Amazing movie dude!! Caleb is such a great and tragic character Thanks for letting me bring Kevin to life in this! : )

Congratulations Joel on the first of many feature film uploads of the year!

Jack's acting is so good. I was genuinely uncomfortable every time he peered over his sunglasses at me

Caleb is everything I fear I'll be. Like him I fear stepping into the adult world, and I fear I'd struggle without the safety net of my mum. Watching as friends grow and evolve leaving me behind scares me. I'm terrified of having to take care of myself. The last 10mins of this film were blurred by tears. You're too good at what you do Joel.

Kevin seems like the most supportive friend of all time. Caleb draws his KDR on his face, and not only does he recognize what it is, but he also follows up by saying “that’s sick, thank you” not to mention all of the times he said “that’s awesome” to the dumb shit Caleb was showing him. We all need a guy like Kevin. We could all stand to be a little like Kevin too

Kevin insisting on joining Caleb for his final interaction with Stacy fucked me up. Also great use of Checkov's broken microphone.

When he said he was finding cheap or free stuff on Craigslist, I was like "Oh, that's actually smart. He could try selling it for a higher price or fixing it up". Then I laughed super hard when his actual plan was revealed. 😂

Shout out to all of the Kevin's who have a Caleb in their lives.

I can't believe I'm going to actually get my shit together, really put my mind to something, put in the work and actually watch 12 feature films in a year. I'm so proud of myself

this movie perfectly replicates the very specific feeling of being left home-alone in a foggy afternoon while having a growing undiagnosed depression and a complete inability to think about where is your life going for the next years. It's this crippling loneliness that makes you feel like your existence is a unseen stain in the universe. This hit a very nasty spot to me and I feel kinda heartbroken. Very excited to see the next 11 movies. You're very talented Joel and you're one of my favorite film-makers of this generation. Your work means a lot to me

I love how Joel is completely immersed in a character that's so different from himself, and Trent is just Trent

Wow.. having seen a few of your feature films now, this one hit me the hardest. Caleb reminds me a lot of my ex, just one of those people that wasn't quite made for this world - kind of spiraled out further and further from life circumstances, mental health issues, substance abuse, etc. The ending where he moves back home and talks about "floating back to the mainland" brought some tears, because my ex never did. He passed away 3 years ago and I still think of him often, and it's nice to imagine he's out there somewhere as the beautiful island he didn't get to become here.

This movie is a great reminder to check in on your friends. Life is hard. No one needs to go through it alone. The hug in the driveway and the oatmeal scene are such powerful moments. Both acts that seem very small, but show the depth of their love for Caleb. Very powerful.

The transition from 'some day you and me we might be able to make it work in a beautiful Nissan Sentra together' to 'I'm not used to this car' was so poetic and the reveal of that beautiful shot of his mom was heart-breaking.

Most mainstream films focus on grandiose dramatic sadness. Joel has such a way to capture everyday subtle sadness that a lot of us live through. This made me emotional and one of his older films made me bawl like a baby. This is great man. Keep doing what you’re doing. I’m looking forward to the next one. Thank you.

Every scene is painful in its own way. The whole thing is beautiful. And i like that at no point did anything get too heated. Like his girlfriend could have been cheating on him, but instead she was just describing how he was a fine but underwhelming partner. He could have been confronted by Jack about spending all his money but instead he was just left to feel guilty about it. Even his "hustle." He could have gotten caught stealing and chased out of the house, but instead he just had to shamefully, awkwardly leave the house with no food. This movie managed to be a great drama that did away with scenes that usually make dramas too intense for me. I loved it🐴

Caleb Johnson is a person rarely seen on film; someone who, through not very much fault of his own, is incompetent, yet tries his best everyday regardless. There are many people like that on earth, and their voices often go unheard and unrepresented, so I appreciate it shown here. I myself am schizophrenic, and so struggle everyday to maintain my job. I’m lucky enough to have a loving and supportive wife, but nonetheless, through little fault of my own, I find myself challenged to do what many others find fairly easy

"It can't always be fun dude. You got to have boring days" That's an epiphany. Sounds like something Jake from Adventure Time would say

"The groceries are from mom" That is the moment that brought tears to my eyes.

1:14:15 “I’m not happy right now but I feel like I’m gonna be soon” hit me really hard for some reason. I don’t know man. It all hit me hard. Damn.

Okay, I'll admit it: I was impressed by the Taco Bell frostbite triage. This man is a survivor.

"I've been playing life on legendary difficulty" is by far my favorite line of the movie. Many other great ones too!

The scene where Kev and Caleb had a talk outside of the motel room was so good, so natural. And then Kev offered to go with Caleb when he went to talk with Stacey... it really moved me.

I wasn't crying until I heard the line "The groceries are from Mom" That one hit very close to home I also love how seemingly "meaningless" things always have meaning in your works - like the dinosaur eggs. Because they may not have meaning to an outsider, but they had meaning to Caleb. It was important for HIM. I loved that.

Never felt so much like I was watching a coming of age movie from the perspective of a depressed jobless homeless adult It was super entertaining and engaging to watch, just when I'm gathering enough sympathy for Caleb as he fumbles through life, he does or says one thing that makes that sympathy evaporate in a millisecond, this certainly took me through some very tense bits where i was wondering "is this it for Caleb? will he finally get caught by the owner of the house while he's stealing their granola bars?" Loved to see how despite all though, Kevin is still supportive and there for his talk after being taken for a wild ride, even being there for Caleb on his talk w Stacey, a true bro too. Same with Debby asking him to come home with the groceries from his ma's end. The ending was so sweet, even if it's seen in today's standards as a "defeated coming back to the coop", it feels like after almost losing a finger to frostbite from sleeping in a car, returning home to worrying folks is better than toughing it out alone on stolen granolas lol. Some of those moments felt too real and emotional in their awkwardness, and I'm not talking abt the piss jug talk lol. I also didn't know Quaker had granola dino eggs! I'm going to be buying some next time for sure :) Really enjoyed this first film and i can't wait to see more from you Joel!!

you're makin me cry and shit bro

"I like skipping rocks." Jesus dude. 4 words never hit so hard. This is such a powerful film ❤

Man, this film had me on the edge of my seat throughout. A single vision, executed with unrelenting precision and consistence. Like a horror movie with a deep sense of foreboding and unease baked into every. single. frame. Feels like we really know Caleb at this point. Such a relief at the end to see him return home safely with Dino eggs and Dominos. Bravo! It's amazing how a "low-budget" feature film can produce so much more emotion than the latest Blockbuster. Big respect and kudos to Joel and team.

I'm also living the "manic depression to the point where I won't get my cell phone fixed" stage in my life and this film has started off fantastically.

I feel like at different points in my life, I have played the role of Jack, Caleb, and Kevin.

I can't think of another movie, or even another piece of media, that captures small town life quite like this does. I grew up with kids like Caleb. The transition into adulthood in places like this is rough, especially for them. They either escape or become a townie. I feel for Caleb as the place he calls home becomes less and less inviting; outgrowing it but with nowhere else to go.

I cannot express how cool I think it is that Joel made this for his first feature of the 12. I think most people would have felt the need to make something overly conventionally cinematic to live up to the hype from all month, and appeal to more general audiences that might have expected a typically formatted film. The original hero's journey Caleb video (the first one I saw at least) was always one of my favorite sketches on the channel just because I always wanted to know more about the character. I'm glad he seems to have reached a natural conclusion to his arch, but also part of me hopes we see him again someday, even if it's just to stream an epic gaming challenge with Kevin. If any of Joel's sketch characters deserved a feature film it's this guy and shit. (Reviewed by Daniel)

“Jack how do you have 7 Candy Crushes” laughed my ass off with that 😂 Edit: That end scene where he turns the camera to face his mom was so beautiful. It introduces the kind of warmth and certainty which was completely deprived through Caleb’s homelessness and struggle with old friends and romance. 💘 Outstanding ❤

Oh my god the first movie of the year features Caleb? Amazing.

It's incredible how human this story is. I know these characters completely. The fact that caleb thinks Jack Stevens fried his brain from cigarettes says a lot about his naive he really is. Such a sad and innocent character, but not blameless. Looking forward to the next 11 features!

I have a soft spot for Caleb, and this movie really emphasizes fears and feelings I think so many of us have. fear of others being better off without you, falling behind, being gossiped about, being outgrown by your friends (or the other way around), and taking steps backwards (“failure”). We’re right on time, here and now, and that relationship that didn’t work out, moving back into your parents home, losing your car/money, pissing in jugs are important chapters of the modern hero’s journey. at the end of the day, we’re a bunch of adults that feel like children trying to convince ourselves and others that we’re on our way to figuring things out. taking our time and making mistakes are not optional

My headcanon for Caleb is that his filming of his life is him desperately trying to overcome his perceived lack of intelligence by keeping a record for him to review later for insight since the insight doesn't come to him naturally. This position is symbolized in the significance he gives the deer/wolves. He may not be able to tell in the moment what he's looking at, but through reviewing the footage the truth will become apparent to him. This motivation is what drives him to go to such lengths to break into his mom's house to steal his external hard-drive and agonize over all those memories/films.

Officially found my new ‘literally me’ character that will define my life for next two months or so.

It occured to me a couple days after watching this that joel played his character so well, that i actually stopped seeing joel, and saw caleb. Even after seeing so many of joel's videos, he was able to play a character so well that the immersion wasnt broken. This goes for trent as well. These guys are underrated actors, and i havent realized that until now, because i thought they were just talented writers and comedians.

"Is that your KDR?" "Yeah" "Thank you" Amazing moment

I see myself in this character a lot. I empathize with him and I have hope for him because I have hope for myself

absolutely jumping for joy at the prospect of an entire Caleb Johnson feature film since the entire Caleb saga is hilarious but Confronting My Middle School Bully/My Ex-Girlfriend's New Lover (Jack Stevens) is specifically such a banger of a video that it always felt like it could easily be expanded into something feature length, I'm also v excited to watch a new feature of yours shot in Massachusetts, it's old Joel Haver scenery with new Joel Haver style and skill

I can't think of any piece of media that has ever, ever made me feel as intensely as this one. I feel privileged to not identify with any particular aspect of the story, but somehow watching Caleb's life gave me the same deep feelings of anxiety and hopelessness that I used to get when I had problems with procrastination in school growing up. Obviously nothing *at all* like the magnitude of the struggles Caleb is facing in this film, but the dread I felt then when an assignment loomed near and the dread I felt watching this film were equally painful. I think maybe both come from some deep seated lack of control of the situation, facing down some unclear yet definitely dark future that you feel like you have no power to avoid. I haven't felt this way in many years, and it was definitely not fun to feel it again. But I also think it's important to remember that this world is insanely difficult for many people and a lot of others may be feeling this way on a regular basis, especially these days with economic opportunity shrinking and mental health struggles growing. Thank you for making something that challenged me to expand my awareness of what life in this world can be like. I hope your next 11 films don't make me feel so shitty, but I'm looking forward to them regardless.

This turned out amazing and shit. Can’t wait to see februarys 😊

23 mins in and I'm depressed as hell. This is so painful. Also Taco bell heals all wounds

"Tall story short" Lol. Alright, I'm stealing that.

I like that kevin is doing his thesis on tree frogs, I love tree frogs, Its lovely that his wallpaper is a treefrog

1:21:39 man the way he said "no" and how he was already walking towards the car made me so emotional. Even through it all, there's no way he's letting Caleb go alone

It's deeply worrying watching this. I see so much of myself in Caleb's lack of drive, his contentness in "making due" with what he has, and how it's led him into further destitution. His oddly stunted inability to convey his thoughts through speech. I keep a journal of every day's events for future reference. Seeing my awesome intellectual friend work towards his scholarly pursuits while I'm taking baby steps in every direction. It's also relieving to see other people being able to relate, probably none moreso than the creator of the character himself. This is a beautiful video to start off the year my good Joel, very pleased to be able to see your work :')

The character Caleb is exactly what I'm afraid of becoming and able to relate to, Love the movie from the beginning till the end, Amazing work!

Was scared Danny was a forgotten part of the lore the whole time thank god for the cod zombies explanation

Wow that hug between Caleb and Kevin hit me hard

I'm not one to normally have an emotional reaction to a video but ( and I mean this with full sincerety) this was the first video to bring me to tears in a very long time. Having lived out of my car for about a year there was so much in Caleb story that seemed so genuine. From the little stuff like McDonald parking lots and libraries for internet to bigger things like the rift that forms when your childhood friends progress in their lives and you don't know how ( or are unwilling) to do the same. I'm quite a few years out from that time but this film brought up so many emotions and resonated in ways that I rarely have known art to do. TLDR:Amazing work Joel!

The wet hand is genius.

Hey Caleb, thanks for recording your journey and standing tall through it all. Here is some Arizona Tea money. Hugs from Brazil, brother.

This is...something else entirely. I don't think I've watched anything in the past ten years that's made me more emotions than this movie. Everyone felt so real, so genuine, it was almost too hard to watch sometimes. I can't tell you how excited I am for 11 more of these, but man, I know it's only get better, and probably even more emotionally draining to watch, but I'm here for every second of it

Fuck this feels like my hometown. I feel like you've embodied people close to me who society has written off, and yet they still go on any way they can and idk I wasn't expecting to watch this all rn 😭

Joel puts a hold on weekly shorts and now entertains us with monthly longs. Phenomenal work my dude.

You don't miss, Joel. I love how Caleb is not an idealized character. He is a very frustrating guy at times, but you always want him to just accept that his strongest trait is that he is very sensitive. He thinks of it as a weakness and so always has to try to puff himself up as someone more and different than he is. I have never isolated people to the level that Caleb has, but I can relate to having a hard time accepting who I am. Caleb needed the reality check by Kevin- not because Caleb is irredeemable but because Caleb being confronted with the consequences of his actions is what will encourage him to let down the façade and start being who he is. Him having the mundane but peaceful conversation with his mom and him being willing to shovel the driveway for Dominos shows that perhaps Caleb has achieved some small step forward. Most people have a hard time even with that so it's a nice but realistic bit of hope to include at the end.

There's this vulnerability that Joel's characters have which I don't see in a lot of other movies, even other slice of life art house stuff. I think it's the realism and the bare necessities production that brings those qualities out. I'm reminded of friends of mine who haven't quite "grown up" yet. I see parts of that in myself. I like skipping rocks too, Caleb. Jack's actor is fantastic. Kevin is a great friend. One critique: I was really hoping Kevin would explain his thesis is about tree frogs a third time. I'm looking forward to the next 11 films!

I was literally eating dinosaur egg oatmeal while watching this, it was like a jump-scare hearing it mentioned

The Hero's journey sketch is such a classic. Very cool that you wanted to work more with this character

This made me cry for the first time in a while.

Half of me loves this because it's so real the other half doesn't live it because it's so real.

"So this is where I've been posted up and shit" is gonna have to join my vocabulary

You can't help feeling bad for Caleb. He's not the sharpest tool in the shed, but he has a good heart. He wanted to stay a kid while the rest of the world and his friends grew into adulthood, which I feel we can all relate to a little bit, growing up. His coming to terms with the fact that he needs to let go of the past and take up the responsibility of being an adult is also something I can relate to, even if on a much smaller scale. Yeah, this is a funny film on the surface level, but past that is a touching and deep story of dealing with adulthood, moving on from past events, and persevering through our hardest times. Thank you for the lovely feature film, Joel.

I don't really comment on videos but i have been watching so many of yours from the heartfelt comedy skits, the creative short films and I'm really excited to see more of these movies. This one really struck a chord with me because im almost in Caleb's situation. I hope things turn around but if anything, I'm kinda conforted others feel these struggles. Thank you for making these Joel. I really appreciate them so much

girl help the Joel Haver feature length film is making me cry ;~;

This made me tear up Joel. I’ve been in this position lowkey and it hit home bringing back memories; never thought I’d see it from a different pov….

Incredible Joel! Watched this over my lunch. This gives me so many different vibes. Like new UKposts meets old UKposts. I don't know how to describe it but so awesome. Cannot wait for the next 11 movies!

Sometimes you don’t return with the elixir. Sometimes you return with a granola bar and some dinosaur egg oatmeal, and that’s okay

This movie is more literally-me than Taxi Driver, Fight Club, Falling Down, BladeRunner 2042 and The Joker: The Movie all combined literally into one. So many of Joel's gags punched me right in the funnies and then in the gut.

When you said you were making twelve features I was hoping one of them would be from Caleb. My favourite character of yours. The fact I've rewatched your four hour live streams twice proves how great he is. Thank you, Joel!

Jack Stevens will go down as one of the most tragic characters in all of cinema

'I'm not used to this car' has so much metaphorical resonance for a line that was probably improv. He's lived in the car for months, but if the car represents his independence, then he's certainly not used to/capable of understanding it

What the hell man. Stop making me cry like this. So many of your films start off as funny awkward silly time then by the end have me thinking about my whole existence. The scene that got me the most was the big hug shared between Caleb and Kevin. It felt so utterly true to life. The long pauses, awkward timing, the soft spoken dialogue, and the clear unsureness of their relationship going forward. It felt like the film had boiled to that point where Caleb was willing to accept that he was in a horrible place despite his optimism, and was willing to accept anything he could get ,which was crushing. I’m sure this will not be the last time we see Caleb. I’m sure later on you’ll just keep seeing more and more amazing things in life down this film path you’ve taken, and your positivity will shine on Caleb. Keep going Joel and Keep your head up C. My hopes are high. Great start to the year of films. You’re philosophy has been such an inspiration for me.

I thought this was a Joel Haver breakdown video I'm so happy to have discovered it's just a movie

so excited for more Caleb content

12 films in 12 months. YOU ARE INSANE!!! So keep up the good work.

Not sure if this is 100% correct, but I think the “no man is an island” quote might be the only one Caleb didn’t mangle in some way or another. I found that to be a very touching detail in that magnificent monologue.

Im from MA I had a friend named Jack Steeves he OD a few years back. This felt to real everytime jack popped up.

This is so sad in such an awkward way Edit: I’ve been thinking about this film all day. It’s honestly so well shot and put together while still giving off the amateur vlogging style from Caleb. I’m definitely gonna watch this again with my boyfriend

Watching felt like watching a southamerican or australian indie movie. You know where it's going to go, you know it's going to be sad, you know it's not going to end with a finale but with the characters having to keep going after the movie ends; but still, it's a great tale to listen to and that's what makes a good movie, something that lingers with you. I feel like the movie industry have left behind these kind of everyday stories in order to appeal to larger audiences, but it's these specific kind of stories that somehow always manage to reach more people with diverse backgrounds by drawing parallelisms through differences. It's great work and I'm glad it's out there. Cheers!

Without going into too much detail, I feel like this movie really gave a voice to the voiceless. Caleb is a very normal guy in today's world, and it really spoke to how hard that can be

Joel, you took a character that had the smallest beginnings and created a person who connects so deeply. I am struggling to compliment you well enough. You and Trent portrayed a magical relationship on this screen. Caleb is funny for the same reasons he is sad, and for the same reasons he is real. I wept watching this. The metaphor you drove with Caleb viewing himself as his own character in his own life is nothing short of outstanding. Continue making film. This was just so excellently done. I'm proud to follow your work.

You create such wonderful art for analysation. There will be papers written about this film. You flipped a switch when Caleb sat down at the table with his mom. How do you have me crying again, I went from looking away from the screen due to the amount of cringe, and now I am glad he is home after his sixth stage in life.

I wasnt going to leave a comnent but i can see youre still hearting them so youre obviously still reading them I dont know what to say specifically, im not the best at verbalising my thoughts, but i wanted to mention that i think your films are really special because they have a realness thats resonates really strongly with people in their subtle mundanity (whether thats identifying the characters with themselves or someone they know), and it gets them thinking about their own life/lives of people important to them, which is really valuable Or at least it does for me, so thanks, hope making the films is fun and youre not burning yourself out at all

this movie deserves multiple viewing to understand it's full complexity and emotional dynamics

Caleb is one of my favorite characters that you do. I break out the Dark Souls 3 live stream every so often to watch it all the way through when it's a slow day at work and everything. I was shocked when I saw that your first movie of the year was a Caleb one, and I've rewatched this a few times already too. It really speaks to the small town American child in me. Well done Joel, excited to see what other movies you put out here.

This induces the perfect mix of emotions; you can’t help but root for Caleb. He’s definitely not the most intellectual-gifted, and has a stunted view of life and what he believes it should entail, but man, he’s just trying. It’s a journey from a self-created “bottoming out” to an eventual baby step towards improving. There’s two parts that got me really choked up, the hug between Kevin and Caleb in the driveway, and the ending scene of him shoveling snow because he “fucking loves Dominos”. It’s such a beautiful and tragic story of someone that wants to stay young while watching his friends and old lovers “grow up”, and struggling to realize he also has to change. Really good shit Joel, your best.

this is entire film is incredible. caleb evokes a real, tangible sadness that i found endlessly relatable. i think we’ve all felt like caleb at a certain point yet joel makes me laugh harder than ever with the piss jug cutaway

dude if u during the nonwinter months just buy like a super cheap metal detector at walmart u could just pay for your own meals and shit from all the coins and scrap metal u find, so many life hacks in life its crazy bro

Joel, Outstanding film. It was such an interesting and well done character study of a particular type of person, one that I know very well. You and the gang were phenomenal at portraying this small town group of people. I found myself feeling sorry for Caleb, yet horrendously second-hand embarrassed for his antics. I cannot wait to see what else you have in store for us this year fella.

The way you delivered "I like skipping rocks" at the motel absolutely crushed me. An incredible start to your year of filmmaking. I know I speak for so many in saying I am so so excited to see what comes next. Big love.

When he rips the money up that Kevin gave him, that was so hard to watch. Its like Caleb is trying to make a nice gesture like "you're my friend, don't worry about giving me money", but it's just done in the worst way possible. It shows how Caleb is a nice person but there's just a disconnect between him and other people

I think this is the best use of UKposts as a venue for film that I've seen so far. By portraying Caleb's story through a vlogging series like one we easily could have come across on the site, we are further drawn into the story by virtue of watching the story unfold on UKposts. That's an experience that would suffer in say, the theaters. Caleb's character is also masterfully crafted. Tragic in some ways and relatable in others, but we are kept guessing as to the realities of his situation until the final moments. We want to see him succeed, but we aren't entirely sure how bad things are for Caleb, and I'm not sure Caleb really knew how bad things could get if he continued on his trajectory. That uncertainty helps to align the viewer with Caleb, and to empathize for him I think. Overall I think it's really cool to see Joel tell a story of a Storyteller who didn't succeed, from a perspective that brings empathy. I don't think Caleb is going to reach 1.95 Million subscribers on the platform that he's on (is he even publishing his work?). But it's clear regardless from the film's language that Caleb's work has value no matter the state of his success. That's cool to see. Thanks for the film, cinema man. I enjoyed.

I didn't know that Caleb was a character outside of this, so this film only just introduced me to him, but holy cow this hit on so many levels. I see bits and pieces of me and my life in each of these characters, and it was just so comforting to see my experiences reflected in others. Thank you Joel, this film made my night.

A very down to earth film. I wanna hug caleb. I was really rooting for caleb the whole way through. He just has this charm that makes me really want him to succeed. The ending was sweet, glad he’s home. Ima go back and watch some of the previous caleb vids i didnt see when i get the chance. Everyone did a very good job in their roles, each character feels very authentic. I cant wait to see what you do for February, Break a leg!! Love you man Also i really hope you know how funny caleb dapping up stacie was lmao

It took me a couple days to get through this film, but I have to say it's been rewarding watching this longer form, full length movie uploads from you. It's even more rewarding knowing you're having more fun making these than shorts!

Joel, truly I had to fight to power through so much of this. Not because it wasn't good, it was great. Too great. Too real, too accurate to a sad life trapped in a slowly dying town. But man, the smile on mom's face when that camera turns after he made the dinosaur oatmeal made everything worth it. Tears to my eyes, rarely feel a heartstring plucked like that. If this is how you're starting, I'm so eager to see where you are after 11 more months of practice and momentum.