~ Timestamps ~ 1. 0:00 さむくてあったかい、ふゆ〜雪の世界〜 'Cold but Warm Winter ~Snow World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/bJyqfW2GbqF9sWQ.html 2. 9:54 bgm038 Atlantis [Yume 2kki OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/spmHg7CxeI-hjmw.html 3. 13:38 Fallen Down by Toby Fox [UNDERTALE OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/qXhmnINogIKmp4U.html 4. 16:08 Trees... by Pedro Silva [OMORI OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/po91rJ-vZ6KnpYE.html 5. 18:06 Lost Chair by The Presence of Music [The Witch's House OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/jISEpqB9pW51p6s.html 6. 20:49 Singing Aya by Vita-chi House [Mad Father OST] (version of traditional English folk song 'Greensleeves') ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/gYByhqRqi6KozJc.html 7. 21:20 そこなしやみ〜暗闇の世界〜 'Eternal Darkness ~Dark World~' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/mZ-loZCRiXp9t30.html 8. 31:15 Ib_記憶 ' Ib: Memory' by YASUpochi [Ib OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/iJWTnWiGa6t9mHk.html 9. 33:46 暗躍 'Other World' by 秋山裕和 (Hirokazu Akiyama) [Misao OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/mZeZbaGtg259onU.html 10. 34:51 Beautiful Mask [Misao OST] ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/n4ejeIpvbql3t5s.html 11. 36:28 ゆめのくに? 'Dream Land?' by Kikiyama [Yume Nikki OST] (Also known as The Pink Sea/Pink Balloon World) ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/a5t1qZCtfIBy1IU.html 12. 46:31 Don't Turn Around [Misao OST] (version of Japanese childrens song かごめかごめ 'Kagome Kagome/Circle You Circle You') ↳ ukposts.info/have/v-deo/kpN6foSamXelp4k.html The soundtracks of Omori, Undertale, and Yume Nikki can be found on Spotify. (I couldn’t edit the original pinned comment to complete the list, so I deleted it. Sorry!) Lovely mix!

the fact that there's horror rpg osts in this make this better

Daily reminder, You survived another week in a very tough world, even though at times it felt like you wouldn't, and I'm so proud of you

Posting this here so when someone likes it i get reminded of this beatiful and calming playlists a true gem of playlists

This is actually perfect ambience music for when you don’t feel like listening to your usual playlist but you also don’t want to sit in silence. 😌

It does not scare you. It's relaxing but not completely ... It's just, weird.

This! This is what I try to explain but never can, it's the undying feeling that your alone but being watched at the same time. This is what my life feels like constantly, like everything is just repeating itself over and over again, never feeling at home like your lost in an unknown place. It's like we switched realitys and we are aware of it, but we can't go back, like I've been here before, because I know things I shouldn't and didn't know before this all started happening.

When I was a kid, i lived life like I didn't care of anything and I was having a lot of fun, I'm currently 17 right now and I've been feeling kinda weird for some time, life is scaring me at some point, I feel like nothing is real, I don't know why I am so scared but it makes me feel so uncomfortable, I'm always experiencing deep scenarios in my mind like everything could fall apart in a second. When I'm alone, I often feel disconnected as if nothing ever happened and I feel an extreme dose of anxiety to the point it makes me cry with very depressing thought and the most disturbing thing about it is that I can't find an answer to that.

This playlist feels like when you would get in trouble in preschool and you would sit in the corner for 5 minutes but it felt like forever

Do you get that feeling? The one right after you dreamt of memory? a memory you never experienced before yet it felt so familiar?

This playlist gives me that mysterious feeling everyone had as a little kid where the world was new and strange

sending this to my therapist so that i can tell her that this playlist (specifically the first song) sounds like how my derealization/depersonalization/dissociation feels

Imagine a blue world, a small blue town, in which the residents are floating stuffed bunnies. They are your past decisions, the kindness you have spread through the real world. They are your friends, and this uneasy place is home.

This playlist makes me feel so alone yet so emotionally satisfied.

when i see my reflection in the mirror and just stare at it, theres a weird feeling that its not my face but someone's so i never look at it when im all alone or when im just gonna stare myself and do nothing

i think the reason music like this is so calming is because it was used as background music for horror games, the notes don't change but simply repeat putting your mind into a state where it can rest. Often when listening to this you would be able to feel a sense of nothingness, not happy, nor sad; just slowly waiting for the eerie music to finally come to a close.

I've never understood why we are who we are, why we live the life we are given, why anything that happens good or bad I deserve. The concept of emotions are something I still cannot grasp on. When I am faced with it, this is the feeling I have in my head in music form. I still don't know why these topics itch my brain nor why I am this way, but this playlist is truly incredible.

Does anyone else ever get this feeling? Suddenly, you realize. Your just a human, a bunch of atoms. All of your actions, they are so human, aren't they? You came to this playlist for a reason. Your sitting in your room, because your brain made you sit here for a reason. Everything you do from a brain piloting you. It may sound strange and make so sence, but it is such a strange feeling and I get it all the time. It makes me feel empty, and as if I am just a robot.

Honestly- It feels like I'm in an infinite loop, where everyday is the same.. The same routine, the same events, the same people, the familiar.. yet unknown faces around the streets, just weird. This songs decribes the vibe I get every day.. have the same little talks with friends-family.. like when you having that little sick feeling in your stomach all day bc even though your used to live like this it still feels wrong, like you don't belong here at all... Just the fact that realitly just feels.. so.. unreal..... Edit: Thank you for all the likes and replies im really glad to see that many people agree with me and can even relate so i know im not alone on this one and you neither

Made the mistake of listening to this while being in the strongest liminal feeling space I’ve been in, yet I feel reminded that it’s a safe space for me too oddly enough. I’ve spent a lot of time in the theater at my university, sitting up in the cats working on lights. this came on while doing some homework at around 11pm whilst finishing a conversation earlier that day about liminal spaces and it fit the vibe SO WELL. it creeps me out, makes me feel out of my comfort zone, but the feeling is also familiar and nostalgic

'Saying "Just be happy" to a person with depression is the same as throwing a baby in the sea and yelling "Just swim".'

nothing feels real here. i feel like im supposed to be somewhere else, in another body. but i also feel that i should be nowhere at all. i should both exist and not, forever changing shape. i spent my entire childhood and even now, reading fantasy stories and putting myself in the place of each character. now i feel that where i am is wrong, and i should not be staying the same. i feel that im supposed to be some sort of shapeshifter, adapting to each environment, living in both the isolated forests and densely packed cities. i feel that i should change with the moon, seemingly the same night after night, change only noticed if you compare weeks ago with the now. i feel that i am formed from the earth, and owe my soul to it. i feel that the sky is at my fingertips, so close yet so far. i feel that i am floating, yet gravity pulls me down. i feel that i am everything, yet nothing at all. i feel so alone, yet i feel like eyes watch me from every corner. i want to be gone, yet i want to feel gone and you cant feel gone when you are gone. i want to be nonexistent yet the most existing thing in the universe. goodnight little lovers, live on.

For some reason this feels nostalgic but I know I haven't heard this before

I have this playlist going in the background when I drive late at night in the city with no cars around me. Gives me a sense of surreal calm

I love these ost. It feels like I’m laying down in white space from Omori doing nothing but looking up into the white abyss

Can anyone else feel how weird it is to be alive? Like, we have these weird feelings, memories that never happened, we understand music and it's concepts, we have definitions like ''unnerving'', ''unreal'' and ''peace'', they're different but at some point they kind of mix. And how we are unique and individual beings with their own perspective of life... It hits hard like a rock but feels nice as a leave falling.

Don´t worry people, it´s only the feeling of desrealization caused by anxiety, you´ll soon get better. If you´re able to identify that these sensations and feelings aren´t normal and you define them as something weird, probably you´re also able to distinguish beetween your actual state and reality, so you are not "going crazy" or something.. it will go away :)

Played every single one of these games 😔

I was fine. I was happy even, then it randomly happened. I woke up one day disoriented and dazed. I felt as if there was a deep, gaping hole in my stomach. Something felt-off. This uneasy feeling happened for months, people felt fake. I fell into a repetitive routine, wake up, feed the cat, go to school, come home, feed the cat, sleep. Everyday over and over. The same exact thing. I started forgetting thoughts- like a memory you can’t keep up with. You try to catch up, but with every step it gets further and farther away- you pick up the speed but it’s too quick. You trip- look up- and find it gone, sinking into a never ending hole of confusion and daze. You lose your ups and downs, lefts and rights. “What’s going on?!” You wish you could cry out- but no one’s coming for you. Eventually everything felt surreal- I couldn’t focus on class, or do anything without gazing off at the walls. Everything just feels like a dream now, I wish it was honestly so I could wake up from this hellish nightmare.

the backround picture of the playlist reminds me of so many things... like how there are so many people you can pass or see every day and that might be their last day but you don't know it... or how there are so many people who can lie to you as a kid and all those lies make up your reality... it also reminds me of courage the cowardly dog and how everything he goes through isn't believed or is taken a second look at because he's a dog- which reminds me of how a lot of people felt as kids... if I woke up and was in that world when it was just constant neglect and I was just non stop being called a liar and nobody took my side, that would be hell for me...

Weird/Dreamcore music is my favourite genre, and what got me into making my own weirdcore music in the first place. Clearly a lot of people think it's creepy and disturbing, but to me, it's not only vent art to help cope with negative emotions but it's also fun and calming to create :)

I find myself back to this playlist again after 2 years, guess I’ll just lay here for a while

for anyone that struggles with this, if you worry than that means your not a human and no one has these type of thoughts and your probaly right about what your thinking

As a person who’s currently in a derealization state rn and gets paranoid everyday,I love this.

I fell in love with this weird bunny picture. It gives me comfort and the urge to follow them. It's like they're waiting for something so they can finally go in the middle of the night. Does anyone know if the picture has a name?

When i read the comments i feel like im in a neighbourhood surrounded by people like me, its a bit weird but i kinda feel safe.

To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! -Not mine, but pass it around babes

For anyone who struggles with this sort of stuff: if you weren't real, you wouldn't be worried about it. If you are scared about not feeling human: worry and fear are human emotions and you wouldn't feel them if you weren't a person. Stay strong.

This kinda feels like when you walk down a street you've walked a million times in hopes that it would some day feel real. The same buildings, shops, conversations happening around you, but it feels distanced. Faces don't have names, names don't have meaning, just the world skipping past you.

This has become my favourite playlist... No words. It's not venting. Not sad. Not comforting or relaxing either... Just sound and emptiness while drifting in the silent space.

Sometimes I'm in a normal interaction or just doing something and I remember that I'm alive. Then I start feeling like everything and everyone around me is fake, I forget how to do anything and how to speak. Like Im asleep and having a lucid dream

when i first saw this while scrolling, i thought it had said "nothing beats real," and payed it no mind as i scrolled along (at first). so - imagine as i find it once again; recognising it with this almost numbed-down, unsettled feeling i get. my heart, slowly sinking within the concave of my chest when i read the proper title... "nothing _feels_ real." (it's ironic, really).

I’ve always felt like nothing wasn’t real as a kid and even today. The best way I could describe how I felt was saying that it’s like I’m in a really high definition virtual reality video game/stimulator. My mom ignored the fact that I felt this way until I kept on saying this is how I feel that she realized the seriousness to it. I looked online and found the answer to my problems and turns out I have something called “Derealization.” It’s where you feel detached from your surroundings and even yourself. So if anyone else ever feels this way, you’re not alone and actually more and more youths are popping up having this illness. It could be caused by many things. Mine personally wasn’t a severe trauma, it was just the over amount of stress and anxiety I had already put on myself as a kid that my brain did this to help protect me, help me cope with life but in doing so it’s just caused more damage. I hope this helps someone out there who might be struggling with feeling similar

擬似的に病む(病み系の作品を読んだり作成したりする)時に最適じゃんと思って２週間聞き続けてたんだけど、悪夢見たり吐き気したり実際に精神的ストレスがあったのでみんなちゃんと体調と自分の心の変化には気をつけるんだよ。

Most of us came to this playlist for a reason... I think.

Remember as a kid playing with toys or being in the playground, so many, yet simple colors, textures, designs... the first song makes me feel that, just being an object; no feelings, nor pain, just existence.

Sometimes, in the bed, staring at the ceiling, the feeling when you don't know who you are, why you are; the place where you lived for years seems suddenly so unknown

found this when i was in a dark place- something to listen to while crying or sometimes wanting to cry but not being able to get the tears out. remembered it today, i’m going to sleep with it. it reminded me of when i was younger, so trust me when i say, it gets better. it takes time and effort, but it will. i’m 100% still not doing amazing, but i have visible growth. go outside, drink some water, go ahead and cry, get out of bed in the morning, just take each little step forward. i’m cheering for you

Это прекрасно... Под этот сборник я ощущаю себя будто в другом измерении не который не похож на землю... Я под него рисую и морально расслабляюсь..)

I love feeling of being disconnected from reality, it's like seeing things from a 3rd person perspective while watching the world turn without you. I feel like the narrator for a never ending story, unable to have emotions about what your seeing. Just watching. One of the most peaceful things in my opinion, able to see, not feel. Like a more moral version of the saying 'ignorance is bliss'. sorry if that doesn't make sense Edit: When I made that comment I was dealing with a lot of anxiety and stress. Now that I am better I realize I romanticized depersonalization/derealization to escape the stress I was facing. I'm sorry for who actually deals with derealization/depersonalized on a day-to-day basis.

I don’t know why everybody is saying this is creepy, I find It to be the most soothing thing I’ve ever heard. I wouldn’t fall asleep listening to it but it feels oddly familiar in an unsettling way, it has this subtle and odd form unease to it. It kind of makes me zone out as well, releases my mind from my body and makes my mind unaware of everything and everyone, without a thought or recognition of any reality I have or am experiencing, just like the way I am whilst writing this, forgetting who I am and where I am, and then it hits me. Reality

Being alive is kinda overwhelming and scary...

I listen to this while researching and I swear to god I hear like little voices reading out the paragraphs with me. THIS PLAYLIST IS A GAME CHANGER!!!

my house just got destroyed by a typhoon and there's no electricity and no water, tho we stored some water beforehand before they told us there's gonna be no water for two days and I don't have much load left to surf through the internet .I'm not in a really good mentality and this situation is making it worse and I'm happy this playlist exists, it helps me a lot and eased me a bit. Thank you update (2/6/22) : I appreciate ur guys concerns haha thank you:') the house got repaired after a few weeks but most trees here cannot be repaired:( I miss the tree house but other than that we're okay as were ever be thank u again for the kind replies I appreciate u have a nice day ahead everyone

The feeling of deja vu The feeling of a dream that has happened The feeling of an unremembered memory The feeling of remembering The feeling of living a day in a dream The feeling of not knowing what's real and what's fake The feeling like you're entire life is a dream or perhaps a nightmare Maybe even the feeling like your dreams are the real world.... It's up to the person mental, physical and emotional state *What's reality anymore?* At least.... For *Y O U ?*

music like this makes me feel everything so deeply… like all my wounds from when i was little are finally starting to heal.

Sometimes, I'll get this feeling that I'm not really here, im jusy watching the world from the outside. It's like watching a movie, pretending you're in this cool place, but you're really not. It feels like no time passes, i just sit and hold my breath without realizing it, and i think about how huge the world is and the insignificance of our tiny little planet. I eventually run out of air, breathe again, and come back down to earth. It happens when i drift off and listen to music, its kinda cool

You know that feeling when your trying to sleep at night and you feel the bed move but you haven't moved yourself? Like it's not your pets or anything like that, you just feel a slight bit of pressure on the bed around you? I can't describe it better than that. I've been feeling that Hella recently and this Playlist just exasperates that feeling. I don't know if I like that or not.

omg I remember I was having a mini crisis about who & what was real as a child because of how many people were lying to me so I just thought things were fake & not real 💀 & I kind of just forgot certain things existed, things people had & just shiz like that anyway I love this playlist it's calming in a way nice to listen to

I’ve been feeling strange lately, like I’m not controlling what I’m doing. I will feel myself float out of my body and then im watching myself from outside, move, think, breath, live. Im not controlling it. It’s going on it’s own. It’s not real. Im just watching it live. I don’t recognize myself when I look in the mirror, it doesn’t recognize itself. Life is a game, im just watching it happen. Like a movie. It feels like a dream. Im not scared, im calm. But im also scared. I know it’s real, I know that it is me, but it doesn’t feel like it. I feel lost but I also don’t. None of my friends understand the feeling, they say that they do but then describe something completely different. This playlist and the comments are exactly how I’ve been feeling. I’ve googled and derealization is the only thing that seems right. Nothing else fits, but I can’t say that to anyone. I feel I’m doing it for attention, im making it up, im overdramatic. It, is an attention seeker.

I remember saving this to my playlist few years ago. I wish I could give my younger self a hug. Listening to this now feels.. nostalgic, for some reason? These times were terrible, I don't miss them. But then why do I feel this way?

feeling like nothing is real gives me more comfort than when things feel too real

listening to this is so unreal cause its feels exactly how i feel from a day to day basis back then. its like this feeling that gently sucks your soul into this neverending pit, falling for eternity but your body is still on earth, doing everything while youre quietly falling further and further away from reality. side note does anyone know the artist of the image used?

To anyone who's reading this, ITS GOING TO BE OK. I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, and the over thinking, and the doubt exit your mind right now and may clarity and understand replace confusion. I declare peace and calmness to fill your life.💯💯❤❤

Back after 2 years, this playlist is amazing, the image somehow comforts me but also distorts, same as the songs too

As a person who remembers all the dreams I had since a kid, I often forget I exist in the real world. I feel more alive in my dreams, it’s such a vast and complete world that even life compared to it is plain and empty.

Derealization and depersonalization doesnt feel to me like how most describe. To me unsted of creepy or panicing it gives of a feeling of finding those old pokemon creepypasta glitches with no knowledge of them existing, the feeling of finding a entity or area youre not suposed to know or find in a game. The feeling late at night when it feels like youre the only thing conscious or living while feeling like something is there with you, not a person, not a monster, just something. Just "that feeling" of uneasyness, not fear

When I created the fake reality, it helped. A lot. I mean, I was rich and famous, I had tons of friends, everyone loved me, and…I was happy. I liked it so much, it helped me so much, to the point where I made another. Then another.. and another… and anot- Then I stopped, I realized it had served it’s purpose, so I stopped. But… *Time moved on without me.*

ARE THERE MORE PLAYLISTS LIKE THIS HOLY CRAP THIS WAS SO GOOD

this playlist is really good, a feeling of fear and calm at the same time, i really love this style Edit: thank you so much for the likes! :D

this playlist just described.. that one feeling or memory. like when you are just casually walking on a side walk and , you felt you’ve fall into some kind of, abyss? little flash of feeling that make you jumped. when nothing feels real around you for a spilt second and you feel like you couldn’t trust anything , am i in a simulation? am i really awake and conscious? its bad when you just felt something is “wrong” about what’s happening around you, it’s the most, random , but almost honestly scary and eerie feeling at the same time.

It's raining outside as this plays. It all feels like a dream.

Really cool, it’s exactly what my life feels like. Nothing feels real, when I look at faces I get so weird because I think I can’t see see them properly however in a screen it makes sense. Am I the only one that has that feeling of discomfort ¿

Every time i listen to music like this i feel tired and warm but also like a helpless and lost child. When i close my eyes it feels distressing but joyfull and the next morning i look back with fondness and chills. Anyone else?

I cry sometimes. I cry so hard because of a girlfriend I never knew, who hung herself right in front of me. No one has any memory that she ever existed, but the pain is too... Potent. The image is so fresh in my mind, her lifeless eyes, the way she looked while in her coffin. How me and her mother held each other and cried. Was Ana ever really real...?

This is great for when reality doesn't feel real anymore ❤

At least this makes me feel alive

What is it with this sort of music? I seem to be oddly attracted to it yet I feel myself trying to escape, maybe my minds over reacting yet when I listen to this, I take a moment to look around and just see my surroundings. It’s been so cloudy and dark recently so this only adds to the effect of feeling alone and at peace yet dreading what I do not see or comprehend. Could this be the feeling of being self aware yet being so dissociated at the same time? Like you’re within a busy area yet you feel like it’s completely empty. You’re alone, not happy nor sad just there. Breathing becomes something you have to think about doing, and a thought comes to mind. If I were to stop breathing, would I…disappear? Which just makes you wonder even more about how life is so strange. Maybe it’s just another one of those 4am thoughts, or not. Either way I will rest knowing that I’m breathing.

Everything is real we just don't see it but out of our minds we are able to see the real beauty in mother nature. You get to see so much things you haven't experienced. The whole reason of this small note is just to help you understand why you have a purpose here

Sometimes history repeats itself

As I was listening to this, I was going through clothes from my dad's house as I am no longer riding his custody and found my old middle school uniform. I'm not sure how to describe the feeling but that middle school was my world, and the first supportive and stable school I ever went to, so I stopped to think or everything from that time. Nostalgia

Ima draw these bunny’s, they seem to attract my attention.They are oddly looking, I love it!

My life has been going without any problems I’ve always excepted if something good happens something bad will also happen to me and I live in a constant fear that when it does I will be left all alone ………

Ese recuerdo no lo logró olvidar y es que es tan insensato que se a vuelto un malestar que no dejo de pensar :(

this is exactly what I feel most of the time, like being watched,(I feel like that every day) and I have a fear of it, but it also calms me down knowing the fact that I have a dog laying with me every second I sit down knowing he would bark if he felt something watching us (I recently told my mom this, because all this is causing 5 and fewer hours of sleep, and she says its just anxiety, so that calmed me as well) so this gives me mixed emotions of calmness and fear at the same time, almost nostalgia vibes

This gives me a feeling of both comfort and an underlying feeling of danger.

Wow me dormi por un momento escuchando esto y en el sueño parecia estar en un bosque oscuro con luciernagas la Luna era enorme las estrellas brillaban cuando me encontre con un chico con una blusa blanca de botones tenia unos ojos Bellos brillantes de color azul como el mar era de cabello rubio como la miel me llevo a una cabaña donde solo avia una mesa con una vela en el Centro estuvo ablando pero no le entendia parecia ruso o italiano algo asi cuando tocaron la Puerta no supe quien era el que tocaba la Puerta pero en eso desperte.... Wow que hermosoo 🙇🏻‍♀️

I feel sorry for the version of me that was chasing after the approval of others in order to feel complete.

POV: The thoughts that drifted off slowly recollect. You remember why you were there. This white room. You guessed you would stay there, laying. Not moving, just still. The memories of your life replaying as the record of faint music played. Constantly listening to this, driving you crazy. Still remembering. Thinking back to when you were younger. When everything was so perfect. When you were so innocent. Whatever happened to those days? You used to be so good. Things change. Growing older by the second. You wish to stay there for the rest of your life. Living it out, resting, not worrying. Running away and eventually loosing reality. Its all fiction now. Stay here. Theres nothing waiting for you once you get out. So why leave? Why go back to the life you wished to once leave? Its because you never finished the memories. You dont have enough to last you years upon years in the white space. You need more. I see. Leave. You may come back once you're done collecting. Done living a worthless life. Dont you want to stay here? The calm room. Ok, you made up your mind. Goodbye.

I genuinely enjoy the feeling of being out of place at times. It’s such an odd feeling, it makes you feel kinda ominous. There are certain places and certain smells that trigger these feelings for me. The smell of rain, the moonlight shining into your bedroom at 2 am, being in the car at night, etc. It’s so peaceful to me. In those moments, I have nothing to worry about. I’m just calm. ; 🌙

You know, to me when I just think and stop being me for a second, I realise everything doesn’t seem real. To me everything feels like a fever dream. Nothing feels like reality. Am I dreaming?

This is what my life feels like. Being a child is a feeling a cannot forget or loose

hmm... nice playlist. im not sure why, but i would like to share this. sometimes, i will be doing any thing. like eating pizza with my family, talking with my friends, sitting in class, etc. etc. then, all of a sudden, i will get this sort of... flashback? no, not flashback. but sort of like ive already been in that moment, like its already happened. like im re-living that one moment. i get shivers and stop moving for a second. it happens often, 2-3 times a day. i dont what it is, but i wanted to tell you. maybe you know?

The picture makes heart melt, it reminds me of my dead rabbits and how they are now an illusion in the night of sky and I don’t think people get this but this playlist means a lot to me

You ever look in the mirror and just panic because that's not you. You've seen this face before but it isn't yours. But if it's not you, then what do you look like? That has to be you because this is a mirror and you are looking into it. But it feels wrong. Everything feels off. It feels like looking into a screen or a picture of someone you don't recognize. Then you think, are you even in the body that is staring at you? Everything feels fuzzy and it doesn't feel like you are in this body. But you have to be, because you are seeing your face in the mirror. But is this you? Why is this you? It just doesn't make sense. So you don't think about it anymore.

// trigger warning - suicidal thoughts . . . listening to this brought me down from the brink of an attempt thank you

yall ever get that feeling at school and u just chillin w ur friends and stuff but then you suddenly feel like none of its real and u start kinda spacing out, thinking abt it. “is this all just a simulation?” “is my life real?” “are my friends and these people real?” or when you look at a certian picture and feel like youve been there before but can’t remember it, like it feels nostalgic somehow. i feel like whenever i have that feeling something or someone is trying to tell me something. its rlly weird to experience

im so glad this isnt just a playlist filled with songs that got popular on tiktok. been trying to find one that isn't like that. I love this sm thank you TwT

Sometimes my brain confuses what I imagine with actual memories and so I sometimes remember things that never really happened

This is what many feel when hallucinating…a daily bases for many like me but some are just able to understand what’s going on and live on, ignoring the false reality and focusing on THEIR mind and not bugs getting into theirs. A feeling which isn’t real, but feels like it is