart and his, so she returns. And the world again churns. 23:28 The Truth: It is hard. Deeply so. The wound bleeds, as the thought surfaces. Such a kind man, to slay the manic lover and attempt to spare the empress of an undeserved death, unknowing of the love's poison that was wrenching away her conscience. She is caught before the fall, and there is no more to this scene. 25:12 Unknown home: A new set is laid. She is unaware, far lost within the fog of a poisoned body. In a foreign land, she is no one, her people she held dear and they as well, in return. But she is an empress nonetheless. Strength is a hope to be kept alight. 27:18 The Wait: Neither eyes awaken, body still and weighted. But the tightening on the soul lessens, and the heart moves and her ears do listen by the ongoing days, to the whispering of attendants and maids and passer-by's. Of this, what she hears most profoundly are the words of a lovely script, and a deep voice. The crinkling of pages trail, and if lucky, the song of a flute made of wood thereafter. 30:19 Promising Day: Perhaps she had asked for a small ensemble, because at once there was light, revived life, music... and a careful hand, both careful and caring behind the drapes of an unchanging exterior. There was no need to rise, it was more than enough. But every day, season by season, she did. Blue'ed brambles regained their color and youth to at last flower and bloom. There was much stumbling. More than one could count. And many musical days and nights of quiet reading, in solitude, but never lonely or alone. She would fall and the emperor would sweep the current in a manner of a graced crescent eagle to reverse the descent and its ails. Company was so desperately sought, though the notion was never uttered or faced by either. 32:54 Shared Revelation: -- Tldr: Two kingdoms have ruled peacefully until the reign of the newly-crowned Eastern Emperor and his betrothed (& arranged) empress. His majesty mishandled his citizens' well-being and is abusive to the Empress. A tyrant now reigns. Her Majesty takes solace in caring for her people, roaming the gardens, & summoning small orchestral ensembles to listen to or play along with. Word spreads, the Emperor of the South upholds the truce & slays the tyrant. He grants her majesty a final wish to hear music, and they play. He wishes to spare her, but she faints to her fiancé' poison (stabbed) prior. She awakes in the foreign land of the South, but is in a semi-conscious coma. After healing after the passing of many seasons, His majesty helps her, and though they don't speak much, they bond. Over time, this bond turns to love, and the rest is history.

People in the comments got motivated to read, write and study while I get the feeling that I'm the heart broken girl from Chinese ancient times. When I was at the mansion, waiting for my husband, the general to come home after a big war. It was the day they come back and I was so excited to see him after parting for a year. I ran to the front door as his troop came into our mansion but they all looked so down and sad. I asked them as I search for him, "where's the general?" and then I found out he gave his life to protect the emperor.

I'm currently reading "She who became the sun" (which is set in ancient china) so this is perfect to read to!

Edit: (Ha... this is one actually about two of my characters). Soft. Oh, so soft. So gentle, so sweet, so calming was the touch of the creature at her side. His face, covered in angry red markings and hiding a sly smirk as he kissed up her arm. His lips twisted as he whispered sweet nothings up into her ear, the words slithering like a viper and feeling just as poisonous. She raised a hand up, one decorated with ruby rings and golden bands. Her cream-colored fingers touched his fiery hair, the color her favorite and yet the most despised one in her heart. She watched quietly, her golden hues staring with amusement, as the red locks slid between her fingers, each one softer than the last. However, as his hair slipped between her grasp, she slowly sat up, letting it fall out of her hands and back onto the comfortable fur blanket around them. She let one hand remain behind her, helping her to stabilize her body in that moment. She let her other hand splay itself across the bed, her red painted fingertips catching the edges of the fur, staining them a deep crimson as well. Ah... that was not paint, now, was it? No. It was blood. Blood of one of her jewels lying beside her bed. He was dead, his hands missing and most likely somewhere in the room. She shed a small glance towards the body before looking at her lover of the hour... her advisor. He stared back up at her, his black sclera and red pupils blown wide with ecstasy. Of course, he was not her lover by choice... no, he never had been. He was the one who dragged her into this, who made her who she was. "... leave me. Clean this mess... I am tired Respin..." Her voice was soft, holding an edge of a desperate tone. She wanted him gone for now. Perhaps he had some way of influencing her that she just had not figured out yet. He was an excellent tactician, a man with a silver tongue, and one who knew exactly how to destroy an enemy from the inside out. Her body flinched involuntarily as she felt the bed shift. A hand wormed its way up her back, black claws lightly dragging themselves up and leaving soft red scratches behind. That same hand made its way into her golden locks, pulling on them slightly and forcing her to turn her head back to him. "Of course, Your Majesty... I could never disobey your words my loving queen..." The breath she was holding escaped her lips, a frigid chill brushed across the edges of her body as he moved swiftly off the bed. He gave her one of his smiles... the kind that always made her stomach twist up into knots. If it was not for him... if he had never done this to her... she was happy! She had been! The youngest daughter of the Hearts' Empire. The sweetest one, the most beloved... she had four elder sisters... each fighting for the crown in their own way, but she was left alone... for she was too young to inherit it... but the people adored her... and they clamored for her to be the next empress. Her sisters, jealous and stuck in misery, plotted against her. And... and Respin... he came to her... he whispered sweet words in her ear... he promised her everything if she did as he said. 'Kill them,' she could remember his voice, so tantalizing sweet like the juice of a ripe peach, 'You belong there... they hold no love for you... you know that... you know they hate you... kill them... destroy them... if you do not do it... then they will do the same to you... you could have everything... everything you have ever wanted...' And like Eve ate the apple from the snake, so did she do as he commanded. With him by her side, it was over in a matter of weeks. No more was the sweet girl, the gentle one, the angelic one... no... she was bloody... she was bathed in the crimson wreckage of her family. But... it did not end there. She was in love. Oh! Oh, how she had been in love! A man... a commoner... the one she adored and the one she had loved since she was but a child. She took him. She took him as her husband, she made him king. She ignored Respin's desire to be by her side and took the man she had adored since young. However, the man did not love her in return. No, it was a marriage of force... one that the empress was too blind to see that she was causing the pain. But, out of this marriage came her two joys in life, her twin boys... and yet... even this peace was taken from her. Respin weaseled his way in again, fed her lies... told her that her husband was unfaithful. He swore on his life that he had seen him with another woman, a maid. She wanted to believe the best... but for once, the fox's lies turned out to be true. Broken hearted, emotionally destroyed, and on the last edge of sanity... she killed her husband just as she killed her past family. Oh, but she could never hurt her sons! Oh never! They were her prized possessions. Lonely, stuck in grief, and constantly searching for affection... Respin convinced her to take on a harem... one full of men who would never deny her... lest they be slaughtered in return. She accepted this advice and thus stole men from their wives, taking them for her own. The world turned on her then, with Respin always by her side, a hand always on her shoulder, always whispering sweet words into her ears. "Alicina... do not despair... he was but a fool who disobeyed... you know you had to do it... otherwise, where would his loyalty have gone? To another woman? Oh Alicina..." Poor Alicina. Poor little girl. Poor little mother. Poor little wife. Poor little empress. The empress of blood. The empress of malice. The empress of nothing. That's what she was... just the empress of nothing. She was but a puppet for Respin's pleasure... for his own enjoyment of misery and suffering. And she knew this. She knew it well. And yet, he still turned her head and pulled her strings. Her head slowly brought itself to rest in her hands, her breathing turning heavy as her chest heaved back and forth. Tears leaked from her eyes, slipping down her hands and falling onto the fur below, churning the soft red colors into a muddied dark brown. "Poor Alicina! Poor woman! That's what I want them to say when I die! Oh, wretched Alicina! Oh, so FOOLISH ALICINA! So foolish! So... so foolish..."

This aesthetic is divine!

I used this video countless of times whilst reading 'Daughter of the Moon Goddess' by Sue Lynn Tan. Her writing was so beautiful and was brought off the page with the music. I think words and music go so well together. I would definitely suggest this playlist if you read the book. Every moment just seemed perfect and so was the book! My greatest thanks for this!♡

It's really cool! I would like more chinese playlists please💓

"My most precious star. My love for years; you ended up destroying me more than I thought and imagined. I loved you with my soul, even if our love was not normal.. You were the one who loved me as is without even being able to touch me, and you showed me that someone like me could also be loved... Now I just have to keep accepting that you decided to go your way now without me. And even if at some point we forget about each other; I can tell you for sure that you were the one I loved the most in my entire life. My great and only love... thank you for showing me that I can love with such intensity..."

I am not Chinese but I enjoy the music and culture so much like in the movies, drama and animations especially the traditional ones I am in love with the older Chinese traditions and music's

小学的时候，每一天都很快乐，那真的是一种发自内心的纯洁的快乐。那时候网络不普及，也没有这些手机iPad什么的，可是我每天和同学们玩玩闹闹说说话，一样很开心，甚至比现在的快乐更加真挚。此时此刻，我在夜里回忆彼时，越想心里越暖，我要凭着这份念想安心入睡了。

MINI STORY TIME!! Her Daughter was childish, Her herself was powerful, henceforth her being kind and gentle, she would not enforce such power that she wields onto her daughter. Her Daughter was filled with joy, Her Herself was delicate, so delicate that a flower petal would lose its own delicacy Her Daughter was Curious, Her Herself became worried, She was a loving woman, only to fall in love oh so quickly Her Daughter soon came of age, Her Herself knew that he was gone forever, he had fought for her and her daughter, only to never return Her Daughter finally asked, Her Herself told, His story was shared to her daughters life Her Daughter had Questioned, "Why did you fall in love, if you already knew he would die for us" Her Herself said " You see ChiLei, one heart cannot be shared by a crowd, but a mind can be shared by many, I knew, He knew, that what we had to do was fall in love, i loved your father dearly Chilei, but we all must learn, everybody's time must come, and his did, but he didnt just die to die, he died for us, his death was one that will be honored for decades to come, and just know, you will learn when your time comes aswell my little sunflower" Her Daughter was now queen, Her mother stood by and watched her be crowned Her Daughter ruled for long, but soon grew old, Her Herself loved her dear daughter Chilei her Daughter soon passed, Her Herself losing both of the ones she cared for the most Her Herself could not die, since she was a celestial Since The Immortal LianHua could not die, she guarded her heart safe and locked it away from those who might take it only for her heart to stay honorable and loving to her daughter, Chilei, and her Husband, SuYi She watched over them at there graves, hugging them in imagination, And they watch over her from the heavens up above To one who must be lost, to many who must go, ones time is found, and many are there to embrace that change a Spirit can be held and honored by those around you, and not yourself A Honorable Sacrifice, is a brave, but wise choice and That's all she ever knew since and brave, wise, and honorable was what her and her family were

Your playlists are absolutely beautiful

This goes really well with Anchee Min's "Empress Orchid" book she was really heartbroken after the death of her beloved husband and son

I’ve been pulled back in time… so much emotion Thank you so much for your hard work and dedication ❤️

This is wonderful! A beautiful way to appreciate a culture and of course, this is good for studying and relaxing. Thank you for uploading this ♡

I've been obsessed with Chinese period dramas lately and this is satisfying so many of my cravings. Thank you for the great playlist!

Omg! Thank you for this playlist❤ I feel like in historical k-dramas or Genshin Impact

Oh my god.... It's been so hard for me to find Chinese music, and this is just what I needed! It's great hearing instruments from my culture TwT

好喜欢这系列的，你的品味也太吧 我来回听了好多遍

I’m glad I found this playlist. After 1 minute of listening, my heart feel for the queen 😭😭😭😭

This music takes me to far away places in space and time, wonderful!

Oh!!..your Chinese playlists are so sweet, thank you so much, keep sending 🧧that to us 🙏 🥮

I love these playlists ❤️

Thank you so much for doing the traditional Chinese one 💖 was looking for something like this everywhere !!

thank you so much for this playlist! ive always loved watching historical chinese dramas and i love how beautifully a love story can be told with just music. this playlist reminded me of my favourite series, "The Legend of Mi Yue", so thank you

Thank you for making another chinese playlist! I love these so much 😭

This might be my favorite playlist of yours yet! Thank you for sharing

i really enjoy these playlists delving into other cultures! thank you so much for providing once again :D

I LOVE THIS SO MUCH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH

Honestly speaking every playlist of yours is absolutely made with so much care. Not just in this playlist but in others too every song in your playlist fits so well and I don't need to skip a single song. The choice of songs is so beautiful and fits with the theme. Thank you for making beautiful playlists this is one of my favorite channel

This is wonderful!! So beautiful thank you so much i really love Chinese traditional music 💜✨

Jealousy in the darkness grew, her love for one, but not for the other. In silence, dagger in hand, he waits for his brother. A slash, the groan of one so dear, she watches as he slowly dies. With him her being longs to fly. Her heart is broken, her lover gone; She died away before the dawn.

So beautiful omg !!

when I saw the title, I immediately clicked! thank you for creating playlists like this

Realy wonderfull...the music,the pictures...romantic and passion

So soothing ❤

I love your playlists so much! Im currently working on my thesis and i cant count how many times ive listened to your playlists to help me focus

OMG I LUV THISSSS I REALLY DO !! This type of instrumental music is my fav. thabks yue~

thank you sooooooo much for uploading this new playlist, I really love your music choice!! I'll be listening it on repeat for at least a couple of hours :3

1,000th view and the 200nd like! What a magical pair of numbers for finding such a gorgeous playlist. My legacy will thrive in these songs. 👑

This is tragic, but yet beautiful and is also kind of soothing. I love many of your playlists, but so far this one is the best.

感謝雅雯 我在生病的期間 每天聽著你的歌 讓我在 治療 時 堅強的勇敢的 活下去 謝謝你 感恩 阿彌陀佛

I'm using this playlist to study during my exams, im finally able to focus and get something done. ❤ Thank you

we're immortalizing their music today

Okay so...I really love your work and appreciate every video of your channel! So I have this weird question for you... Can you do an: Pov: you are lost in the planet Mars because your spaceship broke, and now you have to find a way out of there because you can't live there forever so you going to mission to find new materials to fix your spaceship but without any help. VERY SPECIFIC LMAO BUT IDK WHAT SONG I SHOULD PUT AND SINCE YOU ARE A RULER OF THIS WORLD IN THE PLAYLISTS SECTION I THOUGHT YOU COULD HELP THANKS ANYWAAAAYY LOVE YA AND YOUR CONTENT!!!!!!!!!!

Beautiful!!!!

your music taste is >>>>

I'm completely in love with this playlist

This playlist brings back all the feelings from "The princess Weiyoung" T.T I love it, please keep making such beatiful playlists

This music is a beautiful song in itself. Complete beautiful song without words.

This gives me chills and goosebumps feel very sad, this is beautiful music that reminds you dark times as women who were empress had to endure and tragedies. 😭

i just recently discovered this type of playlist and i love it so much

thank you. from the bottom of my heart. you have no idea how my tears are falling down right now.

Akatsuki no yona vibes 🥰❤️ really loved this one, thanks for the effort!

I feel sooo nostalgic

The urge to cry but I think it's inside. Aaaahhhh weird. I want to cry but this feels satisfying for some reason. I like it♥️

And her love went to faraway lands, Promising unimaginable wonder! She remembered: her hair, his hands, Never will be together again!

I am addicted to this song. Love from Morocco❤

Where are these images from? They are stunning. As a Chinese woman this music speaks to me on a deep, deep level. It feels like I’m feeling the sorrow of all of my ancestors.

This is so beautiful

Thank you. I really need this for write my next novel. The feels really nice and fit with it 😭

Aaaaahhhhhh!! 🗣️ I've arrived!! These oriental vibes is ✨✨ so perfect as a reading bgm, especially since Chinese New Year just happened a week back or so...This playlist reminds me a little of Shangri-la, a paradise, distant, and separated away from the world. A little soulful and melancholic. 🥲

Is this about an old Empress looking back on the days of her youth and missing her wife and consort who died many years ago?

The knife at my your neck… strong… The swords at your chest… fearless… Your body flows like water… dancing through the night, stolen my burden heart. An enemy from a different nation… I shouldn’t weaver… Yet, your presence, one glance, one movement… your reflection was captured. Everywhere I go you go, everywhere I see you see… am I being possessed by your undying beauty. A love once so great, yet many sacrifice… a bittersweet embrace, A path chosen for us. We walk along with each other through this thorny journey, we fight agains all odds… and yet we achieve nothing but pain… If there is such things as next life… I pray for you and I to be normal people and live in a peaceful world with our own choices and happiness…

aaaa! im imagining my oc in her attire, walking down the woodland onto a bridge, looking graceful as ever as she longs for her lover :((( AAAAAAA CHINESE STUFF JUST HIT DIFFERENT UGHH AND FOR CONTEXT SHE'S THE VILLAIN OF THE STORY MY FRIENDS ARE WRITING SO ITS SO FITTING

I may be writing a Steampunk, horror story but that won't stop me from listening to this!

Again! It’s perfect, it’s going to give me fantasy so I can make more stories!

I love it ! It gives me Remarried Empress vibes

Just mixed a lot of concepts and cooked up a story while listening to this playlist. They are really cool!💖 It was almost as if you lived another life. Your mornings for the past few years have been filled with scenarios, otherworldy places, and faces that you have never seen or felt before. As you put your coffee to heat you can't help but compare the monotonous life you lived in your conscious state to your mystic subconscious. You were probably drawn more and more to them every passing night; especially him. His voice, the way he smiles, his long flowy attire, the way he always paints under that tree near the pond in the royal gardens, and the way you admire him through the huge windows from your palace chambers. the way he gently held your hand while teaching you a new brushstroke, the way you could feel the curves of his lips, the way he felt against your fingertips. Even though everything else felt like a dream, your beloved was the only thing that felt almost real, lingering around you even when you were wide awake, fully functioning, working, and... "Are you listening to me or not?, You don't ever seem to pay attention to me Hina, what's with you these days?"..... on dates. Your boyfriend entirely disrupted your trail of thoughts. Ah! yes, Jun the ultimate, he was introduced to you through a friend of a friend of a friend and You started dating him when you were still in college. He also ghosted you for about 4 dates before finally taking you seriously. “ Hina? Jesus Hina are you even here?! _No, I miss him, I want to see him again, I am going home._ “ What the fuck Jun will you let me breathe?, Plus why are you talking so much today, aren’t you usually too busy to even get some coffee with me? “ I am trying to make up for it aren’t I?” He replied angrily. _Goodbye._ ” I am a little tired today, lets's do this some other time”, you said and just left. Sometimes you were concerned for your mental health? Were you going crazy? sometimes you felt you were cheating on Jun with the man of your dreams. You even had a crazy theory that he was Jun from his past life but that quickly faded away when you slowly fell out of love with him. You didn’t know, what you were feeling, what you were seeing and why you were seeing them again and again except for one thing, you would even fight the nightmares those imperial courtyards sometimes gave you, if it meant seeing him once again. As you plopped on your bed ready to let go of the day and let yourself drift away you saw it once again…. The patterned beams and decorative exteriors, the bridge leading to your chambers, it was all the same "Princess, where have you been you have a guest, guess who" a familiar giggling voice called out for you, it was your lady in waiting Mei. " Your usual spot go ahead, I'll cover for you" _I know this usual spot, the northern side of the water gardens behind the back palace. That area is pretty uninteresting and secluded as it is far away from the chambers of the Empresses and consorts of the Imperial harem and according to Mei, easier to hide and escape right into the royal gardens before anyone caught us. I haven't yet figured out the situation around him and me but it must be forbidden according to the rules of the palace it seems._ As your feet ecstatically move forward to your location you couldn't help but sense something wrong. _Maybe the environment, Mei's statement, or even me. Maybe I'll see him and get better? As I make my way towards the gardens hiding from the back palace I see his tall figure standing there waiting for me. He embraces me tightly yet lovingly as soon as he sees me. Ha! It's baffling cause I have never been this happy and desperate to be in a man's arms. I guess we are a lot more closer and intertwined than I thought._ "I'm sorry princess but this will be the last day I will meet you here, I cannot see you anymore, this is the end". _Huh, what? wait a min I can"t._ Your legs felt jiggly, and your mind went blank, before you knew tears started forming in your eyes. A lot was going on in your mind but it constantly felt like you knew something, something you don't remember. "Before I go I just want you to know that my love for you will not be shaken by any external pressure, I don't care what Cheif son has to say or what the Empress Dowager is plotting against you, as long as you keep me in your heart I will return to you even as an unwanted man or even as dust. From the moment you ever touched me I have devoted my entire life towards you, Princess Lea." There, There it was! your sadness confusion and misery were slowly started to envelop with fear too. Your eyes were not just tears anymore it was mixed with terror. It was as if this name triggered something; your entire world started spinning, red smoky flames engulfed your surrounding, you wanted to run but your feet were ice-cold, your heart was pounding and your ears drowned in those same hellish screams that you dreaded the most. Those nightmares were here, those same things you always feared and disliked. Strangely this nightmare was not a deja vu anymore, the palace beams, the water gardens, those peculiar flower patterns on the walls, the imperial throne, the blood on your hands, empress dowager, and most importantly, your mother. You found yourself in that cursed imperial courtyard again as you wept uncontrollably, your name and his last words to you echoed in your brain, slowly becoming so painful that you were unable to breathe....until, a long silence embraced you, and you slipped into the time when it all began.

I've been reading the Poppy War by RF Kuang and I feel like this playlist fits Su Daji so muuuch

I feel like standing at the mountain looking down there's a village and feel the wind hit my face

This is so beautiful I'm in love with your channel!! I love the idea of an empress😍 would you be able to possibly do a playlist for an Arabian princess with traditional middle eastern music?

I feel like your playlists are magic or something. If I’m struggling to get things done, I put one of them on and suddenly the problem disappears! Also this is a beautiful playlist btw!

really good

_¡¡¡"Que Hermosas Canciones Chinas🌸💕🌺💗🎼 Me Encantó estuvo muy Sorprendente y Bella💘🖤 Saludos y Abrazos desde México💓🇲🇽🌹"!!!!_

Well how fitting... This is beautiful music! Thank you very much I hope everyone has a great Day/Night!

Omg yue, this is gonna be my second favorite playlist, I tell you. Instrumental.. I love this. Thanks for this playlist :chefkiss: :lovehug: Much luvvvvvvvv.. 💖💖💖💖💖💖

Beautiful 🌺🥀

Like the first light of dawn, this music opens your eyes to new promises and to all the wonders of nature. Evocative of powers beyond observation, these pieces pull the strings of the heart, attract nostalgia and awaken the loves, the skinned lives and torpor of the sleeping watchmen🤮

I can't believe I'm saying this for this is the first time for having deja Vu with music like this but it made me cry inside to out

when i say i clicked at the speed of light--✨多谢 T-T

一首歌..唱出了離鄉的孤單.....為了生活離鄉背井.......人情...在..家...卻不在.....................想歸鄉的心情誰能了

I love your playlists so much, would you consider making them available on a streaming service? When I get one of yours I really love I usually make it myself on Qobuz, but I can't find these songs. And please keep up the Chinese lists, this is so good!

Beautiful and sad . 💙

25:09 Goodbye my princess

To any empresses reading this coment: *ahem* You go girl! Stay strong. You slay queen. ✨💜

I'M TOUCHED

China is such an amazing country.

Which drama if the first one?

Hi! Could I request another playlist like this? Something sombre and sorrowful. Something like 'you're an empress in the cold palace'. Thanks!

An empress in plastic sandals flees from home. Yellow fields fly by. The fallen tree boughs are her palanquin; the crooked wire fence, her soldiers. 'It doesn't matter what mother says,' she decrees, her tangled hair a nest for butterflies and secret jewels. 'He will come back.' At last, she stops by their tree. Leafless branches creak in a lonely wind that surely must have touched the distant war; they rise above her head like a crown. Her face is a regal fist, scrunched to keep the tears in. She begs- no, commands the dull wind to blow away the damning words of that terrible radio. The beautiful new jacket was almost finished. She will one day pass it into his hands. Yes, she will hold for the one who crowned her.