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My channel is a fun place for people to enjoy the world of beauty! If you leave mean negative comments or resort to name calling, I will delete your comment & block you. My channel is not the place. This world is so ugly & negative & we desperately need to make a change. I cant control the world, but I can control my channel. Constructive criticism is always welcome! "you're a lying bitch" is NOT constructive ! Don't feel like you need to kiss my ass. Feel free to speak your mind but please respect each other! XOXO
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@jaimefrenchofficial
@jaimefrenchofficial 2 роки тому
GIRL! The reason you felt fine/not hungry/not needing snacks one week and then starving the next/putting a few pounds on is because of your cycle! Hormones control everything, and we have peaks and dips throughout our cycles. It’s totally normal even though it’s frustrating. You’re doing so good!!!
@cassiajade
@cassiajade 2 роки тому
I was just going to comment this! During ovulation I gain like 4 lbs of bloat and get ravenous.
@virgismar
@virgismar 2 роки тому
She can be starving simply because she isn't eating enough
@caitlinh7642
@caitlinh7642 2 роки тому
Ah, what's up Jaime French?! This is such a sweet message. Sending you and Jac love
@hiImokay
@hiImokay 2 роки тому
Awww ❤️
@mimicoolwhip5991
@mimicoolwhip5991 2 роки тому
Also the stress and dare I say trauma she faced during lipstick gate has GOT to be a major contributor, at least IMHO. She started having issues around that time which makes sense. I dont recall her age but if shes in perimenopause which can start at 30 this can cause many of the issues shes been dealing with. The stress shes gone thru would cause cortisol surges which is SO bad for our bodies, its very under estimated. I hope shell look into this if she hasnt & just see if these are part of whats going on bc shes trying so hard & deserves so much good! I think it will come in time.
@brendagodfrey3460
@brendagodfrey3460 2 роки тому
I personally like the vulnerability in Jaclyns journey. Every person on this planet is struggling with something… so it’s relatable. Most influencers always act like their life is perfect and in turn people want to be just like them and have their lives. That isn’t real! Keep doing you, keep putting out bomb product, and you have your entire life to make positive health choices!
@laurieh.6508
@laurieh.6508 2 роки тому
I could not have said it better!
@brendagodfrey3460
@brendagodfrey3460 2 роки тому
@@laurieh.6508 I wrote things and deleted so many times so that is what I settled with ♥️
@cassiehartline2210
@cassiehartline2210 2 роки тому
YES
@dansuneautrevie2713
@dansuneautrevie2713 2 роки тому
Truth!!
@rachelhoban9648
@rachelhoban9648 2 роки тому
The best thing you can do is to not handle your emotions with food. “I had a shit day so I’m going to eat whatever I want.” “I had an amazing day so I’m going to treat myself to pizza and ice cream!” “I worked out so I deserve this cookie”. That’s when you build a bad relationship with food. Food shouldn’t be a reward or a punishment. We literally need it to survive. If you’re hungry, eat!! You got this girl! We’ve all fallen into these ruts.
@cynthiaowens92
@cynthiaowens92 2 роки тому
I disagree that food shouldn’t be a reward. Yes, creating habits surrounding food is not the best but I think it’s totally normal to have food as a reward. Not everyday obviously but once a month, or even once a week, it’s totally okay to have some cheesecake to treat yourself or whatever.
@ClassyByMelissa
@ClassyByMelissa 2 роки тому
"I just want my brain to be normal" - that's the most relatable thing ever. I hear you. It's so incredibly hard and I can't imagine how difficult it must be for you sharing your life and feeling like this.
@TheNormlGirl
@TheNormlGirl 2 роки тому
I really hope she doesn’t stop the series it’s my favorite thing on UKposts right now! But everyone’s gotta take care of themselves and do what’s right for them 💕
@candacesalim9659
@candacesalim9659 2 роки тому
Me too! I love how real and raw she is. I truly love her. I wish the very best this year.
@dqabbana
@dqabbana 2 роки тому
Same i really hope she keeps going because this is really inspiring and it’s real life tbh like this is just a stepping stone for her and everyone else that’s going through it as well
@rachellearrowood175
@rachellearrowood175 2 роки тому
AGREED!!! I look forward to these videos! I never want them to end 😥
@ashleyacosta2152
@ashleyacosta2152 2 роки тому
Girl it’s not being “negative”- it’s legit the REALEST type of struggle and super real and relatable. Not sugar coating this journey is comforting and I’m all for itt ! 🙌🏼👏🏼👏🏼
@caitlinh7642
@caitlinh7642 2 роки тому
You nailed it. Comforting is absolutely the word for this series. It's comforting to hear someone else is going through something similar to me. We're not often this open in every day conversations.
@twillybbe
@twillybbe 2 роки тому
This is a genuine question. Does Jaclyn have a personal trainer/nutritionist? I feel like this is a perfect instance where money can get the results she needs in regards to a more healthy lifestyle/fitness/wellness.
@nilondra
@nilondra 2 роки тому
That was one of the things that I mentioned to her from chapter one of this series, she need an intervention team that includes a life coach, a trainer, a nutritionist and above all a psychologist all working in unison to guide her on this journey. because alone is too difficult if not impossible... It's a total change of lifestyle and with only the intention is not enough.
@krizza9893
@krizza9893 2 роки тому
I don't know if you guys know the "Body by Madison" program but I witnessed the strong support of the health coach and the girls. Enjoying favorite foods without sacrificing the health is truly encouraged. Hope she could be encouraged too 💖
@preciousskyxo
@preciousskyxo 2 роки тому
Right? I'd be really interested in seeing her work with Steve Zim if she were living in LA. Hope theres some good trainers in Florida.
@krizza9893
@krizza9893 2 роки тому
@@preciousskyxo Body by Madison is based in Australia but she has members in US too. They organize the meal planning online :)
@mybookoflife748
@mybookoflife748 2 роки тому
I was thinking that. Like where is your chef and personal trainer. However, I think I understand her attitude of I can do this on my own. It’s ok to build a team of people that will hold you accountable
@rachelvoltz1991
@rachelvoltz1991 2 роки тому
As a therapist you’re never “too broken” for help❤️ we welcome you with open arms! Proud of you for getting help
@alexissparks8608
@alexissparks8608 2 роки тому
“I just want my brain to be normal.” I felt that soooo hard.. sending hugs your way Jac!
@pateintprosper9382
@pateintprosper9382 2 роки тому
@Alexis Sparks AGREED that was deep!
@DogMommy.
@DogMommy. 2 роки тому
Same
@sayrasandoval3700
@sayrasandoval3700 2 роки тому
Agree 💯
@user-jh8vl8rr3m
@user-jh8vl8rr3m 2 роки тому
@@sayrasandoval3700 💋💋❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@Sincerelywendyy
@Sincerelywendyy 2 роки тому
Same
@yupitslola
@yupitslola 2 роки тому
Throw the scale away. It was the best thing I ever did. Seeing the scale go up and down was so terrible for my anxiety during my journey. I started weighing in monthly rather than daily/weekly just to make sure I was on the right track. YOU GOT THIS J!
@beautybyalainas
@beautybyalainas 2 роки тому
This times 1000!!!
@makeuphappy1
@makeuphappy1 2 роки тому
Yes ! I only see my weight at my Dr appointments. I focus on fueling my body with good amazing fuel 75% of the time and working out 3 days a week. Some seasons look different and that’s okay! Let’s just focus on taking care of the ONE and ONLY body God gave us ☺️🙏👍🤛💪 Blessings to all ♥️
@2330lea
@2330lea 2 роки тому
I needed this too. Thank you for sharing
@aliciavasquez917
@aliciavasquez917 2 роки тому
100000000000% agree. The scale is a demon and doesn’t help, AT ALL. I threw the scale away 10 yrs ago. Just trust the process. You’ll know when you’re losing weight.
@heatherhouse8311
@heatherhouse8311 2 роки тому
I said the same thing! I’ve lost 150lbs. and don’t own one scale!
@cheyannepurtle7906
@cheyannepurtle7906 2 роки тому
Girl the fact that you can come back after feeling like you failed and created a whole new line shows how strong you are! Life has crazy ways of working and people look for every reason to talk own that shit your doing the dam thing! And I’m so proud of you for that! I’m so glad to have YOU as my role model!!!!! You’ve done nothing but show me that you can make things happen even when they don’t work out as planned. You are just such an amazing person inside and out thank you for all the motivation you give me! Girl roll with the punches your doing fucking amazing and no one can take that away from you!
@thatlashawty
@thatlashawty 2 роки тому
This comment is literally so sweet!!💛🌟 We need more people like u girly spread positivity not hate !:)💗💗
@indiabastien
@indiabastien 2 роки тому
“I just want my brain to be normal” Shift your thoughts: “My brain is normal” Just take a look at how many people said they “felt that to the core” You are uniquely you. Love yourself for it.
@pre.jeweled
@pre.jeweled 2 роки тому
“I just want my brain to be normal” girl I FELT that because I literally said that to my therapist today. Struggling with anxiety, depression, and childhood PTSD lately so I’m with you. SO proud of you for making the step to see a therapist. It’s hard but so worth it. I also can’t blame you for not being able to “ignore” the haters - no one should have to endure that. I absolutely adore you, Jaclyn Roxanne, stay strong and give it all to your therapist!!! 💕
@KaylasPlants
@KaylasPlants 2 роки тому
This hit me hard. I hate when I get into those lows I can’t pull myself out of for sooooo long. I definitely relate. :(
@tessamilano5697
@tessamilano5697 2 роки тому
Man... same here! Life is hard sometimes
@Anggellboo
@Anggellboo 2 роки тому
This is spot on I’ve been feeling the same way for the past two weeks with my anxiety & depression I feel okay for awhile then feel so low I’m trying too get back too my therapy also 😢🥺💔
@hannahhappyhealth2222
@hannahhappyhealth2222 2 роки тому
When you said “I wish my brain was normal” I can’t tell you how many times I’ve said that exact thing. Fighting ourselves is exhausting but you’re inspiring so many people just being you ❤️
@midsummersnight3848
@midsummersnight3848 2 роки тому
I totally understand. I feel the exact same way.
@Amanda-mx3gt
@Amanda-mx3gt 2 роки тому
Literally say that almost daily!
@HelloHello-xh8lr
@HelloHello-xh8lr 2 роки тому
Very true 💔
@laurac86
@laurac86 2 роки тому
I’ve said that for years
@deniselloyd9022
@deniselloyd9022 2 роки тому
Girl you bring such a REALness to the UKposts world that honestly I truly appreciate you being so open about your life. I love this Jaclyn Journey series! You’re beautiful!!! ❤️
@sierratune1497
@sierratune1497 2 роки тому
We are human, words hurt! It’s so hard to just “ignore” especially when your primary love language is words of affirmation. Your beautiful inside and out Jaclyn, keep being you❤️
@DB-qu5xg
@DB-qu5xg 2 роки тому
Please don’t give up … you can fight through this. I was one of those “thousands of people” that went on your website to order earrings but couldn’t. I swear, I didn’t think “Lipsticks 2.0” … I thought, “good for you Jaclyn!! Your website crashed bc so many people wanted your products!!” I waited a bit and bought the earrings when your website was back up. We want you to have success!! Pls grant yourself some Grace and kindness during this journey. ❤️
@HighSchoolCheer1
@HighSchoolCheer1 2 роки тому
Please don’t stop this journey. It has not only helped me feel connected to you again but it has helped me want to better myself as well!
@Kay23895
@Kay23895 2 роки тому
I couldn’t have said it better.
@marina7572
@marina7572 2 роки тому
It makes me sad seeing you being so hard on yourself. You are allowed to eat when you are hungry. You are allowed to have some treats even if you gained weight or skipped your training session. You can still lose weight while having a balance eating nutritious food and junkfood. No food should be off limits and trigger negative feelings if it's not labeled as clean food. It's all about finding a balance. Your stress and anxiety is also felt by your body and often underestimated in the progress of a weight loss journey. As you said, put your mental health first and your body will follow through. Love yourself
@kaylaleblanc92
@kaylaleblanc92 2 роки тому
Jaclyn, you’re so strong. It’s actually insane how much I really relate to you in so many ways. I don’t feel so alone. I’m sorry you have to conquer these things.. but you posting about it IS making a difference in my life and so many others. Your break down talking about how your brain just doesn’t feel right…. I relate to this so much because I constantly think there’s something wrong with me and my wires aren’t connecting as they should. Thank you for speaking out about your struggles. You’re not alone.💜
@katefox1100
@katefox1100 2 роки тому
I’m so tired of people labeling things as “healthy”. As someone recovering from anorexia nervosa, healthy is giving your body what it needs and eating a balance of foods that you enjoy from every food group. If your body is craving something you deem as unhealthy, it’s most likely because you’re not allowing yourself to have it. It’s so hard to listen to your body, but your body is soooo smart. I love you, Jaclyn. You’re jewelry is all beautiful💕
@emmaskov
@emmaskov 2 роки тому
Preach!
@starrsloan8342
@starrsloan8342 2 роки тому
Totally agree with this but a lot of people are still learning this concept. After years of society telling us something totally different. But again I totally agree with you 🙂
@Preah3
@Preah3 2 роки тому
such a sweet comment :)
@carochan86
@carochan86 2 роки тому
Very true. Maybe her body is lacking something that is in the dairy products she forbids herself to eat.
@kariw.160
@kariw.160 2 роки тому
That’s not entirely true. Chocolate cravings are from low magnesium for example. I do know that restricting yourself can definitely cause binging though.
@divinedes1591
@divinedes1591 2 роки тому
“Jaclyn’s Journey has turned into me sitting here confessing all my problems in life” THATS WHY WERE HERE!!!! Keep it real and keep it going 💛
@Sincerelywendyy
@Sincerelywendyy 2 роки тому
Exactly it’s needed. She’s juman
@karacassandra
@karacassandra 2 роки тому
Aweeee I felt her so much when she was talking about her depression😭 when your depressed you truly understand others when they say they just wish their brain was normal😭 Jacklyn healing your body and mind is really fucking hard! Your doing amazing! 🤎
@Inherpeacepodcast
@Inherpeacepodcast 2 роки тому
I bawled my eyes out watching this! Depression and anxiety doesn't come with a warning and it doesn't discriminate against anyone it smacks you in the face and doesn't stop. Don't stop doing what it takes to try to get to a place of peace please. For YOURSELF
@khyatichopra98
@khyatichopra98 2 роки тому
you are so pretty!!
@JohnFoleyBeauty
@JohnFoleyBeauty 2 роки тому
When you muscles hurt, you go to a get a massage. When your thoughts hurt, therapy is like a massage for your brain and emotions. The only stigma there is is the one that we create. Theres no shame Jac. Get that brain massage girl! you'll feel so much better each time! Might go for one myself in the coming weeks. We all gotta box tings off sometimes :) Love you x
@kaelieudy7042
@kaelieudy7042 2 роки тому
I LOVE this example!!! I’ve never thought of it like that before but it’s so true mental health is such a real thing and therapy helps so so much ❤️
@JohnFoleyBeauty
@JohnFoleyBeauty 2 роки тому
@@kaelieudy7042 Exactly. When people realise that it’s a nice treat for you and not just a treatment. Perspective changes. We’re not broken. All we’re doing is allowing ourselves the luxury of reliving those muscles that have been working overtime. Nobody would be ashamed of going for a facial to take care of their skin. It’s all self care. Just because we can’t see it doesn’t mean we’re crazy. Thank you for commenting with such love today. I hope you have an amazing day 🥰 x
@kaelieudy7042
@kaelieudy7042 2 роки тому
@@JohnFoleyBeauty of course! Exactly!!! It is just another form of self care and one that honestly I think everyone can benefit from ❤️❤️ I’m actually in school to be a psychologist and I think it’s such an important field and one that people think they need to be “broken” to go get help at which is just not the case! I hope you have. A great day as well!!:)
@alexandradorman3034
@alexandradorman3034 2 роки тому
I wish therapy felt like a brain massage to me lol. It can be so mentally draining and exhausting sometimes.
@JohnFoleyBeauty
@JohnFoleyBeauty 2 роки тому
@@alexandradorman3034 It can. I remember one of my sessions basically spent the hour crying in entirety. My face hurt and so much was unearthed. I felt confused for days about what to do with what came to be realised. But not months later I look back and I realise I’m no longer confused. I accept what happened. I’m no longer in denial. Sometimes it has to run its course. But out is always better than keeping it in. Stay strong and believe in yourself. Trust the process. You got this ❤️
@chloem2778
@chloem2778 2 роки тому
A true, "imperfect" journey, not the usual glamourised journeys we see on social media! Thankyou for keeping it real x
@celinaforbes9639
@celinaforbes9639 2 роки тому
oddly enough, I just want to say your eyes when you were crying were just the most clear gorgeous sea blue green colour ❤️ and I think that was a shine of light for you realizing it is time for help. love you jaclyn 🥲
@Coryanderwolf
@Coryanderwolf 2 роки тому
You're amazing, and the rawness you share with this series brings a reality to what you're going through. In so many ways it's eye opening for me at least because I find myself feeling inspired when I see other people struggling with hardships, but are still able and willing to face them. Keep going-you got this. Live your life; live your best!
@marianaj.2607
@marianaj.2607 2 роки тому
I'm just gonna say- I hope none of us will ever have to deal with the millions of people watching us make a mistake and microscoping every detail about it. That shit leaves not only scars but so much trauma. Jaclyn, you don't get enough credit for coming out of that strong and positive. You never gave up on your dreams and let me tell you a lot of us would just say- that's it, I'm done. So keep your head high, cause you proved yourself more than once that you can raise above bad times. ❤
@freespiral
@freespiral 2 роки тому
Absolutely! She just pushes through and tries again and I know I would've said "screw this" a long time ago. She doesn't let the anxiety, despression, hard times, failures etc. define her. She is one strong queen!
@tricia.n.c.
@tricia.n.c. 2 роки тому
I absolutely agree with everything you said. People act like she is responsible for every human watching her and she damn well better never make a mistake 😡 she should be robotic and perfect! Smh it’s disgusting! She is a human just the same as every single one of us. The only difference is she documents her journey. She is amazing for it! I truly hope everything will work out and be truly okay and you get all you wish for Jaclyn xx 😘
@wendycenteno7716
@wendycenteno7716 2 роки тому
Side Note: Even with all the stress, sleepless night, eating uncontrollably etc your skin is GLOOOOWING!!!! I kept looking at your face with no makeup and you are stunning Jaclyn! 😍😍😍
@prettyarmor
@prettyarmor 2 роки тому
I have to agree. She looks amazing without makeup. I hate to be offensive, because it's kind of ironic, but she looks even more beautiful without makeup. ~shrug
@kacimason3607
@kacimason3607 2 роки тому
I can relate to you so much, with the depression, anxiety, making the wrong food choices when stressed. You are not alone. Your videos are one of the few things I look forward to these days. They keep me going, when life is just dragging me down. I love you and how raw you are on this journey. Keep going, I can't wait to buy so much of your jewelry, every piece is just perfect.
@DyDyxoxo
@DyDyxoxo 2 роки тому
Battling anxiety and depression as well… I know how you feel, and how it’s like. Thank you for opening up and being vulnerable. I feel less alone I guess. I wanna see you win so I know it’s possible to overcome it 💖
@lettis3486
@lettis3486 2 роки тому
Jaclyn, I’m saying this with the most love to you. NOT EVERYONE is going to like you. YOU cannot please EVERYONE. Like you said about your products and how they can’t be perfect and it’s out of your control so is this. Continue to be the great person you are and even when you’re not ITS OKAY! ❤️We are all human. But anyways continue your journey! I love seeing you overcome and I do see a difference! 🙌🏼❤️❤️❤️
@laurieh.6508
@laurieh.6508 2 роки тому
YES! This was a very hard lesson for me to learn. I was a people pleaser in my younger days…..being so nice and accommodating to others and had nothing left for myself. I finally learned that no matter what I do, there will be people who will still not like me. And that is okay. Life will go on.
@dansuneautrevie2713
@dansuneautrevie2713 2 роки тому
This was the hardest for me to learn. But it’s so freeing. ❤️
@marchkasey8729
@marchkasey8729 2 роки тому
Not everyone has good taste!
@jasminecollins871
@jasminecollins871 2 роки тому
Jaclyn, it’s perfectly okay to PIVOT while you’re on this journey. Eat what you want, practice portion control and find exercise you look forward to. Have fun trying new stuff until you find it. There isn’t one way to lose weight. Don’t forget that this was supposed to be a fun journey where you find yourself. Walk around your neighborhood at your own pace daily to clear you mind. Try yoga. Take a self defense class. Get Hello fresh - the food is good and portion sized and they’ll sponsor you. Make this journey FUN. I hate seeing go through your depression and anxiety but it does make me feel like I’m not alone. Thanks for being open. 💕
@starrsloan8342
@starrsloan8342 2 роки тому
This 👏🏼❤️
@Beth.Archuleta
@Beth.Archuleta 2 роки тому
When I read this comment there was 111 likes, 1 comment, posted 1 hour ago… the spirit guides are talking!!
@kayabriggs3821
@kayabriggs3821 2 роки тому
Alll of this ❤️
@jenniferortiz7963
@jenniferortiz7963 2 роки тому
This Comment!👏👏👏👏👏👏
@SeekersSoul
@SeekersSoul 2 роки тому
YES THIS COMMENT!
@samanthabrown9324
@samanthabrown9324 2 роки тому
After watching this series I have become such a huge fan. I’ve never bought any of your products before but I definitely plan on it.
@samcrabtree2285
@samcrabtree2285 2 роки тому
Please bring your videos back !!! I miss my weekly updates 😭😭
@amber.nickel.griggs
@amber.nickel.griggs 2 роки тому
This journey has been so inspiring. Because it’s not perfect. It’s hard and difficult. But SOOO many people on social media like to portray the perfect life and that their health journey was so easy. THANK YOU for keeping it real with us Jaclyn❤️❤️❤️ We need more relatable influencers like you
@Leslie.G
@Leslie.G 2 роки тому
Agreed. This journey, seeing the challenges she faces, whether its from family, friends, emotional, etc. Reminds me of my own and that its okay to "not be on it" 100% of the time this journey, as she stated in the beginning is a journey for a healthier lifestyle, not a crash diet, and its shaped some of my own decisions I face in my own personal life as well. Thanks Jaclyn for being authentic and real. Take care of yourself girl. We all deserve to, and know you know what is best for you.
@user-jh8vl8rr3m
@user-jh8vl8rr3m 2 роки тому
@@Leslie.G 🌹🌹🌹
@hugs_xo
@hugs_xo 2 роки тому
to you jac, and anyone else reading this: you are in no way a 'failure'. you are alive and your existence is amazing. you have touched the lives of so many people - people you don't even know. you have done your best, are doing your best, and will continue to do the absolute best you can in that given time. have faith in yourself. YOU are precious. x
@amandacollyns3817
@amandacollyns3817 2 роки тому
this is so sweet! and so true! You are loved
@amandaz8846
@amandaz8846 2 роки тому
I literally feel exactly like you do. I don’t sleep, I’m always tired, my anxiety is out of control too…. So yeah…. I literally FEEL YOU JACLYN! Ugh! It’s so fxk’n frustrating! I hope & pray we find our ‘answers’ soon! Love you J! ❤️
@jessicafehr8422
@jessicafehr8422 2 роки тому
I’m loving the raw emotion in this. I feel like this is a side of you I haven’t seen in so long & I’m so honoured that your sharing it with us again
@Chelseykttzz
@Chelseykttzz 2 роки тому
this series makes me feel less alone. when you started crying about your anxiety and depression, it made me cry with you. i struggle with so many mental illnesses, and you just made me get a good cry out that i haven't been able to do for so long. hearing you talk about your struggles with mental health make me feel safe and seen because not many people around me get it. I wish we could be friends sometimes because of how much I can relate to you, but obviously that's not possible 😂 anyway, i love you and i wish you all the best and hoping you take care of yourself more!
@mrsaleksandra2481
@mrsaleksandra2481 2 роки тому
I cried, too. But for some way it helps me, because I don't feel as lonely in this. Sending you some hugs 🥰❤
@Beth.Archuleta
@Beth.Archuleta 2 роки тому
We are all friends here 💕
@prettyvibez3079
@prettyvibez3079 2 роки тому
You’re not alone queen! I get that when you say your friends don’t understand ugh and that’s such an aweful pain to feel as well! I’m here for you boo! 💖💜💖💜✌️
@shanxoxoguru
@shanxoxoguru 2 роки тому
I’m no professional but I think when your body is restricting for awhile, after a few weeks it is just screaming for food! Try not to be so hard on yourself and stop limiting carbs and start focusing on fuelling your body with balanced meals that are satiating and emotionally satisfying too! Maybe then you won’t have this sense of all or nothing mentality! I love you girl and you can do this! 🤍
@Nadiak.v
@Nadiak.v 2 роки тому
Yessss 🙌🏻🙌🏻
@rachelzachary1245
@rachelzachary1245 2 роки тому
Yes! Love this!
@Latte528
@Latte528 2 роки тому
I agree!
@stylebyroxiie
@stylebyroxiie 2 роки тому
totally agree! i find if i don’t eat enough carbs I am STARVING !!! carbs are a good fuel
@daniellehyde3407
@daniellehyde3407 2 роки тому
I agree! I think she needs to stop weighing herself every few days because it’s normal to fluctuate and 2 pounds is nothing to get discouraged about. I think she would have better success if she worked out and not just walking but who knows
@heatheradams385
@heatheradams385 2 роки тому
People that matter want you to succeed. You don’t owe anyone anything, this life is… so malleable and finite. Love you and rooting for you
@AmandaLiz72
@AmandaLiz72 2 роки тому
It's so normal to cycle in and out of depression/anxiety/therapy/medication over the years... I am living proof of this as well. You are not alone! I also LOVE my 2 necklaces I bought and can't wait to get a couple more. Please say you'll do rings in the future! Hang in there. xoxo
@keelywheatley2688
@keelywheatley2688 2 роки тому
In tears hearing you say “I just want my brain right” because I FELT that. Some days it feels like you’re all alone in this dark place but hearing it from someone like you who inspires me so much brings a little light to my dark place. Anxiety and depression can be so damn exhausting. You are so brave to talk about the things you have. Mental health IS REAL PEOPLE and it is okay to go to therapy!!! I will always love and support you Jaclyn. Keep being you girl, we’re all in this together ❤️❤️❤️
@Miki_Lynn
@Miki_Lynn 2 роки тому
Agreed. 💗
@sabrinaxarruda
@sabrinaxarruda 2 роки тому
Hey Jacyln, my doctor once told me that when we’re stressed our body goes in panic mode where we get hungrier because we think we are in danger, it’s normal to feel stress once or twice a day but we’re not equipped to be in a constant state of stress (I’m a teacher so I understand what being stressed all the time feels like lol) Im probably explaining this wrong but I know when cortisol levels are high weight loss does get harder, it’s something I’ve been trying to work on too. I’d suggest going to a homeopathic doctor that can give you some vitamins that help lower stress and give you natural ways to help you in your journey. Best of luck to you!!! You’ve been a huge inspiration to me on this journey and have been showing your real struggles which I wish influencers did more of. I’m proud of you and I KNOW you will Reach your goals. We’re in this together!
@aimeeb4049
@aimeeb4049 2 роки тому
Yes! I was going to say this about stress also. Cortisol can be a huge factor in why someone isn’t losing weight and stress management is a huge part of health and wellness.
@mythsologyy444
@mythsologyy444 2 роки тому
YES! Meditation can help too. So much.
@Samantharae1111
@Samantharae1111 2 роки тому
I loved your comment so much thank you for saying all of those helpful things ☺️
@simplytitanium7919
@simplytitanium7919 2 роки тому
I ordered the cross for my grandma for Christmas and it’s beautiful I can’t wait to give it to her. It shipped so fast I was impressed ❤️
@lillianudell884
@lillianudell884 2 роки тому
Wow, Jaclyn!! Although you’re mentally going through it right now I just want to say I’m so proud of you!! You’re jewelry is amazing, you’re amazing, and you deserve the best. I’m so excited to be able to buy your jewelry! ♥️
@laurenhockenberry7457
@laurenhockenberry7457 2 роки тому
Bawled when you said “I just want my brain right” I think the same thing all the time too. So don’t ever think you’re alone, we’re all in this together. I’m so glad you’re opening up to us because a lot of the times we think we’re alone in this dark place and we’re truly not. Know we all love you, just as much as you love all of us!
@alexiavincent6684
@alexiavincent6684 2 роки тому
“another fail for jaclyn hill” hurt my heart. i know how much you wanted this to be perfect and no one blames you. i’m so sorry this happened
@alyssajefford181
@alyssajefford181 2 роки тому
Oh hunny! This breaks my heart! I can’t wait to get your jewelry! I am beyond excited! There’s always going to be people that are just nasty. But that showcases them, not you. I’m so incredibly proud of you!! This is a huge step for you & i for one am thrilled!
@caitlinbarnhill9438
@caitlinbarnhill9438 2 роки тому
i hadn’t watched your channel (or any beaty channel) in a while, because i just moved to a different side of youtube but i’ve really really been enjoying your vlogs. your transparency is inspiring and i love to see a success story, and this is part of your success story. love it. keep going strong.
@annaward4004
@annaward4004 2 роки тому
Jaclyn- Your transparency is so refreshing. Your journey is so relatable. So many things you said in this video, especially in relation to emotions/food, struck a chord with me. I am there with you. You aren’t alone. Thank you for sharing your vulnerable side. It’s refreshing and makes me glad I came back to your channel to start watching again.
@ericaquinn1520
@ericaquinn1520 2 роки тому
When you started talking about how awful it feels to look around at everything you’ve worked so hard for, everything you are so blessed with, yet unable to feel good and instead feeling anxious and depressed; feeling lack and emptiness instead of fullness, have you ever considered that maybe your purpose is no longer aligned? I discovered you in 2014, 7 years ago and had my own successful wedding makeup career from watching YOU. You have a gift and a purpose for being alive. I think for a long time it was helping people feel beautiful, showing us how to be creative, being a teacher but maybe now its changing. If I am being honest it seems like you’re on the brink of a next level spiritual awakening. Its always darkest before the dawn Jaclyn. Hang in there. Xoxo
@tiffanyherr6037
@tiffanyherr6037 2 роки тому
THIS. This!!! THIS!!!
@ashleighg13
@ashleighg13 2 роки тому
I’m so proud of you Jaclyn for going to therapy. Anxiety and depression is no joke!! You can do this honey 💗💗
@auroraboutin8302
@auroraboutin8302 2 роки тому
You know what’s crazy, this is reminding me so much of when I was on birth control last year. I gained 20+ lbs and the weight gain & hormones had my head in a completely different space. I was negative and insecure and then the comfort food was putting me into this vicious cycle as well. I think we all “fail” sometimes but once you get into a groove it’s gonna stick, just take it day by day baby girl ❤️
@nicoledesireelopez540
@nicoledesireelopez540 2 роки тому
I’ve never related more to another human being regarding what you said when you were in your backyard. I wish none of us had to feel this way, but it’s comforting to know that I’m not alone in the world because I’m definitely alone in my friends and family setting. You’re amazing. Thank you for this 💕
@tama3442
@tama3442 2 роки тому
*What is the Gospel?* The true gospel is the good news that God saves sinners. Man is by nature sinful and separated from God with no hope of remedying that situation. But God, by His power, provided the means of man’s redemption in the death, burial, and resurrection of the Savior, Jesus Christ. Ephesians 2:8-9 For it is by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of GOD, not a result of works, so that no one may boast. Romans 10:9 9 because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. JESUS CHRIST can come anytime! Just Believe ❤️ Love you and GOD BLESS
@SoniasWay
@SoniasWay 2 роки тому
“I just want my brain to be normal” I felt that so hard that I wanna cry Btw I also try to make positive videos
@michelledawson1458
@michelledawson1458 2 роки тому
I been following your journey for the last couple of weeks, and you have inspired me so much! Mental health has been so hard lately and seeing how real you are and you go through the same thing is a relief. You are doing great! Keep going! You have came so far and no point stoping now!! ❤
@sleepinalot
@sleepinalot 2 роки тому
Mama! LET YOURSELF FEEL! However you feel! You’re human, you have emotions! The strong people are the ones that are open & vulnerable & you’re just proving to all of us how badass & strong you really are! I had so much respect for you before, but it’s on another level, & I didn’t even think that could happen.. but you’re doing the damn thing! In your health journey, in your career, in your life! You’re doing it & I’m so proud of you! ❤️
@elizabethdrakopoulos988
@elizabethdrakopoulos988 2 роки тому
I can see such a HUGE difference in her! Her face, her glow, her hair, her skin! Everything! She looks AMAZING!! All of your hard work is paying off, you are doing an amazing job & you are so so sooo strong! I am so excited to see the difference in her already, physically. She is an absolute beauty inside & out!
@JolinaMennen
@JolinaMennen 2 роки тому
Jaclyn i truly wanna thank you for sharing your journey, because you‘ve inspired me so much to take better care of myself and my body again as well.. please never forget the positive impact you have on your audience! buuuuut, if you‘re no longer comfortable with sharing your journey on the vulnerable level we totally understand. but as i said, never underestimate all the love that is around ❤️
@raya.888
@raya.888 2 роки тому
I'm so glad you're starting therapy! It can be so helpful. Remember, should you not like your therapist that's ok. Don't give up.. just look for another one. You'll be so much stronger!
@reyno6826
@reyno6826 2 роки тому
Ditto girl...
@prettyvibez3079
@prettyvibez3079 2 роки тому
Amen! I feel the same way!!!!!💖💜💖
@blayneelizabeth2098
@blayneelizabeth2098 2 роки тому
I second this! I love watching your journey
@arielgonzalez5784
@arielgonzalez5784 2 роки тому
I’ve seriously been eating better and at home again. I’ve been walking on the treadmill for 30 mins a day thanks to you! We’re all so proud of you. This shit is hard!!! I totally understand what you meant when you said you just want your brain to be normal… I fucking feel you. Food is so rough for me. We’re joining you and with you on this journey! Therapy is amazing, good for you ❤️🥺
@Dreaminlace
@Dreaminlace 2 роки тому
Thank you for being honest through and through on this journey. It’s relatable af! ❤️
@kristinemeyer9314
@kristinemeyer9314 2 роки тому
I have loved watching your journey. Thank you for being so brave for sharing. There is so much everyone can relate to. Dont give up on yourself! You will eventually find a balance and im rooting for your success!
@kristinmartin2267
@kristinmartin2267 2 роки тому
I’ve recently come across studies for the way our menstruating cycle affects our level of hunger, so that may be happening. And it’s just your body saying I need more for what I’m doing right now internally. I’m so proud of you and you make me feel not so alone in my own struggles with a similar get to my level healthy journey 🖤🖤🖤
@samnieto6463
@samnieto6463 2 роки тому
I was there for launch time, the site went down and my heart immediately went to “oh dear sweet Jaclyn…she’s going to be devastated.” I sent a message to your customer service just to tell them it’s okay and I’m excited for when I can buy. I just purchased today. I’m so thankful there was still stock. All the love sis. 💕
@kaylamoore1551
@kaylamoore1551 2 роки тому
I love how honest you are in these vlogs! you’re doing amazing girl 💗
@shimmer2011
@shimmer2011 2 роки тому
Hey! I cried when you cried! It’s hard struggling with anxiety and depression! You always have a ton of pressure on you. You’re so brave ! Thank you for sharing
@missiemiss
@missiemiss 2 роки тому
Keep your stress levels low. Cortisol has an impact on weight gain and stress triggers high levels of cortisol. You're going to be okay. Be kind to yourself, Jaclyn. We're all rooting for you.
@Rinsuki
@Rinsuki 2 роки тому
It's so interesting how stress affect people differently. I know people who respond by overeating and then there's me, who barely eats from stress. Also, you do not have to feel overly stressed for your cortisol levels to be high or unhealthy levels. This is why stress is a silent killer.
@FueledByJaredd
@FueledByJaredd 2 роки тому
I literally say “I just want my brain to be normal” ALL the time!!!! I know exactly how you feel. I have everything I could ever want. I bought a house, new cars, I go shopping whenever I want and it’s not enough. I look at everything I have and how great my life is yet I still feel so empty and depressed and cry because my brain makes me feel miserable. I don’t understand it. It’s frustrating!!! Love you, girl
@Herbal21essences
@Herbal21essences 2 роки тому
Therapy is amazing. I had a 4 hour session weekly for a year ! Literally saved my life. It will teach you coping mechanisms. You got this girl !!!!!!!!!!!
@Jess.jess.jess.
@Jess.jess.jess. 2 роки тому
THAT IS SPIRITUAL JACLYN!! There is freedom in Jesus from those attacks!
@rebeccasharpe2432
@rebeccasharpe2432 2 роки тому
“I just want my brain to be normal.” Oh how I felt this. I’m the same age as you Jaclyn, I feel like we’ve grown up together. I’m so sorry you’re struggling. I wish I could give you a hug.
@MarykateBoring
@MarykateBoring 2 роки тому
People with severe anxiety and depression should probably be in therapy their whole lives and there is nothing wrong with that! Emotional and mental health is just as important and physical health ♥️ rooting for you in your journey!!
@Teri.lynnlewis
@Teri.lynnlewis 2 роки тому
Yep! I take medicine and have a monthly therapy session. Even after I worked through all of the hard stuff, I still go and look at my progress.
@marineprnces
@marineprnces 2 роки тому
More than any other video you’ve made I completely related to this one and felt it to my core. I felt like “oh man this is exactly how I feel”. I was crying not just for you but for me too. This just felt like the most real and vulnerable I’ve seen you. Also I Love Therapy and My Therapist and I look forward to going. So I hope you are able to find a positive outlook on it and find healing through it.
@karenrosales4161
@karenrosales4161 2 роки тому
I freaking love!!!!! Your personality I swear that even when we have it all it’s a shadow that follows us!! I identify in every aspect! Bad ass, silly and funny, and so energetic but something that wants to bring us down!! We will be ok!! I love you!! ❤️
@chelseahcabrera
@chelseahcabrera 2 роки тому
Sounds like PMS to me girly pop... when pmsing you're body needs and craves more calories... also hormones cause bloating and water retention... which is why you aren't supposed to obsess over the scale. I love watching your journey... don't give up! this is a lifestyle change ♥
@sahwam8
@sahwam8 2 роки тому
“I just wish my brain worked right”… I felt that in my soul.
@kimg9166
@kimg9166 2 роки тому
Honestly when you were in your back yard talking about anxiety and depression it really meant a lot to me and hit home it it vary relatable and I love the new authentic realistic Jaclyn hill
@pollypocket4323
@pollypocket4323 2 роки тому
These are so entertaining to watch without being too much! Funny, a little bit extra and glamorous and relatable
@rachlfry
@rachlfry 2 роки тому
I felt that in my soul. I just want my brain to be normal... I say this every time I have a panic attack. The struggle with anxiety and depression is so hard. Way to be so open with everyone about your life. That takes so much courage and strength. Just know you are not alone. Just keep moving forward and looking up because that's where it all is. Stay Strong Jaclyn!
@estrellahernandez9976
@estrellahernandez9976 2 роки тому
Remember that even “normal” people benefit from therapy. I have been putting off therapy for a while because it makes my problems a little more real but it’s comforting to know that I am not the only one that has these feelings. I can’t imagine how hard it is to be vulnerable in front of thousands of people online so thank you. ❤️
@sonyasupposedly
@sonyasupposedly 2 роки тому
If you decide to go for it, good luck with therapy! I hope it helps you to talk about what you're feeling. And don't be afraid to try a few different doctors if you don't feel a fit with the first one! But you probably know that. Best wishes xx
@ralicaemil290
@ralicaemil290 2 роки тому
When a person is real it shows. Thank You Jaclyn for being real and raw !
@catiejohnson4939
@catiejohnson4939 2 роки тому
You’re amazing! I’m also going through my own health journey right now. You’re inspiring and a beautiful person. Keep going! 🖤
@shawns5315
@shawns5315 2 роки тому
This series is everything. I felt frustrated for you about the website issue for Jaclyn Roxanne I can only image how upsetting that would have been. Wishing you nothing but success from here on out! And sending you love on your mental and physical health journey 💕💕💕
@stefanie9645
@stefanie9645 2 роки тому
As a therapist, therapy is good for everyone! It’s a step toward emotional wellness. And if anything, it means you’re strong for taking care of yourself 💗😘
@user-ib7zf8wd2b
@user-ib7zf8wd2b 2 роки тому
“Happy people go to therapy to stay happy.” I can’t remember who told me that, but I personally think it’s true! Proud of you for making that appointment. Love ya Jac💛
@pollypocket4323
@pollypocket4323 2 роки тому
What a beautiful saying
@hollydaugherty2620
@hollydaugherty2620 2 роки тому
Happy is an emotion. Nobody is “happy” all the time and if they are they’re probably living in an illusion.
@hayleemel318
@hayleemel318 2 роки тому
Probably my favorite video yet just bc you are so open and honest and showing your realness with daily struggles! The internet needs more of debunking of the perfect Instagram image and I think you’re igniting something bigger than you know. Thank you for your journey and for showing whatever it is!
@Kaitlin90
@Kaitlin90 2 роки тому
Even if it was a “cash grab” isn’t that the whole point of a business. You make money from a business?🤣 I just don’t understand why people are bothered by jewelry.
@Xoxo.baby94
@Xoxo.baby94 2 роки тому
Except for kylie jenner. Her businesses are deff cash grabs. I would never consider jaclyns businesses to be cash grab 😓
@nevam333
@nevam333 2 роки тому
I agree!!
@rachelst-germain7896
@rachelst-germain7896 2 роки тому
I'm so annoyed by people throwing those words around. Like yeah people want to make miney, duh.
@bettedaviseyes6613
@bettedaviseyes6613 2 роки тому
I feel so much better knowing that I am not the only person that literally throws a fit when it's needed and girl sometimes it's needed. Love you big
@wrenbrown883
@wrenbrown883 2 роки тому
I am currently at the start of a new diet plan and am hungry and am grumpy about it! Seeing you feel the same way has helped me in a way. Thanks for sharing this journey girl!!! 💛💛💛
@lisacarr8654
@lisacarr8654 2 роки тому
Same it's great having people say your doing great but it helps knowing feeling so grumpy annoyed and hungry is also normal and not only 1 feeling like that. You've definitely got this and will definitely be worth all the stress and hard work, or at least that's what I'm hoping 🤞
@MalishaQuintana
@MalishaQuintana 2 роки тому
Keep going Jaclyn you look beautiful! I know dealing with lots of things are not easy but life is not easy to anyone so please focus on yourself and do what you need to do! Love you and we are here for u ❤️
@lizplesnarski
@lizplesnarski 2 роки тому
I’m so PROUD of you, Jaclyn and I pray you hear that. You’re confronting every fear head on and this series has allowed all of your fans to see such a real side of you and we love it. Thank you for always sharing your heart with us. Jaclyn Roxanne is going to be incredible because YOU are behind it. Take care of yourself, so you can continue shining your light in this world. We’re all here for it💛
@tiffany3511
@tiffany3511 2 роки тому
“I just want my brain to be normal”. Ugh. Felt that DEEP within my soul. I’ve said that exact statement over and over and over again. Still do, pretty much daily. Mental health, anxiety, panic disorders, depression, OCD, etc….they’re real and they’re not talked about nearly as often as they need to be. Those who don’t suffer from mental illnesses will never be able to fully understand what it’s like to be at a constant battle with your brain on a daily basis. Thank you for continuing to shed light on mental health. 💜 And good luck on your journey & congrats on all the wonderful progress you’ve made thus far. 👏🏼
@alyssawilliams9791
@alyssawilliams9791 2 роки тому
A true inspiration, thank you for being real and sharing your journey, sharing the negative and your genuine feelings of your journey ♡ thank you thank you thank youu
@HaiderAli-wv6or
@HaiderAli-wv6or 2 роки тому
Honestly Jaclyn I think u r doing so well. And when u told how much u weight I couldn’t believe it. But watching ur journey made me start mine xx thank for ur honesty and these videos .
@JerushaCouture
@JerushaCouture 2 роки тому
It’s working Girl!!! Baby your face is slimming! That’s the first thing for me when I shed weight so keep going!!! 💪🏼
@xmuta
@xmuta 2 роки тому
No, it’s not.
@vancitysyd
@vancitysyd 2 роки тому
you got this girl. your success rate for getting through hard things is 100%.
@bthompsonxo
@bthompsonxo 2 роки тому
I admire you for being so honest with us!! So many people try to make everything look perfect online and seeing this side of you shows so many people all these feelings are normal and it’s nice to hear others go through these feeing and emotions! You are so strong
@sararoper7983
@sararoper7983 2 роки тому
I LOVE YOUR NEW LIP PRODUCTS! I use them all the time on my clients and they love them too. SO COMFORTABLE and the long wear is insane. The lip liners are so creamy. Worth every penny. Try them. You won’t regret!!!! Also LOOOOVE the lip prep treatment. Powders rock. I’m loving your makeup. Please don’t stop. Thank you for not giving up!!
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