I feel like I’ve seen Nicole in so many stages in her life on this here UKposts…and this stage by far is one of my favorites. She’s never looked more beautiful to me! Watching her and her family just out here living really just puts a spark of joy in me….143 💞 blessings to you and your family!

Miscarriages at 8 weeks. Kai born on the 28th and being 8 pounds even. It was all meant to be. I know you like Angel number 11:11 but 888 means “Balance- everything falling into place as it was meant to be” 💙

The part where Jeremy describes the miscarriage emotions means so much. We rarely hear the husbands perspective. It means a lot that y’all shared this with us.

Why is nobody talking about how when she called J & the baby was crying that he didn’t call her to rush her , he tried to handle it without bothering her 😭♥️ you guys are so lucky to have each other! So happy for you!

Jeremy’s admiration when Nicole said “I would’ve cut off my arm and leg to get this baby” 💙 You can tell he understands her sacrifice and is so grateful!

seeing her as a mom and wife is so beautiful. ive watched her for so many years and im just so happy for her

I literally wanted to cry when y’all were laying on the bed and baby boy was talking to you. Just melted my heart. I’ve been watching for almost ten years now… you have grown into such a beautiful human being. So happy that you still share aspects with us. Remember to soak in every moment 💕

I’ve watched you for years. I’m currently going through my second miscarriage and was feeling very depressed. Seeing you play with your baby and talk about your losses makes me feel like there is hope for me. I really appreciate you opening up about such an emotional topic. It helps so many

We can clearly see Jeremy was the cutest baby ever because Kai is his twin and omg he's adorable! btw what a lucky little boy to have you two as his parents.

This is a Gerber baby ... he has the absolute CUTEST face!!! You two are great parents and still so loving toward your cats. ❤❤❤ Congratulations to the happiest couple in Florida ❣❣

I started watching her when she reviewed a L’Oréal mouse foundation and ever since I’ve been hooked. Seen her in her old room with a pole, worked as a bartender, brief breakup with Jay, went red and now look at them! It’s insane to see them both grow their relationship and family. So proud of all your growth while still maintaining a humble and down to earth personality. Happy for you and you’re family ♥️ your OG subscriber

Idk why but when you were sitting at the target parking lot and started debating on whether you should go in because you were enjoying the quiet , it just hit me on an emotional level. I just started crying because I’ve been there. I’d literally find any excuse to go to the bathroom just so I could be alone. I had the worst ppd for like 2 years. It’s hard sometimes mama but you got this 💓

I’d say both you and Jeremy are quite lucky to have found each other so young. You have made a beautiful little boy. So amazing and refreshing to see all the love

When you were talking to Kai, it melted my whole heart. Reminds me of me and my son 💜

I know everyone is saying “hold on, it gets better” with regards to breastfeeding. But I only breast fed for 6 months. Called it quits and was SO happy once I was done lol and that’s ok too 🤣🤣 breast feeding isn’t for everyone and as long as your baby is fed ( whatever way you choose to feed him) that’s all that matters 🥰 you’re doing great Nicole and you look amazing 🤩 blessings to you and your beautiful family 💜

"I thought I was gonna die" literally couldn't have said it better! I felt I died as well and woke back up when they put baby on my chest. Its why I only had 1 child and it was the hardest thing I've ever done. Not all birthing stories are the same.

Nicole I’ve quite literally grown up with you. My husband and I started dating in ‘09, I started watching you in 2012, my hubby and I got married November 7 of 2020, and then we had our first baby girl November of 2021. I’ve so enjoyed going through all of life’s biggest joys right along with you. I wish you guys all the happiness in the world!

I had an emergency c-section with my first and do not regret it because he might not be here otherwise. And chose to have c-section for the second. No Regrets!!! I’m curious to know how y’all’s family is LOVING baby Kai?!??😍I can only imagine grandma’s!!!!

I love that she’s a normal mom and not like some of the other influencers who rush to workout and lose tons of weight that makes us normal moms feel like even more crap. Thank you for being down to earth and normal and we love you! I’m right here with you struggling to lose the extra baby weight

I love Nicole she’s so authentic and genuine humble. like other comments mentioned she’s been in so many stages but this one’s is her best one yet. 🖤

I really admire NICOLE & JEREMY so much. This story made me emotional. I never had a miscarriage but, I did lose my baby boy Devon a day before my birthday. He was only 10 months. I never thought I wanted to have another child and especially during this tragedy but I just wanted to have a baby so bad, made a better decision and I found my soulmate, got married, and waited 3 years and now I have a beautiful baby boy named BASH. Now we are having a baby girl named ZAMORA :) Keep trying and don't give up.

Jeremy has a heart of gold. I cried more than once during the story just listening to how sweet you both are. So incredibly happy for both of you. I've been watching since the red hair days 🥰 143....3!!! 💙💙💙

I have grown up watching this women, working at a club to being a full blown mom. The uncontrollable tears that fell down my face as you told your story. I’m so so happy for you two ! Thats a cute freakin nugget !! May light shine through your home always 🤍🧿

I’ve literally been following you for years like years.. it makes me so emotional seeing you be a mom and so happy, he’s so beautiful. So much love your way.

“8llb honey baked ham” 😂 so so beyond happy for you! The most beautiful family

100% can relate. I had twins thru IVF born at only 27 weeks. It can be so traumatic. And I totally understand on feeling bad afterward about not really understanding how precious life is and how much people go through to have a baby. Changed my view on a lot of things in life for the better!!!

Thank you so much for sharing everything so transparently, Nicole! Cried so much for all you went through 🥺 Sending much much love and gratitude ❤️🤍

Birth isn't easy, whatever you went through or how your baby arrived. It is a rough ride, emotionally and physically and really tests yours and your partners character. Sounds like you both were lucky to have each other and your story was beautiful. Also can relate with the feeling of being tied down with breastfeeding. It's a hard but rewarding slog and there is so much emotion surrounding it. I quit at 6 months and was in tears. I'd had pumped 2 months worth of milk and my baby had that, I still felt guilty but now I look back I am so damn proud of myself. No matter if you did it for a few weeks, a few months or a few years it is hard work. You are doing the best you can and that is amazing!

Kai was 8 lbs on the head and your miscarried babies were at 8 weeks both times. God had a hand in that! God bless you and your family! So glad to see you are all doing well!! XO beautiful baby boy!! ❤️

Congratulations! Such a sweet birthing story I was smiling the whole time. I’m sorry you went through so much, prayers for healing ❤️‍🩹 Kai is so adorable!!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️

This is so lovely to see your journey and how far you’ve come. You were one of the first people I started watching regularly on YT circa late 2013 and it’s just so beautiful to see you flourish. I’m so happy for you and your family ❤️

Hi Nicole !!! Your little human is so adorable I always show my mom and she’s like aweeeeee. I miss your yesterday’s vlogs 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

The "I can stand" had me cracking up. Totally something I'd do. Congrats to you both. I've been watching you for like 10-11 years and love seeing you all here at this "place". Congratulations x1,000! ... Watching you interact with your nieces I knew you'd be great.

CONGRATS again !!! I can see the excitement and joy and all that love in y'all's smile 😊 you both have for your little nugget ❤️❤️

I got a little teary eyed watching this. Dude I’m just so genuinely happy for y’all.

Jeremy is such a hands on dad, it's so nice to see. 💜💜

Honestly just love them! The whole family! They love they have for each other and now Kai is aspirational and something I will strive for! ❤❤

I'm literally crying for her and Jeremy seeing you guys as parents is so beautiful 😭😭😭😭🫂💙 being thru so much just to get here is so beautiful to see blessing to you and your family 🙌🙏🫂💙

Such an amazing beautiful story. And he is his daddy’s twin. Ugh, watching him makes me wish my kids were that small again. I do not need anymore… oh how I miss these days. Congratulations to your beautiful family!💙

I just checked your channel last night to see if you had posted a “Yesterdays” that I might’ve missed- was super excited when I saw this this morning! I never thought about being a mama either. My son (now 2.5 😭) was a surprise but the best one I’ve ever gotten. I’m obsessed with him. Motherhood looks great on you!!

Omg!! I’ve enjoyed seeing you through out the years! But this stage in your life has to be my favorite 😻 I was smiling from ear to ear just watch you be a mom. Congratulations again!!

I just can’t stop smiling for you. Congratulations, Nicole. So so happy for you.

I’ve never hit a notification so quick on my phone 😂 I’ve been waiting for this video! I’m so happy to see your journey of you and J dating, engaged, married, and now parents. You both deserve all the happiness. Just raising an overall good person as J said in one video. It’s exactly what we need in terrible world. Love you both, Godbless you both! Now I’m watching the video lol ❤️❤️

I also had a miscarriage for my first pregnancy, the way my midwife put it to me is your body is trying to learn. So even though it didn't happen this time, she said it will happen. And I'm so glad it did for you. I'm currently 25 weeks with my second pregnancy and hoping for the best! thank you for telling us your story, I know it's personal but I wish more people would.

This is so powerful the way you are so open, healing and talking about your journey whilst helping others relate

HUGE congrats to both of you!! I cried listening to hall talk about the first time you saw Kai, it’s the best feeling in the world!!!

Ma’am. I’m a section mom and ain’t no body telling me I’m not mom enough. I’ll show you my battle scars! Don’t play! 😂😂 But in all seriousness Nicole, I couldn’t be happier for you and Jeremy. I’ve been watching you since your 1st what’s in my bag video, and I’ve been hooked ever since. In my head your my friend and we talk alll of the time. Lol! Enjoy your beautiful family because it does go by super fast. My baby will turn 2 in July and I still remember my C-section. Xoxo!!!! Btw, you look great!

Fan since forever !!! I’m so happy for you ! Sending all my love! He’s adorable 😍

Your whole story is so raw and real. You’ve always kept it so 100 with us. That’s why I always remain loyal to your channel.

By far by favorite video ever put on UKposts by Nicole ❤️ seeing you bloom into this beautiful mom has made my journey of becoming a mom that much meaningful! I love you and your little family so much words can’t fathom.

Parenthood looks great on y'all. This feels like a feverish dream.

Baby boy is getting so big 😍 he looks just like Jeremy! He's so special congrats on such a beautiful baby ❤️

Thank you for sharing your beautiful story!

Thank you for sharing your story❤️

Really enjoyed this vlog, you both look like you’re completely in love with your new journey as parents. Bubs is adorable. ❤️❤️❤️

I’ve followed you from your red hair days! A favorite video of yours! And this surpasses haha! Sending you all blessings ❤️❤️❤️

I’ve been waiting on this story… thank you so much for sharing. Kai is absolutely perfect!! Im so happy for your family. You two are great parents. I can’t wait to watch baby Kai grow up ❤️

Thank you so SO much for sharing your story and family. Sending all the love and blessings on this new chapter!!! Y’all are the cutest 😆😍🥹

47 min!!!! Yessss!!! Love you and the family. Your baby is sooo handsome. ❤ I been following you since day 1 and you are still my all time favorite channel to watch. I rewatch your old videos all the time. Thank you for sharing a part of your life with us. God bless 🥰

Congrats on baby boy, he’s such a cutie 💙

Love this. I have watched you since the beginning and getting to see the evolution of your life of where it’s at right now . It’s amazing . Congratulations 🎉 🫶🏼

I had a similar experience and was just relieved when they recommended the c section. They labeled as failure to descend. My little boy came out and made it all worth it. Congratulations Nicole and Jeremy your baby boy is beautiful. It was so cute to see him falling asleep on daddy's arms.

Through out this entire vlog i was just in awe! I started watching Nicole when I was a junior in high school and I don’t think i’ve missed a video since. I’m 27 now, and the first thing that came to mind when I started watching this was, 2012 Nicole would be baffled if she saw 2022 Nicole hahaha Motherhood looks SO good on you ❤️ So happy for you & Jeremy!!!

Welcome to motherhood I’m two years in and my house has never been spotless since I gave birth 🤣🤣🤣 but it’s such a beautiful journey. I’m so happy for you Nicole ♥️♥️♥️ baby Kai is the cutest ♥️

He’s so beautiful. The conversation is absolutely precious

Thank you for sharing your story. We had almost the exact birth story and I would definitely do it all over again! So glad you got your beautiful baby boy.You and Jeremy are such good parents! It only gets better! They grow up fast!

This is insane , watching your growth through the years on youtube is astounding. From 10+ years ago and now to being a momma 🥹 this is a huge moment! You sharing your birth story/miscarriage story will give hope and more insight of what happens in life. The baby is Jeremy’s twinn literally omg! The cutest bundle of joy. I had 2 babies the first wasn’t so bad but the second was traumatizing lol. I share my story as much as possible as i am a oversharer🤭 but you did it and we are proud of you! Always on those days that you feel like you cant do something always look over and see kais beautiful face. The strength and courage to keep going is resilient and we love u Nicole ! May you keep receiving many blessings and more 💕 your doing great hunny 🥹

HE'S SCRUMPTIOUS!!!! What a cute baby!! What a good Mom! Been here through all your moves, marriage, daily vlogs and now a son?! 🥺 xx

I’ve been watching your channel since day one. I just love seeing you as a mother. It’s so beautiful to see how much your channel has grown and changed over the years. Thank you for sharing your life with us.

I’m so happy you never gave up ! Keep going you are made to be a mom . Have as many babies as you can life is so beautiful with them

Bless you Kai, Jeremy's twin for real.

Tell me why I am crying, I have been following you since you had red hair. I feel like we have lived with you guys all of the stages and I feel so proud and happy for you guys ♥️ Baby Kai is the cutest 😍

Nicole, I’ve been following you since you first started… I have watched you for so many years, & this by far is my favorite stage of your life!! I’m so happy for you & Jeremy! ❤️ I can’t believe you’re a whole Mama!!!!

You guys are awesome. I don’t know what else to say. Nicole, I’ve been watching you for years and I am so incredibly proud and happy to see how you’ve evolved and grown. Your guy, Jeremy seems really wonderful. Thank you so much for showing us what a kind, respectful, loyal, compassionate and healthy relationship looks like. I know there are probably shit times too of course but even with the very little footage I see of you shows your genuine nature. God bless the 3 of you and I pray your lives are filled with abundance and love.

I went through all the emotions in this video with you. It’s so amazing how parenthood changes a person. I use to be so inmune to other peoples feelings and now I’m crying for anything 😅 congratulations Nicole and Jeremy and thank you for sharing such a deep and private conversation with us! I’ve had a natural and a c section birth and let me tell you! I have a new appreciation for cesarean moms! It’s double the work and pain but our beautiful babies make it all worth it 💙 Always remember that no matter what you know what is best for your child and you’re doing the best job! Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise! Xoxo sending all the hugs and blessings! Your baby is SO HANDSOME! I have two boys and they’re my whole life!

Your little boy is perfect!! And I’m excited to have a little boy. I’m pregnant with baby number 2 and I’m having a boy! I love how real and honest you are! Because it is hard and being a mom puts a toll on your body. You and Jeremy are doing an amazing job!

Thank you for sharing your story. It feels good to hear it and feel like there is someone I can relate to even though I don’t know you. I enjoy watching your vlogs!

So so happy for you Nicole and Jeremy 😭 I’ve been watching you for years and it’s so amazing to see you with your little family now 🥰🥰

He is the cutest baby boy 👦🏻 ❤️ His little yawn melted my heart 🥰

I'm dying at the *honk* "not in the mood" 😂 Also Kai is so cute 🥺

Love this! Thank you so much for sharing your story! I am so happy to see you theiving as a mama, Nicole! Baby Kai looks just like his daddy💗💗💗

SOBBING - what an amazing family and story! Been watching since the beginning and its so wonderful to see this stage!

Kai with his shades on, oh he definitely belongs to you and Jeremy. you guys are so beautiful, congrats again 😎💙

Never clicked so fast!! Ugh he is SOOOO precious I cannnot handle it 🥰❤️ only a few minutes in and I just love seeing you as a mama!

Nicole, such a beautiful story. You have such a composure about you. You’re such an angel. Congratulations to your beautiful family!

I love y’all so much Nicole! Seeing you as a mother is so amazing.

So fun when they find their voice. 🥰 My “baby” is 29! Time flies. Love the videos.

Im about to be 23 in a few weeks and started watching you as a teen and now your a momma 🥺💖. Much love to your lil fam✨

This has been my favorite stage to see you in Nicole. As well as hearing your birth story. I can relate ❤️ congratulations to your family!

I needed this video. I’m so happy for you thank god everything went well and you were able to have your baby. God bless and thank you for this birthing story. You’re such a strong momma!

Thank you for being so honest about your breastfeeding journey and non judgmental! As a new mother (14 months in) it’s hard to come by. Everyone’s journey is different- congrats on keeping baby fed and growing! And to all the new mamas out there, you’re doing the absolute best job! 🤍

I breastfed until 9 months and pumped until just recently so he's about 15ish months and it was so much harder than I ever understood... I bought a 3 pack of nursing tank tops on Amazon like a white, black, grey and I'm a big busted woman pre pregnancy and they were great for me! I hope postpartum is treating you well. Make sure to take care of you as well, mamas can't pour from an empty cup. ❤

Happy is not even the word I’m so over joyed for you guys. And how you handle things I love that you allow us to watch your journey through life im hereeew for it! 🤍✨

I’m so happy for you both Nicole and Jeremy! Myself and many others have seen you through so many stages and it brings me joy to see you so happy with your baby💙💙💙

Thank you for sharing your story!! Made me cry!!! So happy for you guys! ❤️

Thank you for being so real! Showing your room just made me look around at mine(I also have a 2 month old son & a 5 year old daughter lol) & say oh ok so this is normal lol. Looks just like yours & it made me feel like I’m not failing, thank you!

I can relate to everything you said about breastfeeding. I breastfed for a year and it was not easy at first but as they get older they go longer and they start doing solids too. It gets better! About the baby weight I was one of those moms that actually gained while breastfeeding. Now that my daughter is about to be 2 I’m finally able to dedicate more time and energy to that. Your doing a great job and Kai is adorable.

How sweet is it that you have a rainbow on your shirt and Kai is just out of frame, just the top of his head

Nicole, Thank you for sharing these personal stories with us, I’ve been a subscriber for a long time! We’ve watch you in many stages of life, this one so far is my favorite💙. You and J have grown so much together

It’s the Merry Christmas shirt for me! 😂 Love seeing this new chapter. 🤍✨