Mary survived satanic cult rituals
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0:00 INTRODUCTION
3:14 REMEMBERING THE ABUSE
8:53 BORN EVIL?
10:55 WHEN IT STOPPED
11:46 UNCOVERING THE MEMORIES
17:13 "MY LIFE IS SO MUCH BETTER"
18:02 SPONSOR
20:06 FINDING CLOSURE
26:41 ADVICE TO OTHERS
28:03 BLOOPER
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@nollid. Рік тому
why do u get up so aggressively in the intros
@iBridgee Рік тому
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@uhhhhhhhidkk Рік тому
I’ll totally watch it. Thanks Mr. Padildo
@mullethater4223 Рік тому
Cool!You should bring cherdleys next time,another talented UKposts comedian
@oakenshadow6763 Рік тому
Thank you for making sure people are heard.
@michikomanalang6733 Рік тому
When she said “my life is really good now” made me tear up IMMEDIATELY
@michikomanalang6733 Рік тому
I also cannot fathom how she can still believe in God after all that, wow.
@anonymouselixir Рік тому
No me too, I'm so glad she's doing well now
@RyanSeverance Рік тому
@@michikomanalang6733 that is faith--people gave her her bad situation and god gave her the strength to overcome it and accede to the better life she has now
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
@@michikomanalang6733 God is good to me!
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
@@anonymouselixir thanks
@ursulageorgeson7086 11 місяців тому
It's astonishing that a human being who endured such horrific emotional torture during their entire childhood can even string a sentence together. She deserves all credit for the tremendous compassion and emotional intelligence and love she has found for herself. She is an amazing role model.
@bluenorth3965 11 місяців тому
She's absolutely phenomenal.
@NF40375 11 місяців тому
I agree I’m surprised she hasn’t split into multi personalities or something
@kG-rv1ck 11 місяців тому
Many drs don’t believe this woman and the treatment she used can I plant false memories many drs outright speak out against this controversial treatment as it caused people to believe false memories. In the 90s Satanic panic happened due to the amount of people recalling false memories, Anthony should really rethink how he portrays these people stories with zero evidence as the truth :/
@Teabag-jt 11 місяців тому
@@NF40375 that’s part of the issue DID is debated becuase of situations like this exact one, if it is real this would be the perfect case of dissociation. So it’s really a messy topic, that being said the fact she didn’t go into full psychosis is honestly incredible.
@8877dksljfa 11 місяців тому
Yall it's not true it's a classic satanic panic
@devigarcia3782 10 місяців тому
the black man who was being tortured in a cross but still had more humanity than anyone envolved because he still tried to save the little girl in the scene really broke me
@hilbillie 8 місяців тому
You really believe this?
@elestrenstar_ 8 місяців тому
@@hilbilliethere’s documented pictures of this happening in history. Are u slow
@tonyamartin1425 8 місяців тому
only white people believe this dumb shit they cant tell when white people are writing for black characters lol he was like the dude in Green mile? like bagger Vance ? Like forest gumps friend?? a white woman made this bs up. Black man white cross lol gtfoh! @@hilbillie
@goodmorning2386 8 місяців тому
Ikr? And then those creatures killed that brave man
@tonyamartin1425 8 місяців тому
yes they killed the brave man in her imagination lol why was he brave again? lol He died quietly lol @@goodmorning2386
@kaileyb8942 11 місяців тому
When she said “I looked at my mom and I really wanted her to care” completely broke me. I can’t imagine a little child going through that. I thought I was ready for this interview but I cried through this entire thing. She is so strong and resilient.
@elenabob4953 10 місяців тому
You know how it is, many children got beaten until they become purple by their parents but they still reach to high them to ease the reason why their parents have been upset while on the other hand those parents think they have done good because the children still love them.
@tonyamartin1425 8 місяців тому
you believe this woman? smh lol unreal
@ddd-ou8jw 7 місяців тому
Im from the netherlands here we got a case about a girl with the same stories she even told here baby was raped killed and burried during a satanic ritual by a top ranking minister. Real journalist (no conspiracy media) found so much evidence it Will keep you awake at night.
@RavenWolfDrum69 2 місяці тому
As children of abuse . We never stop loving our parents even if they do vile things to us . God jah . Is the only one who can fix all of this .
@cindybetz521 22 дні тому
@@tonyamartin1425 I believe her
@Laura-st2qc Рік тому
I am so glad she made the point that forgiveness is not necessary. Too often have I been told to forgive the people who have done harm to me in order to let go and move on. I do not need to forgive those who feel no wrong in what they have done to me. Not everyone deserves forgiveness and I have been able to move on without giving it.
@midnightsan9917 Рік тому
Don't get me wrong thats a great thing. Unfortunately she may be a victim of a whole different kind of abuse. Her therapist -- the one that did the memory recollection thing -- was more than likely just putting false memories into her head. Keep in mind this was during the satanic panic. Check out Mikey atkins she explained it better on her teal swan video and is an actual therapist unlike myself.
@tearsintherain6311 Рік тому
If you don’t forgive you carry a part of them with you forever, call it karma, attachment, letting others have power over you or whatever, only when you can unattach from those who hurt you Can you truly be free from them. But hey, nobody said you need to un-attach, it’s not good or bad, it just is. But it doesn’t change the fact you’re not gonna let go until you forgive. So if you don’t wanna let go maybe you’re not ready yet or maybe you’ll never be, if might cause you suffering in the long run, but it’s not right or wrong, it’s just a choice you make. Maybe you don’t want to stop suffering or stop giving control to other people, that’s not for others to decide. Think of it like you carry someone’s weight over your shoulders, you can get strong and learn to live with it, but it doesn’t change the fact you still carry it. You can also get rid of that weight and forget about it forever and not be affected by it again, to move on can be to learn to survive despite it… or to finally let go and free yourself from it, it’s up to you in the end And yeah I say so from experience and after studying Buddhism, philosophy psychology and psychoanalysis, it’s what I finally realized after so many years of believing the same thing you do, there’s a reason why EVERYONE says it, it’s like “if you love them set them free” and those other phrases everyone says but no one knows why, there’s a lot of nuance behind it
@jessicaw1854 Рік тому
As a survivor of child abuse, I believe personal healing and acceptance is more valuable than forgiveness.
@AjieA Рік тому
FACTS
@dracuIascoffin Рік тому
this is so true
@princessjasmine4645 11 місяців тому
" little girl, go and tell what happened"...I teared up. This poor lady
@poetessbritt 10 місяців тому
this felt like a God thing to me..an angel in the darkness
@andr_m7643 10 місяців тому
Was it proven that her memories aren't true?
@princessjasmine4645 10 місяців тому
@@aurizzistic what about her cousin though? He experienced the same thing and he even told her he did
@aerithgainsborough7763 10 місяців тому
@@aurizzisticGive some sources? Edit to add: "Google it" is not a source
@InternetExplorerer 9 місяців тому
@@gungeligung"Could you provide me with sources?" "just google lol" Thats not how you provide sources my guy
@realityobserver7521 11 місяців тому
"Any chance you get be kind to children" 😭😭 This woman is an absolute saint.
@Mr_Noob-jp8nv 5 місяців тому
Also tough as nails, going through all that and still managing to live an average life after her childhood
@maryknight4450 5 місяців тому
@@Mr_Noob-jp8nv thanks!
@violet_rush 4 місяці тому
@@maryknight4450thank you for sharing your experience ❤
@emscoffeeshop 11 місяців тому
I literally CANNOT understand how people could do such disgusting things to their OWN children and make their children suffer. It's so incomprehendable! Mary is so unbelievably strong!
@andresmcguire-buckley1659 11 місяців тому
@@gg_ingy not saying all satanists or luciferians are like that, but following satan makes some people do some of the most evil things imaginable or unimaginable. From my perspective, it's better to be with God in the mighty name of Jesus of Nazareth the Christ, than to be without Him or some other spiritual being.
@andresmcguire-buckley1659 11 місяців тому
@@gg_ingy all children deserve parents, but not everybody is meant to be a parent. Especially in these end of days.
@ellesio6726 10 місяців тому
Because they rejected God and enjoy Satan, he wants us dead.
@yoyohayli 10 місяців тому
@Andrés Mcguire-Buckley I'm in the actual spiritual Satanist community and I have never encountered anyone in it whom would harm a child. We do rituals to make ourselves happy or improve at things, mostly.
@andresmcguire-buckley1659 10 місяців тому
@@yoyohayli you and the others of your community are an exception, I did say earlier: "not saying all satanists or luciferians are like that".
@oakenshadow6763 Рік тому
"She's mine, I can do what I want." Wow. That is horrifying. I'm glad she survived. "You tell what happened." Oh god. That women's last act was to give a little girl a reason to live.
@jbarbeau92 Рік тому
This shit didn’t happen
@axeonee Рік тому
@@jbarbeau92 why do you think that? Is it so unreasonable to see how shitty some people are? Have you not seen how many horrific things happen every day?
@PersonTP Рік тому
@@jbarbeau92 you definitely don't know that, unless you have proof it didn't happen always treat it as it has. This type of behavior of yours kills people, and unless you're a sicko psychopath quit saying stuff like this...
@colorblindgiraffe8114 Рік тому
@@axeonee Just ignore him, youtube trolls say stuff like this because they're just attention seeking. It's quite sad honestly
@althepal883 Рік тому
What happened to her parents
@catphelps94 Рік тому
To me, the most striking part of this video is how incredibly normal her and her family all look in the photos. They're affectionate, well put together, smiling, doing a range of family activities. They look like people you could see anywhere in your community and not suspect a single thing. It makes me think of how many other people are experiencing things just as horrific as Mary did, and no one will ever know.
@subg8858 Рік тому
They look very abnormal in some of the pics in the doc. A couple were downright terrifying
@junoantaresofficial Рік тому
@@subg8858 the one in front of their house where she's leaning against her dad, neither of them are smiling and her eyes are so empty. It broke my heart.
@blue_shoes8715 Рік тому
Abuse is surprisingly normal in a lot of places, especially when it comes to a parent physically assaulting their kid for 'unacceptable behaviour', which is just an excuse really. The signs of abuse are subtle so often overlooked. I was neglected and starved for a while, but no one saw an issue until one teacher realised I wasn't eating at breaks. It took a few years before this symptom alone was seen.
@inkedmomblu1510 Рік тому
As a survivor of similar atrocities I can say that monsters do not look like monsters. They look like the fun well respected people in the community w a nice smile. People would say “why do you hate your dad? He’s so nice and fun.” Little did they know that that fun cool guy had been raping and torturing his first born daughter (me). It’s a good lesson to not let your guard down no matter how someone looks
@therockbottom5256 Рік тому
Some abusers make sure to project a perfect image. I also learned about false memories and therapists who were… frankly planting false memories of satanic abuse into peoples brains under hypnosis around the time this woman would have been 37.. I’m not invalidating her story but this video did make me think of that.
@Catsarerathersilly 10 місяців тому
It’s deeply tragic how she initially remembered the kitten murder memory as her being thrown as a child, it shows how empathetic she was as a child witnessing such cruelty and how she felt their pain
@vilmoshamar9230 8 місяців тому
He told her it would be her body thrown against the wall. She Is empathetic, it's just, i dont think it was all empathy, it was his threat
@lovinWonder 10 місяців тому
My mom had a very similar story. Buried alive with a corpse & a breathing tube, raped by most of the men she knew growing up, forced to do other things that I won’t list here. We lost her in 2020. She was 74. I so wish there was a way for me to investigate and learn more. Her story could make for a horror movie. So many unbelievable things. So many mysteries. Such a tortured life…and she was a brilliant woman, the most loving mother I ever could have had. Many of her memories came back during counseling with our pastor when I was very young. She was in her early 40’s.
@realpocahontas1776 10 місяців тому
So awful 😢 There is evil in this world. We are in the midst of a spiritual warfare and people can believe it or not, it’s here. Good versus evil. We have this illusion that life is supposed to be perfect so no one talks about the bad things or says the bad things are all made up. I pray you find answers God bless hun❤
@peachyskeleton7484 10 місяців тому
@@realpocahontas1776also way too many people that use religion and Jesus to justify their evil and to manipulate people into thinking it’s ok
@bodgiepotbuddah 9 місяців тому
What country are you from? Are you from the USA? Do you keep in contact with your moms family maybe hou can ask them about this.....
@lambchop6278 9 місяців тому
Your poor Mum. ♥️💐
@decrepitdebauchery 6 місяців тому
@@bodgiepotbuddahid guess most of her family was behind the abuse, though.
@angel988944 Рік тому
The story about the black man and his family has me in tears. It's sad that we don't know who these people are and she can't report it because she doesn't know where it happened. Those people deserve to be known too.
@sarahweigel4361 Рік тому
I hope that maybe somebody in that family is still alive and knows what happened to their family members. Maybe this will reach them, who knows?
@Jasmine-ow9og Рік тому
It seems like they are all thankfully dead. At least thats smth :/
@sarahweigel4361 Рік тому
@@Jasmine-ow9og I thought more like extended family/descendants who know their family members died in a suspicious way and maybe know some circumstances
@jbarbeau92 Рік тому
It’s fucking made up, don’t worry.
@basedandsingletpilled928 Рік тому
The saddest part is what people are willing to believe with no corroborating evidence. This is why people are still in the process of being acquitted today after spending decades in jail from the first wave of the satanic panic. Example- John Quinney was just exonerated a few short months ago after spending 25 years in prison and the time since as a registered sex offender based on satanic panic accusations in 1991.
@juliashokeir8065 Рік тому
16:25 "Many people in this organization are accused parents" that line made me gasp. Practically a whole organization created to gaslight victims of abuse into thinking that their memories are false.
@bobbyjefferson1973 Рік тому
Trash 🗑 🚮 parents & the people that support them.
@jomcloughlin Рік тому
That is exactly what I was thinking
@kellynaz9256 Рік тому
these people are exactly the reason why victims of this type of abuse are doubted
@LCMurphy1 Рік тому
They had to find a way to gaslight the victims. States were passing laws so that accused child molesters could be sued. "False memories" was the idea they came up with. Decades earlier Freud came up with--the accusations are sexual fantasies. That wouldn't work today. Probably.
@NotimeforThis-fd4ye Рік тому
Does she have any proof of this statement though? Big accusations to throw at people who disagree with a view.
@shelbypippin1028 9 місяців тому
When she said ‘I wanna stay here with the good people’ even if that meant dying with them in a burning house… that made a lump in my throat 🥺
@maryknight4450 9 місяців тому
thanks
@WilliamDias17 6 місяців тому
I strongly believe her wishing that because having such traumatic experiences in such a young age means you stop realizing the difference between good or wrong, specially when your parents are involved in the wrong side.
@juicebox3317 10 місяців тому
As a camp counselour, what both of you said about children is sooo true. Just being kind to kids, any time we can, can be so crucial.
@maryknight4450 10 місяців тому
yes
@WhitsWildWorld Рік тому
As someone who wants to be a juvenile probation officer “you can save a child’s life even if you can’t rescue them” has me tearing up
@shessupersalty Рік тому
It's true... I hope and I pray over your future so that you may love what you do, with a strong heart and a brave mind. Good luck and I am so grateful you have a strong heart to even want to do something so vital and wonderful 🥺😍🙏
@freedomishavingachoice3020 Рік тому
I remember the female officer that just happened to need the restroom when I was taking a "break" during my interview process, after my abuse. She didn't say a word, but I knew she was in there to make sure I wasn't trying to leave the planet. I didn't want her to get blamed for anything that would of happened to me. She didn't deserve that. I went back to the interview instead. Now my life is so much better. I'm glad she was there. Being there is enough, sometimes. Thank you for choosing to just be there.
@greengal111796 Рік тому
Have you considered public defense work instead?
@HekkinRekkin Рік тому
as a preschool teacher, I have to agree
@WhitsWildWorld Рік тому
@@greengal111796 I do have my bachelors degree in criminal justice. I just want to find the right fit. I don’t to work somewhere where they can’t interact with the kids and honestly try to help them
@sba6796 Рік тому
She should be proud of herself for breaking the cycle and protecting her kids, what a kind, strong and wonderful woman. I don't know her but I'm genuinely filled with so much pride
@Cheetosyup-xm5bg 11 місяців тому
She is really very strong
@maryknight4450 27 днів тому
thank you
@infamousaddict212 10 місяців тому
My grandma has experienced similar torture and abuse from her family and religiuous members, along with dozens of cult sacrifice cerimonys, she developed DID (dissociative Identity Disorder) which kept splitting with each life shattering traumatic event, they kept happening and her brain kept developing seperate personalities to cope with the trauma. Once the trauma and abuse stopped, she started going to therapy and bettering herself etc, she learned she had over 100 personalities from the trauma. She has never written or spoken publicly about it, not because she doesnt want it to get out, but because the stories and horrors she witnessed would never be believed. Its terrible, but things like this happen so much more often than people would think. BE SAFE OUT THERE, THE WORLD CAN BE A SCARY PLACE!
@Kalis655 8 місяців тому
Her purpose then is to tell that somehow to people, it will find a way to who need it trust me, they believed it, it has so many people whose thinking that, you won't believe it how many, so try it, with faith in God everythings gonna be fine 🫶🪬📿🧿☝️🥰
@mickeymooze 6 місяців тому
P.a
@aubrey2366 6 місяців тому
OMG my grandma went through the EXACT same situation!!!
@infamousaddict212 6 місяців тому
@Kalis655 I think I might ask her in a couple years about writing about it or documenting it, I don't want to push her she's in a really good spot and I wouldn't want those terrible traumas to resurface
@infamousaddict212 6 місяців тому
@@aubrey2366 wow really! That's wild and unfortunate, I hope she's doing well!
@ConejitoPequenito 9 місяців тому
The pure strength she has to do these interviews... the false memory foundation sounds like a super villain league, and she brought a camera. Powerful woman
@maryknight4450 9 місяців тому
thanks
@headwound 11 місяців тому
The first time I brought a family member into a therapy session, it was my mom. We were discussing the abuse I faced as a child with the therapist and my mom brought up a time my dad had pressed my face into the wooden floor with his knee for minutes so hard one side of my head was entirely purple. I was stunned listening to her, I could not remember ANY of this. Later on when I tried my hardest to think back to those days, I remember one morning putting on makeup for the first time to go to school and not knowing how to apply any of it. I later realized I had been trying to cover up the bruises and my mom confirmed this memory was correct. It's insane the things our brain is capable of to protect us.
@daisybuttercup6801 11 місяців тому
Why didn’t your mother take you away from this terrible abuse
@hime8903 11 місяців тому
@@daisybuttercup6801usually it isn’t just as simple as that, the mother could be dependant on the father for money or housing which is common- and plus the mother could’ve been experiencing abuse too
@daisybuttercup6801 11 місяців тому
@@hime8903 that’s no excuse , she could have run away with her children to a police station, or a refuge centre , someone would have protected them. These mothers who let child abuse happen are cowards.
@Hg-qh8ge 11 місяців тому
@@daisybuttercup6801 very easy to criticise when your not in that situation, in a ideal world you would be correct but some people are trapped in their abuse by reasons such as fear or lack of understanding
@hime8903 11 місяців тому
@@daisybuttercup6801 you clearly have never been in such a situation..
@virnacastelli2748 Рік тому
"We don't need to rescue children, we need to save them by being gentle to them ". What a great human being
@patoteto2 Рік тому
By saving a children what are you doing ? You’re rescuing them right ?…… right?
@debradowner8761 11 місяців тому
@@patoteto2 Watch the video to understand haha
@vaska1999 11 місяців тому
That's not what she said. She said "You can save a child's life even if you can't rescue them.". There's a big difference. And yes, you can save another's life, whether it's a child or an adult, by being kind and gentle.
@patriciamedaris8552 9 місяців тому
My husband is a survivor of occult ritualistic and sexual abuse from his mother, aunts and uncles, and cult members. It's a miracle he survived after the beatings, cuttings, rape, and poisoning. I feel for this woman.
@maryknight4450 9 місяців тому
thanks
@n0od1esx 9 місяців тому
I hope your husband is happy now and cut off from those horrible people. My heart is breaking as I'm thinking of an innocent little boy who would at the time think that was normal. You're honestly a saviour to him for understanding and loving him no matter what he's been through ❤❤
@maryknight4450 9 місяців тому
thanks for your comments!
@Giulia-yq4nj 6 місяців тому
❤
@manoncrombez734 10 місяців тому
I have PTSD and had/have repressed memories. I once told my therapist I wish I'd never recovered those memories. She then told me "No, you wish it had never happened. But it did." That was so hard to hear, because it's true, but sadly we can't change history. I also agree forgiveness is not necessary, I will never forgive. I can accept, but never forgive. It kind of puts the responsibility in the victims hands.
@RoyalPurpleDinosaur 10 місяців тому
I applaud you for taking the necessary steps to heal. I hope everything goes smoothly in your process 💖
@manoncrombez734 10 місяців тому
@@RoyalPurpleDinosaur thank you x
@maryknight4450 10 місяців тому
take care of yourself, my fellow survivor.
@goblinguy3103 Рік тому
“I don’t want other victims to compare their trauma to me” comforts me in the worst way. I don’t remember a lot of my trauma, but I’m almost sure it wasn’t this and there was a part of me that went “see, you haven’t gone through anything like that, how could you be this messed up?” Thank you for this video, and thank you for not making me feel like I’m faking my issues just because I wasn’t in a cult.
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
I'm glad you got the message I wanted to give. YOUR healing is important, no matter what you experienced. I send you my comfort and my concern. Take care of YOU.
@lyleediehl9137 Рік тому
I don’t know where I picked it up, but I always say “whether you’re drowning in 10ft of water or 100ft of water, you’re still fighting for your life”
@Danibug727 Рік тому
I've been feeling this shame and guilt as well and when she said that I started crying because that means so much to survivors. I've only just begun my healing journey and it's so hard somtimes...
@Danibug727 Рік тому
@@maryknight4450 Thank you for sharing your story. I'm so sorry for what happened to you and thank you for showing us that there is light at the end of our healing journey. Thank you for your courage.
@dusk4974 Рік тому
People like to play the Pain Game; comparing their struggles to others. An attempt to use their suffering to one up someone else, as if it's something to brag about. I hate the Pain Game. I will never play it. Your suffering may not be as "bad" or "intense" as someone else's in their opinion. But your suffering was real. It IS real. My best example is my menstrual cramps. Women try to compare their menstrual pain. I as a woman do not. I am aware that mine is extreme, but that's my normal. But what is MY normal, is NOT another woman's normal. I know that pain. And she is in pain. And I will use my familiarity to comfort her. Your trauma may not be as "bad" as some may think. But did you go through it? Did you survive? Are you surviving now? You pushed through so much. And no one can take that away. Your trauma hurt you. Just like someone else's trauma hurt him/her. Your pain is real. Your suffering happened. But your recovery will happen too.
@captaincelestia Рік тому
can we please give anthony credit for being so incredibly respectful. he is so good at making his interviewees comfortable even when it’s a horrible, heart wrenching conversation.
@luv2cook. 11 місяців тому
That was on my mind as well. He’s good at what he does. He needs a late night show, get rid of the unprofessional goobers on tv now.
@WJCMcdbm 11 місяців тому
He also so strong to be able to hear out all of these story’s for multiple of episodes all for the sake of helping people find a voice
@curiousbear6548 11 місяців тому
She is amazing to be able to tell her story
@WhaleCommunicators 11 місяців тому
Most definitely - my hat off to you Anthony for holding such sacred space for Mary to tell her story and change lives. You helped her reach out to people she couldn't have touched otherwise. Beautiful unity community sharing.
@wisdomoftheearlychristians2037 11 місяців тому
Yes, he's wonderful. Like the son everyone wishes they had.
@TheWizKid99 9 місяців тому
This woman is kind, strong, intelligent, courageous, and loving. She gives off such good energy, I'm in awe. What a wonderful woman.
@maryknight4450 9 місяців тому
thanks
@SourceAwareness 5 місяців тому
@@maryknight4450 Thanks for sharing your story and strength with others. Fantastic work. 🙏🏾 Blessings
@lucijak3444 11 місяців тому
I admire how she's so collected. She definetly had a lot of work to do on her mental health and she did it well.
@mystichlo Рік тому
her comment about feeling confused when her study session with her teacher was over because she was expecting something bad to happen or for him to hurt her because she was so used to the adults in her life hurting her that when he didn’t, it didn’t feel normal… oh my god, that breaks my heart. what a remarkably strong lady ❤️
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
thank you
@holovoid3306 Рік тому
I feel like this with my partner sometimes. He's amazing, kind and my best friend. But still, sometimes I brace myself for the verbal or physical assault because that's what I experienced with my parents.
@ladybabcockpeaceandlove6467 Рік тому
@Mary Knight god bless you I have so much respect and love for you I'm so sorry for what you have been through may god protect you in every way amen ,your so strong and brave xx❤
@ashleyw6160 11 місяців тому
@@holovoid3306 Omg, the way I struggled with this same thing. Everything is much better now, tho. I'm so glad u also found someone that's so good to u!!!!
@starlingswallow 11 місяців тому
Mary is a beautiful, _beautiful_ soul. I appreciate her kindness, her courage and her honesty about what she's been through ❤ Thank you, Mary. From the bottom of my heart....and from all the other survivors, _thank you!_
@kG-rv1ck 11 місяців тому
Many drs don’t believe this woman and the treatment she used can I plant false memories many drs outright speak out against this controversial treatment as it caused people to believe false memories. In the 90s Satanic panic happened due to the amount of people recalling false memories, Anthony should really rethink how he portrays these people stories with zero evidence as the truth :/
@EmilyMSmith93 11 місяців тому
Amen
@maryknight4450 10 місяців тому
thanks
@zyniazynia-lg1db 10 місяців тому
Dissociation is real. I know! I’ve hardly my memories in my life due to abuse This woman is a pure soul and she is phenomenal
@kelseypwns09 Рік тому
It’s so eerie seeing pictures of Mary with her parents knowing all this
@Imjustkendall Рік тому
Yea- I was actually chilled honestly, it was almost too real for me 😢
@samsnothavingit2788 Рік тому
The one with her father and how he's smiling at her and she looks uncomfortable as well, its truly disgusting
@_peepee_ Рік тому
i know, they seem so normal. its crazy imagining these psychotic things happening in the 50s/60s/70s
@filmaker256 Рік тому
Or the Dali Lama as of late lol
@razzledazzledorito6552 Рік тому
“And no wonder, for Satan himself masquerades as an angel of light.” - Corinthians 11:14-15
@OrangeCat411 Рік тому
I can’t imagine what she’s been through. Moral of the story, all kids deserve parents, not every parent deserves kids. ❤
@alimhamad6532 Рік тому
very few parents deserve kids
@artdump6592 Рік тому
A lot of this she likely hasn't been through. She may believe it, or think she remembers it, but there's absolutely no verifiable evidence that "satanic ritual abuse" exists. She's part of the satanic panic in the 80s and 90s.
@pinkrosegurl6987 Рік тому
@@alimhamad6532 That's a glass half empty way of looking at it with no evidence or statistics
@elias1670 Рік тому
@@pinkrosegurl6987 it’s true tho lol . majority of parents aren’t ready to have children think they are but aren’t . don’t give them enough ir too little attention , don’t feed them in a proper schedule , don’t take care of basic needs , curse around their newborns smoke around them do drugs, arguing , fighting and this is surface level can be much worse … shaking beating leaving shit in their diaper for hours causing rashes and much much worse ..people don’t realize they’re actually susceptible to stuff at all ages regardless of if their memory is strong . it can cause long term affects and majority of people have been messed up by their parents in some way whether they realize it or not , the way they act their decision making is all affects from trauma unknown or known . in some cases can cause full on severe mental health issues like multi personality , bipolar , chronic depression and many many many other things .
@Deady4u Рік тому
@pink rose gurl Nah so many of the people I know went through abuse by their parents. Even myself.
@camilla8129 11 місяців тому
It's absurd to me how someone could disregard suppressing memories in PTSD. I'm in a delicate situation, I keep having to interact with my abusers while some memories are already unlocking, so I'm trying to navigate the old ones while I can't help but still suppress new ones. Anyway, I'm so glad she's getting the chance to tell her story and is now leading a happy life, and I'm glad you're creating this understanding and safe space Anthony
@pop8226 10 місяців тому
I’m wishing you the best ❤ and hope your situation improves!! you’re very strong, remember not to be too hard on yourself
@camilla8129 10 місяців тому
@@pop8226 thank you a million❤️ luckily I've finally found a support system and I hope to change my situation as soon as possible
@allyssach 9 місяців тому
Hey I hope things are okay with you. I’m sending love to you and I hope you are able to be in a safe place soon❤
@camilla8129 9 місяців тому
@@allyssach omg thanks so much ❤️ sometimes it's hard but I'm finding my reasons to stay hopeful
@Margart526 11 місяців тому
Great story, I have always felt compelled to pursue knowledge and power in order to contribute to the betterment of humanity. Been seeking a means to be influential and find out more knowledge about the human race and about the things not everyone is destined to know. I wish to fulfill the goal of enlightenment passed down by our forebears.
@bartholetbay412 11 місяців тому
I can totally relate to your passion, if all that is what you desire then i think it's achievable. Joining the Illuminatus Brotherhood can lead to the enlightenment you seek and more. I am well aware that the idea of this group may sound mythical but it is possible to join.
@Margart526 11 місяців тому
@@bartholetbay412 Hi, isn't the brotherhood a myth? I mean sometimes i just feel like it's all just a conspiracy theory.
@bartholetbay412 11 місяців тому
@@Margart526 Yeah I acknowledge that misunderstanding can occur when people encounter what they don't fully grasp, especially in this internet era. The Illuminatus advocates for the acceptance of all religions. You can look up "Anthony Szymon". Will give you clarity and answers to any questions you might have.
@Margart526 11 місяців тому
@@bartholetbay412 oh really, i just saw his website, which is interesting. I will leave him a message.
@nikascupcakebar 11 місяців тому
Yeah i do sometimes feel that too, prolly not exactly but i can totally relate.
@grigsby1692 Рік тому
I was molested by a doctor and it's been difficult to deaal with because I don't have clear memories and i repressed the memories for so long. It is so meaningful to see people like Mary Knight validate these memories when even you yourself doubt.
@heehoopeanut420 Рік тому
I'm so sorry you were put through that, and thank you for sharing. You are stronger than you know❤❤
@mattmathematics3591 Рік тому
❤ ikr
@M1985- Рік тому
But isn’t there therapy and hypnosis? It could be really beneficial. I do a lot of work with my inner child. I had so many revelations.
@rosieweaselby Рік тому
@@M1985- hypnosis doesn’t work on everyone.
@blue_shoes8715 Рік тому
@M1985- not everyone wants to remember. For some it can be more damaging to remember even. Focusing on the emotions and lingering pain is more important
@lecrouxh Рік тому
the quote that she said at her father's grave "God is the only father I've ever had because fathers are protective" made me stop in my tracks. I have never thought about that ever before and I love how her faith is so present in her life even after everything she's been through
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
thank you
@mochaest1994 Рік тому
I think it’s powerful, especially considering her parents believed in the other guy. Mary you’re a true inspiration ❤
@VoVina111 Рік тому
I know I was worried she would become traumatized of crosses and Jesus in general after what she witnessed from such a young age, but I'm glad it helped build her faith even more!
@ExistingSmiles Рік тому
she is so strong and incredibly brave!
@TheExaltedCasual Рік тому
How can you believe in a god protecting you when you went through this. You got lucky you didn't get murdered.
@MonicaTanAnLeng 9 місяців тому
Mary is right - kindness really helps… because you never know what people are going through, children or adults. Thank you for sharing your story, salute!
@cardinalbaseballer5 9 місяців тому
This is absolutely horrifying to listen to. Thank you Mary for telling your story. And thank you Anthony for hosting this interview.
@maryknight4450 9 місяців тому
thanks
@phantom_wolf5274 4 місяці тому
@@maryknight4450no way it’s actually you?
@maryknight4450 3 місяці тому
@@phantom_wolf5274 yes. its me. I try to read all the comments.
@MissSerendipity22 Рік тому
She is right to speak about it. It needs to be spoken about. My older brother SA me when I was 4-6/7 and he was 16. He did the same thing to our cousin, she was 5 and he was 21. She’d just had her leg amputated from cancer. It was the worst time of my life. I’m 42 now and I’m finally speaking out. The more it’s talked about the more people will realize this is an issue that is too often swept under the rug. Families would rather keep it a secret than to be associated with a known pedophile and be the target of backlash. That’s the sad fact.
@presleysmith6779 Рік тому
I am so sorry I hope you healed ❤ No one ever deserves that and I hope you got justice
@caitlinrose4469 Рік тому
Nothing is more brave than speaking up. I haven’t been brave enough to speak up or report about it but seeing stories like yours make me feel safer to do it. We’re in this together 💖
@GreyWithAnE42 Рік тому
Same thing happened to me. I’m 18 now, and my brother molested/SA me multiple times between the ages of 6-9 when he was 15-18. I totally relate to the sweeping under the rug. I told my parents what happened, and I genuinely do believe they think they’re doing the best thing for me by keeping this a secret but idk.
@kayashley81 Рік тому
@@GreyWithAnE42fuck I hope your brother is in jail one day. don’t be afraid to go forward (once you’re ready in your own time) as you’re an adult now and are separate from your parents
@MissSerendipity22 Рік тому
@@presleysmith6779 in the middle of healing and no justice.
@Daisy-Doo Рік тому
Mary has been so strong through so much. She did a documentary where therapists who didnt believe in her lived experiences just told her right to her face that her experiences werent real and that child sexual abuse wasnt that bad ??? and she was so calm and collected. She is such a strong and amazing woman. My prayers go out to her.
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
thanks
@Daisy-Doo Рік тому
@Mary Knight thank you for sharing your story and being a voice for so many. ❤️
@heehoopeanut420 Рік тому
Man, the urge to become a vigilantly grows and grows everyday
@alexia3552 Рік тому
Can we line up those therapists and slap them in the face. There needs to be consequences for mental health professionals who betray people that badly. I get it, you want to think the world isn't that bad, it scares you, so it's easier to gaslight the patient in front of you. But buckle up, real life doesn't care if you think it's "impossible". Don't go into that line of work if you can't stand hearing the most horrific things.
@farted161 Рік тому
@@alexia3552 fr
@BeeBlot 10 місяців тому
I relate. I didn't experience sra, but I experienced csa and other extreme abuse. I remember my parents watching the news in the 80s when false memory syndrome was used to gaslight victims and how they celebrated the chastisement of those naughty, disrespectful kids who accused their parents of abuse. They always tell on themselves.
@ashward 11 місяців тому
I’m a psychology student and this syndrome is just so fascinating, I studied this topic in a module last semester and find it so interesting. I had to share this video with my psychology group chat. I am so sorry that you went through this, I am so happy you came through the other side stronger and happier
@mercurialshift5793 11 місяців тому
Syndrome? You mean repressed memories? There was a big controversy about false memories of satanic abuse in the 80’s and 90’s being triggered by psychotherapists and hypnosis. While it is possible to repress memories, something this big seems incredibly unlikely. I believe she believes it but without any shred of evidence, it’s hard to believe such stories. Knowing what we do about false repressed memories and satanic panic.
@BeeBlot 10 місяців тому
What syndrome? Survivor syndrom? Wtf?
@karate4348 10 місяців тому
Child sexual abuse including that organised by groups of adults, is not a syndrome. It is a fact of torture and cover up. It happens in school, sports buildings, in the back room of pubs, in ordinary houses, in cellars, in forests, underground tunnels/spaces. It happens in hospitals and all sorts of places.
@nemo6261 10 місяців тому
@@BeeBlot yea idk either
@maryknight4450 10 місяців тому
thanks
@rinesserin Рік тому
Literally 90 seconds in and the gasp of sheer disgust that has already come out of me was loud enough to wake people up. This one is going to be rough. What an INCREDIBLY strong woman to still be sitting there after that kind of trauma.
@kazewz Рік тому
i know. i don’t know what to say- i’m horrified.
@sleepybun908 Рік тому
same- i gasped in true freaking horror
@savvydee123 Рік тому
My heart is racing 10 mins straight into the video. This poor lady 🥺🥺😭 It sounds selfish to say idk if I can finish this video. She had no choice as a child
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
@@savvydee123 Please don't watch if if its too triggering for you. Take care of yourself. I put trigger warnings throughout my memoir, most of which is not very triggering. It focuses on how I healed.
@emziedodd2445 Рік тому
@@maryknight4450 true! as you say being kind to yourself is important. and thankyou so much for sharing your story , it was really horrifying what you went through, but seeing how strong and composed you are now is truly inspiring. how psychotherapy helped you is also very interesting, thanks for sharing what worked for you.
@oddaloo Рік тому
her saying the part about not comparing trauma is so comforting for me, i don’t remember an entire year of my life but i know what happened and why i don’t remember it but she is so amazing and i wish i was as strong as mary
@lilylohmann614 Рік тому
Hey I don’t know anything about your circumstances, but I hope you realize that just by surviving that you are strong. Things get rough, but just like trauma, strength isn’t something to be compared
@oddaloo Рік тому
@@lilylohmann614 that means so much to me, thank you so much
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
Thank you for your kind words. I hope you know that you are stronger than you think! It will take time, and I hope only the best for you on your journey to a healthy life!
@jackie31933 Рік тому
Yes. A lot of people almost see it as a competition or feel like they can’t be suffering if someone else is going through things too. But that’s just not true and it can destroy you as a person. We must go through more to feel this way? No you do not need to validate your abuse or justify the lingering trauma. The message she sends is incredible. A truly inspirational woman
@saanasalonen8684 Рік тому
i have awful memory problems... they say its a symptom of ptsd but it does not make it easy to deal with. i have kinda lost hope that i would ever get help so i just accept that my memories are gone and i try to stay in the moment. i wish you all dealing with trauma strenght, its gonna be ok.
@RoachRoaster 10 місяців тому
I love how respectful Anthony is towards her and respects her boundaries and yet still asks good questions.
@vanshookme6531 7 місяців тому
These SRA stories sound completely bonkers. Without proof its hard to believe.
@dontreadthisplease2416 6 місяців тому
Yeah the idea of repressed memories has been pretty well discounted.
@Jazzjasey 2 місяці тому
No... It's very real lots of people have experienced the same things... The whole point is people don't believe them because they assume that people aren't this cruel.. but this was very common amongst the elites
@misterbobby8913 2 місяці тому
People like you are the reason for so much ignorance.
@misterbobby8913 2 місяці тому
@@JazzjaseyExactly, Well Said
@connorfortier2699 11 місяців тому
I'm amazed that this woman seems so down to earth and relatively well adjusted. She's a real soldier. It's heartbreaking that things like this happen even to this day.
@kG-rv1ck 11 місяців тому
Many drs don’t believe this woman and the treatment she used can I plant false memories many drs outright speak out against this controversial treatment as it caused people to believe false memories. In the 90s Satanic panic happened due to the amount of people recalling false memories, Anthony should really rethink how he portrays these people stories with zero evidence as the truth :/
@HappyHermitt 11 місяців тому
A lil too happy
@facebren 11 місяців тому
@@HappyHermitt why shouldn't she be? If anyone deserves heaps of happiness, wouldn't it be her?
@etoilefelante8994 11 місяців тому
She's probably suffering from dissociative identity disorder as are most survivors of this kind of abuse. This can make it appear as though someone is more functional than someone with less complex trauma.
@wisdomoftheearlychristians2037 11 місяців тому
Even to this day? Shoot, with the internet, the deep web, online child porn, and people and companies like Epstein and Balenciaga in the world, I'd say it's happening now much more than it was.
@connorfortier2699 11 місяців тому
When she mentioned that she grew up in the Seattle area it really hit home for me. I grew up in Salem, Oregon a mile away from fairview medical hospital and my ex girlfriend was a caregiver at a halfway house for mentally disturbed people. She had one client that was a victim of satanic ritual abuse in the town I grew up in. She had scars on her body and was completely destroyed mentally and emotionally. This could have very well happened in the same circle of people somewhere near Salem, Oregon.
@kG-rv1ck 11 місяців тому
Many drs don’t believe this woman and the treatment she used can I plant false memories many drs outright speak out against this controversial treatment as it caused people to believe false memories. In the 90s Satanic panic happened due to the amount of people recalling false memories, Anthony should really rethink how he portrays these people stories with zero evidence as the truth :/
@kG-rv1ck 11 місяців тому
Just like spiked Halloween candy there’s been no actual cases of satanic rituals only made up crap that caused a panic in religious groups
@blissavra1933 11 місяців тому
I grew up in Oregon. I'm only now knowing that Oregon ad Washington gave some of the worst sundown Towns in the u
@blissavra1933 11 місяців тому
P
@nicolehegarty4749 11 місяців тому
I have been to Salem too ❤️
@jamie594 3 місяці тому
So if it is as she claims i have some questions: Where are the bodies of the people killed? Did no one notice those dead people disapearing? How come no action was taken yet? If so many people were involved, how come no one admitted? Do her relatives remember this aswell? If they do, have they been through the same kind of "therapy" as her? This is geniuenly sketchy, the things she claims to have been through are very extreme, someone would have taken notice.
@MyHeroMacademia Місяць тому
This is false memory brought on with the help of an over zealous therapist. Her parents, neighbors, church members, funeral directors, police officers... all in on it together? I don't think so. 😊 She did a couple other interviews and her stories don't match up lol.
@yehsabmohmayahe 10 місяців тому
the blood boiling anger that i felt throughout this episode thinking "How can a human do this to other beings" is......... impossible to calculate.
@hemaloid419 10 місяців тому
Look up some cartel videos.
@reikkuma1 10 місяців тому
Humans aren’t far from animals it’s a spectrum those more evil are on the animalistic side of the spectrum and the good people are more on the humane side more civilized side where we have grown
@Cocaine420_ 10 місяців тому
Well, I think you'd be "happy" to know that this story is bs. It's just parroting the talking points of the satanic panic(if you don't believe me, then read the wikipedia article on it)
@Kalis655 8 місяців тому
They are puppets of the demon, they let them thou 😢
@inkedmomblu1510 Рік тому
As a survivor of severe sexual abuse, rape and torture by my own father, her words hit home. You just go through the motions simply to survive. Years later certain memories haunt you that you didn’t even know existed. I pray for her healing and hope she knows none of it was her fault.
@lycanthropic_art Рік тому
So proud of you for coming so far!! You deserve infinite love hun ❤❤❤❤
@leandrevanderbankkk Рік тому
@royal subliminals FCC’s rDrRrRf
@teki4535 11 місяців тому
❤️❤️
@ashleymoon2969 11 місяців тому
I hope you know it was not your fault either. 💕🫂🙏
@X_m19 11 місяців тому
🩵wish you the best
@dhubbs Рік тому
There's a reason she became a social worker even before she recovered those memories. Her subconscious put her in a position to save children the way she herself, should've been saved. What am amazingly strong human being. And as someone with recovered memories that were also corroborated by other victims it's a VERY real thing.
@aisharicci6400 11 місяців тому
Exactly, that came to be as well.
@Jose-pq9rq 11 місяців тому
I don't know about that ,I PERSONALLY WOULD NOT TRUST WITH ANY KIDS PERIOD, SHE LOOKS DEMONIC ,AND PEOPLE LIKE THAT A LIKELY TO DO IT TO SOMEONE ELSE.
@Clo_Dub 11 місяців тому
When Mary said she didn’t want survivors to compare their experiences to hers, I couldn’t help but think, “but what I went through is *nothing* compared to what happened to you.” I went through something quite bad for a few months in 2019 and I’ve been told I have PTSD from it. I feel stupid even accepting that, though, because I know people go through so much worse. The fear I have is that if I don’t acknowledge it, will it come out in me sometime later? I was 24 then and I’m 28 now and I’m doing okay, but sometimes I wake up in the night terrified and I *know* it’s because of what happened to me. Sorry if I’m being vague or just dumb x
@kG-rv1ck 11 місяців тому
Many drs don’t believe this woman and the treatment she used can I plant false memories many drs outright speak out against this controversial treatment as it caused people to believe false memories. In the 90s Satanic panic happened due to the amount of people recalling false memories, Anthony should really rethink how he portrays these people stories with zero evidence as the truth :/
@lagoya 11 місяців тому
Your own healing is important, too. Please take care
@Clo_Dub 10 місяців тому
@@lagoya thank you, that’s very kind x
@featherofajay4667 8 місяців тому
I think that what she meant, and I think that’s an important message, is that just because her story is unbelievably bad, doesn’t mean your problems are worth less. No matter what anyone else went through, if you’re struggling with something, you deserve therapy and help and you deserve to heal. What outside circumstances have pushed you to that point don’t matter. You and your problems matter just as much as Mary and hers.
@Clo_Dub 8 місяців тому
@@featherofajay4667 thank you 🤍
@mariisoverit 9 місяців тому
So interestting how peaceful and wise she sounds. You'd thing someone that got through all of these things would be angry and full of rage but she just isn't. Thank you for telling your story, Mary. Hopefully people will be more aware of the world's evil and be protected.
@spencerwilmore13579 Рік тому
As someone who’s been through extremely MINIMAL trauma compared to this and STILL go through so much PTSD because of that, I can’t imagine what she felt when everything was resurfacing. Memory blockage is absolutely real: me and my mom randomly remember the most insane things about my dad, and just look at each other like “Wow I can’t fucking believe we just thought that was normal at the time.” Peace and love
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
Bless you, my fellow survivor
@libera7161 Рік тому
@@maryknight4450 You're a hero, spreading your story and seeing you like that. Gives so much strength, because that's how you know. You're not alone.
@ashleymarie2021 Рік тому
She even said do NOT minimize.... Trauma is trauma and abuse is abuse. ALL ARE VALID
@alexia3552 Рік тому
Please remember, you deserve compassion and gentleness no matter what, there's no minimum threshhold for it to be "enough" to deserve to be treated 100% seriously. It sounds like you are aware of how much hurt it's caused you, and I just want you to hear that it matters, and you matter.
@mimineko1019 Рік тому
Trauma is never minimal❤
@griffon106 Рік тому
this woman is so strong to be able to even live through this, let alone talk about it. how sick do you have to be to put your own child through this much psychological torture, and to act this horrifically to innocent people and animals?? i'm in shambles when an animal or person dies of natural causes, let alone seeing them murdered in such cruel and revolting ways. absolutely disgusting. props to you for living on, mary.
@LordVader1094 Рік тому
@@midnightsan9917 You keep spamming this on every comment and it's getting annoying, lol. It's really not that hard to believe her story with how depraved people can be.
@petruvanderwalt843 Рік тому
I know. She went literally to hell and back and now she's helping others❤❤
@sydneylong2322 Рік тому
@@LordVader1094 its probably a bot just report it
@midnightsan9917 Рік тому
@@sydneylong2322 not a bot I am trying to stop the spread of disinformation love. She obviously has trauma but it may not be exactly what it seems.
@midnightsan9917 Рік тому
@@LordVader1094 she got memory recollection therapy at around the same time as the satanic panic. Plus recovered memory therapy is unproven at best.
@alexandradelliou 10 місяців тому
Anthony, I truly thank you for using your platform to showcase such stories. You may not know how much it means to people like me I thankfully was never in a cult, but I've endured childhood abuse. So having felt one person's kindness shine a light in the dark when I needed it the most, really made me relate to her saying that you need to be kind to kids. And be kind to everyone really, because you don't know whose inner child you may be healing or just whose bad day you're brightening.
@myanoel0 11 місяців тому
My heart shattered to hear people call Mary crazy. She is not and she was put through the most devastating and horrific life events from her own family. Now she loves who she is and lives a great life! She deserves it and she is such a strong person.
@j4zz_y Рік тому
She’s a very strong woman
@freedomishavingachoice3020 Рік тому
Especially because the reporting system that failed her as a child (with not being able to give location evidence as a kid) is the exact same reporting system children must use today. I know because I lived it, and now the man is in jail for 30 years. Jessica Ladd has a 6 minute ted talk about this from 2016. Please PLEASE advocate to change the reporting system to an information escrow. It would have helped me greatly.
@Vizi2fast Рік тому
Indeed
@EjDjhahahahaaa Рік тому
💪women
@mack5651 Рік тому
doing so much good fr
@bri2043 Рік тому
hearing her say that forgiveness isnt necessary for healing gave me the reassurance I needed, too many people say to forgive your abusers but that's the last thing I ever want to do. forgiving would mean at least to me that I'm disrespecting myself, disregarding my feelings and my abuse that I'm letting them get away with it. I needed to hear this, thank you so much
@xXJunnaXx Рік тому
I feel like there’s levels.. some things are forgivable and others should not be ignored no matter how much one has moved on. Being able to move on with your life should not mean forgiving.
@subg8858 Рік тому
Forgiveness IS required. SELF-forgiveness. Otherwise fuck these bastards. This is war as far as some of us is concerned
@ikr2377 Рік тому
How can a person truly forgive if you can't forget
@ikr2377 Рік тому
Forgiveness is like saying my abuse is ok
@paulineloot2061 Рік тому
Forgiveness is for yourself so your own heart can be pure and clear ! If you carry it around it will turn you bitter you have to let it go through forgiveness ! Doesn’t mean you are friends or invite them round for dinner it just means your own heart is pure !
@whysnana Рік тому
As a victim of 3 types of abuse. I appreciate her saying that it doesnt matter the type of abuse you suffer, it can affect you deeply. Basically saying no ones abuse is any less traumatic than another. It all effects us deeply in different ways, and we're all victims the same. I'm happy she survived, and is thriving. Bless her.
@rosieleat6868 Рік тому
my therapist once said that some people might have a broken toe, and someone else might have a broken leg, but it doesn't make your broken toe any less painful. All abuse is bad, some of it is worse.
@mayr9215 Рік тому
Stay Strong ❤
@TheGreatLake1998 9 місяців тому
Horrors beyond my human comprehension. Very cool. In all seriousness, Mary’s story of survival and recovery is nothing short of the most inspiring thing I’ve ever heard. You go, lady.
@douggay4416 4 місяці тому
This was incredibly inspirational especially the part about not having to forgive but to learn how to be at peace and move on your own way in your own time. Thank you for sharing! And the just be kind to children, cause you never know the impact you are having just by being kind. ❤❤
@angelys13 11 місяців тому
i hope anthony is taking care of himself , it can’t be easy to here these stories
@8656737s 11 місяців тому
So true
@JG-kn7ew 11 місяців тому
I agree man, apparently its possible to develop ptsd from other peoples stories. I knew a dude who worked with fire fighters and they would all tell him their worst stories as a type of debriefing therapy. Dude struggled with alcohol for a long time after
@pinkrebellionxyz1567 11 місяців тому
@MrFangsAlot You know mental illness is tricky right? Just coz he has a portrait of himself doesn’t mean he isn’t struggling one way or another. Don’t downplay people’s illness because of possessions
@purplerose7493 11 місяців тому
Its a lot harder living them. I hope Mary is taking care of herself.
@elenabob4953 10 місяців тому
It is like the psychologists that have mandatory hours with other psychologists so they could "discharge" because hearing those type of situations isn't light on their soul.
@goose7574 Рік тому
As a survivor of childhood SA, I can honestly say that our brains are truly incredible, and suppressing memories is part of a protective mechanism...
@funforlife9893 Рік тому
Hey I just want to say that you are strong and amazing and that what you have gone through are awful but you are strong and amazing and deserved to be love in a safe way. YOU ARE STRONG!!!❤️❤️
@eykyra Рік тому
Yes but it's also true what she says that even though your memories might be blocked, the stress is still there. Surviving mechanisms are meant to just get away from a certain thread but when prolonged they take much of a physical toll since even though you don't remember why, your brain still works in trauma response mode. Once you start actively working on healing that trauma it's when you truly start to live. I wish you the best in your journey
@kadebebesis4204 11 місяців тому
Yes. That’s true. Unfortunately, our souls will never forget the feelings.
@drjones6567 11 місяців тому
Yes. Very true. I've experienced it
@kathidapp 11 місяців тому
What kills me is I forget most things still, like now that I'm away from abuse, but after so long my brain got so good at forgetting I'm now having issues remembering anything. And shes so right about the being good to kids, my teachers all had figured out something was wrong, but they just didn't know what, so they'd let me stay late and were super kind honestly if it wasn't for a couple of them I wouldn't have made it.
@Revelator2025 10 місяців тому
God Bless her for coming forward. Such a good Soul. Also Cathy O’brien is another so brave to come forward and help us understand the evil that exists in this world. ✨🙏🏻💜
@stoneygreen6323 11 місяців тому
Repression is real I’m a victim of hard core abuse I was 32 and a mother myself before my memories started coming back. It’s bad enough you experience it But to not be believed and called crazy when you speak on it It’s taboo to mention It’s a very hard life to recover from
@nancyissa4781 11 місяців тому
What is hard core abuse?
@TheRuthdobson 11 місяців тому
Hope you've had help and support, God bless you for staying strong 🙏
@BeeBlot 10 місяців тому
I was 34 when my first repressed memory arose.
@ciezkignoj1120 10 місяців тому
@@mrsblume3247 Im sorry im from africa and I cant speak english well
@thitsmcgee1917 10 місяців тому
@@BeeBlotdid the memory come to you, or did something trigger it?
@basically_link Рік тому
This was easily the most disturbing episode I’ve ever seen on this channel. Absolutely horrifying what happened, I really think we as a society need to really be more aware of these things happening regularly.
@basedandsingletpilled928 Рік тому
I think as a society we should be teaching more about how our memories work and we should be teaching the history of the satanic panic. We should also be teaching media literacy & research and teach people to be free thinkers/skeptics because it's wild that people just take this at face value considering all we know about this topic
@skylaradams426 Рік тому
@@basedandsingletpilled928 I don’t disagree that there have been cases of therapists accidentally leading their patients to have false memories. However, there are so many more true cases of childhood abuse like this. I don’t know why you would automatically doubt someone who is telling her story. There is no evidence that her memories are false. On the contrary, she later found out that her cousins have similar memories.
@l3T3ss3 Рік тому
You can see that Anthony was clearly shaken up as well although he was really good at managing it.
@alexia3552 Рік тому
It doesn't surprise me that these people went to church every Sunday, that some of their friends who went to murder with them were friends from church (if I'm remembering what I heard correctly). There are some actually evil people in churches, they like to look "good" and pretend that they're doing nothing wrong "because I go to church." Sure sure there are nice people in churches too, but that culture is a breeding ground for some of the most vicious violence and hateful acts. I don't understand it.
@reunitingetal1327 Рік тому
@@basedandsingletpilled928 there’s much more proof of abuse and organised abuse, and papers that prove the CIA has done similar things. People want control. People know abuse controls people. That is not so much to get. You’re very privileged to ignore the horrendous abuse that has happened and still happens in the world
@Artzyhuman 11 місяців тому
What happened to her was so horrific and disgusting and I am so sorry for ANYONE who experienced any form of abuse.
@starlingswallow 11 місяців тому
Anthony, you are an amazing interviewer 💗 You are so genuine, authentic and real! I so appreciate this interview with our earth Angel, Mary ❤
@alejandropetit6573 Рік тому
You know this is especially serious when anthony doesn't fall through the roof
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
good point! i was expecting him to start with that.
@itsarali Рік тому
Anthony is amazing at this. He knows when to talk more, joke around with the people he’s interviewing, and when to simply be there to provide a platform for others to speak. I definitely appreciate his sensitivity to tone and his genuine personality!
@ambam90 Рік тому
@@itsarali a lot of talk show hosts could learn a lot from him.
@bussyboy420 Рік тому
@@maryknight4450 youre so strong for getting through what you go through, i admire you
@prickhead Рік тому
I will never understand how people, especially parents, can treat children this way. It's heart crushing, truly.
@rensaudade Рік тому
Hurt people, hurt other people. They experienced abuse, they pass it on.
@lillymurray8408 Рік тому
@@rensaudadethey aren’t hurt… did you not hear the part about the satanic ritual? Also, you must not be a parent…
@TootieFruutie Рік тому
@@lillymurray8408 i think you’re misunderstanding them. They’re not excusing the parents’ behaviour, they’re explaining why it happens. Nothing they said was incorrect. Hurt people do hurt people. Mary’s mother was very clearly traumatized by her father. That does not excuse her behaviour though.
@SuperMikusama Рік тому
@@lillymurray8408Did you even watch the video? Her own parents molested, raped and pimped her. Not all parents should be able to be parents to begin with, sometimes horrible people become parents then are horrible parents to their kids. Satanic or not, no religion or lack there of can excuse abuse like or any kind.
@KaBLAU Рік тому
@@TootieFruutie well said
@frankinsaneandmyrrh1202 10 місяців тому
Anthony, you have become excellent at validating others' feelings and empathizing even when they are talking about the most difficult experiences. Not only is it good when you interact with them but it sets the proper tone for viewers to follow suit. Well done.
@kingskyless 10 місяців тому
i appreciate so much the comment of not comparing your experiences and that every hurt is valid because thats something so many victims/survivors struggle with. thank you so much for sharing your story mary, you're heard and loved
@hippychick420 Рік тому
Parents please listen. YOUR CHILDREN ARE NOT YOUR PROPERTY NOR CAN YOU DO WHATEVER YOU WANT WITH THEM. That is why we have CPS OR CYS. Disgusting how some people treat children.
@lillymurray8408 Рік тому
Unfortunately CPS and CYS fails most children.
@adelinewurzer4533 Рік тому
So many parents view children as their property or as a toy instead of a human being. Like all these influencers using their kids as content
@Midnight-Tide Рік тому
@@lillymurray8408 yeah cause 50% is that they cant do anything cause of bs reason or they just dont do enough to keep children safe or be given to safe people.
@mrachel5124 Рік тому
@@lillymurray8408 yup
@sedatedprck Рік тому
cps has failed my biological sister many times and still continues to..
@rachelosiria7865 Рік тому
As an adult I consciously suppress bad memories. I can totally believe it's possible that children do this subconsciously.
@sherryjohnson3804 11 місяців тому
Sad thing is when you suppressed the bad, I've suppressed the good too
@xXJesuslovesyouXx 11 місяців тому
@@sherryjohnson3804😢 same
@starlingswallow 11 місяців тому
Yes, it's a survival technique. 😢
@Mandalaaxo 11 місяців тому
It's absolutely true. I was r*ped when I was 11 years old and didn't remember it until my first consensual encounter when my boyfriend literally turned into that guy on top of me, I screamed, slapped him in the face, and realized I had felt it before. It really affected me to the point that I am on the asexual spectrum when I wasn't before that. It took me a long time to accept that happened to me and what that meant.
@spulwasser 11 місяців тому
Sometimes I question whether my memories are something that I made up. But I recently spoke with an old friend and she remembers it precisely the same way. So I guess it's just a defence mechanism
@lavvvish 10 місяців тому
There are no words. What a remarkably strong woman.
@Dhruv_Dogra 11 місяців тому
Born of such evil parents (and grand parents) she is such a humane sensitive well-spoken person. Incredible! God bless her.
@Alyrulz421 Рік тому
My mom used to tell me about her trauma like it was the worst thing that ever happened to her. Then when I was victimized by a family member, just like she was, she said “I wish you hadn’t told me.” Then when another male family member tried to do the same years later I told her and once again nothing was done. When I was 19 she told me to “get over it/myself because it’s been 3 years” as she was moving that same family member back into her house. I told her she could pick me or this toxic family shit she’s obsessed with and obviously she didn’t pick me. I’m about to be 23, low contact with her for 3 years, and it took so long to realize that she clearly wanted the same things that happened to her to happen to me. she wanted me to get victimized by a family member like she was and I bet she hoped I’d get pregnant like she did. Maybe it comes from an incessant need to be understood, maybe she hoped she could create some perfect child that could completely understand her, maybe it’s just a product of the grooming she had to have gone thru, whatever the case she not only didn’t protect me she held me over the goddam flames. I’m glad to see that things so terrible are able to be overcome, seeing Mary do so well after everything is inspiring. I hope I can turn my experience into a positive story as well one day.
@skylar5790 Рік тому
You are so brave, thank you for sharing your story. What a terrible experience to have I'm so glad you were able to get out of that situation. I hope you are living very well now! (also, I'm MCR trash too:) )
@minuit6305 Рік тому
You made a great observation on her perhaps wanting you to have the same traumas she had so you could be her perfect child. I assume she felt lonely in her prison and wanted someone as broken as her to share her cell forever.
@kelly-sophiemekel5531 Рік тому
There is so much said, when one draws a line for abuse from their mother. I think you're really brave that you validated your own being and said 'im not gonna let that happen to me' eventough you understand what hat happened to her. I know and understand my mothers abuse and trauma's. And yet she never protected me, or strenghtened me for the dangers of the world and their predetors. It isnt untill recently, where i finally understood she had been gaslighting me all my life and will continue to do so. And it isnt untill now and in my 30's where ive decided 'i dont need that in my life' it had been hard and terrible and im done with that. But its hard to explain, why i wont see or contact my mother anymore becUsr people feel the need to remind you, thats she is your mother and she loves you...while clearly we know otherwise ❤
@CrazyCatLady0410 Рік тому
My mom to was molested by a family member. When my grandfather tried to molest my sister and we told her. She kept there for weeks until we had a visit with my dad. I accidentally let slip to the court mediator. When my grandfather died a made an off hand joke. I was attacked on line by my uncles wife and my mom's best friend. They called me names demanded I take it down, etc. My mom said nothing because she was hoping to get part of the inheritance that went just to my uncles. I'm finally now dating it.
@alicevill2259 Рік тому
Sorry to hear that. I'm a mother of 3 girls so one of them a few years back tried to tell me but she was misunderstood because half of us taugh she had a nightmare. Then few years later the 3 came out and told me they had been molested by my husband ( stepfather) they are adults and 2 years before this came out they had agreed for me to Mary him. So you can imagine how I felt. I felt betrayed from both sides. Feelings are understandable but even with those feelings I opted for seperation. Because my daughters come first. I am trying harder to be a better mother and less a woman. They are much better they are joyful none depressed girls because They have God and me to lean on. I also have the support of my parents. I'm am 42 years old I was with this man for 13 years so I realy taught he was there as a father. I only live for my God and children that's it.
@Mary-mj2px Рік тому
She's incredibly brave but can I also say the sheer admiration I have for the black man on the cross? That even in such a terrifying and horrific moment, he pretended to go along with it to try and save the little girl. What a horrible thing for him to experience, and what strength for him to have tried his best 😢
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
agreed
@alexia3552 Рік тому
I can't even process it. An absolutely minimal shred of relief for him specifically is that apparently he didn't live to see her be killed. I don't understand how people can so easily take life and do harm. You can just... not do that.
@aurora8749 Рік тому
He is certainly in heaven and I'm sure him and that little girl are friends up there.
@Vampress09 Рік тому
@@aurora8749 Oh damn! I made it through and this comment made me tear up.
@sofielamy Рік тому
@@aurora8749 So true.
@chimchimyuseli348 10 місяців тому
when they got to the false memory syndrome, i remembered how my parents used to beat me and my siblings when we did something bad, and i started bawling remebering how loud i'd scream and cry when that happened. My family is hispanic and its heartbreaking how many other hispanic children and teens have gone through this because it's normalised in where we're from. And i relaized growing up that that was abuse, they stopped hitting us when we grew older and i do love my parents, they are good people it's just how they were raised, they never got to talk about their feelings to their parents. I don't talk to my mom about my feelings because she is just so brainwashed by christianity and the people who preach about not letting their children disrespect them, rebel against them and to keep forcing them to go to church. Going to church was always a struggle because of how she acted, she forced us to follow this religion and yes i do believe in God but i don't believe in changing my whole being and lifestyle just to follow him. The last time she hurt me most physically and emotionally was when we were going to my little brother baptism and i just aboslutley hate seeing the people from church because i know they judge teenagers alot and me showing up as a girl who hasn't been baptised while my little brother is being baptised i knew i was goona get looks, but my mom came into my room yelling at me to get ready but i looked myself in the bathroom hoping she would leave. she got a key and opened the door and hit up and grabbed me and hit me against the door and then started praying over me acting like i had a demon inside me when i felt so hurt and betrayed at how she chooses Chrisitanity over her family . These memories hurt me so much and i still cry at night when they come to mind...
@hdalzrpls8677 9 місяців тому
💖
@YRTTSSFS 5 місяців тому
i’m so sorry that happened to you, you didn’t deserve that.
@lauraparkin6641 10 місяців тому
Oh my goodness, such a harrowing story, but so necessary to speak up about! Thank you ❤❤❤
@LegendOfMoonDragons Рік тому
I love that Mary's here replying to comments, still trying to help other survivors. Her statement about not comparing traumas was particularly poignant. I had a friend tell me I didn't need to go to therapy because I wasn't bad enough to need it. What bs. Hate that it delayed my journey but my therapist has been so amazing helping me deal with anxiety and chronic pain
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
thanks
@alexia3552 Рік тому
To anyone tempted to compare trauma--somebody's doesn't have to be LESS than yours for you to matter, for what you've been through to matter. There's no hierarchy. If someone is suffering in any degree, it matters, and you are always worth seeking help to alleviate that suffering and to bring more peace into your life.
@colour3172 Рік тому
@@maryknight4450 - honestly your amazing
@mullethater4223 Рік тому
I haven't even finished yet but I'm still scared by the fact that humans can be THAT CRUEL I wish her best, she's extremely strong
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
thank you
@Avelithe 11 місяців тому
This was one of the most difficult things hear. I hear your story and I know how you survived and I am very proud of you. I am glad you are living a good life now.
@SweetUniverse 11 місяців тому
One of my friends worked at a school where there were kids that went through ritual abuse. She had to leave because she couldn't take it. The kids act out. They can't help it when they're so young. It's heartbreaking, what they've gone through.
@danavenye1029 Рік тому
Sometimes you hear a story so incredibly evil and heartbreaking you struggle to understand how it’s even possible… This is one of those stories. Wishing Mary healing & happiness ❤️🩹
@Miranda-cl2ul Рік тому
I hate that any of this is real and would love to bury my head under my pillow and wish it away but that would probably definitely dishonor the human beings that have endured and died from this kind of evil so here I am. I think sometimes the most we can do is to be there and listen. God. I hate this.
@artdump6592 Рік тому
@Miranda don't worry, the ritualistic satanic stuff isn't real
@maryknight4450 Рік тому
Thanks Dana and Miranda!
@basedandsingletpilled928 Рік тому
@@Miranda-cl2ul it's false memories. They talk about them in this video as though we don't all have false memories lol don't worry, this isn't happening to kids. This is just a mass hysteria that's been waxing and waning since the late 1970s. Look into the satanic panic and the daycare sex abuse hysteria. The same psychotherapy tactics that caused them are described in this video. There's a great documentary here on UKposts that actually has clips of those types of therapy sessions - it's called "Memory Wars".
@axeonee Рік тому
@@artdump6592 Why do you think that? You really think there is no way people can be this sickeningly crazy? Well you are wrong. There are so many sickening things people do. She isnt the only one who experienced something like this, her whole group isnt the only one.
@tundra4331 Рік тому
the way she was able to stay in a room with the founder of the false memory foundation and not sock him in the face is something i wouldnt be able to do in all my lifetimes
@christinemichellle Рік тому
You really need to research the satanic panic and why the group was created in the first place.
@carriepoppy Рік тому
Sock *her* in the face, you mean. The founder, Pamela Freyd, has a PhD in pedagogy. She is in her eighties, and also welcomed ME into her home, to talk about her sad family story. She offered me tea, we sat around looking at cards and letters from the months and years before their adult daughter got hypnotherapy, "recovered" a vague memory, and accused them of abuse. She cried a few times. It's been over 30 years and she hasn't seen her grandchildren since. That's who you would sock in the face.
@mlxlmewq7733 Рік тому
What’s that
@magicshadow370 Рік тому
@@mlxlmewq7733 16:00
@veronicakeppler6444 Рік тому
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@kiraadams4837 7 місяців тому
I’m so happy that she is doing better now and that she is ok now. But seriously she’s so brave and I wanna hug her. Cause no one deserves to go through that.
@mrcleanstoe2040 10 місяців тому
During 3rd or 4th grade. When i was around the age of 6 or 7. I had this new student in my class. She was a very nice person. Although she was getting bullied by one of my classmates. I was very young and was also experianced with bullying. I felt extremely bad that i couldn't help but the fear of the same thing happening to me again kept me away from helping her. Not only school was a problem for her. Home too. She used to come to school with new bruises everyday. And find excuses like "oh i fell off my bike." I was young and stupid. I belived her. One day as we were walking home. She started crying and told me how he parents beat her up alot. But at that age i thought it was normal to beat your kids if they do mistakes. Because i used to watch my uncle beat his kids all the time. So i just told her that "my cousin gets beat up too" She then proceeded to get angry at my comment and cried more. "You don't understand" No. I really didn't understand. I didn't know what the word "abuse" even meant. After she left school, i heard her mother died and her father is in jail. She was living with her uncle that's why she changed schools. But, I completaly lost contact of her. I am trying so hard to find her. I am currently 1st year of highschool. I really hope she is doing ok. I remember crying years later when i found out what was actually happening and how i ignored her begging for help. Update September 14th: It's the second week of first year highschool and after YEARS of not seeing her, she ended up being in the same school as me. Life is SO weird.
@kimheath5238 10 місяців тому
Honey, you were just a child. You can't blame yourself. This has helped you to be sensitive to children like this. I bet you will wind up helping others.
@mrcleanstoe2040 9 місяців тому
@@kimheath5238 thank you so much ♥️
@shethewriter Рік тому
The words from that woman in the burning house were so moving. Even as she was dying she wanted to support Mary and give her a sense of her future.
@bobbyjefferson1973 Рік тому
So tragic 💔 😞 😢 😪 that black family was wiped out all so some kkk weirdos could get their jollies off...And to think people believe black Americans don't deserve reparations is baffling🤯🤯🤯🤯
@pearlgracestillpearl7441 11 місяців тому
She saw her spirit and knew she wasn’t bad like them. 🤍
@shelbyprout7757 11 місяців тому
as a social worker, this person is an icon she is probably the strongest and most admirable person i have ever witnessed. she should be so proud that she has progressed to this degree
@izzylufc 11 місяців тому
you look so young 😭
@actuallyadog_ 11 місяців тому
I don’t work in any psychology field, and I have been burning to know: could you tell me more about how the psychology community thinks of Ms. Knight, and how we should talk about the trauma someone has uncovered, if someone talks about having uncovered memories of satanic abuse? Just as some reference, I want folks to be believed and to live happy and confident lives, but I’m struggling with the idea of satanic abuse being real and being impossible.
@nodidb3976 11 місяців тому
You look 10 years old
@zzz7583 10 місяців тому
@@nodidb3976 she looks like she’s 20 wearing a filter
@nodidb3976 10 місяців тому
@@zzz7583 maybe you are right...
@jessicahasgreenhands 2 місяці тому
I'm going thru remembering this kinda stuff happening to me ATM. I've literally had memories of hypnosis being used. And I have handlers coming to my door trying to use old hypnotic cues to get me to forget. But I don't have any evidence. So. I'm just dealing with it on my own. It's true as well, when you open the door. It's hard to close it. I really appreciated this. It's been a tough day.
@natsumurphy4037 9 місяців тому
The part about forgiveness really got me it reminds me of my relationship with my deseased father and the memories that came back to me after the fact he died and my struggle to forgive him. Thank you for this video.
@abstractabby1921 Рік тому
"my only real father is God because fathers protect and love" made me cry! As a Christian, that faith is so strong. To come from her background trusting God must he been hard but I wish her the best and hope she is doing well. God bless you all, stay safe out there.
@saanasalonen8684 Рік тому
its the same for me. my father is a narcissitic monster so i feel that i never had parents, when i found God it was hard to accept that He loves me but He really is the only father i have ever had.
@johnny1st220 Рік тому
Glad to hear that it wasn’t just me my fathers the same and I’ve been through a lot but meeting God and realizing that my father is amazing and that father is Christ
@sarahprodigy5406 Рік тому
I can only imagine the relief my sisted in Christ experiences because she has found her heavenly father. Even the most wonderful of earthly fathers will fail in one way or another, but God will never fail us! Amen!!
@idab6864 Рік тому
I don't understand this. Did god not let her get raped as a child? Did god not let this all happen to her?
@__-pg7bd Рік тому
@@idab6864 Free will is a gift from God. Unfortunately, people abuse this gift all the time. It's not God's fault that all this awful stuff happened to her. It's humanity's.
@kaylenyoung2631 Рік тому
Thank you so much for interviewing her. This interview was so triggering in the best way. My family went to a cult that was disguised as a church when I was a child and I was sex trafficked by my aunt and uncle for a short period of time and experienced ritualistic sexual abuse as well and seeing this brings me hope knowing my family and I are not alone. The main fear I've always had, that keeps me from being more open about my abuse is that no one will believe me because the abuse was so disgusting and unbelievable. I was also told that some of my memories could have been metaphorical but they were indeed, very real, my siblings had the same memories proving it really happened. I'm so grateful that ritualistic sexual abuse and sex trafficking is being brought to the light. It's a horrible thing that happens far more than people know. Thank you again!
@kani9284 Рік тому
I believe you and other survivors, too. I'm disgusted at the fact that so many people still don't believe that satanic ritual abuse is a thing.
@carmellarose376 Рік тому
So sorry this happened to you. Sending you hugs ❤️🩹😢
@jennna17 Рік тому
I have been listening to stories like this for the past 7 years. I believe you and I believe SRA happens all the time and has been going on all around us for centuries. It’s very hard to listen to and makes me so angry.
@pinkpugginz Рік тому
thats exactly why these abusers do the insane ritualistic abuse. so no one will believe it.
@abracadabrangie9239 Рік тому
Praying for you 🥺
@soulvaldez1999 10 місяців тому
I could see Anthony becoming emotional and appalled. God bless her and I hope Anthony is well after being effected by these stories
@rozsheehy6146 10 місяців тому
I'm so proud of Mary. She's a beautiful soul. It hurts so much to know what she went through!! And to come out of the other side so strong and positive is a blessing!! You go Mary!!! I will NEVER laugh at her or belittle her . This is serious. And it MUST be out in the open so that maybe it can change!! God bless her.
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