Ashnikko - Panic Attacks In Paradise (Official Music Video)
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2 роки томуThe official music video for Ashnikko - Panic Attacks In Paradise
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Credits:
Director: Claire Arnold @claire_arnoldProduction Company: Ground Work @ground___work
Executive Producer: Aaron Z. WillsonProducer: Ben Pengilly @pengillybProduction Manager: Anna Butler @anna_butler__
Production Assistant: Iman Loudii @imxnldii1st Ad: Elicia Lotherington @ellxcxa2nd Ad: Samirah Conteh
Director Of Photography: Stephen Yap @stefanyapdop
Steadicam Operator: Jake Whitehouse @jakewhitehouse___
1st Ac: Devan Clarke-Sheward @devan_csLoader: Dan Howe @dantheacCamera Trainee: Edward MDIT: David TebbeeVFX Supervisor: Assad NaveedRig Operator: Tony HillGrip: Nick KempGaffer: Massimo Filippi @miserottiSpark: Beau WilkinsonSpark: Marcello Bellini @_marcellobellini_
Stylist: Holly Adamthwaite @hollyblowslightly
Stylist Assistant: Jose Panadero @josepandero
Beauty: Georgia Olive @georgiaoliveBeauty Assistant : Edma Horn
Hair Stylist: Claire Moore @clmorhairLead Hair Assistant: John Allan @johnallanhair
Hair Assistant: Erika Freedman @erikafreedman
Nails: Jessica Thompson @jessicathompsonnails
Production Design & Set: Ellie Koslowsky @elliekoslowsky Production Design & Set: Finn Sullivan @fin_sullyArt Assistant: Amelia TaveneerArt Assistant: Phoebe
Art Assistant: EmeliaArt Assistant: ChingArt Assistant: DebraRunner: Tami IgeRunner: Izzy Meikle-small @izzy_meikle
Editor: Tom Chick @tomchickpostVFX Post Producer: Fatima Ouklilane @butterscotchpost
Lead VFX: Robert ChandlerVFX Compositor: Chris James BrownVFX: Vicky Campobello @vicampobelloVFX: Narf Alvarez @n4rf_Grade: Adam Clarke @adamclarkecolour
Stills Photographer: Vasso Vujovic @vassovu
BTS: Danny Views @dannyviews
Lyrics:
Typical of me to go and ruin the party
Everybody says they love me but I’m still broken-hearted
They call me Polly Pessimism I’m a Macabre Barbie
[I LOVE YOU]
My boyfriend wants me love me but I won’t let him
I’ve been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I’m so
Self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
And this always happens
PANIC ATTACKS IN PARADISE
Piña coladas I’m terrified
I swear I’m not crying the sun’s just bright
I’m having the best time of my life
PANIC ATTACKS IN PARADISE
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I’m having the best time of my life
It’s a big joke
HA HA I love laughing
It’s a big hoax
Your self-help happy
Cuz I’m okay
I’m pure propane
On an open flame
Watch me blow up
My boyfriend wants me love me but I won’t let him
I’ve been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven
So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression
I hate that I’m so
Self-deprecating
More comfortable in bad situations
Sucker for a little devastation
This always happens
PANIC ATTACKS IN PARADISE
Piña coladas I’m terrified
I swear I’m not crying the sun’s just bright
I’m having the best time of my life
PANIC ATTACKS IN PARADISE
Hyperventilating under candy skies
Telling myself that this is fine
I’m having the best time of my life
#Ashnikko #PanicAttacksInParadise
@larissabrglum3856 2 роки тому
I love that Ashnikko's music runs the gamut from "I'm the baddest bitch" to "I'm really struggling right now." She shows us that she's a real, multifaceted human being, not just a tough persona.
@pizzabender9288 2 роки тому
Yes!!! She’s being true to herself and I love that
@annlemon9981 2 роки тому
Yeah it’s really refreshing, because as much as I want to feel like an empowered “bad bitch” I still have my low moments, times where I feel anything but okay. She’s real 🙌🏻
@revenge_of_the_garbage 2 роки тому
Xactly
@jacklyntree7752 2 роки тому
Right! Like she has music I can rage to AND cry to!!
@iceyplayzrblx221 2 роки тому
I love the song I listen to on repeat
@soul6299 2 роки тому
This is exactly how it feels to be mentally ill when everything around you is good, when you’re supposed to be enjoying your life because you’ve supposedly reached your ‘happily ever after’ by society’s standards but your brain is still broken and still reacting to trauma that happened to you years ago. This song is truly a gift, thank you for sharing it with us ❤️
@curtisinocencio4453 2 роки тому
Very true !! You can have everything and nothing at the same time
@serioussam209 2 роки тому
🖤🖤🖤
@guderoyals5156 2 роки тому
so trueeeeeee
@balthasargerard7246 2 роки тому
let me guess, your 6th grade bf cheated on you, im sure you have real ptsd now.
@serioussam209 2 роки тому
@@balthasargerard7246 I bet your mother is very proud of you
@youslut 2 роки тому
This reminds me of when the old emo bands would randomly throw out a ballad and they were always so different than their usual stuff but some of the best songs. I hope this helped her release 💚
@susanebel7288 Рік тому
Kinda like When you can't sleep at night by OF Mice & Men It was so good I had my first tattoo a quote from that song
@isthisajoke8010 Рік тому
Cringe Emo Gen Z Beta Male
@soshanicey Рік тому
@@susanebel7288 yesssss🥺
@bristroyer1723 11 місяців тому
Yes omg 😢
@chexfan2000 2 роки тому
“they call me polly pessimism im a macabre barbie” is just an incredible line to hear and fun af to sing, it makes perfect sense in context but also feels like your practically beatboxing when you sing along with it 😂
@TheTrueNyxa Рік тому
As a beatboxer, can confirm.
@RobotronSage 6 місяців тому
Feels like i'm hearing what i want or need to hear in a way i cant explain A good way tho foak.
@RobotronSage 6 місяців тому
Like i'm going through some drama myself and this is kinda what i'd think she'd tell me so yeah this hits pretty hard, dawg.
@RobotronSage 6 місяців тому
scrap that, not just think but hope. Like unironically If i heard her say these things to me I think we're good
@RobotronSage 6 місяців тому
dude no joke her vocals are unironically legendary Took me a while to realise lmaoooooooo@@TheTrueNyxa
@kodasatchet4384 2 роки тому
It’s so refreshing having songs like this that represent experiencing trauma and just going through life with it. Makes your feel less alone.
@s2louisebatatinha814 2 роки тому
Same🤧🤧
@Grimm_Butterfly 2 роки тому
No, it's really not. This honestly seems like a mockery of it. I was recommended this because I research mental health and I'm honestly appalled that this is now an aesthetic.
@ashsimpson6673 2 роки тому
As a person w a lot of trauma, hell yeah it makes me feel so much less alone. I was diagnosed with PTSD when I was 15, and only now, at 18, have I met anyone else with trauma. Ive felt so alone for so long, but I'm so glad to see so many strong folks sharing their stories, makes me think I can be strong too.
@lucifertoyou 2 роки тому
@@Grimm_Butterfly so now people can't be truthful and honest about their mental health through art because its "mocking"?
@shelley5449 2 роки тому
Yessss, like so many people genuinely go through panic attacks on the regs, and I’m pretty sure she’s mentioned before struggling with anxiety. I think this breaks down that wall of ‘oh celebs are always confident and full of themselves’ like noooo, we’re all human, we all go through these things
@dechangeman 2 роки тому
And suddenly it feels a little like 2010 in here.
@blazeinfernape 2 роки тому
Because the video has a Katy Perry vibe Also it is similar to no doubt's don't speak.
@isabellaburr5920 2 роки тому
IKR
@jharbie 2 роки тому
Honestly tho
@ThaliaEatsDonuts 2 роки тому
I’m thinking of Lights
@badideajenkins6385 2 роки тому
Bist du wirklich überall? Wundervoll
@Shidonmytid 2 роки тому
As someone with a lot of trauma I relate to this so heavily. "Safety" to others doesn't feel normal to me. I don't know how to function healthily in society or while interacting with other people so I have extreme social anxiety. My life *Should* be good but it's so hard trying to constantly convince everyone that you're fine when you know you aren't.
@tiffany3958 2 роки тому
Hello, I don’t know where you are in your mental health journey right now, but I’ve been reading a book ‘the body keeps the score’ and have found it really helpful, maybe it can help you too. I hope you’re well x
@susanebel7288 Рік тому
@@tiffany3958 I've heard of that and wanted to read it... I totally forgot to write it down and look for it. So thanks for reminding me!
@plurrslurpee Рік тому
me too.... trauma brain is no joke. 😭
@runaway416 Рік тому
Do you feel it physically?
@favoinousscum3718 Рік тому
I feel this
@amyevans4694 2 роки тому
This hits me differently. Reminds me of being in my teenage years, trying to process my trauma. Drinking all the time to hide the pain I was in. Being mad at the world all while wanting to be loved.
@krunch3444 2 роки тому
sounds like me now lmao. Any tips on processing trauma?
@The_Land_Family Рік тому
I've had alot of trauma. It always hurts but I always try to look on the outside looking in. I try to think of them in their mindset like being in their body. Maybe it's not as bad as it seemed on their side of things. It's really hard not to have friends. I usually write a note that bothers me and put it in a jar for God to take my worries away. Hope this helps
@GhostzK3 Рік тому
God damn that was the worst shit ever ☹️
@someguy34231 Рік тому
@@krunch3444 remember to be patient with yourself, and don't be short with the child you were and the teen you grew into and might currently be. so much pressure on a little child can do so much damage down the line, you couldn't have done anything to get out or protect anyone but being older you have the chance to help that little scared child heal. for me & my trauma, it feels like the early child 'died' young & i grew into a shell, but that little scared kid still pounds at my ribcage when something brings me right back to that house during a trigger. im pretty fragmented as a person but to me i feel like an outer shell protecting that little spark of innocence and wonder. i survived the abuse to safeguard the parts of me and us that couldnt make it. respect and assure that little kid, if you feel that's how your brain adjusted, that it's okay. if you're not safe yet, you'll get there. every piece of your mind and soul deserves space to breathe. learn to love the little things so you have an anchor when things come back hard and fast. for me its space, trees, bugs, i love so much of life but it can flip on a dime. i love space so much because i feel small in comparison, which makes every issue i face pretty small too. be patient with yourself, you had it rough and you deserve to make mistakes and forgive yourself sometimes. EMDR i have heard can be immensely helpful, and i have seen it help my mother who has experienced massive traumas, she no longer has night terrors and is not emotionally attached to those memories anymore.
@theQueen. Рік тому
Oh that last sentence is me.
@daskrinalps6262 2 роки тому
i was expecting a drop or a genre shift, but the whole song is better off being sentimental and meaningful as it is. ashnikko's songwriting is infectious, u bet im singing this in the shower for a week
@keo895 2 роки тому
i agree
@KonichiWawa 2 роки тому
Right, it's like damn Ashnikko expanding her genre.
@tierneybolding2 2 роки тому
Just a week more like for the rest of my life!!
@eu_ariely 2 роки тому
Só uma semana? Ela ficará em meu coração! Nunca deixarei de canta-la
@mnkpop5858 2 роки тому
ukposts.info/have/v-deo/mpZ-f4Ojoml5zYk.html..
@HarmonyLaskoCoolChicVids14 2 роки тому
The sad reality of anxiety, depression, PTSD or just trauma in general is that they never truly go away, no matter the circumstances. You could have money, love, fame, be going to beautiful places everyday, doing amazing things with your life & they still pop up. Thank you Ashnikko for being transparent and making a song like this, it's so important!
@sunmoon3147 2 роки тому
I suffer from all It’s as real as it gets
@anabelleclark7904 2 роки тому
@@sunmoon3147 seconded.. it's weird to think that most people aren't just like. Scared or on the edge all the time in public, or that even in the safest places I'll still be affected by it all. It sucks.
@kixmix2450 2 роки тому
@@anabelleclark7904 finding out people arent anxious about everyone aroind them hating them all the time wasnt normal was... shocking
@mcoehlrich 2 роки тому
Mushrooms, try mushrooms
@aishaa6012 2 роки тому
@@mcoehlrich nooo
@alisonquinn7985 2 роки тому
This song was such a bold yet vulnerable and respectable move I genuinely hope we get to understand and get to know ALL the sides of ashnikko that she's comfortable sharing. Thank you queen the world is so so brutal, and I feel you provided many many girls that didn't have that perfect song that they could escape with.... scientifically humans like sad music because we typically can relate and therefore at the very least feel less alone in our sorrows.... thanks for the nice brain tingles with this one.... although I must admit now I just want to hug everyone in the comments and ash..... like don't worry I love the fuck out of you no return necessary pls
@GiganticWeen Рік тому
thanks for sharing
@sadietv8759 2 роки тому
1. I love that Ashnikko is showing a vulnerable side to ANY human period 2. She describes everything I would never thought you can and that me and other go through so damn perfectly 3. I feel ashnikko deserves more recognition
@jenniferedwards1279 2 роки тому
Ashniko got me ugly crying here. “Pre disposed to trauma since I was 11”. Why is this the story for so so many of us?! Love to you all
@aishaa6012 2 роки тому
Same it hit so hard
@MPDEAR6060 2 роки тому
It is the sad reality, those who don't relate are in denial... probably. We are all formed by our pain.
@kimzy4248 2 роки тому
Yep i was since 8
@podlaznivetrak4668 2 роки тому
I'm so sorry...
@kittychan727 2 роки тому
For me it's 7 instead of 11..
@VibrationStationfm 2 роки тому
This a whole different vibe from Ash but love it so much
@ArielMariceli 2 роки тому
Seriously though this Vibe is so different yet so refreshing from her
@theverytiredbirb6735 2 роки тому
If you havent heard the song Confidence that ash's in its beautiful
@RatChildrenWanted 2 роки тому
Go away TikTok you ruin everything,
@larissabrglum3856 2 роки тому
It reminds me a bit of "Your Power" by Billie Eilish, not so much in the lyrics, but more so in the unexpected acoustic sound.
@lumi2798 2 роки тому
Sounds similar to Good While It Lasted tbh
@rikahorie9129 Рік тому
何度聞いても、その度に心が軽くなるようで何度も聞いちゃいます アシュニコちゃんの曲大好きです
@michaelbrent4430 4 місяці тому
Ashnikko, I genuinely want you to know the impact you had on my partner. He passed in my arms at 34. This was one of his go to songs. I never fully understood it until I listened to it the day he passed. Your music brought him such comfort in his final years. And the hidden messages mean so much to me. Thank you for being such an integral part of my partner’s life, and for giving me reason to keep going.
@user-jt2ry4jm4i 2 роки тому
Fact: Ashnikko is making everyone's day so much better with her song
@tengosueno-ub8rv 2 роки тому
SONGSSSSSS SHE ALSO IS POSTING MAGGOTSSS :D
@melaniemartinez3634 2 роки тому
Where's Melanie Martinez?
@MrSwive. 2 роки тому
Yes
@tengosueno-ub8rv 2 роки тому
@@melaniemartinez3634 she never told that in this song there was going t be Melanie she said they are going to collab but she didnt tell that was in this song
@-luciana-8673 2 роки тому
Just- hsshjsbdhsbs Yass
@Thejunkboxx 2 роки тому
The line “I swear I’m not crying the suns just bright” really hits me. Something about that little statement rings with so much emotion
@Niiopii 2 роки тому
It’s okay to cry 🤗
@bluexo5417 2 роки тому
@@Niiopii -SOPHIE
@Cedesthegemini 2 роки тому
Lmfao that’s me really crying but blaming it on the sun
@gracemae3550 2 роки тому
Who else listened to this song on repeat for an hour and cried because it was relatable. I feel this and then I feel selfish because you have everything you ever wanted and you're still fucking depressed...
@gabewashburn5756 2 роки тому
That feeling doesn't go away, even when you have lost everything you've ever wanted as well..... We're both in the same boat-I hooe you don't let yours sink.
@_AsTheWorldTurns Рік тому
Me ✋ I can relate to this song a lot
@takemeseriouslynt Рік тому
I love how real and honest she is, she's not trying to sell us this always confident always happy or goofy persona she gets to be honest, I watched her in live concert and she was so sweet to the public, and really engaged with it. She definitely cares for her fans in a good way
@kelseygetz2123 2 роки тому
“I’ve been pre-disposed to trauma since I was eleven” 😭😭😭 me too hon, even younger. Thank you for speaking your truths and being so authentically you. You’re stronger than you know and bring so much empowerment to the rest of us 💕
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
slowed down version : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@s2louisebatatinha814 2 роки тому
Same😭😔🙎♀️
@anna-lilarodriguez5789 Місяць тому
Yeah this song always makes me cry. From a much younger age unfortunately
@PostReeves28 24 дні тому
Same here I had to see fights at home a lot of times very hard to see
@emilyr1959 2 роки тому
"ive been predisposed to trauma since i was 11" i was literally 11 and now im taking that man to court, hes facing 35 years and these lyrics sent chills down my spine
@blankslate27 2 роки тому
I hope you find peace from whatever you're going through 😘
@nicolehaagman434 2 роки тому
i hope you're okay, wishing all the best for you 💚💚💚
@harlothex3326 2 роки тому
i was 8. he's in jail on a charge for having relations with a disabled adult that's been in his care for years. talked to the detective this morning. we aren't letting him out again. im here for you, however sad it may be to not be alone
@cristiesturm6837 2 роки тому
You are not the bad guy here believe me this was me im an adult now don't you waste one day blaming yourself or feeling sad. That makes them trash not you !!!!
@floralmoonie8212 2 роки тому
I hope you are ok❤️ stay strong
@m4rryta Рік тому
Typical of me to go and ruin the party Everybody says they love me, but I'm still brokenhearted They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a ma-macabre Barbie (I love you) My boyfriend wants to love me, but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright I'm havin' the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Tellin' myself that this is fine I'm havin' the best time of my life It's a big joke Ha ha, I love laughin' It's a big hoax Your self-help happy 'Cause I'm okay I'm pure propane On an open flame Watch me blow up My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11 So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so Self-deprecating, more comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not cryin', the sun's just bright I'm havin' the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Tellin' myself that this is fine I'm havin' the best time of my life
@dream9831 2 роки тому
I've heard this song, and actually didn't realise it was Ashnikko. This is a feel, a new depth to her, wow
@yuhbiatch1302 2 роки тому
My understanding of the song: You went to so much trauma to the point that when you are in a better and healthier stage of life you tend to feel anxious because you feel that whenever good happens there is a bad consequence after even tho there is not hence being trapped from the pain of the past. You don't even notice the good things around you anymore. You feel like its not "normal" if things go smooth in life making you have panic attacks in paradise
@Finnoli420 2 роки тому
I relate so much and you just gave a great explanation of that feeling, I’m crying rn lol
@mapleburns32sierra29 2 роки тому
That's how I feel now. I have great friends, a great mom, a new bf, etc. But...my trauma still holds onto me.
@royaleariana9006 2 роки тому
its so true. love your pfp and name btw.
@dinosaurgameing7557 2 роки тому
I can only say how we call it. We call it the fuckening. It is that bad thing you have the feeling is waiting behind the next corner to get you cause everything was fine all day long. The fuckening makes me panic all the time and it stops me from having the best time of my life. It is hard to get rid of the fuckening. But I try my best.
@oceanti6791 2 роки тому
My interpretation: your trauma and mental health getting in the way of something in your life you always looked forward to. It’s something you’re supposedly supposed to enjoy but you just can’t bring yourself to and you don’t want to be labeled as ungrateful or come to terms with the fact that you’ll never get to re experience now but you can’t deny that you’ve already lost your good years to mental health issues
@izzybeingbusy590 2 роки тому
It's crazy how versatile she is. Every song by her sounds so different and I love it
@BrunoHenrique-wz9tr 2 роки тому
slowed it down : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@doodlewithme6299 2 роки тому
ikr, she always sounds great tho lol
@annadenise2645 2 роки тому
Omg same she's so amazing
@madisonroy7276 Рік тому
She’s literally like the artist where i love everything she does even though its all so different
@YahLoverDOMMY13 Рік тому
Truly, Idk how she doesn't have more recognition.
@ilikecanes Рік тому
"I hate that I'm so self deprecating". Ty for releasing this into the world
@AverageJoGolfInstructionTracy Рік тому
I have to admit.. someone maybe 2, 3 decades younger than me has been able to articulate the words that I've been too afraid to say out-loud. I f**ckin' love Ashnikko bcz she,.. you.. you say things that I (and my generation of women) have been afraid to convey. I LOVE everything about your songs, your videos, your message. I adore your strength and how you make your weaknesses a PART OF your strengths. Thank you.... Thank you so so much.
@ezlanpowers 2 роки тому
"Everybody says they love me but I'm still broken hearted" "I've been predisposed to trauma since I was 11" "My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him" This song is an anthem for those of us who grew up unloved, at our wits end, struggling to make sense of how hard the world is. Even when it's all years gone by and time has passed you still retain all these little behaviors and hardships emotionally. It's hard to accept love, it's hard to trust. It's more comfortable to feel chaos than it is to be in peace. It's all in this song and I love Ash for this. It's had me crying all day. Thank you.
@xxTheRahxx 2 роки тому
"Sucker for a little devastation" really spoke to me too because, yeah, the chaos is what becomes normal. You get so comfortable with being miserable because that's all you've known and to have it any other way is terrifying as hell. What do you have if you don't have that constant negativity, anger, sadness, etc, ya know? Those feelings have been more permanent than happiness/peace. Not to be edgy or anything! .-. This song just speaks to the damn soul!
@leehoon1730 2 роки тому
@@xxTheRahxx yeah, it kind of feels "wrong" to be happy or when people are being nice to you. personally for me, realized it when i was 9. kind of makes you think what life would have been like if it wasn't like this
@MisstressMourtisha 2 роки тому
I've been with my husband 5 years, it took 3 for me to trust him and fully love him. I love this song, I love you guys. You're always worth it. 💖
@alicianorris9352 2 роки тому
@@MisstressMourtisha Been with mine for 10 yrs & I feel this SO HARD! 😥 It's hard for him to understand growing up not just broken, but shattered & having to put yourself back together over & over. Thankfully, he's the most supportive person I've ever had in my life & his family is amazing & so welcoming! Couldn't have asked for a better partner! 🥰
@firedrill3820 2 роки тому
Haha let's make a country
@tinymouse9821 2 роки тому
This song really speaks to me. The thought of trying to convince yourself you’re okay because your current environment is, when really that doesn’t always make a difference.
@steffanvierirs2239 2 роки тому
THIS. Thats why mental health is so important and should be an accesible human right. ✨
@nxbula7540 2 роки тому
It's kinda odd how we normalized talking about diseases like diabetes or high blood pressure but we haven't normalized talking about mental health
@rosemaryY995 2 роки тому
same
@nxbula7540 2 роки тому
@@meringuesheaven7950 I know. I'm just saying we should normalize it.
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
slowed down version : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@melisacaceres8740 2 роки тому
Ash is talented in so many things but writing is her strength. This song is so beautiful, heart-breaking, honest and wonderful.
@t_u_v. Рік тому
it's sad from how she went from "I'm such a bad bitch, I'm cooler than most" to "I'm in need of a little help, I'm struggling." Like, it breaks me inside, but it's also good she's not just tough and humble.
@godslittlestidiot2984 2 роки тому
I feel like so many artists right now are moving into this fantasy theme (in response to the awful few years we've had?) and I'm here for the way they're all doing it, but this incredible performance has got to be my favorite.
@flymetotheup9904 2 роки тому
Yeah her, Doja cat, Melanie Martinez their concept is related with fantasy theme. Early 2000s style is also coming back.
@godslittlestidiot2984 2 роки тому
@@flymetotheup9904 Even Megan and Latto are doing it! I love the vibes
@Sofiarosaa4 2 роки тому
yeah also Lil nas x and Halsey ^^ but my fave of all has always have been and always will be Melanie Martinez
@crybaby_k12_portalz 2 роки тому
And Lorde "disappeared into the sun"
@wayneren8551 2 роки тому
Lady Gaga as well
@virtualjournall 2 роки тому
the fact that she has so many different moods in her songs but this one speaks to me the most
@i.dle.k 2 роки тому
How lol? May I ask? :)
@ichinihq 2 роки тому
@@i.dle.k you didnt get what?
@iceyplayzrblx221 2 роки тому
I can so agree her voice gives me the chills tho
@ciara9608 2 роки тому
I agree 💃
@BrunoHenrique-wz9tr 2 роки тому
slowed version : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@Asphyxious666 Рік тому
being multifaceted as an artist is so rare and difficult, I am so glad I was lucky enough to have gotten to see/hear so many sides of this person. I truly dig every song and video. top shelf master of her craft.
@bristroyer1723 11 місяців тому
This song is amazing. I almost cry every time I hear it. It makes me feel not so alone and that its okay. Living with childhood trauma is so f*cking hard and makes adult life so frustrating. My heart goes out to everyone who feels this song in their soul.
@rachaeljordan6455 9 місяців тому
Agreed
@KeyingUrCar 2 роки тому
other than the fact that i'm sobbing to this song, the style Ash has been exploring is so beautiful, the fae/medieval/ type of fashion with that modern almost psychedelic feel. I just... mwah chef's kiss
@BrunoHenrique-wz9tr 2 роки тому
slowed it down : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@parissr9837 2 роки тому
i discovered ashnikko at the end of last year and i have become so obsessed with her and her music, she hasn't brought out one song i dislike which is rare for an artist to do. i'm so excited for this song and maggots and everything else to come, i'm hoping she becomes one of the biggest artists in the world she really deserves to
@jacklyntree7752 2 роки тому
Same, found her through STUPID and I cannot get over her!!
@aishwaryajain2765 2 роки тому
SAME GIRL SAME ,FOUND HER FROM DAISY AND NOW I LOVE HER TOO MUCH, ASH LITERALLY CONTROLS MY EMOTIONS
@andracatinca3778 2 роки тому
SAME
@brooke3140 2 роки тому
I love the song daisy!
@lolaishotasf 2 роки тому
I found her from melanie martinez and I do not regret it I love herrrrr
@djcrichh Рік тому
This song's lyrics were written, not to mention composed in such a melancholy comforting sort of way. I still get chills, choked up and start feeling empowered whenever I sing along. Honestly, it's such a tragically beautiful ballad, that I believe a lot of people needed to hear. It takes a lot of acceptance, healing, forgiveness and inner strength to open up like this (not to mention publicly) sharing vulnerabilities with a friend or family member is challenging for me, so sharing, opening up to and accepting anxiety in such a nonchalant way is EVERYTHING. Blessing the Universe with this masterpiece that's had such success is very encouraging plus just very inspiring for me as a writer myself. Thank you.
@petuniasandtears Рік тому
i was honestly throw off guard by how beautiful this was; it was still keeping her locked up heart vibe, but this time she’s actually letting it out. i relate to this all too well it it’s so perfectly written.
@ceciliaparadise8468 2 роки тому
Ashnikko is an artist that needed to be noticed. I’m glad she’s getting all the attention, she deserves it.
@dantesprunuc4247 2 роки тому
I'm crazy about this song.. watch me sing this song on my channel: ukposts.info/have/v-deo/aHadrqOvsaier4E.html
@ichinihq 2 роки тому
Exactly she is underrated
@HejMonikaMusic 2 роки тому
This song is so beautiful. I love how it shows such a vulnerable side of Ashnikko that we haven't seen yet. Thank you for sharing this with the world and making everyone feel less alone.
@chelsclark47 2 роки тому
I second that, Ive loved her alt-pop loony-toons alter-ego that commands fantasy and chaos with ease, SO THIS is a whole new raw, even More REAL, nearly softer side of her. 🤍 I truly adore her ~ as Ashnikko takes her rising platform of brazen unselfconsciousness, she definitely deserves the recommendation and recognition for this number. I relate so hard living in Sin City, saw her at life is beautiful, and she was incredible live as well.
@prettiestbaddie4194 2 роки тому
Yas💞
@MrPuup 2 роки тому
If u feel lonely than itz because lotta ppl are watching vids like those like they are hypnotised while being sorrounded by alot of ppl.
@Xprincessjess1 2 роки тому
@@MrPuup ummm no. Not at all. It’s a mental thing. I can be in a room full of people and still feel alone. Has nothing to do with watching videos. Luckily you must not have this issue or you would understand. 🤷🏼♀️
@MrPuup 2 роки тому
@@Xprincessjess1 yea its a mental thing. And watching vids like that decreases ur mental health imo. Ofc there are alot more reasons of being lonley. I know u and feel u and i hope that u get better mentally.
@CM-tz4nx 2 роки тому
Ashnikko. Respect. Love the kick ass, take no prisoner songs, but this one really shows her creative range. Plucking some heart strings here.
@coreysvlogss 8 місяців тому
this song is so different to her others, it’s just so soothing, the lyrics and her voice, i’m actually obsessed
@JayKiwx 2 роки тому
Fun fact: the official definition of perfect is ‘Ashnikko’
@rytam4720 2 роки тому
ukposts.info/have/v-deo/cZd8Z4J7kXl2qYU.html
@veleniaaphrodite4825 2 роки тому
ikr
@CryBabyCreations 2 роки тому
Wait, actually or just joke?
@raregal4937 2 роки тому
real fact❤️
@AliceSpaxxx 2 роки тому
Fun Fact: I can't see this copy + paste comment anymore.
@Martyisruling 2 роки тому
Might be her most personal song yet. Though..I'm a new fan and haven't heard everything yet. She's soulful here, and great in any genre. She's great!!
@elegantdisarray 2 роки тому
There are a couple deeper songs on her last album. If you haven't yet, check out Cry, and Good While it Lasted ✌
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
slowed down version : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@kobitobin1449 2 роки тому
And all Halloweenie songs!!
@LL-ku8cr 2 роки тому
@@kobitobin1449 1 and 3 are my fave lol
@wittjablonski2699 Рік тому
It’s really nice to hear her write and sing like this. I love all her versatility
@jennyscheffler7765 2 місяці тому
I listened a lot to this song after absolutely acing my degree. I finally had some time to relax, everybody told me how proud they were of me and it was a beautiful summer but I just felt so shit about myself and my anxiety was still really bad. Everything was kinda perfect but I still couldn't let myself feel happy or satisfied with myself and my achievements. Traumatized people just have a hard time trusting in good things happening because we're just so used to everything going to shit eventually anyways. This song is amazing and always makes me feel a little less alone 💙
@jennyrae2943 2 роки тому
I can’t express how much I love this. I never thought I’d cry at an ashnikko song…just shows how versatile of an artist she is…Damn I have all the fucking feels rn
@mnkpop5858 2 роки тому
ukposts.info/have/v-deo/mpZ-f4Ojoml5zYk.html..
@coffeedemon6909 2 роки тому
same love 😭
@mstacy41 2 роки тому
Ashnikko has helped me through so much but most importantly, they've helped me discover my own gender identity and who I really am. I love Ashnikko so much for so many reasons.
@jchameso9399 2 роки тому
Gah pudsy lyke santa
@randy8949 2 роки тому
@user-uo9cp3ks4y 2 роки тому
Yup , ashnikko made me realize that I am an f-35 VTOL jet . Love her SoMuCh
@crazysuperbassboy 2 роки тому
That's honestly so beautiful to hear❤❤
@britishsongbird 2 роки тому
@@user-uo9cp3ks4y wow an "attack helicopter" joke, how original
@kirasky3988 2 роки тому
This song means so much to me, I told my mom about something that has been going on for as long as I could remember that I realized wasn’t normal by around 9 ish. I told her right before I turned eleven. She immediately cut off contact with the one who did this, And now I’m in therapy. I now write songs to let out my emotions and sometimes record them. I’ve never showed my songs to anyone but it helps to cool down or distract myself. I listen to this song or repeat for a while until I feel like participating in life. “ I’ve been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven, so I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression. I hate that I’m so self deprecating. “
@Kirijoestar 3 місяці тому
This song makes me cry each time I hear it. I feel her pain while also feeling my own. It's cathartic
@brittclaire 2 роки тому
Why is no one talking about the metaphor at the end whereby Ash reaches with hope for a nice, "red, garden of happiness and eve type shit apple" drops the apple, we are shown it is infested with worms instead... To me, this is anxiety stopping me from reaching for anything that looks pleasurable or exciting, in the fear that a panic attack will come along and therefore the cycle of avoiding pleasures in life continues. on and on. this is such a good masterpiece
@missleb3537 2 роки тому
Agreed girl
@brittclaire 2 роки тому
@@missleb3537 ☺️
@missleb3537 2 роки тому
@@brittclaire 😆
@13unoo 2 роки тому
I just saw this, and i havent rlly thought ab it that way. Its so relate able, bc you just dont even know what you rlly want anymore bc your anxiety is preventing you from having a good time.
@brittclaire 2 роки тому
@@13unoo 🖤 thanks for taking the time to read my comment.. yes I feel that way. Hope you’re all having better days soon 😤✨
@wentzlet 2 роки тому
I love how she can transform feelings everyone struggles with into catchy listenable music without watering it down or coming across as preachy
@johnfran3218 2 роки тому
When things were at their very worst: 2 Suns, Cross in the sky, 2 comets will collide = don`t be afraid - repent, accept Lord`s Hand of Mercy. Scientists will say it was a global illusion. Beware - Jesus will never walk in flesh again. After WW3 - rise of the “ man of peace“ from the East = Antichrist - the most powerful, popular, charismatic and influential leader of all time. Many miracles will be attributed to him. He will imitate Jesus in every conceivable way. Don`t trust „pope“ Francis = the False Prophet - will seem to rise from the dead - will unite all Christian Churches and all Religions as one. One World Religion = the seat of the Antichrist. Benedict XVI is the last true pope - will be accused of a crime of which he is totally innocent. "Arab uprising will spark global unrest - Italy will trigger fall out" "Many events, including ecological upheavals, wars, the schism in My Church on Earth, the dictatorships in each of your nations - bound as one, at its very core - will all take place at the same time." The Book of Truth
@minawashere8575 2 роки тому
@@johnfran3218 Wow, I don't remember this page in the Farmer's Alminact
@slowedkapwing2930 2 роки тому
slowed version : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
Slowed it down : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@user-ty6we2sp2m 2 роки тому
@@johnfran3218 wow that sounds jolly cool but who asked?
@leilanidrennan1767 2 роки тому
This song explains childhood trauma very well. Childhood trauma and especially those with CPTSD, results in a variety of long term issues that could fill up a whole book, but for what this song presents: relationship issues due to subconscious trust issues rooted in a malformation in brain development from an unfit caregiver, finding comfort in pain because its closer to what your brain has formed itself upon, and the fact that your are also a heck of a whole lot more disposed to further trauma once youve had childhood trauma.
@prenapoetry 2 роки тому
We really need more songs like this from her 😭😭😭😭🥺💖
@littlefaeriebigsoiree3 Рік тому
fr 😭😭💕
@the__void__spaghetti__girl Рік тому
true
@michael-pg8fi Рік тому
Song loses its specialty if she makes others that sound like it.
@CarissaCruea-dz3vc 7 місяців тому
I cryed to 😢
@faithanuebunwa2767 2 роки тому
The “since I was eleven” line hit very close to home :’) the song is great and really emotional
@DaydreamMila 2 роки тому
I love how Ash makes songs like Daisy to bring herself self-confidence and ends up making us feel the same way. Even if she is now fighting against PTSD, we trust her to beat it, kick it's ass, and letting it spitting the blood in the sink You'll do it, powerful King!
@fatitigilo825 2 роки тому
Don't worry... She made this song... She'll be fine :)
@crpzez 2 роки тому
who said she has ptsd 🤨
@DaydreamMila 2 роки тому
@venus The lyrics talk about panic attacks and her being predisposed to trauma. Maybe I'm stupid but that sounds like PTSD. I could be wrong, sure. Don't misunderstood me, I'm not trying to diagnose her, just to be supportive.
@crpzez 2 роки тому
@@DaydreamMila i mean yeah it could be, but you can have trauma related panic attacks without having ptsd. but i get what u mean
@AuntBeeDoesLife 2 місяці тому
"I've been predisposed to trauma since I was seven" I scream it over the lyrics such great therapy! Thank you! Such a beautiful artist and poet ❤🎉😢
@jaimereneewissner7032 Рік тому
This song has me in tears every time I hear it. I've been running from addiction my whole life. I keep destroying my life because of the trauma that I put myself through. It all feels like comfort and happiness. I feel like I'm going to die any day now. The panic attacks have been intense the past few weeks. I need help. I need so much help. I'm so scared. Thank you for bringing this song into the world. I hope I can be alive to hear your next song that speaks to my soul this way.
@Koendanai 2 роки тому
This has been on repeat since 8am, making me feel nostalgic and comfy. The lyrics are amazing, Thank you.
@loveoppaloveunnie 2 роки тому
i love youuuu
@Mr.Pink2.0 2 роки тому
Rightttt!??? It's a good song.
@themeerkatarmy4096 2 роки тому
I LOVE YOU!!!!!! (:
@gremiesma8071 2 роки тому
Definitely on repeat I love this song
@dantesprunuc4247 2 роки тому
I'm crazy about this song.. watch me sing this song on my channel: ukposts.info/have/v-deo/aHadrqOvsaier4E.html
@hansmic7569 2 роки тому
This reminds me of when I was on that cruise with my mom and sister. We saved up for years and finally went on this trip and we NEVER go on vacations. But 2 days out at sea, visiting amazing wonderful places. I still felt my depression follow me and I still ended up sobbing alone in a bathroom. Its hard to feel happiness even when everything around you /should/ make you happy.
@prestonjoiner1940 2 роки тому
Feeling like you were meant to feel better because of something you worked for and not feeling what you want is one of the biggest letdowns in my opinion. I'm glad and sad that so many people feel the same way as me and I wish you the best on your journey.
@gromplin 2 роки тому
@@prestonjoiner1940 Ugh. I feel like I need to write about this feeling because I have it ALL THE TIME
@jewelsdatter9029 2 роки тому
I relate so much to this. I have had so many experiences like that. Moments I had literally waited my whole life for and even though they happened like something out of movie, like finding my birth family on ancestry and flying from CA to NY to meet them, everyone through a huge surprise party with a ton of family there and I still ended up locking myself in a bathroom panicking. I'm still me wherever I am, and sometimes I feel so damaged. My social anxiety and PTSD has me feeling like I don't belong anywhere even if I'm wanted.
@slowedkapwing2930 2 роки тому
slowed version : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@brandicew7704 2 роки тому
My year was 6. Trauma started there and has rarely taken a year off. I feel this song to my core. More than any other I've heard tbh. I'm glad she's getting the recognition and love she's deserved for years now 💜
@eeeowozola Рік тому
I should be happy now that I've gotten out of a toxic environment, but sometimes I rlly want just a little 'devestation' to feel normal. This song is so therapeutic.
@steffanvierirs2239 2 роки тому
i FEEL THIS DEEPLY. I have a good life, traveled with my bf, we were in a beautiful place. Still found it so hard to not overthink at times. The process of healing trauma while improving your life is hard, changing from a bad place to a better one, but not totally in any of them. We are not ungrateful, we are dealing with life! We´ll carry on!
@ThaliaEatsDonuts 2 роки тому
Same
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
Slowed it down : ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@Jeancof 2 роки тому
OMGG! I REALLY LOVE THIS SONG 😭💙
@AzulMineBoy 2 роки тому
:)
@thurrep 2 роки тому
Jean cafe vc por aqui 💙
@joaovitorgoncalves7241 2 роки тому
Menino, você aqui? Kk
@arigamer6890 2 роки тому
amei o cabelo combinando azul +azul rsrsrs
@srtacafecomleite8 2 роки тому
𝙹𝚎𝚊𝚗 𝚟𝚌 𝚊𝚚𝚞𝚒 0𝚘0
@kdman222 7 місяців тому
Your music and talent is literally saving lives!
@mochibean371 2 роки тому
This is so different from her other songs and it's epic... *it's good to know she can sing these kinda songs too*
@taylenlundequam5700 2 роки тому
The lyric that gets me is “self deprecated more comfortable in bad situations.” Because I’m always hard on myself. I’m always tearing myself down and acting like I’m fine when I’m really not.
@rubygarcia7872 2 роки тому
I can relate and I'm sorry :( hope things get better for you 💜
@phillipmccuen 2 роки тому
It's a state of existence. We are our own worst critic. Keep going. Dont forget to let yourself feel happy occasionally.
@valeking5993 2 роки тому
I feel that. You’ll work through it, give yourself the most amount of love you have to give, and remember it is possible to retrain your brain over time. We are all just in temporary states that bleed into each other as we grow. Hold yourself accountable, but don’t hold yourself down. When you hear that negative voice in your head, whatever it’s telling you- slap that bitch and tell it to come correct because you only fuck with the voices that help you grow into more and more of a state of inner peace. That’s the goal: not perfection, but inner peace. You got this. 🤍
@bailey879 2 роки тому
“I’ve been predisposed to trauma since I was 11” When I was 11 years old I found my daddy passed away on our living room couch. I kept shaking him to wake up. He didn’t. Thank you, Ash. I didn’t know how much I needed this song until now.
@sambuzbee9738 2 роки тому
Fuck I have an 11 year old daughter I'm so sorry F7
@Maliaxi 2 роки тому
Oh my gosh.. I’m sorry
@Podgemaster 2 роки тому
Man that hit me hard. So sorry x
@dinosaur___7209 2 роки тому
You’re so strong. Thank you for sharing 🫂
@a_lovley_garden661 Рік тому
I’m so sorry that happened
@LiLiMonztr15 5 місяців тому
Christ, staring at 1:42 it’s so raw and heat wrenching to hear the emotion in her voice ❤️🩹❤️🔥❤️🩹 “‘Cause I’m ok, I’m pure propane, on an open flame, watch me blow up,”
@Nintendo_panda Рік тому
I love how hazy the beginning is like trying to look through tears.
@neoraymiroel5891 2 роки тому
“More comfortable in bad situations” that line hits me
@abbyc_0887 2 роки тому
this song is kinda the only thing i can relate to. i'm mentally and physically exhausted and i'm scared that when something good happens it won't last for long, this song is just everything to me
@dantesprunuc4247 2 роки тому
I'm crazy about this song.. watch me sing this song on my channel: ukposts.info/have/v-deo/aHadrqOvsaier4E.html
@darktwisty6728 2 роки тому
Same 😔
@jackferrow9998 2 роки тому
We stand with you. Here's your crown. We're gonna pull through this.
@eleanor4759 2 роки тому
You have to check out Brené Brown/Peter Levine/Gabor Maté!!
@chat4538 2 роки тому
Same! It's like when something good happened it's hard to cope with it because I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop and break my face ya know. 🤷
@marvinchablal214 2 роки тому
Am a black guy from Jamaica 🇯🇲 and am loving this song so so much. This song lift me up wit a smile when am down
@Hanni77716 2 роки тому
Omg…I can connect to this so much….i love how she puts emotions into words in all her songs
@AydenBloom 2 роки тому
What I love about her is that she keeps reinventing herself, but it’s still her 🥰
@danielleayrer1309 2 роки тому
Pisces energy ♓️💜
@fjskjfkrjekjsjs 2 роки тому
This is why I love her. She makes me feel like a bad bitch but she also gives music that describes my personality and mental health. No choice but to stan.
@missbrownies7403 2 роки тому
🥂💎🌌✨
@SalemsForgottenWitch 2 роки тому
They make me feel the same way, everytime they post a new song you never know if their new songs a bad bitch song or a real, depressed song, I love them.
@stevencalderon9735 2 роки тому
PERIOD POOH
@lim_malo778 2 роки тому
De verdad que Ashnikko tiene una dualidad muy hermosa Ella es muy buena cantando Sabe darle un tono hermosa y perfecto a cada canción Estoy muy admirada.
@SartorialDragon Рік тому
I love that you make music about mental health. it's so important. Been there. “i'm having the best time of my life“ while my body is raging with an anxiety attack. Thank you Ashnikko!
@owlislike 2 роки тому
One of the hardest parts of healing from trauma is re-learning how to live with and accept good and positive things or situations again. They at times can be more scary than the terrible stuff, because your brain is trained via trauma to expect it to all fall apart. I appreciate this song on so many levels.
@FaizLangsang 2 роки тому
Indeed
@oceanti6791 2 роки тому
Yess I remember blocking a really toxic friend and having to adjust to the silence and it took a long time to get my own thoughts back in my head. It was so quiet and unsettling for a long time. Nobody is allowed in my head ever again except me.
@sarahrose1119 2 роки тому
When you can’t really name what’s wrong and everything seems to be going right so you feel guilty and angry with yourself for still feeling depressed and anxious :(
@bigfatuwu5635 2 роки тому
I felt that
@aamorigaines.4527 2 роки тому
me literally right now
@gromplin 2 роки тому
This song captures that SO well. I always thought this was something I could never talk about because I didn’t want to sound like “woe is me” or like I wasn’t TRYING to enjoy life. It’s a bittersweet feelings knowing others have this struggle. On one hand, I’m happy to be understood. On the other, it truly does suck never feeling satisfied no matter how much you accomplish
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
slowed version :ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@BonnieBae 2 роки тому
My life summed up
@inherwords6 6 місяців тому
Thank you for writing and singing this. It's perfect and make me feel like I'm not alone.
@shatings5605 Рік тому
I just discovered this artist and I like her songs so far! Very honest and transparent and a lot of feeling in her delivery. Kind of refreshing actually
@neumillennium 2 роки тому
I feel like we live in an era where a lot of the hits and most popular videos are quite upbeat and catchy. It’s been so long since I’ve appreciated a more acoustic, raw or even slower paced song. This is very beautiful Ashnikko and I’m sure it’ll make a lot of people who listen to it feel a little less alone in their mental health situations :)
@papafritablandita 2 роки тому
ZHONGLIIII
@phoenixlegend7738 2 роки тому
zhongli
@sammirolo 2 роки тому
I'm crying. Not sure why. But this song has awoken some kind of feels in me.
@yadilekleriyabilekleri8481 2 роки тому
I agree
@ashan26xx 2 роки тому
Bruh same. Wtaf 😅
@alexis_daydream333 2 роки тому
It literally describes me
@dantesprunuc4247 2 роки тому
I'm crazy about this song.. watch me sing this song on my channel: ukposts.info/have/v-deo/aHadrqOvsaier4E.html
@LolbitFnaf-ko8tf 2 роки тому
I have panic attacks and this made me cry cause of the trauma I remember
@lanie_loo Рік тому
This is honestly really refreshing and it has me feeling less alone.
@ladystarlite5 Рік тому
This speaks volumes of recognizing and being ok with who you truly are in those emotions staying true to who you are and how you except it and be at peace with what you can control and let it be. instead we create kaos that put us through dark places giving up and lose who we are piece by piece for what we try to control that leads repulsively thats very deceiving and oversees the true potential of what we miss to see what makes us who we are instead we fail to let it break us. Sounds so much easier when the peace is accepted of what we can't control in down falls. Run with it and watch how it falls into place. Receiving and gaining more of self other than to have lost pieces and fighting harder to get that back.
@EternityMusicGroup 2 роки тому
This song, and her voice, it's so beautiful. I'm happy about how far you've come Ash! Keep up the good work!
@dantesprunuc4247 2 роки тому
I'm crazy about this song.. watch me sing this song on my channel: ukposts.info/have/v-deo/aHadrqOvsaier4E.html
@chrisjester79 2 роки тому
I love her so much. She is a breath of fresh air to the music industry. She is doing what she wants and her songs are so Original.
@sonderevokingbuns 2 роки тому
her voice? the autotuned voice? lmao this shit is terrible
@simogenic 2 роки тому
@@sonderevokingbuns ikr, there's 100's of people singing in the fake accent cursive style, its so old and tired
@liavampira 2 роки тому
i swear i've never felt so identified with a song like this before, thank you so much for creating this piece of art, i love every part, the visuals, the lyrics, the music, your voice, thank you Ash, i love you.
@ShyHoopz 2 роки тому
I love this song so much..... so relatable and vulnerable. Amazing.
@MrSetzer123 Рік тому
I would love to heir Ashnikko cover or even work with Trent Reznor. They both have a way with there vocals that very very few artists do.
@azeriablack797 Рік тому
I see where you are coming from. Would be cool. I just don’t know if Reznor would care enough. Wouldn’t be surprised if he hasn’t heard her.
@yungkalez 2 роки тому
This song gives me the same feeling I got when paramore released “the only exception” like ten years ago. it’s sentimental, reminiscent and will most likely make me tear up if I listen too closely lol. Love this from her 💙💙💙
@missnakof 2 роки тому
100%
@s2louisebatatinha814 2 роки тому
💜💜💜💙🤭🤧
@hisforevereva 2 роки тому
Yup!
@juliaw146 2 роки тому
@reclaimtheserpent 2 роки тому
Just came here to say this. Paramore vibes totally
@pucilland 2 роки тому
Lyrics Typical of me to go and ruin the party Everybody says they love me but I'm still broken hearted They call me Polly Pessimism, I'm a macabre Barbie (I love you) My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so self-deprecating More comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright I'm having the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Telling myself that this is fine I'm having the best time of my life It's a big joke, ha ha, I love laughin' It's a big hoax, you're self-help happy Cause I'm okay, I'm pure propane On an open flame (Watch me blow up) My boyfriend wants to love me but I won't let him I've been predisposed to trauma since I was eleven So I wrote a couple albums to let out some aggression I hate that I'm so self-deprecating More comfortable in bad situations Sucker for a little devastation And this always happens Panic attacks in paradise Piña coladas, I'm terrified I swear I'm not crying, the sun's just bright I'm having the best time of my life Panic attacks in paradise Hyperventilating under candy skies Telling myself that this is fine I'm having the best time of my life
@thatonewierdanimekid 7 місяців тому
i think this is one of my comfort songs
@Liittlegiinger 2 роки тому
Such a queen ! She really should make more songs like this, it’s so emotional and powerful
@kaiz1928 2 роки тому
This really hit hard after finally letting this boy into my life. I’m willing to try love again after 3 years of fighting panic attacks from a traumatic and abusive past relationship 💔
@marysano3287 2 роки тому
Ashinikko sempre perfeita❤🛐🇧🇷🇧🇷🇧🇷
@brunorodrigues2789 2 роки тому
slowed version :ukposts.info/have/v-deo/g6Cqlqapfm6C26M.html
@bayleiweed75 11 місяців тому
I've been listening to this alot the last few days. I'm getting off my medication after 14 years and I have been really going through it and it just really helps to be able to sing exactly what I'm feeling. Here's to one more day.
@Ifyouseethis_wakeup50 Рік тому
Her background is giving the best aesthetic😭🌷🌸
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