This song is such a bop but also hits me hard. I had a queer crush when I was about the same age (14), I was head over heels for them at the time and hated how I knew I'd never get to be with them because of the environment we were in. Ashnikko really gets it lol she's making music for all of us girls, gays, and theys!!

this song so perfectly encapsulates figuring out your sexuality and nervously being with a person of the same gender for the first time it made me cry

never thought id ever tear up while listening to a song this upbeat. I felt the lyrics in my veins.

gods this hits close to home. as a teenager, i fell hard for my best friend and she broke my heart. she was heteroflexible but decidedly not bi. i watched her date a string of crappy guys who treated her like garbage and knew she would never be able to love me, or to let me love her.

I literally saw her live yesterday her voice was so strong and she can Bend and stretch and maintain her voice

This is my favorite on the album. That bounce in the beat is so good with her vocals - deserves a video

[Intro] La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la [Verse 1] Scared of what I'm feeling The bruise of bein' fourteen Got chlorine in our hair, my jaw is shaking in my mouth Everybody's mama gossips 'bout us In their ornamented houses Can't pretend that I don't want you right here, right now [Pre-Chorus] Both our homes are not safe for us But I'll play hero and I'll save you from them Both our homes are a tornado Meet me quarter-past one at the farm down by our house, I'll be there [Chorus] Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Nectarine) [Post-Chorus] La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (Jawbreaker sweet) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (All you, no me) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (No one's got me but me) Ooh, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la [Verse 2] Short shorts and stolen liquor There's nothin' I wouldn't give her Cut my heart out for a kiss, she tastes like lemonade I'm the one who took the fall Your parents screamed and blamed it on me Sent you off and prayed my gay away that Sunday [Pre-Chorus] Both our homes are not safe for us But I'll play hero and I'll save you from them Both our homes are a tornado Meet me quarter-past one at the farm down by our house, I'll be there [Chorus] Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Nectarine) [Post-Chorus] La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (Jawbreaker sweet) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (All you, no me) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (No one's got me but me) Ooh, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (Me, me, me, me, me, me, me)

This song hits home, beautiful work on this song as always Ash. You're a massive inspiration to me and so many others. This album is a masterpiece 💙✨️

CANT WAIT TO SEE THE QUEEN LIVE IN CONCERT 💙💙💙💙💙

This song is so relatable for me. I had my first “girlfriend” at 14, she was only a little younger than me. We drank stolen liquor, met outside of her house late at night, she told me it was just to practice for the boys she liked, and when our parents found out I legit took all the blame and my parents tried to pray away my gay too.

It's official, ashnikko made me cry

holy shit. I'm not lesbian but I know all the lesbians are about to EAT THIS UP. THIS IS AMAZING

It’s awful how I can feel the sadness and the clarity of the song…reminds me of my early middle school years

THIS ALBUM WAS SO WORTH THE WAIT

It was completely worth waiting so long for this album, it's beautiful and it's perfect just like Ash, who I admire, inspires me and keeps me going always 💙

Been so exited for this album so worth the wait

THEY ALL SOUND GOOD ALREADY ON THE FIRST LISTEN ❤❤❤

OFFICIALLY LISTENED TO THE ENTIRE ALBUM!! 💙💙 (Chokehold Cherry Python and Cheerleader are the bomb bro)

Ash you seriously slayed this album😭🙏💙

ONE OF THE BEST SONGS ON THE ALBUM

ASHNIKKO NEVER DISAPPOINT

Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Nectarine)

This song is absolutely phenomenal. Goosebumps all over my body omggg

This song would have been my life line in my 20s! Gut wrenching in playful melody. Immediately got me bouncing!

I've never related to a song so much, as I've been on both sides I'M IN LOVE WITH IT

My high school crush/best friend whom I was in love with broke my heart. She emailed me a long message in 2008 right after I graduated, this is the first line, "You're a f***ing lesbo w***e and I've hated you for a really long time, I was just too nice to tell you." I cried for two days straight cause that was my first love. 😢

This is my favorite on the album. Great album, I'm obsessed with the songs. They'll be on repeat for a while

THIS IS SO GOOD I'VE BEEN SO EXCITED FOR THIS ALBUM AND IT'S EVERYTHING I HOPED FOR AND MORE

This song describes my whole middle and high school experience. So many girls that just wanted to practice and I fell for them every time

The only thing I don't like about this song is that it's too short. Such a banger.

NOW LISTENED TO FULL ALBUM SHE NEVER DISAPPOINTS

A Ash nunca decepciona

This has to be one of the best songs in the album!

This song reminds me of when I was in love at 14 w my best friend

Ashnikko you’re so unreal for this my heart is beating so hard

This song definitely makes me feel sassy and like dancing, no doubt about it. Love ya, Ashnikko for that and your music. 💙🎶

This song made me cry! Experienced similar feelings in high school, so it’s very relatable! This is one of my faves!

LOVEE IT I WISH I COULD GO TO THE CONCERTT SMTT UGH😭❤

Oh my god its literally perfect

I've been waiting for this album since it was first hinted at... I had an absolutely wretched day, but this album has given me something beautiful, something that hits every emotion in feeling right now. Thank you. 🖤

THIS ALBUM IS EVERYTHING AHHH SHUT UP IM IN LOVE

so excited for the new album, cant wait to see you live

Waited so long just for Ash to prove she can't have a single bad song (I'm so excited I'll be blasting weedkiller 24/7)

My 14 year old self is screaming still! This song shouldve been my unofficial anthem falling in love with "straight" girls at the time.

i think this is my favorite one in the album. it’s so good! hits right in the feels haha

THE BEAT. THE MELODY. EVERYTHING 💖

i could imagine this in a badass mv/fancam

ASHNIKKO SLAYS EVERY TIME

Most literally I didn't know how much I needed this 🙊🤷🏾‍♀️

ilysm ashhh 💙

Ashnikko will never disappoint. I’ve been here since hi it’s me,and her whole music career has grown. Her music will never get old⚔️🪬

ASH I'M SO LUCKY TO BE HERE RN IN THIS ERA ❤❤❤

Idk about the rest of y'all but I literally crave Ashnikko's music

THESE MUSIC VIDEOS ARE GONNA BE SO GOOD I CANT WAIT TO MAKE 1000 EDITS

I’m convinced Ash can’t make a bad song 💙💙💙

YALL ASHNIKKO HAS POSTED I REPEAT ASHNIKKO HAS POSTED 🗣️🔥🔥🔥

My connection to Ashnikko's music is like extremely intense, I sometimes can't even listen to it because it's like why are we communicating telepathically right now

THIS HITS SO HART I LOVE THIS

Haven’t heard this yet and I know it’s gonna be amazing

I'm definitely gonna be crying to this song💙

This song hit me in the gut. I ended up falling for my best friend, never told her how I felt.

It's so hard to pick a favorite on this album but I think this might be it

OMG THEY BETTER PLAY THIS IN THE MALLS ITS SO VIBEY

THIS ALBUM IS SO GOOD

A Ashnikko nunca decepciona

MULHERRRT TÁ INCRÍVEL

I'm secretly bisexual. I would never tell my mom because my family is extremely christian and say things like "the election was stolen," or "being lesbian hurts you." I had a crush on a girl and a guy at the same time in 5th grade, i haven't had a crush on a girl since then, but it hurts my soul to hear my mom telling me that lesbians and gays are evil and nasty. And yet she still says "don't hate on people." I've tried my best to ignore her, but it still gets to me.

first time listening i didn't like how close to home it hit, but now it's less of a salt on the wound and more like a soothing balm. thank you, Ashnikko, for the great song.

This song definitely gives the vibe of a hyperpop fairy party in a nightclub. Bravo as always.

Eres genial

BEST ALBUM DEBUT ASH, IM SHOCKED AND OBSESSED WITH YOUR SONGSSSS,

LOVE THESE OMG 👁️👄👁️ KEEP UP THE MASTERPIECES UPLOADING

I would love to see a music video for this song. It's so personal and alive it really hits different than the other songs from this album. This is definetly the new begining for you as an artist and im here for it but i certainly hope you retain that wild, unpredictable and completely controversial attitude in your music as it matures with you

La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la Scared of what I'm feeling The bruise of bein' fourteen Got chlorine in our hair My jaw's shakin' in my mouth Everybody's mama got some spiders In their ornamented houses Can't pretend that I don't want you right here, right now Both our homes are not safe for us But I'll play hero and I'll save you from it Both our homes are a tornado Meet me, quarter past one, at the fawn Down by our house, I'll be there Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Necartine) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la (Jawbreaker, sweet) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la (Oh, you and me) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la (No one's got me like me) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la Short shirts and stolen liquor There's nothing I wouldn't give her Cut my heart out for a kiss, she tastes like lemonade I'm the one who took the fall Your parents screamed and blamed it on me Sent you off and prayed my gay away that Sunday Both our homes are not safe for us But I'll play hero and I'll save you from it Both our homes are a tornado Meet me, quarter past one, at the fawn Down by our house, I'll be there Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Necartine) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la (Jawbreaker, sweet) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la (Oh, you and me) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la (No one's got me like me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me) La-la-la-la-la-la La-la-la-la-la-la

I needed this song, and I found it at the perfect time.

This is my new favorite song from the album for now

Another banger like always.

This makes me unbelievably happy and it goes incredibly hard!

Кажется, это один из самых любимых треков для меня в этом альбоме, но и весь альбом ОГОНЬ💙💙💙

Oh my, I am 14 and I fell in love with a girl from my school, this song represents everything, defenetly Ashnikko it's one of my favorites singers

this album is a GORGEOUS PIECE OF WAR ART ⚔️ 🖼️

Lyrics: La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la Scared of what I'm feeling The bruise of bein' fourteen Got chlorine in our hair, my jaw is shaking in my mouth Everybody's mama gossips 'bout us In their ornamented houses Can't pretend that I don't want you right here, right now Both our homes are not safe for us But I'll play hero and I'll save you from them Both our homes are a tornado Meet me quarter-past one at the farm down by our house, I'll be there Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Nectarine) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (Jawbreaker sweet) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (All you, no me) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (No one's got me but me) Ooh, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la Short shorts and stolen liquor There's nothin' I wouldn't give her Cut my heart out for a kiss, she tastes like lemonade I'm the one who took the fall Your parents screamed and blamed it on me Sent you off and prayed my gay away that Sunday Both our homes are not safe for us But I'll play hero and I'll save you from them Both our homes are a tornado Meet me quarter-past one at the farm down by our house, I'll be there Say you wanna practice for the boys Who won't you love like I will They won't love you like I will Guess I'll always be your second choice They won't love you like I will They won't love you like I will (Miss Nectarine) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (Jawbreaker sweet) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (All you, no me) La-la-la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (No one's got me but me) Ooh, la-la-la-la, la-la-la-la-la (Me, me, me, me, me, me, me)

QUE ALBUM É ESSE??? uma melhor que a outra affff

This B got the rap crown rn 👸👑

Ash this song is a masterpiece I love 💙💙

Hits different...

Ashnikko is my heart my soul

This song gives me strange feelings, I feel like crying every time I listen to it

my favorite song on this album ❤ i love you so much ashnikko

Dude those little sweeping higher notes tickled the little sleep deprived parts of my squelchy bitch-brain 🤌

I was 12 and living in Georgia when I was sent to a mormon summer camp that changed everything for me- but not how my parents had hoped....especially not my religious extremist then stepfather. It was there that I met the most beautiful girl i had ever laid eyes on back then, and I snuck out to her cabin one night. That night, although me and the girls just talked, I learned what bisexuality is, and everything started making sense to me. It was such an exciting feeling of self discovery and unity. After camp, me and the girls became ~best friends~. We were absolutely inseparable, and we got in so much trouble together as two rebellious emo girls who wanted nothing to do with the church we were both forced into. She had a boyfriend who she was constantly heartbroken over, and I was always there for her. We were all we had that felt soft and safe. But it didnt take long for our parents to try keeping us apart from each other. We were too close, and too much trouble. We fought back hard, but eventually......i found myself having my first kiss on the night before she was shipped off to a troubled teens camp in Utah, as my mom (who is now ex mormon, accepting, and a part of the community herself) pounded on the locked bedroom door. And then she was gone. No contact allowed. And i moved to another state. As soon as she got out, we had a brief online relationship that didnt last, and i never saw her again. Im 27 now, and it wasnt until last year that I learned the trusty about why she was sent away. It wasnt because we got into trouble together- well, not entirely. The biggest, most pressing reason was that our parents knew how we felt about each other. They had secretly been working together with the bishop of the church to save us from our temptations. Her parents blamed me for everything. My mom thought I was aware of that already, and I definitely wasnt- not that it came as a surprise. The troubled teens camp she was sent to was one that has made headlines in recent years for the awful things that really happen there. It's all really insane to think about today. So anyway, yall can imagine how absolutely shook i was to hear this song for the first time. It is mind blowing to think that we have had experiences that are so bizarrely similar to each other.

This is def my favorite song from the album. I love you Ashnikko!

I looove herrr

Made me cry the first time I heard it and still makes me get serious and gloomy. The lyrics hit so hard, even as someone who grew up in a quite different environment from her.

This song is really sad when you listen to the lyrics. 10/10

Wow I'm obsessed w this one. Banger.

WAITING FOR ASH ALBUM AND FINALLY COMES OUT WITH GREAT MUSIC AND BEATS (GO ASH GO 💙)!!!!!

I can't get over how many parts of her lyrics resonate with so much of my life. A young queer afab. Ashton I really love you

CONGRATS on your album drop day today!!!!! 💙💙💙💙💙

Omfg this is so deep for such a banger. Love Ash so much💖🎶💖